So I was drinking Monster energy drink while driving to the club and have found that energy drinks make me very talkative. I was talking with my group about everything. E stopped by with M, and M locked her keys in the car and had to call AAA to come out. They had to go to the bathroom and asked me to watch the car. A couple of black folks come to me and say âHey shawty, what you doin?â and I say âHey.â And they give me a weird look. They obviously thought I was a girl. One of them told me âIâm a bad motherfucker and can get in this car for you.â And then proceeded to beg for money persistently, and declined every time. Finally, I was assertive, shook the guys hand and bid him goodnight. He finally walked away. Jesus⦠XD E came back out and sat with me. She kissed me on the cheek and such and was gonna leave with M to another bar. E does this a lot. E and I have this unofficial, unpredictable, on and off thing going on. In order to protect myself from getting hurt, I have to continue to act single. Some nights shes really into me, other nights she isnât. And I can kind of see why. Because shes married. Shes very unhappy with it, but she feels helpless to change it. I feel like Iâm being a crutchâ¦and enabler to her depression. But being that guy is so much fun, I wonât lie. I never thought I would be involved in a situation like this, but I have found myself in it. I feel bad about it sometimes. *sigh*
So E goes with M to the bar, and the black guys come back and try to beg for money again. The girls were much more aggressive than I. I have trouble being a dick. So I wonder back inside and dance inside. I find myself alone because my group, excluding B who was busy with her boy, had left already. While dancing, this girl I sort of know from school starts dancing with me in a very confident manner, which is a big turn on for me. So I dance with her for a bit and get real close, teasing her and such. I decide to go outside to cool off and she follows close behind me. To me, this is an obvious sign of attraction. We mingle and chit chat for a bit, exchange names again (because we forgot each others names..haha) and asked for her number in the most direct way I have ever asked. âSoâ¦can I have your number?â And she gave it to me eagerly. She had to work in the morning so she left. Once she was gone, I continued to dance for a bit and eyed this chick for about 15 minutes. I couldnât figure out if she was into me or not. I probably should have been more direct. But she didnât approach me or talk to me so I suppose itâs nothing.
Tonight, Iâm going to a Marching Band festival, hopefully to see some old friends. After that, Iâm going to my brothers house warming body and GETTINâ KRUNK MUTHA FUCKAAA! More adventures to post? You bet your ass.