He cupped her face. "We are friends. Just because I want more doesn't mean i will force more Sam. You have every right to your choices. Especially now. And I did approach you out of concern as a friend, but I won't pretend I didn't hope for more. But you made it clear you weren't ready. So i accepted your friendship. Someone I could talk to about anything without worry about judgement. Someone who understood the frustration of being the 'prince of a great family.' A true friend I could and can rely on."
His blue eyes were bright, open and sincere. "But during that time i also saw so much more of you. I had always seen your pretty face, but you had always seemed rather shallow. Colin mostly i suspect. But you are so much more. So sweet and kind, so loving and concerned for others. Your brothers, my sisters, your parents and even mine. You often stated it rather oddly but the compassion was there. And you are so strong. Stronger than you even know. And so truly beautiful. Much more than pretty. A truly beautiful mind, soul, and spirit joined with an exceptional body, and your heart stopping face and eyes."
His thumb ran along her cheek and over her lips. "Talking every day I grew to dread the hours after we hung up, but I lived for the moments when we could speak. To hear your voice even through the phone meant everything to me. Every day I knew that i cared about you, and every day i was certain that I would never be able to tell you. I couldn't bear to break our friendship. i treasured it then, and treasure it now. But then we danced...we danced."
He gulped his eyes shining. "Those weeks of practice. Talking constantly, so close, learning the touch and taste of you, your fragrance, how dedicated you are, and how skillful you made yourself. Then in New York, you moved so beautifully. I knew I was just a prop with a heartbeat, and that worked perfectly for me. i couldn't have taken my eyes from you. You were and are perfect. Then after our passions just exploded together."
He ran his thumbs over her lips and smiled. "I'd dreamed about kissing you. I never dared for more than that. I had nothing to compare it or anything further to anyway, but that kiss...that first kiss there in the dark, I felt something, some small stirring in you a glimmer of hope that you felt something similar." His eyes roamed her face. "Then you made it clear you weren't ready. So I didn't push. And I won't even now. But i won't lie to you Sam. I wouldn't dare."
He leaned up and gently, ever so softly pressed their lips together. "I don't know when exactly it started but I never stopped being aware of you. Even when we were little and you were the bossy neighbor girl. I think I just expected you to grow to the brat everyone assumed you would be or were. And of course this stupid thing between our families. But you weren't and aren't. Even when your life was falling apart you were kind and compassionate. I've had a long time to think things over Sam. I deserved your anger and that slap. You were suffering. I just couldn't see you as the victim. You were Samantha Beckett. Not really a person. Just the perfect princess everyone said. But then that night you were drugged came and it finally hit me. You were then, and are now, trapped. In the expectations of the people here, your family, and everyone else. And I understood. I never had the same problem, but I could finally understand both why what happened happened, and more importantly how truly strong you were to survive all that and make your life over again and again and again." His eyes gleamed.
"How could I not fall in love with a woman like that? A woman so strong, so loving, so compassionate? A woman who even when trapped by her own problems took the time to help others who could never hope to help her in return. I know about your addiction, but i also know how you overcame it, and what you did while trying to get more. That speaks volumes louder than anything else."
"Sam...I love you. I know it. I know also this will scare you. And i can accept that. I won't push you for anything more than you can give. And if you want me to leave you be I can do that. It's your right." he lifted her chin to make sure she was looking at him here and now. "But I will never stop loving you. I don't care about our family's issues, or what the people think. Samantha Beckett i love you. Not for what or who you are supposed to be, but for who, what, and how you truly are."
He smiled a bit cheekily. "And no matter what you choose, I will remain the rebel biker. The outlaw. The dark prince of Wilmington. That's who i am. But I could all of that...for you."