Ami looked up into Luke's eyes, he wanted to know. There was not better a time than this. She sighed and looked away from him, she didn't know if she could look him in the eyes as she told him, she had never told anyone about it.
She sat back on the couch looking down at her feet once more. She started in a quivering voice, "Yes.. I'm not a virgin..", she quickly looked at him, "But not by choice!" Her eyes trailed away from him again. "Uh, um... in the eighth grade... I was struggling with my math grades, I was failing horribly. My teacher told me if my grades didn't go up, I'd more surely fail, and it would cause this huge domino effect on my high school graduation..", she explained as her eyes started to swell with tears, thinking back to the day like it was yesterday.
"He told me he had a proposition... if I complied, he'd... pass me. He said each time I'd... p-pleasure him, he'd give me an A in the grading chart. And if I ever failed to show up after classes were over, he wouldn't hesitate to remove all of the A's I had." She bit her lip before continuing, "At first I thought he was joking. He was the type of teacher that everyone loved... he joked around with us a lot, I thought perhaps he was just offering to tutor me. But.. the minute he locked the classroom door, and closed the blinds... I knew he was serious.."
Her tone started to sound angry. Her fists balled as if she were about to punch someone, "I had to have that old perverts cock in me 3 days a week for 9 months...", she growled, "And if I had a sick day, or other students showed up, he just took even longer of a time on me the next day to 'make up for lost time'.." She shook her head, disgusted with herself. She felt like it was her fault, she was old enough to know it was wrong. She tried to calm herself down.
"I would have reported it... but he said I'd suffer just as much as he did... the entire country would know what a slut I was... selling myself for an A.." she closed her eyes, feeling completely ashamed of herself, but she felt much better telling Luke. He could now understand the reasoning behind her timidness. "I've always wanted to make love to you.. but each time I try, I just see that sickos face" she said as she looked at Luke with a frown.