DarknessEmbraced666
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jan 9, 2009
She stared at him in disbelief as he called her obnoxious and questioned who she was really singing for. "Obnoxious? No, I'm not just worried about what other people think. It's about setting an example for children that might happen to look up to me! I don't want teenage girls seeing that I let a strange man into my home and then reading one of those slandering articles that would accuse me of sleeping around with strangers. It could lead to those girls getting hurt and I just couldn't live with myself if that happened!" she said to him. "I honestly don't care about maintaining an image, I just care about setting the right kind of example for the young people that look to me as a role-model. And the only reason I'm worried about my parents and my manager is because my parents are the only people that know me for me and treat me as if I'm not special and my manager would get pissed and try to schedule more jobs for me so I'd have even less time to just be myself and relax, which I already very rarely get to do."
She watched him look at the table again before shaking her head. "Don't worry about it. I'll pay for it." she replied before sighing. "In the beginning, I sang for myself but now... I don't know any more. It's all gotten so big so fast. Now a days, I feel like I'm stuck in a whirlwind that is my life and I no longer have any control any more and the harder I fight it, the worse it all becomes. There are days when I'm surrounded by people but no one ever listens to what I have to say."
She watched him look at the table again before shaking her head. "Don't worry about it. I'll pay for it." she replied before sighing. "In the beginning, I sang for myself but now... I don't know any more. It's all gotten so big so fast. Now a days, I feel like I'm stuck in a whirlwind that is my life and I no longer have any control any more and the harder I fight it, the worse it all becomes. There are days when I'm surrounded by people but no one ever listens to what I have to say."