Joseph looked up seeing the girl cry "Its not that your not good enough, I just cant do something like that with you no matter how I think about it I just can't get it right in my head that something like that is ok. Even though its painful the pain will go away over time, it my own fault for getting worked up anyways so don't worry about it." Joseph rolled over a little knowing that it probably wouldn't be a good idea to leave his member anywhere that Hiza could get a hold of it, for he wouldn't put it past her, he also protected it by covering it with his hands lightly realizing that pressure didn't help at all. There would be only one thing to solve it but he just couldn't do it, but if Hiza were to really try he didn't think he would be able to stop himself and that's what really scared him.