nodding, Vidur held her face gently, his thumbs caressing on her cheeks to wipe off her warm tears, even before she had asked to be embraced, he was already wrapping arms around her, however, this time he began to sit down, pulling her close, having her lay across his lap, his chest rubbing on her's closely, his nose touching on with her's as he ran his hands up and down her back
"I feel real bad, dear, that I could not show my true feelings, that I had to act that way, even if the end justified it... I felt so bad..." he slowly came down in silence, listening to her, nodding, he wrapped an arm close to her body, hugging her with all his strenght, his wings tightened around her, almost conforming to the shape of her body
"you are so pure, Gilloleth, so pure, kind and beautiful, that man is clearly lost, of course you are far more valuable than anything I could imagine, I gave up everything I had for you, and yet, I'm the one that's feeling so blessed for having you, willingly following me" he reached up, gripping on her chin firmly like he knew so well
"Listen well, young miss, you have proven to me to be worthy of learning the arcane arts, you have proven to my pet that you are someone with an enormous and kind heart, you are strong, you are truly beautiful, a real angel" he leaned down, starting to kiss over her cheeks, brushing his lips over her tears
at that moment, a noise could be heard from the bathroom, but soon it dulled out
looking down, he coudln't help but to cringe, his own gaze became blurry "... I feel so bad.... because I used to think that I as a demon had the right to toy with other beings and I enjoyed the idea that we could set a prize on sentient beings...." looking away, he cringed "I learned it the hard way, but now I know, each life is priceless, my dear Molala, though she was nothing but a toy for me at first, ended up teaching me many things about life and I came to truly respect her, more than anyone I had before"
looking to the other side, he gave a weak smile and leaned down to kiss on her lips delicately "and now, this beautiful human I have in my arms..." he, for the first time in years, had a slight blush and a soft smile "... seems to be able to teach to an old demon about feelings like compassion, sensitivity and..." he reached up, kissing on her forehead "... and love..." he suddently pulled a hand over the top of her head, pushing her face down as he looked up, it was hard for someone of his kind to admit his feelings! he tried to keep on, both to make her feel better and to recover from the awkward moment "in short, Gilloleth, to me, and to me alone, you are worth everything, you're too special to be treated like that, and I sure am glad that I will get to show you a better life, I know your past is hard... but if we dwell too much on it, we can't enjoy life at it's best" he gave a soft nod "I should know it..."
gently, he slid both hands under her body and picked her up, setting her down on the bed, and himself kneeling on the floor next to her, resting his cheek on the edge of bed, brushing his fingers on her shoulders "always remember that, my angel..."