Steve snorted. "why try? i won't taste anything and i can't get drunk. i couldn't get drunk before!" he pointed out, looking pleased that Tony and James where getting along now. well, for now. "you know i remember a time when you couldn't drink." James admitted. "you where such a small little tich back then. a glass wouldn't bother you but too much and it'd set off your heart palpitations or trigger an asthma attack." James admitted, sipping at his scotch. "he hated it, when i fussed over him too. kept saying that he was strong enough to handle it." he grinned. "he never seamed to realize how frail he really was, until he wasn't frail anymore." he admitted. "it was so funny... he'd jump out of a plane without a parachute, but he'd be so damn careful with a knife when he was cooking. he'd run right into the line of fire, but he'd be cautious on the stairs..." he snorted and shook his head. "i can't believe Sharon twisted him like that. i felt, for months, like Steve was loosing something important, but i never bothered to look, or check. i just thought..." he shook his head. "i was missing him even before he died."