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Loki nodded. "no one else knew." he admitted. "i told them he was helping me with a magic spell." he admitted. "that's why they didn't tell you, they didn't know." he admitted softly, trying to reassure Tony. "of course Tony." Loki agreed, vanishing up the stairs. "...Tony." Steve sighed, looking up at the other. "sorry... i was..." he shook his head. "i had to watch you die." he admitted. "you killed yourself to save the world." he admitted. "stupid, Brave idiot." he murmured, voice wavering. "i need to make sure it never ever happens." he whispered. "i need. there's so much to do to make sure it never ever happens." he whispered, snuggling into Tony, crying again. "i can't let yu die that way. i can't let you suffer Tony." he whimpered. "i have to stop it. i have to stop it."
 
"ah, I see.”Tony muttered relaxing a little as he realized that hadn’t been simply not telling him because he’d locked himself in the lab. Watching loki go he sighed softly stroking steve’s hair, worried about him.”It’s okay...Loki explained.”He muttered lookign worried, smiling shakily, disturbed at the idea of his death.”Well, if I have to die, it better be to save the world.”he muttered watching the other, hating to seee him so upset, it made his heart hurt. “We’ll make sure it never happens. I promise, Cap.We’ll take care of the world."he muttered, more concerned about the world then his own suffering
 
Steve nodded, growling. "the world can piss off." he hissed, wrapping his arms tighter around Tony. "i'll slaughter anyone who dares try to kill you." he murmured, shaking his head. "i won't let you die again, never." he mumbled, shaking his head before slowly sitting up. "i'm sorry... i've ruined your shirt..." he muttered, flushing as he realized he'd cried all over Tony. he distracted himself by removing all of his papers, maps, information and the Flash Drive, glancing at Tony. "this is everything." he admitted. "all the information i was able to gather, and information on a man named Aldrich Killian and why you need to let him kidnap you.... i really don't agree but you said you needed it so.... anyway it's all here..." he admitted, fidgeting because he was anxious and nervous now.
 
“You don’t mean that, cap. You wont let the world burn.”Tony muttered nearly wincing at the tight hold even if he smiled a little. “I like you being this protective, its sorta cute.”he muttered with a smile. “...it’s okay. Shirt’s washable.”he sai letting the other sit up and simply tugging it off, not even bothering to be worried about being half dressed as he strippe off the wet shirt, beforestaring at the stuff he was being handed, noding a little. “....Okay then.Well.Let’s watch this then.”Tony said frowning as he got up to go over to loki’s tv, plugging in the flashdrive. “Hey Jackass, yes I’m talking to you, you twit. Listen, listen to teh good captain, he knows what he’s talking about.”Tony said, well a older tony said, startling a younger tony so badly his ass hit the couch without even noticing.
 
"i would let the world burn. we and everyone else that 'normal' people hate and fear will just move to Asgard." he decided. "or do like the Harry Potter people do and make our own country or something. with all the psychic mutants out there we could totally hide ourselves." he admitted happily before blushing harder at being called cute, eyes examining the others chest. "you don't have that in the future." he admitted, blinking at the other before smiling, glad that Tony was properly distracted before he squeaked at the older Tony. "Tony! you ass! this is supposed to be information, not a beauty pageant!" Steve yelled at the screen, scowling. "You better not say anything embarrassing Tony!" he warned the TV, sulking.
 
“....we could do that. I actually like that idea really.”Tony said musing before snickering a little. “it amuses me that you’re taking advice from harry potter on how to live.”he snickered a little before frowning as he looked down at the arc reactor, tilting his head a little. “Well...hopefully I’ll learn how to get rid of it.”he said absently resting a protective hand over it, even if it was just steve, it still unnerved him to see other’s looking at it. “Captain, stop freaking out. Let me talk, I’m talking here.”older tony said, proving that even if he wasn’t really there, he knew steve. “Embarrassing?”Tony muttered lookign at steve, tilting his head a little. Because while he knew he liked steve, he hadn’t lived everything yet, hadn’t realized that steve wanted him to. So this was utterly lost to him. “So, Idiot, Captain, there should be everything on here you need to save the world again. And eb sure to talk to loki, he can help.” "...what is his thing about calling me names?"He whined a little.
 
Steve chuckled a little. "i like Harry Potter. i mean, Harry as a character annoys the hell out of me. and Ginny Weasley is a creepy stalker, and Ron Weasley is a jealous, greedy asshole. but that's part of why it's awesome! the characters are all flawed in realistic ways." he admitted with a smile. "you will. i think it's on the Flash Drive that information." Steve admitted before glaring at the TV. "....no matter what time your in, you always have to be dramatic." he complained, pouting at Tony. "nothing! nothing embarrassing!" he squeaked. "i know Loki can help, that was MY idea!" he complained to the TV, sulking before smiling at Tony. "sorry. but he seams to think he was a pretty dumb kid." he admitted, amused. "something about bad habits, not having self control and doing everything wrong." he admitted. "don't worry, i won't let you make the same mistakes twice." he promised, examining the map. "once you start reviewing everything you need from Extremis and Killian, we'll start looking for Bucky." he admitted, smiling at Tony. "and while we're doing that, we'll give Phil and Fury all the information they need for a good internal cleaning. about a third of Shield is actually Hydra." he admitted. "little cockroaches."
 
“Well, that’s true. She is fairly creepy. I’ve had some girlfriends like her really.”Tony snickered a little amused before nodding. “Good. At least we can figure that out....and it’s not my fault!apparently you let him talk. He’s the dramatic one.”tony sulke amused at the older tony’s antics, even if he didn’t like how badly the man looked. “He can’t hear you, you know. No use yelling at him.”he said though he didn’t look reassured about the embarassing thing, wondering what happened. “....I’m not dumb!And I do have bad habits, no self control, and do fairly mess up alot. But that’s no reason to call me names.”he whined a little before nodding as he flicked through the rest of the information on the flashdrive, “Well, this is alot of stuff....we’ll clean house and find Barnes.”He said looking startled at the idea of james barnes still being alive.
 
he nodded. "she is creepy." he admitted, smirking a little before nodding. "it isn't your fault. even if it is." he admitted with a grin before rolling his eyes. "it's sort of hard to keep either of you silent." he pointed out. "besides, you can hear me and now the future him will remember this memory so there." he said with a sniff. "no your not dumb, but sometimes you do lack some common sense." he admitted with a chuckle, watching the other work. "god i'm tired...." Steve admitted, suddenly feeling exhausted. "i haven't slept in months..." he admitted, already half asleep. "i'm just going to..." he mumbled, laying down on the couch, and with that, he was out like a light, sleeping like the dead.
 
“I can be silent if I want.”Tony pouted a little, making a face before smiling a little. “Well, as long as you get to yell at him, I guess it works.”He snickered a little smiling slightly as he looked at the other,”I do not.I’m always perfect.”Tony made a face, even if he knew he lacked most common sense, tilting his head slightly as he saw the other.”Rest then.”he said even as he settled in to work, and when steve woke, his head was pillowed in tony’s lap, the files on the floor, tablet on tony’s chest as he slept. Having obviously worke until he simply past out.
 
Steve snorted a little and smirked. "i'm not so sure you can." he admitted before grinning and nodding.sure. sure. perfectly handsome maybe." he scoffed. flirting because, well, he always flirted. "i will rest." he agreed with a yawn, snuggling down and sleeping well. he blinked when he woke and chuckled at the sleeping Tony, yawning and rubbing his eyes as he staggered to his feet, starving. from what he understood, the two days he'd been 'missing' had affected his body, he felt as if he hadn't eaten in two days, so he left a note for Tony and went to make food. a lot of food. he was still stuffing his face when Tony woke up and saw the large message written across the TV screen in erasable marker that Steve was getting food and would be back. Loki was stuffing himself as well, he hadn't been able to leave his rooms while Steve was gone because he had to maintain the magic. which was why a time travel spell was so dangerous. if the person traveling in time didn't return in time, they, or the sorcerer, or both could die. Loki was gulping down enough food to fill a starving village and Steve was eating even more. the tower was right to be afraid of a hungry super soldier and sorcerer. even Thor was staring at the feasting with wide eyes.
 
“You know, its unkind and near sacrilege to write on tvs and-....how much food did you guys make?”Tony said staring at them with wide eyes, lookign worried as he sat down next to steve, fussing over the super soldier a little. Even without knowing what happened, he was aware it had been emotionally hard on the man, and was scared for him. “need anything else?”
 
Steve grinned at him, looking quite impish and Loki chuckled. "not enough." Loki admitted, scraping the pots for more food, Steve grunting his agreement as he went into the fridge for more. "mmmph... don't look so worried Tony, this is to be expected. physically speaking, neither me or Loki have ate or slept in the last... two and a half days? the crash and now the immense hunger are to be expected...." Steve admitted, tossing Loki a bag of chips an a bag of candy, keeping bags for himself and on they continued until they finally devoured most of the food. finally no longer starving. "i don't understand how we managed to fit that much in our bellies." "it's the magic. it converted everything we ate into immediate energy." Loki explained, licking his fingers clean. "it makes our recovery swifter and we won't risk wasting valuable energy and calories by getting sick this way." he admitted, grinning. "did you really draw on his TV?" "i did, yes."
 
“I’ll look worried all I want to.You two are putting Thor to shame, and hit me with some of the worst news I could ever hear, and I did read everything that was in the files, and that seemed so wrong and weird and-”oh. So tony was freaking out so much he was overly worried, working himself into being manic. Because what steve didn’t know....older tony had told him exactly what happened between him an steve, had shattered the younger man in a way that he had no idea how to handle it, having wanted to warn tony, and might have just made it worse...but the older one hadn’t been able to not tell him, just in case steve hadn’t accepted things, having been so afraid to get hurt, he’d done the hurting himself. “Yes, yes he did. It was horrible.”Toyn sulked at loki’s question making a face.
 
Steve grinned at him a little before frowning, looking worried and snagged the others wrist and pulled him into his arms, holding him. "calm down a little, okay?" he asked softly. "your making me Dizzy." he admitted, simply sitting there, holding Tony in his lap, Pepper hiding a grin behind her hand and ignored the pain she felt, realizing Steve was in love with Tony. Tony and Steve would be a couple before the year was out and then Tony wouldn't need her anymore. "you smell good." Steve mumbled into Tony's back before grimacing. "oh. yuck. i haven't showered in two days i must be filthy!" he complained, letting Tony up and dashed for the stairs. Steve couldn't stand being filthy. he took two showers a day. "well that was amusing." Loki admitted with a chuckle. one amusing thing about Steve was that no matter how much he sweated, he never stunk. the bacteria that mad the smell couldn't survive in his skin anymore, so he always smelled good.
 
Tony winced a little as he was pulled close, whining quietly. “Kay.”He muttered twitching a little, despite his trying to be calm, it was obvious he was having problems doing so. Ducking his head a little, resting his head on the other’s shoulder.”You smell better.”he muttered laughing as the other dashed off, noding a little. “it was.”he agreed, bouncing on his toes a little. “I’m going to go work. Later.”Tony said his smile edging into manicness as he left the room. “....So. Who’s turn is it to go talk to tony?”Natasha said lookign at pepper, raising a eyebrow. Silently nominating her to talk to him, simply because she usually had the easiest time getting him to talk about whatever was hurting him badly enough to push him into manic insanity.
 
Steve chuckled a little. "it's okay Tony. i won't let it happen." he promised, guessing that something from the future had upset him. "....oh fine. i'll go talk to him." she sighed, heading down after Tony. "are you going to tell me what's wrong or am i going to have to torture it out of you?" Pepper asked, watching him work, a length of silk rope in her hands. torture meant tying him to a chair and giving him a blowjob and stopping before he came until he gave in and told her what she wanted. she lifted an eyebrow at him, waiting.
 
Tony looked up from the watch he was working on, before returning to redoing the good captain’s watch, whining a little in distress. “If I tell you, can I still have the blow job?”he muttered looking interested as he studied her, the fact that he wasn’t protesting, meant that he was so upset that he wanted, needed to talk about it. Making a small sound as he stopped working, ignoring his shaking hands as he told her everything, everything that the older tony had told her, of the pain and hurt, and utter insanity he’d inflicted on everyone, so neatly keeping steve’s part of things, what steve had actually said to him, and what was upsetting him the worst to himself, telling her everything he’d done wrong, and none of the crimes that had been been committed against him. So like tony, taking the blame for everything, and not willing to shuffle it off on someone else.
 
she smiled. "of course you can have your blowjob." she promised him, shaking her head when he talked. "okay. you told me what you did. now tell me how you suffer." she ordered, well aware of how Tony worked. "you dd bad things Tony but you did them trying to save lives and i am well aware that Steve left you no choice. you think i let you look through all those papers on your own?" she asked, lifting an eyebrow at him. "i had JArvis make copies of every bit of information you looked at from the Flash Drive. i haven't looked at all of them yet but i saw enough to know that you aren't the only person to blame."
 
“Good.”tony muttered grinning at the idea of a blow job, shying away from telling her what else was going on. But swallowing hard as he stared at his shaking hands, swallowing thickly. “....”He sighed quietly, “No...i guess I shouldn’t have.”He muttered wincing as he realized she knew. At least in part. Flinching as he told her the rest, the pain and hurt that steve had inflicted on a man who’d loved him, with sharon’s help. But....that didn’t matter to tony. Or at least not as much as he thought it should, because it was breaking tony to know that steve had hated him so much, even with sharon’s help, to say all that stuff to him. It killed him.
 
she smiled a little at him and pressed a kiss to his forehead. "oh Tony. i know it was hard." she admitted softly. "but you have to understand, this Steve, and that Steve are not the same person." she admitted softly. "this Steve loves you enough that he went forward in time, and then came back to save you. this Steve is your best friend and has done everything he can to make your life good and well. maybe he won't return the same kind of Love, but he does Love you. he will always love you. Best Friend, Brother, Lover. there's no telling with him. we know about Sharon now and he'll kill her before he lets her turn him against you." she said gently. "he's fighting the very fate of the world just for you. you and i both know he was serious. if he can't save you, then he'll leave this world to burn and take you somewhere safe." she admitted, stroking his hair. "don't despair. you have a chance, you should take it."
 
Tony swallowed hard as she pressed a kiss to his hair, nodding a little. “I know. He’s not the same....He’s a good man. To good. I did stuff Pep, would do things...I don’t deserve him.Even...even if he could love me like that...I don’t...I can’t ask him to.”he said shaken because not only was he frantic at not wanting to get hurt, but because he was so scared that if he did pull steve into a relationship, then he’d destory the man, make him just as horrible and broken as himself. “...I can’t.I wont.”he said shaking even as he leaned into her.
 
she nodded, smiling at him. "oh Tony... you poor fool." she sighed, kissing him. "if he loves you, then you won't have to ask him, he'll just tell you." she promised Tony with a smile. "and we're aware of Sharon now, we can keep an eye on her. from what i understand she doesn't realize she's a mutant yet, she might never know now." she admitted, kissing him again. "you have a chance to truly be happy Tony. don't waste that chance okay?" she asked softly, before sliding off his lap, settling in front of him while she opened his belt.
 
Tony sighed softly kissing her back, before frowning. “I should get to ask him. He just can’t stop being a good man!I don’t w ant to ruin him pepper!”Tony whined looking upset and desperate, so afraid of this that he had no idea what to do, nodding slightly. “She didn’t. And we’ll see what happens, hopefully nothing to bad.”He muttered kissing her again, sighing softly as he leane back into his chair, smirking a little as the other undid his belt, smiling slightly. “...okay.”He muttered running his fingers through her hair.
 
Pepper chuckled. "he will never stop being a good man Tony. if he decides to be your lover then he'll be an even better man because you, are a good man." she said with a smile. "you cannot ruin him Tony." she promised him. "your both too good men who deserve each other." she admitted with a smile, all too willing to sacrifice her own feelings so Tony could be happy. "now. stop worrying." she ordered, smirking as she slid his cock out and gave it a few languorous licks.
 
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