He smiled giving wrapping his arms around her as she nuzzled him. "I'll never do it again I promise, I just wish there was some way to... well to show that I love you just as much" he said sighing. Waiting was one thing but at this point after everything he had gone through with in the past few months between star leaving him as well as the titans and the constant restart of crime near the titans tower he was getting stressed. Even with slade gone it just seemed to get more and more out of control and none of the justice league where able to help them. The ties they have with cyborg, raven, and krystal don't help get them over either.
"Well while it is true I technically have two brains in my head, three if you count whatever is now trapped there, it doesn't really matter. It's still one man making a decision, even if there is someone there to guide him." Bucky said, onyx having always been more of a teacher then an actual decision maker. "All I'm saying is for me, or dick, or maybe even clint and bruce. It isn't easy to love someone and know they love someone else at the same time. It makes it hard because it'll start feeling like they love one over the other and for you thats probably true. I was there when onyx was awakened and she was in tears when she had you back. Then when she lost you she became incredibly depressed and there were times I didn't see her for weeks." Steve said his head hung as he looked down trying to hide his tears.
Thinking about it was rwally getting to him and having to explain it wasn't helping. "Forget it, all I'm trying to say is even if I did tell her that doesn't mean much because I'll always feel that she loves you or dick more then me." Steve continued none of the men knowing she hooked up with clint again as well. Bucky looked to him nodding "I get it, but to be honest steve that's what life is. It's not much but a flip of a coin or roll of a dice and sometimes it can be a full game of poker but making mistakes and doing things you don't think you could do make you a better person. It shows you can overcome obstacles and well prove somethjng to yourself, it's all based on chance and right now you got a really bad chance until you apologize. so what'll it be?" Bucky said getting off the railing and beginning to walk away