Vigi frowned briefly before taking in a deep breath and nodding. Cerdic was right, he knew he was and that was why he did this. He was only panicking because today he would have to be face to face with his father.
Gods only knew what would happen.
He finished getting ready before joining Cerdic at the door. A sudden impulse came over him and he closed the short distance between them. He pushed Cerdic against the wall of the hut and kissed him fiercely, his tongue pushing his way past his lips to taste him.
After a few moments he pulled back, staring into Cerdic’s eyes while breathing heavily against his lips. “Just in case,” He rumbled with a small smirk. “Things go wrong, I wanted to indulge one last time.” He kissed the Christian again, this one more chaste and softer before he pulled away to head for the dock.
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Walking through the village Vigi’s face was a mask of indifference. He nodded his head to people that greeted him respectfully, but he didn’t stop to chat or try to sell anything. His destination was the Great Hall.
His heart was pounding in his chest and his palms were sweating, but in no way did he let the fear he was feeling show on his face.
When they reached the Hall, warriors were standing outside the steps and speaking to each other. As Vigi and Cerdic grew closer, they stopped talking to look at them. Vigi felt his heart leap up into his throat, but didn’t break his stride and the warriors silently parted for them.
He pushed open the heavy door of the Great Hall and saw his father and his wife seated on their high chairs. He also saw Sven standing nearby along with the Jarl’s housekarl. All of them stopped their conversation to look at him.
“Everyone, leave!” The Jarl’s voice bellowed and the people that were in the room, slave or not quickly left through the closest door they could find. When the last person had gone Vigi walked further into the now empty hall, with a confidence he did not truly feel.
“Hello.” Vigi greeted them all, stopping a respectful distance from the chairs the Jarl and his wife sat on.
Álarr glared at him with fire in his pale eyes. “You are fortunate your childish tantrum did not damage our crops.” He growled out, both Sven and Geira gave him a similar look.
“I was within my rights.” Vigi responded, looking over at Sven and their eyes locked. He felt a sense of reassurance in his brother’s gaze so Vigi relaxed his hands from fists. “The treatment I have received as of late has been unacceptable.”
“We realize and understand this.” Geira spoke up. “And you have made your point and your power known.”
“I do not wish to bring misery to these people.” Vigi said, motioning his hand to the door to indicate the village beyond the Hall’s walls. “So if things do not change then I shall leave and never return.”
Sven straightened at the statement and turned a look between surprise and anger toward their father. Obviously he hadn’t thought such a thing was a possibility.
“I’m sorry Sven.” Vigi spoke to his brother with a slight frown. “But if the abuse continues, then I will have no other choice.”
Sven took in a deep breath and slowly nodded. “I understand.”
“Then the question is,” Vigi turned his gaze to his father with a glower. “Will things change?”
Álarr visibly tightened his jaw. “Yes. It will.”
“You will no longer belittle me? You will no longer strike me and attempt to control me with violence?” He asked.
“Yes.” The older man breathed out heavily. “It was...wrong of me to strike you.”
Vigi doubted the man was sincere, the words came out very forced and it was not an apology. “Do you have an apology?” He asked.
Geira and the housekarl looked to each other with slightly startled expressions.
“Apologize? You have my admittance I was wrong.” Álarr growled at him, clenching his hand into a fist. “Do not push me boy.”
“Do you not push me.” Vigi snapped, taking a step forward with his hands clenched into fists. “All I hear from you are words, insincere words. Until I see real change I do not believe a word you tell me.”
Álarr snarled and stood up from his chair while drawing his sword.
Vigi gasped and instantly took a step back, fear washing over him like cold water.