LingeringDesire
Pulsar
- Joined
- Jan 21, 2013
- Location
- Ohio, USA
She listened to him pour his heart out. Their story was much the same, her knowing she loved him from the age of twelve. Only earlier in the year than he, but not by much. Their movements were slow, his voice soft and her attention was fixed on him fully. She was fully captivated, but not without needs. Her body arched into his, unsure of her actions. Hell, Matt was her one and only sexual partner.
Her tears spilled over as each confession caressed her heart. He wouldn't do this, he wouldn't make love to her like this before walking out of her life. He was such a good man and she felt bad even thinking he would. She caressed his scalp, her nails scraping into his skin lightly. She heard him, but didn't want to answer him just yet.
Of course, she knew she'd told him Maitlyn was his, maybe he just needed it confirmed. But, the rest. She didn't even feel him moving, her intake of breath was sharp and her face shocked. A soft moan left her instead of a reply. Words wouldn't form. Both her heart and mind raced. Her eyes met his, she was biting her lip and tears were streaming down from her eyes.
"I would... I would lie in my bed at night and dream of being married to you, a double wedding with Kenzie and Todd. I dreamed of our kids and growing old together... I would lay there wishing you loved me back." She caressed his face. "Then the night of the party, it was amazing."
She bit her lip, "The night you told me you were leaving... I'd just found out I was pregnant with Maitlyn. I didn't want to ruin your life... I didn't want you to resent me from holding you back... I didn't want to force you to love me when I thought you didn't. I was so scared... but I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner."
She kissed him. "I do think I might be pregnant, but it's early and I don't know how you knew since I haven't told a soul. I am scared again, but now I know you love me and I know you love Mait. I have no doubt that any other cuties we create will be equally loved." She kissed him again.
"You shock and amaze me Matt Browning. You are the only man I've ever loved and ever wanted to love. I'm sorry about the events of the day, but also glad for them in a way." She stroked his beard gently, her light green eyes flitting over his face.
Her tears spilled over as each confession caressed her heart. He wouldn't do this, he wouldn't make love to her like this before walking out of her life. He was such a good man and she felt bad even thinking he would. She caressed his scalp, her nails scraping into his skin lightly. She heard him, but didn't want to answer him just yet.
Of course, she knew she'd told him Maitlyn was his, maybe he just needed it confirmed. But, the rest. She didn't even feel him moving, her intake of breath was sharp and her face shocked. A soft moan left her instead of a reply. Words wouldn't form. Both her heart and mind raced. Her eyes met his, she was biting her lip and tears were streaming down from her eyes.
"I would... I would lie in my bed at night and dream of being married to you, a double wedding with Kenzie and Todd. I dreamed of our kids and growing old together... I would lay there wishing you loved me back." She caressed his face. "Then the night of the party, it was amazing."
She bit her lip, "The night you told me you were leaving... I'd just found out I was pregnant with Maitlyn. I didn't want to ruin your life... I didn't want you to resent me from holding you back... I didn't want to force you to love me when I thought you didn't. I was so scared... but I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner."
She kissed him. "I do think I might be pregnant, but it's early and I don't know how you knew since I haven't told a soul. I am scared again, but now I know you love me and I know you love Mait. I have no doubt that any other cuties we create will be equally loved." She kissed him again.
"You shock and amaze me Matt Browning. You are the only man I've ever loved and ever wanted to love. I'm sorry about the events of the day, but also glad for them in a way." She stroked his beard gently, her light green eyes flitting over his face.