"Sunday
Fifth of June
Year of Our Lord Christ Sefenteen Hundred and Six
"John my dearest lofe,
"You cannot imagine my relief when your letter came in the post. I am glad you made it to your first port safely and that you are enjoying yourself. Just don't forget to come home, deal? This letter will meet you in Venice, along with efery letter Jack and I have written since you left. We shall send our next letters to meet you at port in Alexandria, and hopefully in this way you'll be gifen plenty of reading material at least for a week. The children miss you sorely, as do I, and send all their lofe. Efen Brigid and Lucy seem to realize that there is something wrong with Papa not coming home efery night anymore, for they fuss more than usual. Enclosed is a
hat Jack picked out for you in one of the shops. He said you wouldn't look a proper sailor until you had a hat like this one, though I don't follow his reasons. Anyway, I hope it fits. I asked Anne what she wanted to send you and she gafe me a handful of
beads, though the large dangly bit is one of my broken earrings and the stick is a piece of bone from an old corset. I didn't think it wise to send them loose so we made a project of it and strung them together for you.
~*~
"Mama Jack stealed Fwee!"
"Nuh uh!"
"It's 'stole', Anne," Jenny corrected, trying not to sigh tiredly. For whatever reason the children had been at each other's throats all evening and they'd just gotten home after her shift at the Black Anchor. "Jack give your sister her doll back."
"I didn't take it!" the six-year-old protested, stamping his foot. "She's been making up lies all day! Besides,
she stole Scraps!"
"Anne are you lying?" Mrs. Sparrow was standing at the stove, wearily preparing a few fish she had picked up from market on the way home. Jack and Anne had been less well-behaved since John had left, and she knew it was because they missed him. Still, was one day of peace so much to ask for? A pile of scales went into a bowl to be thrown out later.
"No!" Anne couldn't stomp her foot without great effort and so she just huffed and folded her arms where she sat.
"Anne Mary Sparrow," Jenny said warningly. They were both lying; they had both stolen one another's toys, one had probably been retribution for the other though it was impossible right now to tell who had started it and frankly she didn't care. Oh God Lucy was crying.
"
I di'n't!"
"Don't you take that tone--"
"She's lying she did too!" Jack interrupted, scowling and shouting over the baby. Now Brigid had started crying because Lucy was crying.
"
Enough!" Jenny slammed down the knife on the counter and whirled on her heel so quickly both of her older children flinched. They looked at each other and tried to scramble to return their respective toys, knowing by the pursed lips and hard eyes that they were in trouble. Before they could manage, their mother had descended upon them and snatched them up to hold them well out of reach of the children. "Nobody gets to play with Scraps
or Fwee until after dinner since you can't play nicely. Now go to your rooms, both of you."
"But that's not fair!" Jack protested.
"Johnathan Michael I said go!" Jenny wasn't budging on this one. The babies were wailing louder now, not helped by Anne's decision to react to this punishment by shrieking as loud as she could in as piercing a tone as she could manage, an effort which she knew would not only hurt everyone's ears but leave her wheezing, which had alleviated some of her punishments before. Jenny wouldn't dignify it with the attention she was seeking. "Take your sister to her room then go to yours, and if I hear you fighting you'll get it worse. Just because your father isn't home doesn't mean I won't send you out to the yard to pick out a switch!" As she watched her children march sullenly down the hall to their respective rooms, Mrs. Sparrow sighed and quietly asked God for patience and to bring John home soon.
~*~
"The children miss you as much as I, and efery night we pray together for your safe and swift return. Work at the Anchor has been steady and I am grateful for my Pa being a tafernmaster. I doubt I could hafe any other boss understanding enough and willing to let me break so often to feed Lucy and Brigid. It helps things that Ma is at home next door all day anyway, and she helps teach the older ones the good Christian falues we hold dear. She isn't a Gram to spoil the children then send them home to learn discipline there, and thank God. I am truly blessed in this way--we both are.
~*~
"Hey! Heyyou...J...Jenny, right?" A thin man with a dark, scraggly beard caught Jenny by her skirts and stopped her on her way back to the bar.
"What can I do ya fer love?" After eleven years at this job Jenny had become very adept at pushing a bright, cheerful smile over the disgust at some of the patrons in their slovenly drunkenness. The man produced a pipe made of cherry wood from his pocket.
"See this pipe?" His words slurred together and his eyes only came into focus occasionally.
"Aye."
"Ain't it a beaut?"
"Oh aye. Very nice piece." Jenny smiled and started to move on, but he still had her by the skirts.
"Yer prettier'n this pipe
an' th' t'bacca in it." The drunkard looked proud of himself for thinking of such a compliment and guffawed along stupidly with his friends as they laughed at him. "Yer comin' home wimme t'nigh', right?"
"Sorry mate, I got a husband." Jenny summoned her best rueful smile but he still had a hold of her skirts.
"Got a husbin'?" She nodded. "No y'dun."
"Oh I don't?"
"Naw. Proper husbin' wouldn' let 'is wife work in a dump like this." He reeled a little as he tilted his head up to look at her. His eyes seemed to be headed to her face but stopped at her breasts. "'s 'is name?"
"John. He's a sailor. I work here to help make ends meet. Got four kids to support, y'know." Jenny was done playing "flirty barmaid" with this particular patron. He had overstepped his bounds and his gaze and the filthy hands that were starting to wander left her feeling violated. She looked over her shoulder briefly at Michael behind the bar, who scowled and nodded.
"John treatcha right?" Jenny opened her mouth but he cut her off. "Naw 'e don't. Now me...
I'd treatcha right." The drunkard opened his mouth to say more but he stopped as his gaze finally slid from Jenny's breasts over her shoulder. She sighed in relief.
"Got a problem here lass?" Michael asked gruffly, staring down the drunkard.
"No problem, Pa," Jenny said with a sweet smile as she finally managed to yank her skirts from the loosened grip. "This gentleman here was just sayin' he was about to pay his tab and leave."
~*~
"I suppose your being bored at sea is a good thing. That means you hafen't had much need to get practice as the surgeon's mate, and so God has kept you safe. I enfy you a little for seeing the world. Perhaps some day we can all go as a family on a ship to see the world? When Anne is better and can trafel more. It's just occurred to me that this will be the first year since we met that you will not be here for my birthday, though I hafe promised Anne you'll be home in time for hers. I hope I am right.
Captain Teague wrote. He says he wants to come next month to see the children and me. If you don't want him here say the word and I'll write him and tell him not to come, but I think it would be good for the children to know him. He could be a help to us in your absence.
I must close here. The babies are hungry and the children hafe just finished their lunch. I count the moments until I can be in your arms again, John. Words cannot express how much I miss your touch, your kiss,
you. Since you left I hafe had trouble falling asleep in our empty bed. Come home soon, my lofe. With all my heart,
"Your defoted wife,
Jenny"
~*~
"Dear Daddy
"Mama says after this letter we can send you yur hat and the letters I ritted before! We rite letters efry Sunday after church wile Anne and the babbies take a nap. They don't no how too rite yet so they can't send letters. I miss you lots and lots and lots. Mama ses yuo will be hom for Anne's berthday but I askd God to let you cum hom bafor that.
"Yer letter sed you hafen't seed no sea tertls. I think mabbe you aren't lookin in the right places. Hav you looked on the beech?
"Wat's the Farro like Dad? Mister Gibbs at the pub ses he nefer met no faro but that all the other peple in Egypt hav skin the colour of sand and eyes like cofee. Is that tru Daddy? Is the farro lik that? Mama ses mabbe Granpa Teeg has met him to and will tell me abowt him wen he cums to fisit next month. Granpa Teeg not the Faro. That sher wood be funny for you too go see the Farro but the faro cumed here to see you! Wudn't it Dad?
"Well the babbies just waked up so I can't rite anymor. I miss you so so so so so so much. I love you Daddy!
"Love
"J A CK"