“You can’t do that.Me calling you old, is true. You are the oldest young person I know. You calling me retarded is a lie.”Tony huffed a little before tilting his head, biting his lip a little. “I wish I could to.”He muttered, even if he didn’t believe that steve was right, the man wanted badly to see the man steve saw when he looked at him. “...”Tony stared at the super soldier for a long moment, his mouth falling open. “I was bored!And it was fun and-”Tony sputtered a little utterly embarrassed to know that one of his best friends had watched the one porn video that he had done. It was utterly interesting and embarrassing, and brought up questions that he just didn’t want to think about, considering that he already had issues trying not to be attracted to Steve. “...no. No I think I’m good without you signing it.”Tony sputtered a little, blushing and out of sorts for a moment. Because he was used to Steve Rogers being a sassy bastard, but there was still moments when the man tripped him up. “...You depress me more and more, James. Seriously not enjoying a blowjob....someone was doing it wrong.”Tony said twitching a little, sighing softly, his utter frustration that they’d messed him up so badly he was pretty much asexual. Especially since from both howard and steve he knew that James Barnes had put his own reputation as a man-whore to shame.
Flicking his eyes between the two, the man got even more tense as he listened to what his other handlers had done, his shoulders drawn tight, and his features settled into that carefully public mask that he’d all but forgotten to use when he was in private with the others, hiding behind it, hiding because he was attracted to Bucky, and was trying so hard to not to be. Well, at least it was obvious on why he was avoiding wanting Bucky, the man was utterly fucking up his own head, even more then he already had been. “...I eat fine. I eat that stuff you put down in the workshop for me to eat. All the time.”Well, at least that was a improvement. Steve had put in a small fridge to make sure he ate when he got hungry and didn’t want to leave the shop. “Hey, I know that. Wasn’t offering.”A edge of panic and fear edging into his voice, because he was trying so hard to not let things be sexual, and edging so far into being both in control of Bucky and himself, that he was really starting to crash, because the man hadn’t given himself long enough to step back, and relax. “Uh, yea. He likes having his hair played with. It’s calming. For both of us.”Tony said shrugging a little.
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“No, it’s probably not what she meant, but it was what I took it as.”TJ smirked a little frowning, tilting his head as he looked at the other. “Yes, I could see that being a dangerous pasttime.”he said before snickering a little. “Fine. I’m good with you being a purebreed. The others can be mutts.”TJ smiled slightly before tilting his head, flushing a little at the idea of leather and silk.”Hm, you’d look good in leather and silk.”he teased.
“...”TJ stared down at the hand holding onto his, biting his lip a little as he considered that, swallowing hard. Nodding slightly, “I’m not going back.”He said fully relaxing when the other said he wouldn’t have to go back, not forced back, maybe he really would have a chance to get sober, to have a life that he wasn’t simply Elaine and Bud Hammond’s fuck up son. “Yea, I remember.”he said frowning a little before his eyes widened, “You mean..”He trailed off, looking utterly at a loss on how to think of that before nodding. “Well. It seems that emotional times are the things I fuck up the best.”TJ sighed softly, knowing that the others wouldn’t blame him or yell at him more for showing up, he still felt badly for adding to the stress he knew that steve and tony were under, he knew tony had a crush on the good captain, and trying to deny it, but he knew tony. Knew the man would deny it until he snapped, and he was worried about what would happen when it did. And knowing that this was going to be hard on him, with everything happening at once, but at least tony had more support to help him deal. “... Well, since I’m not allowed out of bed, we’ll have to get them to come here. Cause I want to check on them.”TJ said knowing that he needed to make sure that his two friends were dealing okay.