Georgie_Leech
Super-Earth
- Joined
- Jul 24, 2014
Mor stared at the closed door briefly before turning away. He walked slowly down the stairs, feeling an aching weariness beginning to settle in. Now that the shock was wearing off, and the immediate problem of Taryn's sudden appearance was dealt with, it was starting to hit him just how badly he may have botched things with Nina. He may have lost her trust permanently, and he had no idea where he could even begin to earn it back.
He scribbled a brief note for Miss Jones that a last-minute tenant had come during the night and was staying in room 2C, but he hadn't had time to process it in the system yet. Dealing with the computer database seemed beyond Mor at this point. It was hard to focus, and he walked out of the building in a daze.
Mor walked right past his cabin. Somehow, it seemed that he would never be able to sleep like this, and he needed the fresh air to clear his head. He found himself walking along the path, into the trees. Despite how dark it was getting, Mor had no fear of getting lost or of being surprised by something prowling in the dark. His dryad-side had always given him a connection to the forest, and tonight, he was aware of it as never before. Though he normally fought against it, he could feel the forest around him in a way that simply seeing it would never be able to compare. The swaying of the trees in the wind; the scratch of talon against bark as an owl alighted on a branch; the soft skitter of a vole dashing through fallen leaves. It felt almost dreamlike as he wandered the path. Eventually he came to the waterfall area, where he had first encountered Nina again after so long. He sat down heavily by the Cliffside, hands on the fence. His feet dangled in the air as he listened to the rush of water.
Mor was beginning to piece his thoughts back together, though they weren't especially positive ones. Well, I've really screwed things up this time. Someone's finally coming to trust me, and I repay that by keeping secrets and deceiving them. She's better off not getting close to me anyway. What I am just hurts people.
He thought back to the last time he'd been close to anyone, back when he was still a teen, just barely out of his childhood years. There was a girl he had crushed on. Both had been loners and awkward around other people, but somehow they had gravitated towards each other, become friends. It had been so long ago that he'd forgotten her face, but he remembered her seeming beautiful, and how badly he wanted to impress her. So badly, in fact, that he'd accidentally tapped into one of the dryads' special qualities. Already unearthly beautiful, they can use their native faerie magic to ensnare the minds of those near them, driving them mad with desire. Some even die of longing. It was nothing so drastic when he stumbled his way into it, but that fumbling left its own mark. Without understanding what he was doing, the uncontrolled charm had damaged something vital in her. She had an emotional breakdown as the magic manipulated her mind, and she fell unconscious for a day. When she awoke, she had lost the ability to speak. That was when his eyes changed colour, from the original brown to the green they were now.
Face it, she's better off without me. Besides, it's not like I haven't been alone before. Most of my life has been in isolation in one form or another. This isn't anything I haven't dealt with before. In truth however, Mor didn't feel any better with that thought. Nina had been someone like him, if not in the details but in the broad strokes. Both had been connected to humanity but weren't really a true part of it, always on the outside. For the first time, there had been someone he could form a real bond with, a connection to something he could... belong to. Now that that belonging was seemingly already lost, the world seemed very empty indeed.
Mor sat and stared out into the darkness, not seeing anything but feeling the trees around him. This far from the city, he could feel the song of the forest, feel it calling to him. It would be so easy to give into that song. For so long, he'd fought his Changeling nature, fought his fate. Changelings were doomed to eventually become full Fey, as their supernatural heritage overpowered their human side. He'd searched for a way to delay or stop that fate, but to no avail. Was it really worth drawing the pain out worse? When he could abandon the weaker part of him, the part that cried out for someone to be there? It would be so easy, like stepping forward off the edge. And the pain would be gone, and he'd be a part of the Faerie Kingdom. He'd never have to look back.
Would I really be that cowardly though? Just give in to the part of me that has done nothing but hurt those around me? Embrace the inhumanity, embrace the cruelty?
Mor wrestled with his thoughts all night, getting nowhere. The sun rose slowly, shaking Mor out of his thoughts. He stood slowly, intending to go return to his cabin, perhaps getting at least a little sleep. In the dim light of dawn, he saw a mouse frantically struggling to escape from an owl as it swooped down upon it. It seemed hopeless for the mouse. There was no way it could scramble away in time, and the owl snatched it up. Before it could eat the poor creature however, a ray of light happened to shine through the foliage, briefly blinding the bird. With a squawk , it crashed into a tree branch, dropping the mouse as it tried to recover. The lucky rodent vanished into the brush.
Mor smiled and the mouse's fortune. Maybe it does seem like I've lost everything, but that doesn't mean I have to go down without a fight.
Mor returned to his cabin with his newfound resolve. He left a message on Nina's phone, asking if they could at least talk about what had happened. This done, he set his alarm for an hour later and fell asleep, not even bothering to change out of the last day's clothes.
When his alarm went off, he didn't feel any more rested, but he had to get up anyway. A message on his phone told him that Taryn needed a ride into town, so he mustered what energy he had and got up. Giving his clothes a quick pat down and brush, he hoped he didn't look too rumpled.
He found Taryn in the mess hall, clearly in foul mood. Her scowl was clear from across the room. As he entered, she got up and stormed over. "I hope there isn't any more foul news, 'cause I'm having a horrible morning." The frustration was obvious in her voice.
"Only if you consider my poor sleep foul news. I hope the room was alright at least?" Mor inquired.
He scribbled a brief note for Miss Jones that a last-minute tenant had come during the night and was staying in room 2C, but he hadn't had time to process it in the system yet. Dealing with the computer database seemed beyond Mor at this point. It was hard to focus, and he walked out of the building in a daze.
Mor walked right past his cabin. Somehow, it seemed that he would never be able to sleep like this, and he needed the fresh air to clear his head. He found himself walking along the path, into the trees. Despite how dark it was getting, Mor had no fear of getting lost or of being surprised by something prowling in the dark. His dryad-side had always given him a connection to the forest, and tonight, he was aware of it as never before. Though he normally fought against it, he could feel the forest around him in a way that simply seeing it would never be able to compare. The swaying of the trees in the wind; the scratch of talon against bark as an owl alighted on a branch; the soft skitter of a vole dashing through fallen leaves. It felt almost dreamlike as he wandered the path. Eventually he came to the waterfall area, where he had first encountered Nina again after so long. He sat down heavily by the Cliffside, hands on the fence. His feet dangled in the air as he listened to the rush of water.
Mor was beginning to piece his thoughts back together, though they weren't especially positive ones. Well, I've really screwed things up this time. Someone's finally coming to trust me, and I repay that by keeping secrets and deceiving them. She's better off not getting close to me anyway. What I am just hurts people.
He thought back to the last time he'd been close to anyone, back when he was still a teen, just barely out of his childhood years. There was a girl he had crushed on. Both had been loners and awkward around other people, but somehow they had gravitated towards each other, become friends. It had been so long ago that he'd forgotten her face, but he remembered her seeming beautiful, and how badly he wanted to impress her. So badly, in fact, that he'd accidentally tapped into one of the dryads' special qualities. Already unearthly beautiful, they can use their native faerie magic to ensnare the minds of those near them, driving them mad with desire. Some even die of longing. It was nothing so drastic when he stumbled his way into it, but that fumbling left its own mark. Without understanding what he was doing, the uncontrolled charm had damaged something vital in her. She had an emotional breakdown as the magic manipulated her mind, and she fell unconscious for a day. When she awoke, she had lost the ability to speak. That was when his eyes changed colour, from the original brown to the green they were now.
Face it, she's better off without me. Besides, it's not like I haven't been alone before. Most of my life has been in isolation in one form or another. This isn't anything I haven't dealt with before. In truth however, Mor didn't feel any better with that thought. Nina had been someone like him, if not in the details but in the broad strokes. Both had been connected to humanity but weren't really a true part of it, always on the outside. For the first time, there had been someone he could form a real bond with, a connection to something he could... belong to. Now that that belonging was seemingly already lost, the world seemed very empty indeed.
Mor sat and stared out into the darkness, not seeing anything but feeling the trees around him. This far from the city, he could feel the song of the forest, feel it calling to him. It would be so easy to give into that song. For so long, he'd fought his Changeling nature, fought his fate. Changelings were doomed to eventually become full Fey, as their supernatural heritage overpowered their human side. He'd searched for a way to delay or stop that fate, but to no avail. Was it really worth drawing the pain out worse? When he could abandon the weaker part of him, the part that cried out for someone to be there? It would be so easy, like stepping forward off the edge. And the pain would be gone, and he'd be a part of the Faerie Kingdom. He'd never have to look back.
Would I really be that cowardly though? Just give in to the part of me that has done nothing but hurt those around me? Embrace the inhumanity, embrace the cruelty?
Mor wrestled with his thoughts all night, getting nowhere. The sun rose slowly, shaking Mor out of his thoughts. He stood slowly, intending to go return to his cabin, perhaps getting at least a little sleep. In the dim light of dawn, he saw a mouse frantically struggling to escape from an owl as it swooped down upon it. It seemed hopeless for the mouse. There was no way it could scramble away in time, and the owl snatched it up. Before it could eat the poor creature however, a ray of light happened to shine through the foliage, briefly blinding the bird. With a squawk , it crashed into a tree branch, dropping the mouse as it tried to recover. The lucky rodent vanished into the brush.
Mor smiled and the mouse's fortune. Maybe it does seem like I've lost everything, but that doesn't mean I have to go down without a fight.
Mor returned to his cabin with his newfound resolve. He left a message on Nina's phone, asking if they could at least talk about what had happened. This done, he set his alarm for an hour later and fell asleep, not even bothering to change out of the last day's clothes.
When his alarm went off, he didn't feel any more rested, but he had to get up anyway. A message on his phone told him that Taryn needed a ride into town, so he mustered what energy he had and got up. Giving his clothes a quick pat down and brush, he hoped he didn't look too rumpled.
He found Taryn in the mess hall, clearly in foul mood. Her scowl was clear from across the room. As he entered, she got up and stormed over. "I hope there isn't any more foul news, 'cause I'm having a horrible morning." The frustration was obvious in her voice.
"Only if you consider my poor sleep foul news. I hope the room was alright at least?" Mor inquired.