malin
Supernova
- Joined
- Nov 20, 2012
- Location
- with Carmen Sandiego
Thomas felt like he had punched himself the gut. There was a lot that he was starting to question, but feeling Nicole's tears on the back of his neck warned him of what he had almost become here. Holding Nicole he was careful to carry her so that her wounded leg didn't move. Walking along and refusing to say a word he put the river bank behind the two of them as they walked.
He swallowed lightly wondering if he could even start to repair the damage he had done to his friend. Hearing her warning about going against her again and what another outburst like the one he had done to her would cost him caused him to shiver lightly, and so for the moment he focused on the only thing he could trying to find help. He set himself on a course away from the river wanting nothing to do with the place, but since he was carrying another individual he had to worry about her safety. As well as the facts that the pirates would probably never stop hunting them even if they did think they were both dead. That bastard would want their bodies as proof and so he had to assume that the river wasn't a safe place to stay.
The problem really came from their need of help. There had been people fighting those bastards last night that was true, but he had no idea where they could even find anyone on this island or even where this island was. He let out a long sigh after walking in silence for what felt like an hour.
Turning his neck so that he could look at Nicole's face He adjusted slightly so that he could look at her without hurting either him or moving her leg. "Listen, Nicole..." Now the regret was starting to kick in, it had taken time, once his phisical impulses had faded and he started thinking more rationally it had started to sink in to him exactly what he had done to her. He swallowed after a moment of deliberation. "I understand if after we get you treated you never really want to talk to me again. Just... I still..."
Thomas bit his lip for a moment after what he had done he had no right to say that he still loved her, but he knew what his feelings were saying. He knew how he felt towards his oldest friend, and he adjusted her so that she would be pressed closer to his back. "I still care about you." His words were just under a whisper as he resumed walking. As twisted as his actions had been, it was clear that his mind was allowing him to return to normal now. The stress was passing, and with it came regret, and pain as well as a sense of loss.