ClearSight
Supernova
- Joined
- Sep 20, 2013
- Location
- United States
Alex truly wasn't one to judge another person, at least not without some damn strong evidence or something really severe happening. If only she had known that from the start, but really Alex was unique in that regard. Most people did judge, they could say otherwise but it wasn't how the world worked, most people judged and they would deny it completely. Still, while Alex thought she was the type who could deal with being with Elle, she had a concern that wasn't easy to alleviate, in fact Elle had already tried. She wasn't going to give up, Elle was not just cute puppy dog eyes and a sad story, hell no, she was smart and she loved Alex, she had to find a way to make it all clear. It was nowhere near easy however, because while for Elle there was a clear difference between sex and love, she could realize there was a connection and knew that for most people there was a distinct connection. Alex was one of those people, and thinking about their time together Elle could see it, just how much adoration and affection Alex showered her with, how romantic she could be. Sure, Elle was the same to Alex, but she could also detach herself and take love out of it.
"Well... Honestly Alex... It's probably not fair, and you're not the first girl I've been with who has had a problem with my career, in fact almost all of them have had a problem, that or not been serious to begin with." She took a deep breath, leaning forward, trying her best to be serious and make a concise appeal, not use her puppy dog eyes to drive whatever point she presented home. "I guess in the end I don't have a true answer. I can't deny that the act of sex itself it intimate. However, I can say one thing. Sex is only one part of a relationship. There are also the feelings involved, the love, the affection... The connection beyond mere physical... On that end I would can promise you I will forever be faithful... It takes a lot for me to fall in love and I pride myself on my loyalty." It didn't explain everything, it was impossible to just say, don't worry about it, because in truth there was nothing that could completely make it alright that she slept with other women. Still, she needed to believe that one day she could find love despite her profession.
Fuck, I mean, she wanted Alex to understand, that love, at least many aspects of it, weren't physical at all, and while one could say sex was an intimate act there was more to love than sex. It was the component, not the whole. "I guess... Perhaps if you can't get past it I would understand... But if you can't do this Alex tell me now... I want to start a real life, with someone I love... I want to have a family and a home, to have something to come home to. Because really there are days when my job just causes me to need more affection." She sighed, a hand running through her hair before chewing on her lower lip, only taking a moment before looking into Alex's eyes again. "Love isn't just sex to me... I need more, I need the cheesy ass other half, and I'll do whatever it takes to have that."
"Well... Honestly Alex... It's probably not fair, and you're not the first girl I've been with who has had a problem with my career, in fact almost all of them have had a problem, that or not been serious to begin with." She took a deep breath, leaning forward, trying her best to be serious and make a concise appeal, not use her puppy dog eyes to drive whatever point she presented home. "I guess in the end I don't have a true answer. I can't deny that the act of sex itself it intimate. However, I can say one thing. Sex is only one part of a relationship. There are also the feelings involved, the love, the affection... The connection beyond mere physical... On that end I would can promise you I will forever be faithful... It takes a lot for me to fall in love and I pride myself on my loyalty." It didn't explain everything, it was impossible to just say, don't worry about it, because in truth there was nothing that could completely make it alright that she slept with other women. Still, she needed to believe that one day she could find love despite her profession.
Fuck, I mean, she wanted Alex to understand, that love, at least many aspects of it, weren't physical at all, and while one could say sex was an intimate act there was more to love than sex. It was the component, not the whole. "I guess... Perhaps if you can't get past it I would understand... But if you can't do this Alex tell me now... I want to start a real life, with someone I love... I want to have a family and a home, to have something to come home to. Because really there are days when my job just causes me to need more affection." She sighed, a hand running through her hair before chewing on her lower lip, only taking a moment before looking into Alex's eyes again. "Love isn't just sex to me... I need more, I need the cheesy ass other half, and I'll do whatever it takes to have that."