As Beau kept her arched back, he started to slam into Courtney in a new way, with alternating short hard slams into her pussy followed by long and rough spearing where he was almost taking all of his cock out of her sex. He was exerting more of his dominance, but also his creativity in keeping her stimulated and aroused. He found her mouth again, his hands squeezing her breasts as he continued to claim her in an all new way. He did not have to tell her all of the things that he was doing to her were not just lust, as he was expressing with his body that it was beyond his Dominating her and her submitting to him. He made his kiss on her mouth as long, hard, and strong as his thrusts into her pussy were, but he also kept his sensual passion in there to show that it was also love driving him as well as his libido. He knew he was also scaring her some, and he knew that as much as keeping the blend of dominance and passion together would continue to do that, it would also console her in some measures that he was dead serious about all he was telling her.
When he revealed his heart to her, he knew it was going to be a fight, and even though it was one she was having more with herself than with him, it was going to take time. She was used to being used to a degree, and he was not wanting her as a mere outlet for his desires as other older men and many younger men would have done and had done to her in the past. Every thrust was him driving another nail into the coffin of that past, and the fact that he was putting his career as an educator in the line of fire was proof of that. He was not going to hide behind the falsehoods of pretension if he did not have to and he was going to fight to both love and protect her. He would not back down, or he would lose her. He did not like to lose, especially when he did not have to and Courtney was a win-win-win all the way. She was vibrant, talented, creative, naturally beautiful, feisty, and stubborn as hell. She gave him no quarter when she was right, and he allowed that in class and when they had talked in private before last night. He was going to let her give her points of view and tell him what she felt because it mattered, and as he had listened to her words, he had not ignored them at all.
"I know how frightening it seems, as love is never fair nor is it easy. The simplest things are the most complex, and nothing easy is worth the effort. It becomes tarnished and loses its luster over time, lust... but this is not just lust for me, Courtney. It is not going to ease your mind with words or even just action, rather showing you as much as any man can who feels things like this with as much consistency as possible and working through rough spots is what will. Love is not fair, easy, or painless. I am not promising you a rose garden, because that would be a lie. It is going to be tough as hell, and I am very certain of the prices I will pay. People who do not understand will pay them as well, not because I or you or anyone who supports or will support our relationship is bitter, but because that is what happens. Love gets messy and hurts as much as it is clean and wonderful, but I am serious about it being love, I swear."