Javorcek
Supernova
- Joined
- Jun 19, 2013
- Location
- United Sates - NY
“I know.” Alex grinned, apparently taking ‘difficult’ as a complement. She was a stubborn ass, she knew it, and had known it for a very long. But being difficult was what made her her. Right now she couldn’t help but feel a little smug as Tessa’s eyes wandered about the room and to the floor, anywhere and everywhere except back at Alex’s dark eyes. Hah! She can’t say it! She was happy that she couldn’t. Alex didn’t want to leave. She also didn’t want to be with someone that could lie right to her face.
“Look, I’m sorry…” Alex sighed, she really was. She didn’t want to leave and she knew that Tessa had probably been really pissed off after she had ran out the door, but she had to. It helped to know that at least Tessa understood why she had done what she did and she understood where Alex was coming from. The teacher frowned as she heard the little bit of hurt in her student’s voice and the hesitance in her eyes. She couldn’t blame Tessa for being worried that Alex would run out on her again. But…now that her student was legal, Alex had a lot fewer reasons to run from her now that jail time was off the table.
Alex couldn’t help but want to touch things when she was drunk. She’d always be a very ‘hand’s on’ type of person, that’s why she was an artist. When she was drunk it was worse, and even though Tessa had stopped her hands from moving along her sides, Alex had managed to move her fingers to her student’s back while she talked. The older woman rubbed the curve of her back in reassuring circles. She couldn’t really form words to articulate that she was going to stay, that she wasn’t really an asshole or a coward that runs out the door from every little thing. But she could hopefully show Tessa that she was sorry with gentle, reassuring touches.
Her lips curled into a smile at that gentle kiss from Tessa. But her eyes held a hint of concern to them at the word ‘everything’. Tessa wanted everything? That was a lot to ask for…
“Look…I can’t promise you can have everything. Not…everything really everything. I mean…” Alex’s brow furrowed as she tried to figure out what exactly she wanted to say without pissing Tessa off in the process. “I want to date you. I don’t do one night stands. I don’t do any running around. But…we can’t hold hands in public, you can’t expect any special treatment from me at school.” Ugh what she was describing was horrible, it sounded like they were both going to have to go back into the closet. But they couldn’t really do anything infront of others. Even now, in this dark club, they were doing a dangerous, stupid thing by kissing. But Alex couldn’t help herself, they were a ways from the school and she couldn’t help but feel safe while getting lost in a crowd.
“But…you can have everything else, okay?” Alex offered her a smile, it wasn’t the best deal, but it was pretty good. They could spend time together after school, hang out on the weekends. Maybe they’d be real girlfriends, who knew, nothing would happen though if they didn’t do a test run. Hell, it was better than being all alone. “Soooo…how about I buy you a drink?” Alex purred sweetly as she leaned forward and gave Tessa a soft kiss on the lips. “Mmm…just a nice bottle of water, of course. And then maybe you’d like to dance with me?” Alex would love to get a little more sober before she made any attempts to take Tessa home with her. Even though she had two left feet when sober, she was better when drunk…a little better anyways.
“Look, I’m sorry…” Alex sighed, she really was. She didn’t want to leave and she knew that Tessa had probably been really pissed off after she had ran out the door, but she had to. It helped to know that at least Tessa understood why she had done what she did and she understood where Alex was coming from. The teacher frowned as she heard the little bit of hurt in her student’s voice and the hesitance in her eyes. She couldn’t blame Tessa for being worried that Alex would run out on her again. But…now that her student was legal, Alex had a lot fewer reasons to run from her now that jail time was off the table.
Alex couldn’t help but want to touch things when she was drunk. She’d always be a very ‘hand’s on’ type of person, that’s why she was an artist. When she was drunk it was worse, and even though Tessa had stopped her hands from moving along her sides, Alex had managed to move her fingers to her student’s back while she talked. The older woman rubbed the curve of her back in reassuring circles. She couldn’t really form words to articulate that she was going to stay, that she wasn’t really an asshole or a coward that runs out the door from every little thing. But she could hopefully show Tessa that she was sorry with gentle, reassuring touches.
Her lips curled into a smile at that gentle kiss from Tessa. But her eyes held a hint of concern to them at the word ‘everything’. Tessa wanted everything? That was a lot to ask for…
“Look…I can’t promise you can have everything. Not…everything really everything. I mean…” Alex’s brow furrowed as she tried to figure out what exactly she wanted to say without pissing Tessa off in the process. “I want to date you. I don’t do one night stands. I don’t do any running around. But…we can’t hold hands in public, you can’t expect any special treatment from me at school.” Ugh what she was describing was horrible, it sounded like they were both going to have to go back into the closet. But they couldn’t really do anything infront of others. Even now, in this dark club, they were doing a dangerous, stupid thing by kissing. But Alex couldn’t help herself, they were a ways from the school and she couldn’t help but feel safe while getting lost in a crowd.
“But…you can have everything else, okay?” Alex offered her a smile, it wasn’t the best deal, but it was pretty good. They could spend time together after school, hang out on the weekends. Maybe they’d be real girlfriends, who knew, nothing would happen though if they didn’t do a test run. Hell, it was better than being all alone. “Soooo…how about I buy you a drink?” Alex purred sweetly as she leaned forward and gave Tessa a soft kiss on the lips. “Mmm…just a nice bottle of water, of course. And then maybe you’d like to dance with me?” Alex would love to get a little more sober before she made any attempts to take Tessa home with her. Even though she had two left feet when sober, she was better when drunk…a little better anyways.