Ewyn smiled lightly, though it didn’t necessarily reach her eyes the way her smiles did before. But it was clear she was tired. Incredibly so. Physically, her body was exhausted. Mentally and emotionally, she was farther away from sleep than anyone could be. Still, she felt like nothing would be better than to seclude herself away, lie down and just stare at whatever she could that wouldn’t frighten her. “I’ll keep it safe. Maybe because it’s a gift from a dryad, I can harness something from it when I need to. I’ll see you tomorrow Master Gall.” And with that, she stood, taking another bite into the apple she had summoned, the chair she was sitting in melding back into the cottage and she disappeared into a room she saw had a bed in it.
She shut the door, the apple finished to the core. Considering she ate a sandwich and threw it all up, she was instantly hungry again. But again, as she stared at the core of the apple, next to the full apple from the dryad, she felt guilty all over again. And then all she could think about was Faryn and it made her throat close up. She felt like such a sap for feeling the way she did about his death but it hit her hard. That and it was the first time she ever lost someone she knew, cared for and wanted nothing more than to see them again right that moment.
She undid the strings of her dress and let it slide down her frame, pooling around her ankles on the ground, leaving her in only her slip dress. Moving to the bed, it didn’t feel nearly as comfortable or nice as the one back in the tower, or the one in the village but it’s not like she would be sleeping. She knew that much. That feeling when you first lay down and feel the exhaustion all come to a climax, it didn’t happen for her. Instead, she lay on her side, staring at the wall which she was able to see the outside of. Occasionally she’d move. Turn on her other side, lie on her back, maybe even lie on her stomach for a bit with her arms curled to her and one knee bent. But she never slept. And even as morning came, slight dark circles appeared under her eyes, giving her the look of someone who hadn’t slept a wink. She got out of bed before the sun rose, put her dress back on and went outside of her room, outside of the cottage and let her feet touch the soft grass, the cool earth beneath them and breathe in the fresh air laced with something magical. That felt more relaxing and peaceful as opposed to lying down all night only to toss and turn.