It was one of those moments that could either make or break their heated situation. But he liked what he saw which she was made apparent by the words he spoke. She felt gratified because knowing her, she had been taking his staring as he was finding everything wrong in her body and appearance. She had never been naked before a man before. No, that was something to be saved for the man she was to marry. She was no longer betrothed but in her heart, mind, body and soul, she was betrothed to Ulric. One day that would happen because there was no other for her.
After tugging his undergarments off, she looked upon him and her breathing hitched. He was every inch of male perfection. His torso was well built and he looked strong. But she knew they weren’t just looks, for his strength was true and real. She had seen it first hand, as well as his skill and ability in combat. But he wasn’t in combat right now; his only combat right now was conquering her completely and undoubtedly to the heights of pleasure that were reserved for husband and wife.
His form tapered into a perfect cut of Adonis male physique. Shyly, she gazed upon the sight of his arousal and she swallowed hard, her cheeks flushing as red as her entire body in her desire for him. “You are perhaps the finest form of male I ever wished for.” Sure, her betrothed had been handsome but he was nothing more to her. It had been sad, his untimely death but she honestly felt nothing for him. Any other men in her life they were handsome but her heart belonged to Ulric long before then and it was something she couldn’t ever shake, neither did she want to. Now this was her chance.
And in that very moment, she began to think of all the other women that he surely must have lain with. It wasn’t an insult to him and his honor but he was a man after all. Men weren’t discounted or disgraced for bedding many and random women. Women were disgraced and looked down upon for giving up that kind of honor that was reserved for their husband. She wanted to ask him but now would be the terrible moment. She trusted him. Ela kept reminding herself that it didn’t matter right now how many women he had in the past. This was present and they were each other’s future. That’s what mattered.
He loved her as much as she loved him. That’s what was important.
Before she could say anything more, his hands palmed her breasts and it was affectionate but like he was staking some kind of claim. Like she was his and he was letting her know that with this touch. She leaned into him, his hands were rough and she knew she wanted him to touch her more and more. “You and me both my love. I never thought this moment would come.” She looked up at him and leaned in, brushing her lips along his chin, down his jaw and to his neck.
As his hands cupped her bottom, she blushed deeply and leaned into him, her hand sliding down his torso, passed his hips where her fingers could wrap around his girth. She gasped lightly, touching him for the first time—touching any man like this for the first time! But there was this sense of power and gratification in touching him like this. This was the core of all his pleasure and she held it literally in her hand. She could get drunk off of that.
Looking up at him, she smiled shyly and shrugged her shoulders. “I-I don’t know. I just know I want you, Ulric. I need you.” But she also realized that this could be the perfect time to find out his experience. As much as she kept telling herself that it didn’t matter, it did. But she also knew it wouldn’t stop her in having him and letting him have her, regardless of the truth of his history.
“W-What do women like? I’m sure you know. Considering—I-I mean, what have you done to them that was proven successfully pleasurable?” In other words, she was asking, ‘Ulric, how many women have you been with and what have you done to please them that worked?’ But of course, she didn’t actually say those exact words. She was trying to find the most round-about way to approach it.
Now she would find out if it worked in her favor or not.
And hopefully not ruin this beautiful mood that was filled with so much promise.