James hopped back a little hearing something hit the door but was right back at the door a few seconds later and he placed his back against it and sat down in front of her door "I refuse to leave but since you're in there and I'm out here I'll tell you something" he said thinking about how to say it "Everything I said downstairs was true I do love you very much more than a sister but as a possible mate for life. My soul mate, true love, perfect match whatever you want to call it that is what you are to me. And I'd love for you to carry my children it's just at this moment in our life darling I think it'd be best not for you to get pregnant only because I know at this moment in time neither of us have a job so one we wouldn't be able to support that child and two because we're still living with Mom and dad. I mean come on you know as well as I do if they come back and find out that we've had sex I'll be sent to military school and you'll be sent somewhere to have the baby and then that child will be ripped from you and the worst part is I wont be able to wake up every day and see your beautiful face" James explained to her. "I guess what I'm trying to say is Kitty is I would love for you to carry my children one day it's just not at this exact time. Wait until we're out of mom and dad's house in a few years and then we can have all the babies you want because as long as I'm with you my life will have meaning."