Micah had nodded in the bathroom, caught in the intensity of his brother's stare. He held up his arms so that Zavier could pick him up. It made him frown to be carried, to be so dependent, but Zavier had been gentle. Micah knew he was doing it for his own good, and they both moved faster this way. In the car, Micah had laid himself out over the backseat, going over in his head what had happened. His eyes flinched shut at the memories. So much blood. Death had been dealt by his brother's hands so quickly and fluidly, it almost seemed like a mockery of fortune that Micah had been under his blade and was still alive.
Micah looked around the motel room only briefly, before his eyes settled back on his brother. Zavier was walking around, readying the room, and caring for him, seeming to carry on as if the horrible puncture in his shoulder didn't exist. Micah glanced over at the cup of water Zavier had set before him. It was a small gesture, something that could be easily overlooked, but somehow it made him feel the significance of his brothers guardianship over him even more. He smiled faintly. Micah met his brother's eyes, listening closely as he spoke, explaining his past and their situation. His brow creased as he watched Zavier's face and tried to make sense of it all. Someone had known they were brothers. Someone had set them up, knowing Zavier had amnesia, and would not remember Micah. Someone had been banking on the fact that killing without remorse was what Zavier did best and hadn't expected Micah to live through it, brother or not. He fiddled with his shirt, deep in thought. A slight widening of his eyes hinted at a guess at a motive in Micah's mind, but he kept silent. He didn't know Zavier's world, or the people in it, and he had no proof to back up his speculation.
The gasp from Zavier had his head snapping up, an arm reaching out for his brother before he could think twice. Seeing Zavier on his knees scared Micah in a way he couldn't explain. It wasn't right. He tried to move towards him, but was stopped by the dark warning in his brother's deep voice. Micah hesitated, his legs hanging halfway off the bed, and watched as Zavier stripped and opened his kit. Micah's eyes widened as he saw the implements Zavier drew out, and then he was pulling his legs back onto the bed and inching away as he caught a glimpse of what the rest of the… 'tools' were in the pack. He held his breath as Zavier's face seemed to change, to harden, while the hitman expertly cleaned the wound and raised the syringe.
His brother's collected execution of what had to be done both amazed and frightened the shit out of Micah. He went pale, unable to look away from the operation, although his eyes got wider and he sunk lower into the sheets with every passing heartbeat. There was no way, no way in hell he would ever have been to be able to do something like that to himself, much less someone else. Zavier's iron fisted control was more than unnerving. His brother's guttural cry of pain had evoked a shudder of both fear and empathy. He grew a bit anxious when Zavier sat silently, unmoving. He didn't venture to speak up though, and he didn't relax his tense grip on the comforter until Zavier's eyes seemed to return to normal, and he moved to grab a pillow and a blanket. By the time he was done and had huffed out a gruff order, Micah had already sunk low into the sheets, his first instinct to hide. He definitely didn't want to be within reach of that pain.
Micah lay awake, staring at the ceiling. He wanted to get to sleep, but something other than his general unease itched at him, and it wouldn't let him close his eyes. Micah glanced down to the floor. It was cool in the room, and it would definitely be colder out from under the comforter he was wrapped in. Not to mention sleeping on the floor was hard and unforgiving. Zavier had a wounded shoulder. What he did... had looked like so much pain. Micah winced, remembering the orange-hot metal and the smell of seared flesh. No. There was no way he could stay silent and just let Zavier sleep on the floor of the motel.
"Hey. Matthew-" Micah called softly, staring at the bulge on the floor. The dark always made things look more menacing, he told himself. "Matt, I can't... with you on the floor, and me... up here." He shifted within the covers, drawing them up to his chin, "Can you- I mean you should, uh, you should take the other side of the bed," his voice was quiet, like he was questioning himself even as he said the words, "S'Not good for your shoulder," he mumbled, then on second thought added, "please?" Micah stared at the back of his unmoving brother, unsure if he had even heard him. Maybe he had already fallen asleep.