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Secret Affair {True Sinner & loneiysong}

Alex wasn't big on the whole fear idea, but he did promise Elena that she could have him and he wanted Amber there. He'd just have to seriously make it up to Amber and hope she understood. As he heard the sloppy sounds of Elena's cock drilling into Amber's saliva coated mouth, he saw how Amber's eyes were rolling back, how her throat expanded each time Elena's cock went in and the way her hands gripped the bed sheets each time. She wanted pain and fear? Fine. Sitting up he lubed his cock for a moment then gripped Elena's ass cheeks.

Spreading them wide he pressed the head of his cock against her anus then pushed in. It was a slow push, but it was steady. Not really giving her the time to adjust, just pushing in slow enough that he didn't rip her. When he was balls deep in her anus he began thrusting so that each time Elena pulled out of Amber's mouth, he was pushing into her ass.
 
Amber was whimpering around the cock and gripping he sheets. She couldn't breath everytime Elena pushed in. She tried to breath. She was beginning to panic every time Elena pulled out long enough to almost get her breath only to push back. Tears began to roll down the sides of her face. Elena arched her back and laughed. "Look, the little bitch is crying." She hissed and rocked harder and deeper thrusting Amber's head hard into the bed bouncing it back and deeper against her cock. She panted and gripped Ambers clit and began to squeeze hard and twist. That was when Elena felt Alex press against her ass.

That pissed her off. She did not like men inflicting, or in this case, trying to inflict pain on her. She realized now why she always thought that Alex and her would never work. Amber began to make wheezing noises around Elena's cock. She rolled her eyes up and groaned softly. She was soaring. The only thing that brought her back was the wheezing noises. Elena growled and pulled out. Amber began to cough and rolled her eyes and Elena tightened her free grip on Amber's throat as she began to tremble. Elena thrust in deep again and smiled. "I am going to cum so deep into your stomach it is going to swell." She growled and then gasped and arched her hips as she felt Alex rub against her prostrate.

She felt her body tighten and came hard and deep into Amber's throat. Elena thrust deep and bit the side of Ambers knee so walking would hurt and she would remember.

Amber was trying, really trying to enjoy herself. But she felt more like an item and not a person. She gasped feeling the cum shoot into her stomach. She began to shift. She was aroused and still wanting even though her clit was now sore. The bite made her groan around Elenas cock. Soon Elena pulled out and came on her face. "Dirty slut." She whispered to her. Amber turned to the side.

Elena smiled and looked at Alex and smiled softly.
 
When Elena finally came deep within Amber Alex felt an overwhelming urge to pull out of her. He could tell that she didn't seem to enjoy him in her ass so he did just that. Pulling out of her he sat back and looked at her as she pulled her cock out of Amber. Sitting back on the bed he looked at Amber and noticed she was just lying there, not moving very much. She was breathing of course, but she didn't get up and move around like she normally did.

"Jewel? Are you alright?"
 
She turned her face away and tears rolled down her face and her chin quivered. She was humiliated. Stepping off, Elena rolled her eyes and shook her head. "Maybe I was wrong, that isn't a scrapper, she is a little victim." She moved to her clothes and pulled them on and then looked at him. "Thank you for allowing me a sample of your slut, but I have had finer. Take care of yourself. I just have a prior appointment." She got dressed and left.

Amber shut her eyes and swallowed hard. Her throat hurt, her whole body hurt. She would have gotten up to clean up, but she was too sore. She turned her head to the side away from him and tears rolled down her face.
 
Alex wanted to haul off and slam his fist into Elena's cheek but she'd like that too much so he just nodded and the moment she was out of the room he slid over to Amber and used a towel to clean her up. He then pulled her into his arms and ran his hand along her cheek softly. As he heard the tell tale sound of Elena's Harley taking off he looked at Amber and moved some of her hair from her face and wiped her tears.

"Amber. I'm sorry. I honestly had no idea she'd do that. She won't be touching you again I promise."

He said as he would make sure of it. Sure he'd be friends with her, but she'd never get her hands on Amber again.
 
Elena saw the look in his eyes. She just grinned raising her chin and then turned and walked out. Amber usually enjoyed the after care most of all, but right now, she didn't want to be touched. The usually soft towels brought pleasure to her, but now they felt like sand paper. She winced as he pulled her into his arms and looked ahead. She didn't say anything. She didn't even cry anymore. She just felt broken. The world she thought she escaped from came rushing back, and so did the hurt. Amber breathed softly and didn't respond or do anything else.

She heard his voice but it came as if from a long distance away. She swallowed and wanted to vomit. She was sure if wasn't so sore her body would allow her to vomit. She shut her eyes.
 
Okay, this was really starting to creep him out. Moving her so that she was sitting in front of him he gingerly took her chin in his hand and looked her in the eyes. There was a deep worry in his own, but at the same time, there was a serious look in them. She always told him if something was bothering her or if she was hurt. However this time, she acted like everything he did brought massive pain.

"What's wrong Amber? What are you not telling me? I've never seen you like this, and I've seen you pretty banged up on more than one occasion."

He said as he looked at her and refrained from touching her too much since she seemed to be hurting every time he did.
 
She looked down and tears rolled down her eyes. She shrugged and looked away and then looked at him. Her grey eyes, once stormy and wild, now were tired and deep down she was scared and exhausted. Amber looked at him and reached out and touched his face gently. It was true that she had been banged up on more than one occasion, but this time, she was not. She couldn't. Amber was just an object where when she was banged up, she got the chance to fight back. She leaned her head forward and unable to stop herself, she broke down sobbing. Each sob brought her pain, but for some reason, she could not stop.

She wrapped her arms around his waist. She was so exhausted, hurt, and so many other things. What if Elena was right? What if she was basically worthless? Her voice was hoarse and horrible sounding. She gripped him tighter as if he would get up and leave her like everyone did. Spent and used up.
 
Alex laid back on the bed with her and held her as close as she'd let him, he really was getting quite worried about her but he wasn't going to rush her into telling him either. She'd explain when she was good and ready, or at least he hoped she would. He had a feeling she was hiding something from him and whatever it was, this little event with Elena brought it back to the forefront of her mind and she wasn't ready for it.

"Amber please. Talk to me. I can't help you if I don't know what's wrong."
 
"Nothing...I just...I..." She shut her eyes and shrugged. She let him hold her. Reaching up, she held his hands. She was trembling. As if she was afraid. Every sore muscle in her body was tensed as if waiting for something to reach out of the shadows and grab her. She would fall asleep, a not very deep sleep. In the middle of the night, she looked over. She waited for the coast to be clear and stood up moving to the bathroom. She opened the medicine cabinet and saw exactly what she wanted. She pulled out some pain killers and downed about 3 and chased it with a shot of Nyquil.

Almost immediately, she felt warm and ready for bed. She moved forward and back into bed. She shut her eyes and sighed making sure not to breath on him. Amber snuggled to Alex and shut her eyes falling asleep.
 
Alex woke up when he felt the bed move but he didn't move. As he watched Amber get the pills and the Nyquil he sighed heavily. So that's what she was hiding from him. He'd never remembered her mentioning this to him before and that amount wasn't taken lightly so she'd been doing it for a while. He would have to bring that up later. He didn't much care for substance abuse and he wouldn't keep her as his sub if she kept up with that either.

When morning rolled around the next day he rolled over and saw her still out cold. Sitting up he simply put on some shorts and walked to the kitchen to make coffee but Penelope was there already.

"You okay Alex? You look like something's on your mind."
"Amber didn't have fun with Elena...nor did I and she had a breakdown. Later that night when she thought I was asleep I saw her down a handful of pills and a shot of Nyquil like it was nothing."
 
Amber was still out. She did not wake up as he got up and went down. Something about her face was pained. Like she was in a dream that she couldn't escape. Her cheeks held tear streaks as if she had been crying in her sleep.

Lynn heard this and frowned. She walked in and frowned. "I am sorry, I couldn't help but overhear, you said that Amber took pills? Are you sure?" Her eyebrows rose she was wearing a pair of paw print pasties and soft pink panties with pink cat ears and leg warmers. "Did Elena hurt Amber?" She asked concerned. She was aware of the turmoil that happened when a sub was treated harshly. Especially a new sub. She then looked down and moved to get a bowl and filled it with cereal and sat down at a coffee table for submissives and then blushed violently looking down worried about Amber.
 
Alex rubbed his forehead and leaned back against the counter as he nodded.

"Elena was a tad too rough with her. She was crying a lot last night. I'm just still trying to wrap my head around the pills. If I would have taken that cocktail last night I'd be in the hospital getting my stomach pumped. Yet she took it like a champ. That's not something you do when you're not accustomed to it. Lynn can you do me a favor and go check on her? If she's awake try talking to her. Maybe she'll open up to you. I couldn't get anything out of her. Don't mention the pills or anything like that. Just ask how she's feeling."

He said as Lynn nodded and headed up the stairs. Alex however stayed downstairs to talk with Drake since he used to be big on pills and his sub helped pull him out of it.
 
Amber was curled up the covers pulled over her head. She shut her eyes. She was awake, but her body was sore. She didn't want to get up. Didn't want to move. She just laid there in a cave of safety feeling her body burn and hurt and not even enjoying it like she would have. The woman who made her hurt like this, she was going to pay. She just staired into the darkness that the covers made. When she woke up and Alex was gone, she moved into the comfort of his smell and shut her eyes shivering.

Drake was sitting in sweat pants holding a mug of coffee. His submissive, always nude whenever he could get her, laid with her head in his lap stroking his beard. Drake had a serene look on his face as he stroked his submissives hair back. Her tattooed body vibrant and bold with various characters and symbols. Each meaning something to them. Their love told in fairy tale form on her body.

Looking up when Alex sat down, he gently stroked his submissives body and motioned her off. "Go get something to eat and talk to teh submissives dear." He whispered. When she got up, he hooked a finger in her collar and pulled her down gently to kiss her lips. He leaned back and crossed his legs.

"Alex, what can I do for you?" He smiled watching him. "You look like you have been through a hell of a ringer." His voice was deep and gravelly but somehow soothing. Like the low growl of an ocean when a storm was coming.
 
Lynn walked into the room and saw the hump under the sheets. She could see a small hint of her shivers so she walked over and sat on the edge of the bed then stroked her thigh.

"Amber? How are you feeling?"

She asked as she looked at the bump and after a bit she slid under the covers with her and just laid there, keeping away from her but staying close so that her body heat would be able to be felt.

Alex nodded as he rubbed his face then looked at Drake.

"How did your submissive pull you out of your pill addiction? I know you two have been through all seven circles of hell together so I was curious. I saw Amber down a cocktail of pills and Nyquil last night that would have put me in a coma, but she handled it like a pro."
 
She shut er eyes feeling Lynn touch her thigh. "I am tired." She said as she shifted a bit. She wiped her face. She sniffled a bit and then felt Lynn and then shook her head. "He...he let...." She thought. No she didn't blame Alex did she? No. Well, he was the one that invited the monster into her bed. She hated how hoarse and tired her voice was and how when she talked she wanted to cough but knew that that would only agitate things. She sighed and shut her eyes and shifted a bit wincing.

"She...she just..." She swallowed and began to cough which hurt her throat more and gripped the pillows and began to cry and swallowed coughing. Her body was screaming in pain. She shut her eyes tighter and shook her head back and forth.

Drake chuckled and looked at where Sara went. "My flower, she has always been there for me. Sometimes, I do not know how I got through life without her. She is my guardian angel. She helped me, by not making it available, I would rage, then my depression would surge, and it seemed like more valleys then hills if you know what I mean. Sara just was positive, making me go to meetings, she knew my triggers and kept me as far away as she could. But when they did strike, she went through the whole house and hid everything. She even went as far as to take my wallet and hide it." He smiled adn looked at Alex and frowned. "Amber is a girl from a tough past from what I have seen. When you come from tough pasts, you learn how to cope. Pills are her coping mechanism. Something threw her back to when she was coping and made her remember how good it felt. You need to make her remember how good other things feel like the embrace of a loved one or many other things." He grinned. "You have my permission to ask Sara, I am sure she has a whole journal of tricks and spells that would help." He took a drink of his coffee.
 
Lynn smiled and shook her head.

"Alex was really upset about how Elena treated you so it wasn't his fault. He's not the kind of Dom who would allow that if he knew she'd do what she did. You have to remember that. You have no idea how lucky you are to have a Dom like Alex, a lot of subs would love to have him. I know of four off the top of my head who would love to be owned and collared by Alex."

She said as she tried to get that protective defense to kick in with her. No sub would give up their sub to another. Regardless of how open they were to playing.

Alex shook his head and rested his face in his hands as his elbows were on his knees. Rubbing his face and the back of his neck.

"I tried holding her, tried just letting her hold me. She seemed like every touch felt like I was punching her."
 
Amber shut her eyes and tears filled her eyes and then rolled down her face. She began to sob. She shook her head. "He would probably be better off with other subs. I am just a worthless bitch." She said sobbing hard holding her stomach. She felt like she was going to be sick. Getting up out of bed, she ran to the toilet and emptied the contents of her stomach into the bowl and shut her eyes. She continued to sob. All the while heaving. She pressed her fevered cheek into the lid and panted her chest raising and falling quickly.

Drake rubbed his back being comforting. "How soon after Elena did her number on the poor girl did you do this? I have seen it, subs who are humilliated or hurt during a scene, they don't want to be held because something goes off in their mind with an extreme dom that knows what they are doing, that its their fault. They didn't do something. There was some mark that she did not touch. A sub in that situation is too scared to safe word out." He then looked down at his drink and then to Alex. "Best advice for that, let her wounds heal, be there for her, maybe even show an over protectiveness of her. Subs love that shit. When Sara was mugged, I got so angry, and I wouldn't even let you guys near her, remember? Subs need to be reminded that you're their dom, and that they are safe. This might not work for everyone but it works for Sara and me."
 
Lynn was there holding Amber's hair back and stroking her back softly and just sighed a bit. Alex had thanked Drake and walked up to the bedroom seeing Lynn as she was walking Amber back to the bed. Alex thanked Lynn then sat Amber on the bed as Lynn left the room. Once she was on the bed he stayed standing and rubbed the bridge of his nose as he looked at her. He then shut the door and walked to the bathroom grabbing the same pills she'd grabbed a handful off and the Nyquil.

He then let her watch as he tossed them into the garbage and looked back at her.

"Care to explain? I don't want sobbing, I don't want self pity, I wanna know why you hid this from me for so long. The amount you took last night would have knocked out an elephant. Yet you took it like a champ. So you've been doing this a while."
 
Amber sighed and rinsed her mouth out. She stood up and saw Alex and then sat down wincing. She was walking with a limp every time she moved the leg that was bitten. She sat down and shifted and looked at him. She watched them go into the trash and then swallowed and shook her head.

"It figures you saw. I could never get anything by you as a kid. I used to think that you had the rooms bugged with cameras." She sighed and then laid down feeling exhausted. She looked up at the ceiling. "When you are an orphan, and you think that you found a family that actually gives a shit, only to have mom reject dad and dad realize that now there is more than one pussy in the house, you learn to make do with what you got. Especially when mom does not pay attention to your cries for help." She turned her head away and shivered remembering the touches that came late at night and the warnings. Only to be called a worthless bitch afterward. She shook her head and then rolled over as tears rolled down her face.

"In a house like that, you learn to take what makes you forget and feel good for a little while."
 
As Alex heard this his eyes went ice cold. He'd never showed this side of him to her. As he looked at her and listened, he actually knew that family she was referring to. He'd never liked them of course and he'd noticed how the father eye balled Amber. Hearing this he walked towards her and kissed her forehead, then shook his head.

"You're not worthless Amber. You're priceless...to me."

He said as he walked to the closet and grabbed a black nylon turtle neck. He then called Penelope to the room and when she came up she froze.

"Alex...what's wrong? You don't look right."
"Watch over Amber. I'll be right back."

P went to stop him but he wasn't in the mood. He just moved around her and went out to his car then drove off. Drake came up the stairs and looked at Penelope then at Amber.

"Amber honey...did you tell him something he wasn't too fond of? Alex took a gun with him..."
 
She heard Alex go quiet. He wanted to know. She thought she could tell him. She reached up and stroked her fingers through his hair. "I love you." She whispered softly. But then he pulled away and then she watched him. He was pissed. She curled up thinking it was her fault again. She leaned up watching this go down. The way he treated Penelope. She stood up. "Wait, Alex, where are you going?" She then watched him leave. Then she saw Drake come in. Looked like everyone was going to see her naked today. She heard what he said, in that moment her stomach bottomed out and the room went lop sided. She sighed.

"Fuck, it's my fault." She ran to the closet grabbed one of his large pull over shirts and some shorts. Running down, she grabbed her flip flops and pushed past subs and doms muttering her apologies when she did. Grabbing her keys, she got into her car starting it up and went off high speed after him. The street and the high way blurring in front of her, but she knew she had to make it to Alex before he got to Mr. Carthay first. She gripped the steering wheel, her heart was racing. She was breaking several laws, but thankfully, there must have been a doughnut convention cause no one bothered her. She continued to drive quickly hoping to catch up to him. Either that or the Carthay's weren't home. She swallowed she felt like crap and she began to sweat shifting in her seat.
 
Alex got to the house in record time, it was nice having a very fast car on most occasions, this being one of them. With his gun behind him under his shirt he walked up to the door and knocked. When the door opened it was the man. He was standing there in a white wife beater and a pair of blue and white shorts. Good. Looking behind him he saw that he was alone which was even better.

"What the hell do you wa-"

Alex shut his mouth by putting a fist into it. As the man stumbled back Alex went in after him and shut the door then took a few moments to slam him around the room a bit.

"It's not very fun when someone stronger than you takes advantage of you is it?"

He asked in a cold tone as he gripped the man by his neck and slammed a knee into his gut. He then grabbed him by the back of his neck and walked him to Amber's old room. It was still the same, minus Amber. When he got into the room he threw the man over the bed and against the wall.

"Amber told me what you did to her...while she was here. I simply came to return the favor and give you a taste of your own medicine."

He said as he walked over to him and smacked his head against the wall knocking him out. He then put the man on the bed face down, and went into his room grabbed belts and a few other things. When he walked back into the room he strapped his wrists to the head board and pulled his shorts off. Spreading his legs he strapped his ankles to the posts at the foot of the bed and walked back to the kitchen. Looking around a bit he found the perfect tool. He then walked back to the man's room and grabbed a condom. Slipping the condom over to cucumber he made sure it was good then slapped the man's face to wake him up.

"I want you awake for this."

Grabbing the man's shorts he balled them up and shoved them into his mouth as a bit of a muffler then smiled as he wagged the cucumber in front of his eyes.

"This...is what you put Amber through...being violated, and no one caring about the sounds of pain and fear."

He said as he shoved the vegetable about half way into the man's ass, ripping a scream from him.
 
Amber winced as she drove slowly to the house. She wanted to save Alex from something he would regret. But the fear that crippled her was almost too much. Gripping the wheels, she blinked hard. What the fuck was going on. She got out of the car and wheeled a bit and walked to the door and tried it. She opened the door in time to hear a scream. She looked up and then ran up the stairs and stumbled falling face first. She swallowed. It was hard moving in this house. Her head hurt, her knee was even in more pain where she had landed. She stood up and began to claw her way to the top and stood up and heard a scream again.

She walked to the room and pushed the door open. Her eyes rolled into her head as instant nausea at the look the smell everything right down to the man without pants hit her like a blow to teh face. In the middle of the room, was him. She moved to him weakly and held his face.

"Alex, what are you doing?" She stroked his face and held him close. She stroked up his back. She knew she probably looked like shit. Her eyes were red and her face was pale. She shook her head and swallowed. "Please, please come home with me." She whispered softly to him.

"Don't let him pull you down. You are so much better than this. I am sorry...I am sorry." She whispered so just the two of them could hear and tears rolled down her face. In her mind, this was once again her fault and she was reduced to a pile of sorries in the room that was the scene of horrors and nightmares.

She paid no mind to the man who looked like he had gone to the Jolly Green Giant prison and only had eyes for her dom. Her precious dom who was doing this for her.
 
Alex looked at Amber as she walked into the room and moved over to her. He was about to try and usher her out of the room when he felt her hands on his cheeks. Sighing he walked her out of the room and stood there looking at her.

"None of this is your fault. I would have done this if you would have told me sooner. I am doing this because I love you and I want to protect you. You could never do anything wrong in my eyes Amber. You are very, very special to me. Everything you do makes me smile, you are the only one, other than Amy, who can pull me out of a bad mood just by smiling. I'd do anything to protect you and I will prove this to you. You're not worthless, you're not a whore, or a slut...you're my love. Nothing more or less."

He said as he kissed her lips softly and pet her cheeks. He could still hear the man in the room and smiled at her.

"I wasn't going to come here to kill him...I was only going to show him how it felt to have absolutely no control."
 
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