Money Solves Any Problem (AlureNova x Nadie)

[Megitsune]

A relaxed sigh escaped Lexi's mouth as she slept. She has never been able to sleep well. Due to the nightmares and pressures of school. This time there was no nightmares, no waking up to continue studying. She just slept, shifting and slowly burrowing her face into the nape of Erica's neck, her steady breath blowing on her skin. Lexi as never slept better in her life, but it was short lived. She only slept for about half an hour before stirring and waking up. Looking upon Erica she could tell she truly felt horrible for what she did. It was the first time she saw guilt on someones face after they hit her. She remembered the last thing Erica said before she fell asleep. She needed to let her know she wasn't as horrible as she thinks. Yes, she did hit her but she did one thing different than she others. Without saying anything she grabbed Erica gently by each side of her face and looked deep into her beautiful eyes.

"......you stopped...." Lexi said "and if you had known you wouldn't have done it in the first place." Lexi explained that her father never stopped. Neither did his friend when she begged and pleaded for them to do so. "So you are not sickening. You are not garbage. You stopped when I asked you to. The ones who don't stop are the sickening ones." Lexi knew it was a long shot to explain it this way. But it was all she could think of to console the girl. After she spoke she leaned in and gently kissed Erica before laying her head back down to await the girls reply. She was worried what Erica will do now. Will she forget this whole thing, thinking Lexi was too much work and she will just go back to her normal empty life? She began to fidget around in the bed nervously as she waited for Erica to respond.

She always hated this part. After a current or potential lover found out her past they either become distant or they simply didn't care as long as they got her in bed. Everyone that Lexi got close to her had either used her or abandoned her. She felt so vulnerable right now and she hated it. She just hoped Erica wasn't going to be either one of those.

 

[Sarah]

Erica watched Lexi for the duration of her nap, a smile on the girl's face as she admired the beauty laying at her side. She was gorgeous, in a way that astounded Erica, in a way that most people probably wouldn't see but for Erica it was perfectly clear. She had always had a thing for the women of her country, they had beautiful features and it had always been quite the turn on for Erica. That was where her interest had originated from but eventually it had become more than physical interest and she had become enamored by both the girl's beauty and her intellect. She was brilliant, smarter than Erica and most likely she always would be despite Erica's attempts to surpass her. Then there was her personality, the girl was stubborn and strong, she was the first person to deny Erica's advances but that wasn't all she was. She also had a delicate side, one Erica had just seen and as she laid there she knew she was taken completely with her. She was going to have to be cautious as she learned more about the girl she had brought into her life, and hopefully she would be able to get to truly know her.

When Lexi finally woke up Erica smiled, watching her as she began to move, even allowing her to touch her face and look into her eyes. She had stopped but that wasn't everything, it didn't help the feelings that nobody wanted to be around her, nobody at all had entered in to her life without eventually running away or stopping contact all together. So she still felt bad, but as Lexi spoke she began to at least put on a happy front, smiling at the girl and kissing her forehead. She didn't speak for awhile, she didn't really know what to say or how she would go about deciding what to do next, it was a complete mystery. For a time she just laid there, holding Lexi close and staring up at the ceiling, her mind wandering off into random thoughts, going as far as to question whether or not she deserved to have Lexi by her side, a question that wasn't easy to answer, not after what she had done. It wasn't just that though, it was the thought that she could hurt the girl again, do something to damage her further.

Of course after a moment she knew she wouldn't, the last thing she really wanted to do was hurt Lexi and that was not going to change. Finally she spoke, owing an answer to her beautiful new pet. "I swear I will never hurt you again, I will never use violence and if you don't wish for something to happen then I will stop immediately, I don't want to hurt you." She leaned down and kissed the girl's head again, taking a deep breath before speaking once more. "But I'm not letting you go, I know I don't deserve you but I've been head over heels for you since we met. You're gorgeous, brilliant, strong... I'll not let you out of my sight." She was looking down at Lexi at that point, Erica was curious how she would respond and if she would just run away. She hoped not but it seemed like a possibility, especially after what she had done to her, it seemed likely the girl wouldn't want anything to do with Erica, even if it meant losing the money, though at that point Erica wouldn't take it away, she would still give Lexi what she needed, she truly did care.

 

[Megitsune]

With each passing minute Lexi grew more and more nervous. The longer Erica stayed silent the more she began to think that the girl was deciding on not perusing this anymore. The thought made her eyes well but she fought the tears back. She didn't want to lose her but she feels she has. That is until Erica spoke. She knew she wouldn't hurt her, she saw it in her eyes that she was regretful even before she started flogging her. As the girl spoke all doubt faded away, she didn't want to be let go by this beautiful girl and she regrets acting the way she did towards Erica now finding out how she really feels. Lexi felt the same but her past and her drive to get away from all of that blinded her to her true self, that was all over with. For the first time in her life she tore down her walls.

Lexi sat up, staring down at the stunning woman next to her. "I know you wont." she began as she placed her hand on Erica's stomach. "I trust you completely and I'm sorry for pushing you to do something you didn't want to." she began to run her hand around the girl's beautiful body. Her skin was flawless. She felt a little envious of Erica's perfect skin, it made her feel self conscious of her own. She continued while moving on top of the girl, straddling her as she gave her a reassuring smile. "I don't want you to let me go. I want you to hold me close, kiss me....take me. I wanted it since the beginning but my stubbornness kept me from letting my guard down. Also my fear of you just wanting to use me and throw me away made me defensive." At that point she didn't care about school, the money or anything else. All she cared about was the girl below her. This beautiful girl who wanted the same thing she wanted and Lexi finally had someone who cared for her.

With all fears and concerns gone Lexi leaned down and gave Erica a long kiss, pushing past her sweet lips and meeting her tongue with hers. She gave Erica's lip a playful bite before pulling away and moving to her neck. The scent coming from her skin drove her crazy and got her even more aroused. Her kisses trailed up her neck, to her jaw and to her ear. "Would you like to play with your beautiful pet?" she whispered then lightly nibbles on the girl's ear. "Because she wants to play." Lexi hoped her words and actions assured Erica she wasn't going anywhere.