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Thundercrash (w/DeviousFish)

Feeling him slide out of her, she shuddered. It was a relief to have him gone, she felt raw and beaten on the inside. For a moment she just lay there, exhausted, unable to move. Then, she felt his eyes roving over her, and she drew her legs together, protectively. They were sore from his rough treatment and her thighs felt sticky and wet from their mingling fluids. There was probably some blood down there as well, but she didn't want to look.

His mockery and laughter made her cringe even before he gathered a handful of hair in his fist. As he jerked her up, she swallowed back a whimper of pain and grabbed his wrist to keep some control over her head. She wondered what he planned to do now. Was he going to kill her? Keep her prisoner? She couldn't guess. Her eyes stayed on him, glaring darkly. Whatever he had in store, he'd already done his worst, she felt. She could take it. She could take it and pay it all back to him in spades...later. If she could just hold out until then.
 
Ignoring her hand on his wrist, Silver Soul lifted her a little bit higher, so her feet were just touching the ground. Then he turned and walked away; if she didn't want to painfully lose most of her hair, she would have to tiptoe along with him.

Soon he had reached one of the support pillars of the subway station, with some noticeable additions--a pair of polished silver manacles bolted to the concrete. These, she could tell, were real metal, though probably not real silver. "Now," he said, throwing her roughly against the pillar, "since you insisted on ruining my clothes, I'm going to have to go scrounge up some cash. Any suggestions? Bank robbery? Jewelry store? Are there any rich people in Faire City you don't like?"
 
With his firm hold on her hair, she was forced to follow him. She gritted her teeth at the pain, but otherwise said nothing. Her eyes fell on the polished manacles mounted on the pillar. So that's how it was going to be? The wind rushed out of her and she let out a little grunt when she was thrown against it.

She turned to glare at him, as she heard his question. It was surprising to her the number of people who sprang into her head. A few, well known, wealthy snobs she'd had to deal with who thought they owned everyone just because mommy and daddy kept their pockets full. One in particular, an flamboyant socialite on the east side, had tried to hire her as some sort of escort for the night. The nerve! To think she could be bought! But she kept her thoughts to herself, and said nothing to Soul. He was not going to involve her or make her share the blame for what he was about to do.

"Fuck off," she said finally. Her voice was raspy and tired and the words felt strange to her lips. It wasn't the sort of language she typically used, but she couldn't think of any words that would express her sentiments more clearly.
 
"Oh, my dear Sparkler..." He leaned in to kiss her. While his mouth was pressed against hers, he took her hands by the wrists and lifted them up above her head. He pulled back from her and focused on properly securing her in the manacles. Once she was locked up, he looked her over once again, admiring her lovely figure. He settled a hand on her hip, running it all the way up to her body until he settled it on her cheek. "I'll be back soon. And I'll bring you something nice to wear."

He laughed as he turned and walked away, stripping away the last few scraps of his costume as he walked. There was a flash of dazzling silver as a new construct appeared, cloaking his entire body from neck to toe. Without looking back, he gave her a casual wave on his way out.
 
Her face went rigid as he kissed her, nostrils flaring angrily. If she had thought it would hurt him, she would have bitten him. Fuming silently, she wished more than anything that he'd just stop touching her. Her arms resisted him slightly, but she was quickly locked in place without much fuss. As his hand snaked up her naked body, she stiffened and glared at him. Nice to wear? What he could be thinking of, Sparkler couldn't guess. It was probably humiliating or demeaning. She sucked in a breath as he ripped away the last of her suit and shivered in the cold. As she watched him retreat, she wondered how long he planned to keep her like this. Would she remain his trophy indefinitely? At his disposal anytime of the day or night? She shuddered at the thought.

When she was certain he had left, her stoic facade crumbled. She screamed. A loud, bone shattering wail that echoed through the subway station. Even if anyone could hear her, she doubted they would find her. So she screamed. Tears streaked down her cheeks, but she didn't sob; she screamed. Until her throat ached and her lungs burned. Her body shook with it and she jerked and stomped and gnashed her teeth like a feral animal. All her rage and frustration was poured into it.

She writhed against the pillar and her bindings during her lamentations until her legs felt week and they started to give beneath her. But she could not even rest them because the stupid manacles would not let her sit. Growling, she angrily tugged at them as hard as she could, expecting it to be a fruitless effort. Then she heard a crack. Her tears and screams stopped and she looked back at the column. A long thin fissure had formed with her last jerk. Her heart skipped a beat. Could it be? Could she escape? Planting her feet firmly on the ground, she threw all her strength into pulling against the shackles. This was her only chance at freedom. Whether the metal gave way or her wrists broke and the column collapsed, she didn't care.
 
The harder she pulled, the harder the manacles dug into her wrists, and it wasn't long before blood was trickling down her arms. Still, little by little, she was working the chains free of the walls. Soon the concrete holding them would give way. But it was her own flesh that gave way first, when her right hand--by this point well-lubricated with her own blood--slipped free of the metallic loop. It was not without its price, though; her skin was torn, her thumb was broken, and her pinky was badly bruised, perhaps even dislocated. But one hand, at least, was free.
 
When her right hand slipped painfully free, despite the searing pain, she let out a soft, delirious laugh. That had not been her initial plan -if she even had a plan- but she was working herself free. She stared at her raw and bloody hand a minute and recalled how wild animals would gnaw their own body parts to free themselves from traps. Surely she was just as determined? And she at least, could heal her wounds later. What other choice did she have, anyway? Stay here and subject herself to more torture at the hands of that sociopath? Shifting her gaze to the hand that was still bound, she steeled herself to repeat the painful process. Setting her jaw, she began to pull. She groaned in agony, feeling her flesh peeling back and the bone beginning to break. Then with a pop, she felt pain run up her arm as her other thumb fractured and she jerked her hand out of its bonds, falling to her knees. Her hands throbbed in pain, but she was free!

Staggering to her feet, she didn't waste a moment before she bolted for the metal staircases. It wasn't until she had exited through the hole she had made earlier, and dashed out the door, that she realized she was naked and vulnerable in the middle of the night on a shady side of town. There were other possible dangers besides super villains for a woman in such a state. She ducked into an alleyway and started searching among the boxes, hoping to find and abandoned shirt, jacket, tarp, anything to cover herself. After a minute, she heard a noise and realized she wasn't alone.

"Who's there?" she demanded in a voice that sounded far less frightened than she was. Ducking behind a box, she peered at her surroundings, searching nervously in the dim light.
 
A woman staggered out from behind a dumpster. Her clothes were raggedly, and her hair was a mess of unraveling dreadlocks. Although Faire City was a prosperous metropolis, it also had its share of homeless people. The woman stared at Sparkler, though it was hard to read her expression--partially because her face was covered in dirt, but also because it didn't quite seem right. Was she shocked? Outraged? Sizing up the wounded hero as an enemy? Was she even seeing Sparkler in front of her, or was her mind somewhere else? It was impossible to say, at least, until she opened her mouth.

"Jeezus, girl, what happened to you?"
 
The woman staggering into view was unsightly and Sparkler could smell her lack of a bath from where she stood, but she hardly seemed threatening. Still, the urge to flee crept up her spine and Sparkler tried to fly. Her flight ability hadn't quite recharged yet and her heart sank. No one was supposed to see her like this. When the woman spoke, she could only imagine what sort of sight she made. Naked except for her boots, hands bloody and swollen, arms and legs streaked with her own blood and dirt, her lip torn, she hardly looked the pure and shiny super hero image she had crafted for herself. Her mask still covered her face, at least. Odd, she suddenly thought, because it seemed like that would have been the first thing Silver Soul removed. But did the woman from behind the dumpster recognize her? From her vacant expression, the hero couldn't tell for sure.

"J-just having a rough night," she said lightly, trying to sound casual and unshaken. Should she ask the woman for help? It didn't seem like she had much choice. "That lycra... is so damn flimsy, you know? Looking for something to cover up with..."
 
The woman stared at her for a while longer, and then shrugged. She took off her long, ragged coat and handed it over to Sparkler. "You don't wanna catch a cold. Would you like to borrow this?" For a moment, it seemed like that was all she was going to say, but then she reached out suddenly and grabbed Sparkler's hand. "You should go to the hospital. I know it's hard, sweetie, but there are people who can help you. But you gotta be willing to fight for yourself first."
 
Sparkler nodded and took the jacket gratefully. It was threadbare and smelled like stale food and body odor. Right now, it seemed as good as a mink wrap and she hugged it tightly to her body. It felt good not to be baring herself so openly anymore. If she could, she would not only return the woman's coat, but buy her a new one.

"Thankyou..." she said quietly.

When the woman took her hand, Sparkler had to fight the urge to pull away. Not so much because of pain, but because it felt wrong being treated like a victim. She was the strong one, the resilient one, the one who always bounced back. But hell, considering what she'd been through, she guessed "victim" fit her description perfectly. That thought stung her pride deeply and she smiled back bleakly at the woman's words.

"No, I can't..." she said slowly. "I'm a fast healer, anyway." It was good advice, she realized. But the idea of being examined and even more people knowing what had happened made her feel physically ill. Besides, it was pretty pointless. What could doctors and nurses do that her body couldn't? She doubted there was any medicine that could undo what had been done and what she had done. Still, the kind words brought tears to her eyes and she placed her other hand on the woman's.

"Thank you though... I appreciate that. I really do," she said and swallowed the lump in her throat. "I-I'll be alright and I'll pay you back for this favor one day, okay? What's your name?"
 
"It's Theresa. And if you wanna pay me back, you'll bring that coat back when you've got yourself a change of clothes. No rush, though, it's not too cold out yet." Theresa let Sparkler's hand slide out of hers and wandered back into the alley. "You know where I live."
 
"Of course! I'll bring it back very soon, Theresa," she replied, nodding.

Turning to leave she glanced back as the woman disappeared into the alley. "I know and take care. You've got some... nasty neighbors around here."

Speaking of which, she was not nearly far away enough from the office building that had held her. Who knew when Silver Soul would return? She wanted to be far, far away when that happened. She slipped off her mask, and tucked it in her pocket. It wouldn't do to walk around like Sparkler anymore. Pulling up the collar of her coat, she trudged down the sidewalk at as quick a pace as her tired body would allow.

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It was a long trip back to her apartment on the other side of town. Somehow, she didn't remember the city being being quite so massive. Probably because she almost never saw it from ground level. From above, she could usually get where she wanted to go in a matter of minutes. She was seriously questioning her choice of footwear. Her faux leather boots were digging into her heel and blistering as she walked. The bright blue things were fine for fighting and flying, but not for long walks.

When she reached the river that bisected the city, she thanked her lucky stars that she made it in time for the last free ferry ride of the day, a midnight ride for stargazers and late shifters. Otherwise, she was going to have to take the bridge -that alone was a five mile walk- or wait until the first morning trip. From there it was only about twenty block walk to her home.

By the time she reached her building, it was the wee hours of the morning and birds were chirping. As her trembling legs climbed the concrete steps and stepped into the hall, a terrible thought occurred to her. She didn't have her keys. They were back at the office. After losing her keys half a dozen times during battle, she had decided that carrying them with her during patrol was unwise. Usually in circumstances like this, she would just fly up to her third floor window which she kept unlocked, and let herself in up there. She had barely been able to climb the steps to her room, flying was out of the question.

She was puzzling over her predicament, when she heard a door clack and the scurrying of tiny feet. It was the manager's apartment directly above hers. The old crone's tiny dogs had equally tiny bladders and had to be taken out every morning before daybreak. For the past couple weeks she had been avoiding the woman because she was a couple weeks late on rent. It seemed now she had no choice. If she wanted to get into her apartment, she was going to have to speak with her.

"Ma'm?" she said tentatively. The woman was more than half blind, even with her thick glasses, and Dawn hoped that she wouldn't see anything amiss and let her in without an interview.
 
"What? Who's that?" The old lady squinted at her. She wasn't even wearing her glasses; she knew this building by heart, every wall and stair and floorboard, and this early in the morning, there was no one around but her and her dogs. Well, usually, so this was a surprise. "Dawn? Is that you? Hrmph." She straightened up and continued leading her dogs down the stairs. "You still owe me for last month's rent, you know."
 
"Yes, its me, Mrs. Baily," Dawn began hesitantly, hiding her hands in her pockets. "I'm going to get it for you. I'll get it... tomorrow."

Dawn sighed with relief when she saw that the old lady was missing her glasses. It didn't make her color blind, unfortunately. Hopefully the old woman wouldn't notice her usual dusty blonde strands were currently pale blue. Or that there an odious stench coming from the coat she was wearing. The dogs already seemed interested in that.

Now the matter of getting into the apartment. Would the woman refuse to help her since she wasn't paid up? It was possibly, she thought. She didn't make a habit of being late on rent, but this wasn't the first time either. Sometimes surprise expenses from being a hero just came up. Last month she'd bought some new equipment and made repairs to her hideout but had been unable to work enough hours to compensate. There was some left over Christmas money stashed in her apartment for emergencies, that would have to do to satisfy her landlady.

"I can get you half right now..." she began. "If you'd just open the door for me? I kind of lost my keys..."
 
"You what?" The old woman spat out a garbled word that might have been more hurtful if it had been intelligible. "You realize I have to change the locks now? Weeks behind on rent, and this isn't the first time either, and now this? I'll let you in, but I have to take care of my dogs first. You just go ahead and wait by your door, I'll be up when I'm up." She stomped down the stairs, muttering and cursing.
 
The woman's words made Dawn wince and press her lips together. She was glad she hadn't quite caught what some of what slipped from the old woman's mouth. Maybe she shouldn't have said she "lost" the keys, since that wasn't quite accurate. But she didn't dare say anything now.

"I'm sorry. It won't happen again," Dawn stammered. "And th-thank you."

Any other day of the week, she would have laughed the old woman's crankiness off, but Dawn was at tilt. Her emotions were raw and unstable. More than anything, she just wanted to get inside the safety of her home and lock herself away from the world. Why did she have to wait another second?

"Stupid dogs," she thought to herself, as if they were the worst of her troubles.

Not that she had anything against most animals, but these particular mutts seemed out to frustrate her. They always stood vigilant at their mistresses apartment window and made sure to bark noisily when they saw Sparkler trying to fly in quietly. Their racket had nearly compromised her several times. Even now, their needs took presidence over her weariness. Then again, if they hadn't insisted on the early morning walk, she might not have been able to catch Mrs. Bailey before everyone else was awake. So she tried not to feel too bitter towards the creatures for making her wait.

As she watched the woman retreat down the stairs with her furry minions, she leaned against the door with its scuffed green paint and closed her eyes. For a moment, she thought her legs would buckle underneath her and she would collapse from exhaustion then and there. But it wouldn't do for her to be slumped in the hall, her legs splayed lewdly and pantyless for everyone to see. So, she took deep breaths, waiting for the woman to return, and hoping none of her neighbors decided to step out and take a random early morning jog.
 
It was about fifteen minutes before Mrs. Bailey returned up the stairs, dogs in tow, and continued right past Dawn. Once her pups were secured in her own apartment, she returned downstairs, this time wearing her glasses, grumbling as she looked through her keyring. She managed to find the correct key just as she reached Dawn's door, and now she took another look at the young woman.

"What did you do to your hair? Where have you been anyway? Out all night partying and fornicating I'm sure... you know, I tolerate that sort of indecent behavior from people who pay their rent properly, but when you owe me money you have no business going out and wasting money on liquor and whatever other drugs you..." At about this point, Mrs. Bailey's ramble faded into an incoherent grumble. She waved Dawn aside from the door and unlocked it.
 
Her eyes fluttered open at the woman's return, her berating echoing dully in the girl's head. Tiredly she listened to the woman and nodded slowly, trying to focus.

"My hair?" she said nervously. "Its just... a bad dye job. It looked different on the box, you know? I'm going to fix it tomorrow."

As the woman continued, Dawn's face grew redder with embarrassment and anger. She couldn't argue with the woman. What could she say? The truth was out of the question. If only she knew what her night had really been like. Wasn't it largely because of her heroics and suffering that the old woman was able to walk her dogs in the dark hours without fear? This was the way things had to be, though. If everyone had to assume she was a party girl to keep her cover, that was just the way it was. Most of the time she didn't resent it, but tonight it seemed horribly unfair.

"You're right. I'm sorry. I'll budget more carefully," she said slowly, biting back the urge to defend herself. Her tone managed to sound mostly sincere. "I don't know what I was thinking."

Once the door was unlocked, It took every ounce of her willpower not to just dive at the door and slam it in the woman's face. But she had promised her half the rent right now, so she shuffled over to a drawer where she kept some spare cash and handed it to the woman.

"Sorry for the trouble."
 
Mrs. Bailey, however, was not content to wait at the door; she was the manager, after all, and it was her business to do a little inspection now and then. So she walked around the apartment, eyeing everything suspiciously from behind her thick glasses, though what she expected to find even she wasn't sure. Finally she was satisfied; she took the wad of cash from Dawn with a throaty 'hrmph.' "Sorry. Sure you're sorry. Sorry doesn't pay your rent, got it? And I gotta call the locksmith now." She slammed the door shut behind her and headed back upstairs, growling and grumbling the whole way.
 
Dawn shot the woman a glare as she intruded into her apartment. She had a right to look around, she supposed, but did it have to be now? What did the old woman expect to find? Everything Sparkler related was kept well hidden or at her hideout, so she needn't worry about that. There was a spare suit tucked away in a shoe box at the bottom of her one closet, but that was it. She was very careful about that sort of thing.

The place was pretty spare, even as efficiency apartments go. It was old and worn, with the faded floral wallpaper peeling and a slight musty smell hanging in the air, but in otherwise decent shape. It was a good home for a kid just out of college and on a budget. Most of the furnishings- a couch, a bed, a bookshelf, a table and chairs- had been supplied with the room. All the other furniture consisted of boxes or crates stacked together or were some distressed, curb crawled disasters. A couple family pictures, a painting of a stormy sky, some rocks and arrowheads she had collected as a child, lace curtains from her grandmother, and several other odds and ends served as the only personal touches to the room. It was a little unkempt, as Dawn was not the most domestic of women. There were some clothes piled in a chair, an old stack of college books in the corner, everything needed dusting, and the pot of overcooked oatmeal was still sitting on the stove from breakfast. But nothing truly suspicious to complain about.

"What if I find the ke-" Dawn began, but the woman had already left. She could kick herself for borrowing more trouble than she had meant with her choice of words before. Too late now.

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When Mrs. Bailey left, Dawn staggered over to the door and locked it, leaning her head against the wood briefly. Her body was shaking, having been pushed far beyond anything it had been asked to withstand before. She felt disgusting and dirty but her exhaustion won out. Slipping out of her boots and Theresa's coat, she collapsed on the couch and wrapped her nudity in the quilt that was draped there. A deep sleep took her immediately, and she didn't move for many hours.

When she finally awoke, it was late afternoon, her heart was pounding, and she was covered in a cold sweat. There had been a dream that she couldn't quite remember and for a few seconds she didn't know where she was. After a brief moment of panic, she recognized her home, and her thoughts began drifting back to the night before.

Then she smelled him. He was still with her. His scent clung to her hair and his touches still seemed to linger on her body, between her legs. She jumped up, shaking as one possessed, and scrambling like she were suddenly crawling with spiders. A bath. It was a need. She dashed to the bathtub and turned the hot water spigot as far as it would go. The water was scalding, but she wanted it like that, as if to burn him away. Scrubbing and rinsing, she stayed in there until her skin was raw and the hot water heater had run out.

Her body was flushed red when she got out, but didn't seem otherwise damaged. She noted in the mirror that her other injuries had healed as well. At least that power had returned fully. The red scratches on her breast were gone, though at certain angles she thought she could see the vague outline of a triangle where his palm had made contact. It wasn't always visible, so it might have been her imagination.

Wrapping herself in a towel, she wandered over to a clock. It was ridiculously late; she had missed work. There was a slew of messages on the answering machine, some concerned, some pissed off at her absence. One had threatened to come over. She didn't want to see anyone, but she might not have a choice. In fact, wasn't that footsteps in the hall just now?
 
The footsteps led up to her door, and after a few moments' hesitation, there was a knock. "Dawn? Dawn are you in there? It's me, Ethan." Ethan had been her coworker for many years, although now that he was in grad school he had no time to work in the registrar's office. Still, he swung by every now and then to chat with 'the old gang.' "I didn't see you at work today... they told me you didn't come in. Is everything okay?"
 
At the knock, Dawn pulled on a robe and hid her blue hair in a towel. She had recognized the voice of her old co-worker immediately. Going out of his way to check on her was just the sort of thing Ethan would do. It was sweet. She didn't really want to deal with anyone right now, but if she had to talk to someone, she guessed he was okay. If she was lucky, he just might buy her the sick-as-death act she was about to play and report as much back at the office.

"Yeah... I'm in here..." she said, trying to sound hoarse. Then, as she unlocked the door, forced out several coughs. "I'm really sick today, I thought I called it in..."

As she cracked the door open, she did her best to look haggard and ill. Which was hard, considering she hadn't been sick a single day since gaining her powers. She grabbed a tissue and put it to her nose for effect.

"Hey..."
 
"Hey yourself." Ethan met her with a gentle smile. He was a handsome man, in a boyish sort of way, with sandy blond hair. "You're sick, Dawn? You never get sick! Although, I guess that means you were overdue for a sick day. I'm real sorry to hear that, but in a way I'm kind of relieved. I know, it's terrible, but I was worried that something had happened to you. I mean you were always showing up late and cutting out early, but the Dawn I know doesn't miss work entirely. So, um..." He glanced around the hallway. "Anything I can do fo you? Bring you dinner? I microwave a mean chicken soup."
 
So he thought something horrible had happened? He was right, of course, but that was something he could never know. Lying might not be very heroic, but it was a necessity for maintaining her two separate identities. She had actually gotten pretty good at it over all these years. Ethan seemed to be buying it anyway.

"Yeah... always late but never absent," she said laughing lightly. "I'm fine though. You can tell everyone I'll be in bright and early tomorrow morning to make up for it." Then she added, only half serious, "assuming I still have my job at this point."

Her stomach rumbled. The idea of chicken soup sounded wonderful, actually. She hadn't eaten anything since yesterday morning. But she couldn't have him hanging around waiting on her. He wasn't an idiot, he would figure out she wasn't sick and start to pry. Besides, he had better things to do, she was sure.

"Soup? Ah... no... that's fine. I don't want you to trouble yourself," she said smiling and trying to think of more reasons. "You might catch my cold, you know? You've got school to worry about."

Dawn liked Ethan well enough. He was friendly and attractive and she didn't want to be rude. If he insisted on bringing her something, she would have to let him in. But she was worried with the state she was in, she might let something slip she didn't mean to.
 
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