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Beautiful Disaster [[Writer & AshlinnRose]]

Ash offered Jai a small, sad smile as she looked down at her, almost not wanting to speak right then, but knowing that she should. "I suppose we do..." she muttered softly before she moved again. She slid her hands on either side of her girl's face and slowly turned her head back so that she could look down into the gorgeous light blue eyes of the girl that she had fallen so deeply in love with so very, very quickly. "But I think there are ways for us to make better memories..." she added softly before she leaned in and kissed the girl. She kissed her with such a deep need and want, though passion and lust were also laced into the kiss. However, lying just beneath the surface of the kiss, was a fierce possessiveness that revealed her want to dominate the girl that was beneath her.

She slowly slid from her position on top of Jai and stood beside the couch, looking down at her. She then moved and slid the girl out of her pants in one swift and easy movement. The adorable underwear that her girl was wearing was next to be pulled off of her. She then lifted Jai up in her arms, similarly to how she had before when the poor girl had passed out at the club earlier in the evening. She smiled down at her, flashing a wink at her before she spoke.

"I want to make you mine..." she whispered softly before she kissed Jai firmly on the lips. She kept their lips pressed tightly together as she began walking towards the bedroom that was towards the back of the apartment, knowing that that was where she wanted this all to progress. She finally broke the kiss when she walked into the bedroom that she was so very familiar with, not even bothering to turn the light on that was how familiar she was with it. She grinned a bit and lightly tossed Jai onto the bed, knowing that it hadn't been a far enough toss to cause her any harm.

A very animalistic and possessive growl escaped her lips as she lunged towards the bed to kneel over the top of her girl and kiss her again.
 
A part of her had hoped that Ash would be willing enough to share the secret behind her own scars, but she wasn't exactly surprised when that didn't happen. After all, Jai hadn't divulged the entirety of her own secrets, a conversation that she knew would need to occur eventually, sooner rather than later, and that combined with the rather compromising position that they had somehow landed themselves in just made it something was definitely going to need to wait until another time. The thought escaped her mind when she felt Ash's hands smooth over her face, and her gaze was drawn back to the woman's like a gravitational pull, luring her in like an overly curious hunters' prey. She couldn't help the soft smile that formed on her lips when Ash's words landed on her ears, more so she couldn't help the soft moan that crested on her lips when their mouths crashed together like the force of two waves intersecting.

Her arms moved, fingers curling around the woman's waist softly as her eyes fell closed, and she lifted her head just enough to press closer, eager to feel nothing but skin to skin contact and utter heat. Reluctantly though, her hands slid from the woman's waist when she broke off and got to her feet, and Jai found herself sliding her eyes open mistily to peer up at her in confusion. The air left her lungs when Ash grasped the legs of her pants, and in a sudden flash of movement she felt the cool air within the room kiss her smooth skin, and she visibly shivered. Left in nothing but a pair of black, skimpy, boy-short style underwear, she looked up at the woman with wide eyes, and a gasp of air passed through her lips when those too suddenly disappeared from her body, and the cool air landed upon her heated, moistened core, creating a sensation that had her vision swimming. Without warning nor words, her arms lifted to tighten around Ash's neck, eyes seeking hers as she found herself floating above the ground, help up only by the safety of the other woman's arms, arms that she trusted unconditionally.

"I think you alre--" Her response to Ash's statement was cut short by her lips on her mouth, and Jai's eyes automatically fell closed as she pressed herself against the other woman, moving her lips against hers equally as firmly. Where exactly they were headed, Jai wasn't quite sure, nor did she particularly care, just so long as it meant that she and Ash were going to be together, and with their lips interlocked so desperately, needily, there wasn't a single other thing in the world that could possibly have mattered. Of course, that was until the kiss was broken, and Jai had just enough time to slide her eyes open and look at Ash before she felt air rush against her skin.

With a quiet, surprised yelp, her back sank into her mattress, and Jai gasped for air out of pure shock. "Holy hell..." She breathed as she pushed up off of her elbows to stare wide eyed at the woman, when a shiver ran up her spine from the sound alone that she made. There was no transition, none at all, between the incredible sound that Ash had made, and the sudden weight of her body over-top of Jai's, their lips once again touching. But there was one key problem that Jai was far from unaware of as her eyes fluttered shut once more, and that was the fact that where she felt Ash's legs against hers, she merely felt the material of the woman's remaining clothing, rather than the softness of her skin, and that was a big problem.

Plus, she had practically taken advantage of her, not unwillingly of course, but Jai had a reputation of being a hardass, a guarded, strong-willed and minded young woman with unfaltering bravery and drive. That, and Ash had discovered and exploited her weakest desire point and had her in a hot, desperate mess in a matter of moments, whereas Jai hadn't even begun to discover anything about Ash as of yet. That was going to have to change. Immediately.

Lifting her arms, Jai flattened her palms against Ash's chest and pushed with every ounce of her strength, aiming to roll the woman over and she would turn over to take control of the situation from the top level, all the while keeping their lips together. Only did she brake the kiss when she settled over top of Ash, and then she leaned back slowly, her body pressing down against the woman's, and her gaze roamed over Ash's front with appreciation and wanting as she trailed her fingers down her chest to find the button of her pants. "These need to come off," she muttered in a soft, low voice. "It's only fair after all."
 
Ash let out a soft sound of anger as she was pushed back, but she allowed herself to be rolled over. She arched an eyebrow up at Jai, who was now hovering over her. She had never really allowed herself to be the submissive one and there was no way in hell that that would start now. Though she did agree with her girl that her pants really did need to come off, as it was far for them both to be stripped bare. She smirked up at Jai some and inclined her head a bit, her expression clearly devious and withholding something.

"Remove them, then..." she purred out, the smirk never once leaving her face as her voice darkened and become infinitely sexier. She couldn't wait to see the expression on Jai's face when she pulled Ash's pants down and realized that the woman had been wearing nothing beneath the skin-tight pants. She watched Jai intently as she waited, knowing that she would be interested and possibly even amused by what happened upon the removal of her pants.

She let out a bit of a chuckle as her pants were remove, her eyes locked onto Jai's expression. She suddenly moved again, fast as lightning as she pressed her lips to her girl's, biting down on her lower lip. She moved her hands to lock them around the other girl's wrists, effectively gaining control of her. She then flipped them back over, moving to sit atop the smaller girl's hips.

"I'm the dominant one here..." she murmured as she sat atop the girl that she had every intention of claiming in any and every way possible. She gently ground her hips down against Jai's, though she was still keeping the other girl's wrists firmly locked in her hands, trying to keep her dominance this time. She had never actually submitted to anyone in the past and, while she truly loved Jai, there was no way that this girl was going to manage to change that about her.
 
The look that Ash had given her was enough to cause a shift from within her, something about it being an incredible turn on. Jaime smirked just slightly in return as she sat back on the woman, her hands idly moving to either side of her hips, where she tucked her thumbs between the material and her skin to grasp the hem of Ash's pants gently. "I will." She responded indignantly, fighting a wider smile as she shifted some to give herself enough room to tug the woman's pants off, carelessly letting them deposit on the hardwood of her bedroom floor. Turning back as she reached for Ash's undergarments, Jai blinked when her hands landed upon the bare skin of the woman's pelvis, her brows furrowing in slight confusion as she shifted the attention of her gaze. There was nothing on beneath those pants, surprisingly enough, and Jai tilted her head at first, unable to help the slow grin that crossed her lips as she let out a soft snort of a laugh.

"I always knew you were trouble." She said softly, teasingly, as she shifted her gaze back to Ash's, only the look in her eyes then said something new, something Jai wasn't at all sure of, and before she could even blink, she let out a low, throaty moan, eyes fluttering when Ash's teeth sank down on her lip. The world spun then, the feeling of strong hands grasping her wrists, and suddenly she felt the mattress against her back forcefully enough to push the air out of her lungs. Dazed, Jai blinked a few times in surprise, trying to figure out just what exactly had just happened, and her mind traveled momentarily, dragging her vision out of the current and thrusting her back into darkness.

"You'll never forget."

Jai squeaked, struggling against Ash as she tried to break her arms free, her eyes sliding closed for a brief moment and then back open. This is Ash, she told herself firmly. This is now, and now is good, and he's not coming back and he's never going to.

Her struggling came to a standstill, form nearly going limp when Ash spoke, and suddenly she felt the woman grind down against her, the sensation bringing forth yet another deep, throaty moan as she shuddered. This was bad. Really bad. She was pinned down and nearly helpless at the woman's mercy, both knowing that it only took one thing to all but completely cripple her, and Jai had no idea where to even start in order to even out the odds. Somehow, something told her that there was no way in hell that Ash could possibly have had a weak point as common as her neck, no. It had to be something else, but the question was, what? In a near desperate attempt, Jai pushed against Ash, bucking her hips as best she could against the woman's, and tried to sit up so that she could press her lips to the woman's ribs.
 
Ash had never had anyone find her weak spot before, as she had never given anyone the chance to. She particularly hadn't expected Jai to find her weak point so easily, as they had only been close like this for a very, very short span of time. She looked down at the girl in surprise and she couldn't help but release the other girl's wrists in favor of tangling her fingers into the pretty blonde and brown hair of her lover.

A low moan escaped her lips as she felt Jai's lips against her ribs and she nearly turned to jelly right then and there. For the moment, she completely forgot about the fact that she was always the dominating one in the bedroom. She forgot that she was supposed to be the one that was claiming Jai. Instead, all she could think about was Jai finding more of her little weak points that would make her squirm with the pleasure of it.

She could already feeling the arousal building deep in her core. She couldn't believe how amazingly turned on and just plain amazing that the girl beneath her had managed to make her feel in just one simple action. Perhaps it was because no one had really discovered that weakness of hers before, as no one went to be intimate like this, but she wasn't sure. In her experience, she had mainly just fucked a guy every once and a while and then moved on. She knew, though, that it would be entirely different with Jai. There would be no mindless fucking for them, instead it would definitely be more akin to making love.

"Jai..." she whispered out softly as she tangled her fingers tighter in the girl's hair, not realizing that her reaction to this had pretty much given up her spot as the dominant one. She had managed to get herself on top twice now, but if Jai really wanted to be the one in charge, it was unlikely that she would make the same mistakes as she had before. Unfortunately, Ash was too caught up in what was happening to her body right then that she didn't really realize that mistake she had made in giving in like this.

Her mind was far too preoccupied with her fantasies for her to be fully aware of what was actually happening between them right in that moment, but she really didn't care that much as she clung to Jai.
 
Jai's eyes slid closed with relaxed comfort as she planted soft, tender kisses over the skin of Ash's rib-cage, and a slow smile spread across her lips when she felt the woman release her wrists, gaze looking upward. It was clear by the look on her face alone that Jai had done something right, and the sound of her enjoyment caused Jai to shiver. She'd hit a nerve, a good one clearly, and she felt just the slightest bit of triumph. Jai, one, Ash... well, there was still a lot of catching up to do, but at least there was an actual score. Moving her arms, Jai sat up a little more before she reached around to press her fingers against the warm, smooth skin of the woman's back, her kisses becoming more firm and sensuous as she began to alternate between each side of her ribs.

Feeling the grasp on her hair tighten, Jai looked back up at Ash, her name leaving the woman's lips in that way causing her to hesitate as she shuddered with increased desire. Forcing herself to focus, Jai slid her hands up Ash's back and leaned closer to the woman, concentrating her strength as much as she possibly could in an attempt to turn over and once again take the top position. A soft grunt left her lips as she drew back just long enough to move her hands around to Ash's stomach, and with a firm push, she managed to get the woman both off of her, and onto her back, and Jai moved over immediately afterward to crawl over the woman.

It was time for a bit of payback, a taste of her own medicine really, and Jai started off by pressing herself down against the woman with a slight roll her hips. In follow-up, she leaned back down to resume her teasing, exploiting kisses of Ash's ribs, and as she moved lower, her eyes slid open to peer softly at the scars on the woman's hip. She smiled softly, lovingly, as she shifted just enough so that she could lean down and instead plant tender and affectionate kisses over each scar that she saw, her eyes once against sliding closed as she felt herself relax.
 
Ash couldn't help but let out a low moan as Jai flipped them and she felt the younger woman press down against her. She also couldn't hold back the intense feelings of pleasure that wracked her body as her ribcage was kissed so incessantly. She let out another soft moan as Jai began trailing the kisses lower, unable to believe how incredible this was all feeling. However, she was suddenly struck by the need to be dominant once more, as that was who she was. She knew that she had a few things hidden away in her overnight bag in the other room, but that would require pulling away from the beautiful woman that was caressing her with kisses just then. She then began to wonder if Jai herself had any fun things that would finally give her the upper hand, but she couldn't very well ask about them without giving away her plans to the younger girl, who seemed to like being dominant just as much as Ash did herself.

"I thought I was going to be the one claiming you..." she finally murmured softly, wanting to find a way to get control again. However, she was still rather incapacitated by the amazing feeling of being covered in Jaime's gentle kisses. She could feel herself growing moist with anticipation, her lower regions actually throbbing with the want to be pleasured. There was a part of her that was actually considering reaching down to touch herself, just to fulfill the need for pleasure that she was feeling in that moment.

That very idea actually gave her a thought on how to regain the upper hand with her girl. She forced herself to function through the spikes of pleasure that raced through her as she leaned up some, obviously stronger than Jai was. She slid one hand down the side of Jai's pretty little form, acting as though she was instead just giving the girl a tender caress. Instead, she soon moved her hand to run up the inside of the girl's thigh, which had been spread in order for her to be sitting on top.

Her fingers found their way up into the warmth that was between the other girl's legs and she was almost instantly aroused herself as she realized just how turned on Jai was. However, she forced herself to continue on in order to regain dominance. She soon moved her fingers to rub against the other girl's clitoris, knowing that it should be a sensitive enough spot to practically immobilize her. She only needed to gain control for a moment in order to be on top again, though even that was a bit of a long shot.
 
Unable to help herself from grinning, Jai playfully licked each of Ash's scars, her eyes fixated towards the woman's face so that she could judge her reactions accordingly. Of course, her sounds of enjoyment were clear evidence, but being able to see that she was enjoying herself was just as important, to Jai at least. That, and the fact that it was Ash, and the whole scenario was just too good to be true, far too much like the best dream in the world, and by keeping her eyes on the woman, Jai managed to remain convinced that this wasn't a dream and it was in fact reality, beautiful, wonderful, blissful, perfect, reality.

The words that Ash spoke elicited a soft laugh from Jai as she paused momentarily to lean up and look at her, the smile on her face both genuine and playful. "Claiming?" She repeated. "Here I thought that we were just finally being upfront with each other." She was teasing, yes, but serious too, and both emotions showed in her gaze as she winked and smiled at Ash, her hands softly smoothing over the woman's stomach.

Jai started to lean back in as she felt Ash's hand softly gliding along her side, and her eyelids fluttered slightly with content. She hesitated a moment, thoughtful, and considered being a bit bolder before she shifted slightly to be able to lean down towards a higher region on Ash's front. Her lips hovered over the swell of the woman's skin, and just as she was about to touch down, a strong shiver ran up her spine, caused by the feeling of the woman's fingers so softly tracing up the inside of her thigh. It was as downhill from there, and before Jai even had the opportunity to register what could have happened next, it did, and she shuddered hard.

"Oh..." She gasped, her body seemingly turning into putty when Ash's touched landed on her core, and she all but fell against the woman's chest as her lips pressed down against the base of her breast, the movement so incredibly ungraceful that her teeth grazed the soft arch of skin. A whimper left her throat, followed by a pitched moan, both having been automatic and impossible to withhold.
 
Ash couldn't help but be aroused as she heard Jai's moan of pleasure, though she let out a soft moan of her own as she felt the other girl's lips at the base of her breast. "Yes, claimed... I want to make you mine, love... And I won't stop until I do," she murmured softly as she slowly sat up, easily moving Jai's now relaxed form. She knew how incredible the pleasure could be, so she wasn't actually all that surprised at how easily her girl had succumbed to the pleasure of it. "I can be quite... Persuasive... In my dominance..." she added after a moment as she leaned up to kiss the younger girl, still pushing her back some.

Her fingers had yet to stop moving against the clitoris of the younger girl, knowing that it was causing the pleasure that was required for her to regain dominance. She finally rolled Jai back onto her back, but she made the simple mistake of not climbing back on top of her. Instead, she lay out beside her girl as she continued to move her fingers across her likely throbbing button of pleasure. She leaned in to scatter kisses down Jai's neck, even though she knew that that part of her body wasn't as sensitive as her stomach was. She was suddenly glad that she managed to regain the dominance of the situation, so pleased that she even pulled back from her pleasuring of the girl, wanting to draw it out more.

She slowly trailed her hand up to trace her fingers across Jai's muscular abdomen, her lips still kissing and suckling at the younger girl's neck. She had yet to realize how large of a mistake she had made by both not sitting atop the girl and ceasing the pleasure that was keeping her so immobilized.
 
Her lungs had drastically shrank down in size, leaving Jai with no option but to breathe in fastened, shallow spurts, and the words that Ash spoke sent another shiver up her spine as she pressed her manicured nails into the woman's skin. "I... am yours." She managed to the best of her ability, her eyes struggling to focus. "No making...mmm...necessary. And yes... you really a..." Her voice was cut short by Ash's lips on her own, causing her eyes to close as she leaned closer, firmly pressing her own lips back against the woman's with pure heat and desire.

Her stomach felt like it had been lit on fire from within, as well as her moist region, and when she once again felt her back flatten against her mattress, she sucked in a deep breath. Ash didn't move back over her though, uniquely enough, and the feeling of her soft lips against the skin of her neck caused Jai to shiver and groan softly. It wasn't the weakest point she had by any means, but like any human being, namely women, her neck was still a sensitive region. And then... the immobilizing pleasure ceased, leaving Jai tottering close to the brink of explosion. She blinked, her gaze shifting with surprise and a new desperation, combined with something else.

Though Ash's soft caresses of her stomach, in combination with the teasing of her neck, felt wonderful, truly, she had set something off within Jai, whether she realized it or not, though if she didn't, then she was about to. Dragging her gaze over Ash's back, Jai swallowed hard, one hand moving away from Ash's smooth stomach. Unlike her friend though, she wasted no time whatsoever in reaching down to perform the same exact move that had been enacted on herself, and she bit the insider of her bottom lip when she felt the pooling, heated moisture that had built up on friend's body as well. Distraction set aside though, Jai moved her fingers to rub effectively against Ash's nub as her eyes fell closed and she smiled to herself. The gloves were off now, metaphorically, and just slightly literally.
 
Ash smiled at Jai some as the girl moved, though her eyes soon rolled back in her head some as the pleasure spiked up through her body. A gasp escaped her lips at her girl's sudden touch that practically immobilized her, as she could not believe the arousal that she suddenly felt coursing through her. She could all of a sudden feel her delicate flower that was just beneath her girl's fingers beginning to grow moist with that pleasure. A soft moan escaped her lips and she allowed her head to fall back, forgetting that she had just put herself into a truly compromising position when it came to her maintaining dominance.

She suddenly moved to knot her fingers into the other girl's hair, pulling her close and kissing her passionately, unable to hold back just how very, very much she wanted this. She couldn't deny that the ability to be with the girl that she had always been in love with was more than enticing to her. It was particularly enticing because of the game that they were playing of switching which of them was the dominant one. She had never been with someone who had had such a dominant streak in them, as she had always just automatically been the dominant member of any sexual relationship.

She let out a soft moan into the kiss, though she was still holding Jai's head close to her own, not really allowing her to pull away. She wanted nothing more than to claim and be claimed by this girl, though she certainly wasn't against the intense foreplay that they were sharing.
 
Heart beating rapidly against her ribs, Jai's lungs followed suit, causing her breathing to come in quickened, short rasps. When was the last time she had even done something like this? A year? Possibly more? Not that that mattered in the slightest bit, or affected her in any way. All that mattered was what was going on in that moment, and the way that the sound that left Ash's lips caused her core to thrum with desire and need. A tiny smirk of a smile crept across her lips as she gazed at the woman beside her, taking in every ounce of pleasure that she was feeling and the fact that it was actually her. So many times had Jai day-dreamed about the moment that her feelings would be revealed, but not even in her wildest of fantasies had it ever played out like this. No, this, this was far better.

A gasp of air flooded into her mouth when Ash's fingers grasped her by the hair of the back of her head and their mouths suddenly crashed together. It caused her eyes to fall closed near instantly, and her mouth melted against the woman's, lips hungrily parting to further the intensity. Not a single iota of sensible thought remained in her capability in that moment, and when Ash moaned into her mouth, her body responded immediately, and she gave a soft groan in response.

Her unoccupied arm slid over Ash's side, and slowly, being careful not to break their lip-lock or disrupt her busy hand, Jai turned to lay over the woman. The skin to skin contact in itself was like a lit fuse, leaving her ready to explode into an array of colored sparks at any given moment. From the new position, or rather, returned position, Jai was able to curl her fingers around the side of Ash's neck, caressing the skin softly, tenderly, as she felt her pulse beating against her fingertips. She tilted her head just slightly to allow the kiss to deepen further, causing her hair to fall over one shoulder and create a curtain around one side of her face, and the slight, tickling sensation caused her to smile wider. That, and the fact that she was up to two points now.

Yet, in the midst of the flood of sensations, the incredible teasing and erotic foreplay, and especially the deep affection, Jai's thoughts were roaming to a place they'd never been before. An impulse perhaps, silly and girlish maybe even, but somewhere deep inside of a piece of herself that'd long since locked away, something stirred, awakened. The more she tried to push it off to the side, the stronger it rapped at the bars of her soul, to the point where she just couldn't hold it in any longer.

Slowly, reluctantly, Jai parted her lips from Ash's and sat back a bit, sliding her eyes open slowly as she stilled her fingers and softly slid her hand away from the woman's moist region, instead resting her palm against Ash's ribs. "I love you." She breathed softly, within just enough proximity that her lips brushed against the woman's when she spoke.
 
Ash's eyes widened a bit when she heard those words slide from Jai's mouth. She had only ever heard someone try to tell her that when they were trying to get into her pants or as a joke. She was actually struck silent for a moment as she looked up at the girl, her fingers still tangled up into her girl's hair. She wasn't sure what to say for a moment, but then she knew exactly what it was that she needed to say to the girl that was sitting atop her. However, she wasn't going to actually say it unless she knew it to be a fact, which, as she thought about it more, she knew that she absolutely returned the feelings.

"I love you too, Jai..." she murmured softly before she leaned up slightly to press her lips back to the lips that were only hovering slightly over hers. She slowly slid her arms around her girl's neck, keeping her close to her. She splayed her hands out across Jaime's back, pulling the girl even closer to her as she held her, even though she remained on the bottom. She couldn't help but want to buck up against the girl that was over her, but she forced herself to remain still beneath the other girl.

She couldn't believe all of the feelings that were roiling around within her, as she had never really allowed herself to feel this way before. She had always just been the person to hold back her feelings and avoid getting attached. It was a lot easier to be let down when you didn't get attached to someone. However, now that she was laying in bed with Jai, skin pressed against skin, she knew that she could get attached to this girl. She knew for a fact that she could put her trust in the girl that she had already grown so attached to. She hoped that, for once, she would not end up being left behind. Even if she was, she knew that she would fight with all of her might to keep Jai by her side, even if it meant losing a part of herself in the process.

She finally had the realization that she would do absolutely anything for Jai, even if it would be difficult for her to accomplish. With that knowledge, she knew that all she wanted right then was to be as close with her girl as two people could possibly be. She slowly slid her hands down some and begin lightly massaging the younger girl's breasts, wanting to pleasure her just as much as Jai had already managed to pleasure her.
 
The silence that lasted after she had spoken felt like hours, leaving her heart at all but a stand-still as she waited for the woman's response. Oh god... I just killed it... Stupid, stupid, st... oh... Her lips spread into a warm, wide smile when Ash's response absorbed into her ears, a fluttering sensation forming in her chest with pure, unadulterated happiness, and her eyes slid back closed when their lips once more pressed together. The warmth of her arms around her neck made Jai feel safe, protected, and combined with the kiss, it helped reinforce the woman's response, leaving Jai unable to have any doubts about it. Feeling the tug of her hands against her back, Jai leaned down further, their stomachs pressing together more firmly, skin to skin, scars to scars.

Scars to scars... the realization hit her gently, stirring her thoughts up some. They both had scars, histories, and though she didn't know the reasoning behind Ash's, it didn't much matter. Each of them bore proof that they had been through hell and back, and they were connected on a level far deeper than Jai had even begun to realize at first, a level deep within, to the very depths of their souls. It was wondrous, truly a rare find indeed, and she found herself feeling even more drawn to the woman, if at all possible. Over a year they had known each other, been friends, held secret fantasies about one another, but never in any of that time had either of them really known about the big things, the factors that held the reasons behind who and why they were at that very moment, and it was simply incomprehensible how fast that had changed, like a literal blink of the eye.

A slow shiver crawled along her spine in response to the movement of Ash's hands as she idly thought, her lips still pressed to the girl's. In subconscious response, her own hands pressed smoothly against the base of her ribs, fingers moving in slow, tender circles against her warm, soft skin. A moment more, and Jai's mind went blank, her muscles turning to jelly as she all but fell against Ash, causing her teeth to gently clamp down on the woman's lower lip. "Nnnn..." She whimpered softly from her throat, her tone low and uneven, and her nails bit into Ash's skin.
 
Ash couldn't help but smile as Jai slumped against her, knowing that she had now regained her ability for dominance. She continued to gently massage her girl's lovely breasts before she moved to roll them back over once more. She leaned down and pressed her lips against Jai's, unable to keep away from her for very long. She was absolutely intoxicated by her girl's kisses and she knew that she would never be able to go long without them. She continued her massaging of the breasts beneath her, though she soon began trailing her fingers lower on her body. She lightly traced her finger tips over the scars that graced the slim torso of her love, still loving Jai no matter what scars she bore. Sure, the scars were ugly to some, but Ash managed to see the beauty in them, especially since they were on the beauty that was beneath her.

"I love you so much..." she whispered softly as her lips trailed away from Jai's lips. She began kissing along her jaw and down her neck some, though she paused right by her ear to whisper those words. She gently kissed her way down her girl's neck, biting softly at a few places to leave marks. However, she was careful enough in her marking that she kept them low enough that Jai could easily hide them for the next few days. She allowed her fingers to begin trailing lower on her body, now tracing her fingers over Jaime's hips and the tops of her thighs. She was making certain that she kept herself kneeling above the girl, as she didn't want to crush her at all.

"Tell me how you want it, baby..." she whispered against Jai's collarbone as her fingers finally slid lower. She slowly trailed her fingers up the inside of one of the girl's thighs. As she reached the top of her thigh, she just barely allowed the tips of her fingers to brush along the delicate flower that was placed betwixt her girls legs. She continued her light teasing as she waited for her answer, her fingers every once and a while brushing along the nub of pleasure that was located at the top of the flower that she was growing to be rather fond of.
 
The shifting of positions was something that hardly even registered in Jai's mind, she being far too distracted and preoccupied by the lips against hers and soft hands caressing her chest. Never, not once in her life, had anything that escalated to this level ever been even fractionally comparable. Never once had it been so passionate, or romantic, or incredibly needed. Yes, needed. Her hands slid from Ash's ribs slowly, working along her sides and around to the backs of her shoulders, where she pressed her palms down and splayed her fingers, wanting nothing less than to have Ash as close to her as physically possible.

She shivered gently as she felt Ash's fingers deviate, causing her desire to increase even further, especially when the lips that were so tastefully welcome upon her own shifted as well. A soft rush of air entered her lungs shakily when she heard those words in her ear, felt her fingers grazing softly upon her stomach, causing her own fingertips to press into Ash's back just a little more firmly. Swallowing hard, she bit back a groan when she felt the girl's teeth on her neck, it sending a flood of heat coursing through her body. "I love you too..." She managed in a soft voice, her head tilting back some to accommodate Ash and better open her breathing passage.

Their bodies weren't quite touching anymore, not in the same way that they had been anyway, and she felt a strange sensation as if the lack of weight pressing down on her was going to leave her room to float off into space. Her nails dug just slightly, softly into the skin of Ash's shoulders as Jai again took in a deep breath, a shiver rippling through her body so strongly in response to the soft, teasing touch and the leading words that it was visible. It was impossible for her to keep still at that point, her teeth biting down on the inside of her lower lip, threatening to break skin, as she tried to slide closer, her hips begging to twitch. "Please..." The word left her lips in a desperate plea, soft, airy. "Anything, I don't care, I just... I need you..." She begged, her eyes cracking open to look down dizzily at her woman, a pitched gasp filling her lungs as she felt one of the soft, teasing brushed against her bud, causing her insides to all but squirm. "Hhhuh..." She moaned softly, willing her neck muscles to wake up enough that she lifted hear to peer downwards. "Ash... please..."
 
Ash actually flinched when Jai pressed her hands onto her back. She knew that the girl would be able to feel the hatched scars that were laid into her back. She had been careful to keep them hidden before, as she had worried about the questions that she would be bombarded with. She had no issues revealing the scars on her torso to her girl, but the ones on her back were personal. They were her personal reminder of the mistakes that she had made and what had had to be done because of it. They were her own burden to bear and she did not want to force Jai into learning about that. Especially since, in learning the reason behind her scars, her girl might run from her and she would absolutely be at even more risk than she already was.

She finally regained her state of mind and resumed kissing along Jai's jaw and neck, hoping that the girl beneath her hadn't noticed her flinch or her sudden pause. She began moving her fingers once more, this time with a bit more force. She wanted nothing more than to feel Jai writing beneath her in pleasure and she had every intention of drawing that out of this girl. She smiled a bit as her girl begged for a release and she couldn't help but feel her own arousal from the noises that were escaping the younger girl's lips.

Suddenly, she decided that it was time to give her girl what she wanted. She figured that it might as well be now, as the pleasure would certainly distract Jai if she had felt Ash flinch above her. She plunged one, followed by two fingers into her girl's delicate and needy folds. She slowly began to kiss lower, lightly taking a nipple between her lips and suckling at it. However, she continued on her path down the girl's body before she was finally scattering kisses along her hips.

Without any warning, she plunged lower and kiss her girls sweet bud that was hardened with her arousal. She began to flick her tongue over it, wanting to stimulate Jai more than she ever had been before. She also acted as she did because it meant that her girl's hands could no longer easily rest on her back.
 
Jai's brow furrowed just slightly as her fingers pressed into the backs of her shoulders, roaming just slightly and very slowly as she felt the smoothness of Ash's skin morph into slightly rough, swollen, indented skin. More scars? It seemed they had even more in common, but at the same time Jai couldn't help but feel even more curious. It was one thing that she had had the bullet scars on her stomach, but what she was just barely able to feel on her back was far, far different. What could possibly have done that to her? Who could have? Why? The temptation to ask was overbearing, and the more she tried to shift her arms so that she could get a better feel, especially when she felt Ash hesitate, the stronger the urge got, even despite the chills that running up and down her body from every touch and kiss that Ash laid upon her.

"Ash..." She said softly, inquisition in her tone as she lifted her head a little bit. She breathed in deeply, slowly, and as she parted her lips to finish her question, her body twitched under the sudden pressure she felt from Ash's fingers, and the desire to ask immediately subsided. The air hitched in her throat as her head fell back against her mattress with a dull thud, and her own fingers pressed more firmly into the backs of Ash's shoulder-blades. She forced the air back into her lungs and pushed her eyes to open, willing herself to maintain some semblance of her own self-control as she started to feel it slipping fast through her grasp, and just as she was sure she had started to reel herself back together, her heart seized and stomach twisted.

"Uhh...!" The sound left her lips breathlessly at an increased level of volume as she pressed up against Ash, heat rushing throughout every vessel in her body. Instantly, she was doubly aroused, her stomach feeling tighter and lungs feeling as if they'd shrunken down to a comical size, and her nails dug gently into the back's of her woman's shoulder-blades as she desperately tried to maintain a hold on gravity. Nothing, not one thing ever, even remotely compared, and it was next to impossible to keep her eyes on anything but the backs of her eyelids. God, there was going to be nothing left of her but a heap of jelly if things kept up like this, even more so when she felt the sensational warmth of Ash's lips against her breast, and she bit down on her bottom lip forcefully to stifle the groan that formed in her throat.

Short-lived as it was though, the attempt at holding a low volume and trying to maintain herself was completely gone when Ashe's lips fell over her stomach, reaching over the planes of her heated, sweat-moistened skin to her hips, causing Jai to shiver so strongly that her back arched beneath her. She breathed out shakily, shallowly, every muscle in her body tense, and what came next was so sudden and unexpected that Jai cried out, her arms dropping down against her sides and fingers clenching against the sheets she was sprawled out over. "Ohgod...!"

Never, ever, had anyone done that. Not once. She knew about it, of course she did, and she'd never had the nerve to ask for it, and as such no one had ever taken it upon themselves to place their mouth anywhere below her breasts really. She'd been bold and brave enough to take her lips south in previous escapades, sure, but the favor had never been returned, and the sudden, new, sensation was so incredible that the air completely escaped her lungs, every nerve in her body catching flame and yielding a deep burn so hot that she felt her body tensing and trembling instantly. Her eyes rolled back, chin tilting up toward the ceiling as she moved her arms to knot her fingers through Ash's hair, and heat and pressure built up so unbearably fast and strong it quite literally felt like a nuclear bomb went off from deep within the core of her body, causing Jai to cry out loudly as she felt her body convulse from the inside, toes curling, muscles clenched so hard that they shook, and her hips bucked from the force of it all as the smoke from the explosion could escape from the roots off her flower.
 
Ash couldn't help but smile as she felt Jai grow incredibly tense beneath her, though she did not stop the movement of her fingers or her tongue until the girl had started to calm down once more. She slowly slid her fingers free and pulled her lips away, leaning up to smile some at Jai. She was amazed at how beautiful her girl was, especially when she was overcome with such intense feelings of pleasure. She had never seen someone let themselves go into the ecstasy quite like that and it only made her love this girl even more than she already did.

She slowly began to move from where she was kneeling on the bed and crawled forward to lay beside her girl. She lay out on her stomach, reaching up to turn on the little lamp that was on the bedside table. "Let me see your beautiful face..." she murmured softly before moving to lightly kiss Jai. She was happy now that there was a bit of light in the room, as it allowed her to see all of the beauty of the girl that she had just pleasured beyond her wildest dreams.

What she didn't realize, though, was what she had revealed in turning on the lamp. Due to the lighting, and the fact that she was on her stomach, all of the scars on her back practically gleamed in the light. It was obvious that they were a different color than her skin, though there was also something truly different about these as well. They almost seemed to shimmer in the light, as though they had been made by something that was not entirely of this world. Her scars appeared to be nothing more than hatch marks, like if she had done them herself with a razor. However, they were formed into the shape of a pair of wings and they definitely gave off an unearthly shine in the light.

"I love you..." she whispered softly as she pulled back from the kiss to look down into Jai's eyes. She was completely unaware of what she had just revealed to the girl. This meant that she was equally unaware of the fact that she would soon have to make a choice. She would have to choose whether to reveal the true nature of all of her scars or lie about them to the girl that she loved more than she even loved herself.
 
Panting softly, Jaime forced her eyes to crack open as she slowly relaxed in the aftermath, her fingers slowly loosening from Ash's hair as her muscles turned to jelly. She groaned airily when Ash moved back, a soft sigh escaping her lips as a smile curved up on them, and her gaze hazily peered after the woman as she turned her head to press her cheek against the cool sheets. A feeling of emptiness started in the pit of her stomach as looked over at Ash, the lack of their bodies touching leaving her skin feeling cool and needy, and her eyes squinted shut when the light suddenly broke out in the air, stinging her gaze like a lazer-beam.

Her smile grew when Ash's spoke, cheeks flushing slowly and lightly, and she all but melted when the woman's lips pressed so lovingly against her own. God, she had never been made to feel so wanted, so appreciated, so truly accepted in her life, and the flood of it all at once left her in a heady, gooey haze as she grinned softly, her eyes peering up at the woman with adoration. "I love you too." She murmured, lifting her hand to gently stroke Ash's hair back from her face before she turned onto her side to take in the breathtaking view beside her.

Her smile melted away slowly, shifting into a soft, slight frown as if in slow motion as she looked upon the scars on Ash's back, and Jaime reached to very lightly trail her fingers over them, tracing the marred skin softly and tentatively, with great care. They were so strange looking, truly like nothing she had ever seen in her life, and she had seen a fair bit of scars and wounds, especially given the things she had been through in her life. But these scars... they were perfect almost, complete mirrors of each other on either side of Ash's back, and the way that the skin had healed, the broad shift of color, the way the light hit them... Her brows knitted together with curiosity and concern, eyes reluctantly moving away from her back to instead look deeply into Ash's, searching her gaze. "Who did this... how, why?" She asked in a soft, whispered voice.
 
Ash let out a soft sound at Jai's question and she broke her gaze from the other girl's. She allowed her head to fall against the bed some, her forehead resting against the cool sheets. She was silent for a long time, as she had to actually think about how she wanted to go about telling her girl what had happened to her. She knew that, were she to tell the truth, it would be a very lengthy explanation. However, she decided that that would be better than lying to the girl that she loved so much. True, telling Jai the truth would put her in danger, but then again, so could lying to her. It could be particularly problematic if someone thought she knew something when she didn't and killed her because of it. At least if she knew something she would be able to protect herself a bit.

"I'm not what I seem to be... I'm not from around here... And I don't just mean the fact that I am from France. I am... Not from this world," she murmured softly, still not raising her head from the sheets. She fell silent for a moment, wanting to give Jai a chance to really think through what she had just told her. However, she suddenly wanted to just pour out her heart to the girl that was lying beside her. She had never told anyone her story after what had happened to her and she really, really wanted to finally reveal her secrets to someone that cared about her.

"I got the scars on my hip first... From three bullets..." she murmured as she finally lifted her head from the sheets, turning to look over at Jai. She met the girl's gaze evenly, her terror in revealing this shown clearly in her eyes. She wanted to tell Jai, sure, but she was still afraid that she would be left, as it had happened before. "I was a Seraph... And I fell in love with a human... A man back in a small town in France. I revealed myself to him, but he panicked. He had been told long ago by the church that any angels that appeared on earth were the devil. So he shot me. I fled," she explained softly before having to take a break. Her breathing was actually beginning to pick up from the story, as it had been a long time since she had really given it much thought.

"I returned to my home... But I was immediately caught by the guards... I had broken a sacred rule by revealing myself to a mortal that had no higher purpose. My wings were clipped... And the Archangels did this to my back as my reminder for the rest of my life of what I had done to fall from grace..." she muttered, her voice much lower now as she finished her tale. However, there was one final piece of the puzzle that she needed to give. That piece was what she actually was and before she uttered it, she turned once more to look deeply into Jai's ocean blue eyes.

"I am Fallen..." she whispered.
 
Jai's brows furrowed heavily as she leaned closer to Ash when the woman turned to look away from her, her frown deepening, and she moved to press closer, trying to offer as much comfort as she possibly could. When at first Ash began speaking, Jai listened intently, her mind reeling slowly over the million worst case scenarios that could have left her lips, but none, not a single one, even went within an ocean of proximity to just what exactly Ash said. What?

Her eyes went slightly wide, rounded, lips pressed together loosely in a thin line as the words slowly sank in, not fully absorbing though. Out of instinct, she nodded slowly when Ash continued, and when the woman's eyes finally met hers, Jai shivered. She, of all people, knew that look all too well, far more well than she wanted to for sure. Only someone who had been through something so awful, something so terrifying and threatening, could possibly give that look; and not even actors ever portrayed it perfectly, not to Jai at least. But that look... It screamed truth, and Jai was just trying to make head or tail. Seraph... she knew that word... somehow. It was something to do with angels or gods or something, that much she was fully aware of, and it was confirmed as she continued to listen silently, her lips parting to dangle just a slight crack open.

Her hand had lifted slightly from Ash's back when she had began speaking, instead hovering just slightly above her skin as Jai merely stared at her, and she felt her heart twist as she saw how worked up the woman was getting by telling her this... this... story. She was fairly convinced that the fast paced, rabid thoughts forming and spinning around within the confines of her mind were going to give her a migraine within just a mere number of seconds, but when Ash looked up, her eyes catching her own with such a deep, broken, fearful gaze, Jai felt as if her heart was going to shatter with empathy and care, and she frowned slowly as she listened.

Silence filled the air, holding strong for a good half a minute as Jaime could only stare back into Ash's eyes, unblinking, surprisingly even breathing. But when the air thinned enough to breathe again, Jaime let her hand slowly and softly rest against Ash's back, fingers softly tracing the horrible scars as she held Ash's gaze and moved to scoot closer. With her free hand, she reached to cup Ash's face in her palm, lips trembling slightly as she tried to find the right words to say, but she had nothing, nothing witty at least. "I love you." She murmured softly under head breath, eyes searching Ash's deeply. "I believe you... and... I'm sorry... I can't even begin to imagine..." She still couldn't find the words, but she needed to, wanted to, desperately.

"You haven't fallen though..." She murmured softly as she pressed closer. "Not to me, not in my eyes. You're stunning, radiant... The most caring person I have ever met... No one has ever made me feel like this before, like I matter... Like I don't have to be someone to do so... I feel safe, and loved, and proctected... And you... I love you."
 
Ash couldn't even begin to form words after what Jai had said to her. She actually felt her eyes brimming with tears, though she held them back until she actually couldn't anymore. She felt the tears spilling over her lids as she looked down at her girl and she tried to blink them away as quickly as she could. She couldn't help but slowly roll onto her side so that she was better able to look over at her girl, though she simply could not keep her hands off of her. She finally pulled Jai into a tight embrace, burying her face in the side of her girl's neck as she held her there. "I love you too... And thank you..." she whispered softly as she clung to the younger girl. She was actually trembling some as she lay there, her body practically reliving the experience that she had been through.

[[Time skip - 1 month later]]

Ash had taken to staying over at Jai's house every night for the past month. In fact, she had practically almost moved in with the girl that she was so incredibly smitten with. She was actually incredibly worried about her girl, as she seemed like she had grown more and more paranoid as the days had passed. Of course, she knew that there actually was reason for her to be worried, but she was also a little bothered by how afraid Jai was beginning to get. She felt that everyone was doing everything that they possibly could to protect the girl, yet she was still living as though someone was about to come and snatch her up before any of them would be able to do a thing about it.

She was standing in the kitchen of the decently sized apartment fixing breakfast that morning before they had to head out for work. She looked up at the clock some and let out a soft sigh, knowing that she should head back into the bedroom before Jai woke up. She had made it a strong habit of being there every morning when Jai woke up to try and reassure her that she was still there. She finished up the pancakes that she had been making and slid them into the oven to keep them warm. She then made her way into the bedroom and sprawled out beside her lover's sleeping form.

"Hey..." she murmured softly as she pulled Jai into her arms, lightly kissing the back of her neck as she did so. "How did you sleep love?" she then asked softly, as she had made a habit of that as well. She wanted Jai to know every morning that it was her arms that she was being pulled into, instead of the man who was potentially stalking her.
 
"Keith, Keith, Keith..." The cold voice echoed slowly from within the shadows of the street, followed by the clucking of his tongue thrice. "I've got some bad news I'm afraid."

Within the streetlight, a man dressed in plain jeans and a white crew-neck t-shirt stood beside a little girl, their hands clasped together between their sides, while their free hands idly grasped ice cream cones. The hour was late, especially evident by the lack of light in the black sky. "Daddy?" The girl, with long blonde locks and bright blue eyes, clad in a matching outfit to the man, peered up at him. "What was that?"

The man swallowed, shaking his head gently as he gave the girl's hand a soft squeeze. "Shh, Jaime-bug," he murmured softly before looking around wearily. Footsteps echoed from around them, slow and calculated, unnerving, and the girl pressed closer to the man's side when an audible clicking noise was heard.

A cool chuckle resounded, and slowly, three dark figures formed from the shadows. "We've been given a little bit of word about you, Keith." That same voice spoke again. "And it's just too bad. I mean, after all, you're such a great guy." An echo of snorts of disapproval. The girl gripped her father's hand more tightly. "Daddy?" She pleaded in a soft voice, blue hues shifting back and forth from her father to the three approaching individuals. "I'm scared..."

"Shhh," he urged, his tone a bit more firm as he moved to shift his stance just slightly in front of the young girl, eyes narrowing some as he looked on. "You can tell Desmond I send my regards. Now if you don't mind, there is a child present, and I'd really rather not."

"Oh, but we really rather would."

In a roll of darkness, the girl was held back by a single, brooding man, tears staining her reddened cheeks as she watched her father lie curled on the ground, groaning with pain as the two remaining figures towered over him. "I'd say I'm sorry it has to be like this," a voice muttered coldly, something dark and metallic glinting in his hand. "But really, I'm not." An audible click caused the girl to twitch, and the sudden boom that filled the air caused her to lurch...

"Daddy!" Jai's voice left her throat hoarsely, her form tense and slightly sweat bidden as she jerked backward into the arms around her, teary eyes flying wide open. She breathed in and out deeply, slowly forcing herself to relax as she felt the comfort of Ash's embrace, and the woman's words so softly reached her ears. "Oh..." She mumbled, moving her arms to lightly grip Ash's. "Morning..."

Sliding her eyes closed slowly, she willed herself to be calm, to be relaxed, to be easy and comfortable. The effort was taxing, incredibly so, but slowly, surely, she started to feel the tension leave her nerves as she fell quiet, simply scooting back to press herself against her beloved. Sliding her eyes closed, she breathed out slowly, softly, sliding her hands across Ash's arms to intertwine their hands together tightly. "I slept okay," she murmured as she tilted her head back slightly to try and peer at her.

"I'm waking up, I feel it in my bones, just to make my systems go!"

Jai jerked near violently as her cell phone screamed from the bedside table, fingers gripping into Ash's for a split second before recognition hit, and she groaned softly before she reached out to snatch it, tapping the answer button on the screen and shoving the phone up to her ear. "What do you want Pratt?" She mumbled into the phone as she pressed against Ash with a sigh.

"Put Ash on. Now."

Jai blinked, silent for a moment. "Uh... you wanna try that again?"

"Do it. Now. It's urgent."

Jai rolled her eyes, heaving a sigh as she moved the phone away from her ear, she turned jsut enough to look more clearly back at her woman. "It's for you."
 
Ash was a lot more relaxed when the phone went off, so she tried her best to hold her girl close and keep her as calm as possible. She arched an eyebrow in surprise, though, when she was alerted to the fact that the call was for her. She instantly became worried that something had happened because, generally, anyone who wanted to contact her would have just called her own phone, instead of going through Jai's to reach her. She nodded some and took the phone before slipping from the bed. "There are pancakes in the oven," she mouthed to her girl with a small smile before she walked out of the room and towards the living room.

"What is it?" she asked into the phone, her voice instantly growing business-like. She had a tendency of sounding very warm and loving whenever she was talking to Jai, but that could change in an instant to shift into her usual tone of voice.

She made her way into the living room and sat perched on the couch, almost like she was preparing herself to feel the need to spring from where it was that she was sitting. She stared directly ahead of her as she waited for Pratt's answer on the other end of the line, as she had heard his voice when Jai had answered the phone. "Has something happened?" she finally asked again, her worry finally beginning to show at the edges of her voice. It was quite apparent that she was terrified that something had happened and that Jai would now be in even more danger than she already was.

She had absolutely no idea that what she was about to hear would probably cause her entire world to fall apart around her.
 
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