YellowSmoke
Super-Earth
- Joined
- Jun 15, 2013
- Location
- UK
RE: Forbidden (Prince of Smut x YellowSmoke)
How will you know what love is if you don't know what lust is?
For all that Maddy felt she could discern the two, those words still set off small bomb in her young mind. She could tell them apart - she could - but it was true that she had never really felt either before. Surely lust did raise its head but always the whack-a-mole hammer came down upon it and when it popped up somewhere else, the hammer was waiting again. Only how long could Maddy play that game?
Slowly the corners of her mouth curled upwards at Kristina's joke, almost reluctantly so, and her blue-grey eyes flicked open to fall upon those of her new friend's. Whatever could be said about the girl being direct and immodest, she funny and the little redhead in her quaint pajamas was finding herself continually surprised at how much she enjoyed her company. She was like a breath of fresh air, only her gusts carried debris and Madison could not tell if they were gifts or dangers. She was smart too... perhaps too smart. Maddy wondered if her insightfulness came from her European heritage or her constant moving from place to place. She must have met and seen a lot of different people and though a large part of her wished she could, Madison couldn't make herself oppose her point of view.
She had closed her eyes again and let the comfort of darkness behind closed eyes, her pillow and Kristina's soothingly accented voice caress her, but slowly they opened again at that last question, large and vulnerable somehow. She didn't know if masturbation counted as a sin or not - though she knew some people said it was - and it was not a conversation she felt comfortable approaching her parents with... or anyone for that matter. Kristina had asked though and she couldn't not reply. That would be rude and unfriendly.
"I have," she said softly and slowly - uncomfortably - though the brightness and warmth in the other girl's face made such discomfort seem absurd and an unexpected giggle fluttered up Madison's throat and curled her lips into a gentle smile as it passed them. She couldn't bring herself to say any more, at least not without a little friendly encouragement.
How will you know what love is if you don't know what lust is?
For all that Maddy felt she could discern the two, those words still set off small bomb in her young mind. She could tell them apart - she could - but it was true that she had never really felt either before. Surely lust did raise its head but always the whack-a-mole hammer came down upon it and when it popped up somewhere else, the hammer was waiting again. Only how long could Maddy play that game?
Slowly the corners of her mouth curled upwards at Kristina's joke, almost reluctantly so, and her blue-grey eyes flicked open to fall upon those of her new friend's. Whatever could be said about the girl being direct and immodest, she funny and the little redhead in her quaint pajamas was finding herself continually surprised at how much she enjoyed her company. She was like a breath of fresh air, only her gusts carried debris and Madison could not tell if they were gifts or dangers. She was smart too... perhaps too smart. Maddy wondered if her insightfulness came from her European heritage or her constant moving from place to place. She must have met and seen a lot of different people and though a large part of her wished she could, Madison couldn't make herself oppose her point of view.
She had closed her eyes again and let the comfort of darkness behind closed eyes, her pillow and Kristina's soothingly accented voice caress her, but slowly they opened again at that last question, large and vulnerable somehow. She didn't know if masturbation counted as a sin or not - though she knew some people said it was - and it was not a conversation she felt comfortable approaching her parents with... or anyone for that matter. Kristina had asked though and she couldn't not reply. That would be rude and unfriendly.
"I have," she said softly and slowly - uncomfortably - though the brightness and warmth in the other girl's face made such discomfort seem absurd and an unexpected giggle fluttered up Madison's throat and curled her lips into a gentle smile as it passed them. She couldn't bring herself to say any more, at least not without a little friendly encouragement.