Temptrianna
Supernova
- Joined
- Oct 19, 2011
- Location
- Texas
Azreal nodded to his words. “She is and at first it was tough for me to accept her just because of her looks alone. She reminded me so much of Alena. They could have doubled as twins any day. Alena and I grew up together. We were neighbors and went to school together. I fell in love with her in kindergarten and swore I would marry her one day. By high school we were dating and we got into the lifestyle together. She was my very first slave and my most prized possession. As years pasted she got deeper into the scene and met this other Dominant who wanted to play with her. They talked for a year and I finally allowed them to play. I was still learning so I didnt know the danger I was putting her in. They went out to play on a Saturday night in August, August 17th to be exact. I found out the next morning that during the play she had suffocated during an intense total sensory deprivation scene involving water torture. It killed me. I wanted to kill the sorry bastard for what he had taken from me but my friends kept me away from him and so he was arrested for her murder. He still rots in jail but its not good enough for me still. I wanted to die and I tried suicide but Alexis brother stopped me and saved me. I didnt think I would ever love again and I didnt think I could face the lifestyle again. I sure wasnt up for trusting anyone else ever again either. A year later Alexis came into my life. Her brother had been one of my close friends who had kept me sane. She fell for me the first day she saw me. I had gone to his house to talk to him about a few things and didnt know she was there. I couldnt help being interested in her as well but the fact she looked nearly identical to Alena made her haunt me all the more. I wanted her but I was afraid in the same sense. She pushed the issue to her brother until he finally trapped me with her. He already had her trained in the lifestyle and had been her protector since she became mature. Things just fell into place from there. She pushed me and coaxed me back to love and to the lifestyle. Before her I never gave a shit about any of the girls around me. I used them and then tossed them to the side. They were just a tool to ease my sexual ache and then move on to the next while I swam in a numb existence. So I can relate to your not wanting to trust. It took me a while to learn to trust but still I am careful in who I trust and I am careful who I allow to play with my girls, especially Alexis. I blame myself for what happened even today. But I know Alena would not want me sad and depressed. I moved on because of that knowledge and because of Alexis determination to make me happy and help me move on. I owe everything to her." he told him as he took a shot of bourbon to wash away the memory which still stung a bit.
“As far as how to get close to Trista, let it come naturally. She will guide you and help you but just show interest in her. Cuddle and love on her and let her lead in some means. She will tell you if she is not ready for something. However I can guarantee once you claim her even if its just her mouth, you will no longer see her as a child but see the woman she is.” he grinned as he gave him a wink. “ Tonight give her some after care of sorts. Cuddle and watch tv together and keep her close to you so she knows that even though you are still hurt inside that you are still interested and not pushing her to the side for now. Open up and talk to her. TAlk about each other and learn one another. It doesn't have to be a talk about pasts or about BDSM just simply talk to one another and open the line of communication. If things go further then just kissing and cuddling then let it. If it feels right and natural then go for it and everything else will fall into place. Maybe even take a shower with her and let her wash you. I know that is something every woman slave or not enjoys.” he smiled at him as he then looked to see Alexis and Trista walking out of the bedroom to join them again. Alexis moved to his side as Trista moved to Nathan's side.
As Nathan mentioned him being an uncle, he nodded and smiled “yes though the main reason I am heading up there tonight is to support her weak subbie of a husband” he chuckled as Mark had never been the one to take pressure at all. With that he gave Trista a hug and then gathered his stuff and Alexis and headed out.
Trista gave both Alexis and Azreal a hug and a kiss on the cheek and thanked them for coming by then watched them leave. Part of her was sad to see them go but part was also happy as it meant alone time with Nathan. However she wasnt sure how things would go with him now. As he approached her to kiss her she smiled and kissed him back passionately. God how she loved this man and hated to see him hurt. As he pulled away and asked her about food she sighed a bit and shrugged. “Im up for whatever. You can order pizza if you like. Im not really hungry right now though” she said softly as she curled her arms around his waist and looked up at him lovingly yet still she held back some as she was afraid to push him right now. Hearing him say he was alright in continuing the BDSM she was unsure. She understood his fear and because of it she was not fully confident in moving forward. Taking a minute she gathered her thoughts before she responded. “Nathan I would love to continue but only if you are ready to do so. I dont want to push you and I dont want to hurt you in any way. I understand your need for safety and I respect it and agree. I know we can still enjoy the kinky lifestyle and still be safe as long as we pay full attention to each other and learn each other better like Azreal and Alexis are. But once again I dont want to continue on anything until I know for sure you are okay and ready to do so. I can wait. I have waited this long so waiting longer will not kill me so I leave it in your hands to decide how we proceed.” she said as she leaned up to whisper “i love you” against his lips as she kissed him gently and then pulled away so he could respond. In her reply she had fully submitted to his will as she knew she should do if she wanted to pursue her role as his slave. She did it on purpose as she wanted him to know how much she trusted him and how willing she was to follow his lead. It was the first step of such a relationship and if she couldnt give up enough control to wait if he said wait then there was no real reason to continue anyways as Alexis had told her.
“As far as how to get close to Trista, let it come naturally. She will guide you and help you but just show interest in her. Cuddle and love on her and let her lead in some means. She will tell you if she is not ready for something. However I can guarantee once you claim her even if its just her mouth, you will no longer see her as a child but see the woman she is.” he grinned as he gave him a wink. “ Tonight give her some after care of sorts. Cuddle and watch tv together and keep her close to you so she knows that even though you are still hurt inside that you are still interested and not pushing her to the side for now. Open up and talk to her. TAlk about each other and learn one another. It doesn't have to be a talk about pasts or about BDSM just simply talk to one another and open the line of communication. If things go further then just kissing and cuddling then let it. If it feels right and natural then go for it and everything else will fall into place. Maybe even take a shower with her and let her wash you. I know that is something every woman slave or not enjoys.” he smiled at him as he then looked to see Alexis and Trista walking out of the bedroom to join them again. Alexis moved to his side as Trista moved to Nathan's side.
As Nathan mentioned him being an uncle, he nodded and smiled “yes though the main reason I am heading up there tonight is to support her weak subbie of a husband” he chuckled as Mark had never been the one to take pressure at all. With that he gave Trista a hug and then gathered his stuff and Alexis and headed out.
Trista gave both Alexis and Azreal a hug and a kiss on the cheek and thanked them for coming by then watched them leave. Part of her was sad to see them go but part was also happy as it meant alone time with Nathan. However she wasnt sure how things would go with him now. As he approached her to kiss her she smiled and kissed him back passionately. God how she loved this man and hated to see him hurt. As he pulled away and asked her about food she sighed a bit and shrugged. “Im up for whatever. You can order pizza if you like. Im not really hungry right now though” she said softly as she curled her arms around his waist and looked up at him lovingly yet still she held back some as she was afraid to push him right now. Hearing him say he was alright in continuing the BDSM she was unsure. She understood his fear and because of it she was not fully confident in moving forward. Taking a minute she gathered her thoughts before she responded. “Nathan I would love to continue but only if you are ready to do so. I dont want to push you and I dont want to hurt you in any way. I understand your need for safety and I respect it and agree. I know we can still enjoy the kinky lifestyle and still be safe as long as we pay full attention to each other and learn each other better like Azreal and Alexis are. But once again I dont want to continue on anything until I know for sure you are okay and ready to do so. I can wait. I have waited this long so waiting longer will not kill me so I leave it in your hands to decide how we proceed.” she said as she leaned up to whisper “i love you” against his lips as she kissed him gently and then pulled away so he could respond. In her reply she had fully submitted to his will as she knew she should do if she wanted to pursue her role as his slave. She did it on purpose as she wanted him to know how much she trusted him and how willing she was to follow his lead. It was the first step of such a relationship and if she couldnt give up enough control to wait if he said wait then there was no real reason to continue anyways as Alexis had told her.