greg grey
Star
- Joined
- Mar 20, 2013
Feeling her pull me more tightly too her, and her leg wrapping around me, i feel more and more enveloped by her.
oh my god what am i doing..? i think, as shame washes over me again. The humiliation is near crippling, but not strong enough to stop me. I continue to suckle, to feed, feeling as if - it can't be, can it? - that her breast is growing, swelling, even as i lay here below it. The thought of that alone is terrifyingly arousing: that she would grow even now, with me dwindling below her. oh god...
She continues to whisper to me, humming and purring tender encouragements. She talks of my old life, of our new life together. She talks of all the things she can do for me, all she can provide. i don't need to be a man anymore, i barely need to be human....and in this moment, in my this delirium of milk and flesh, i am willing. All the things she can do...
That is too much...it strikes a chord deeper than i knew i had. The though of giving up everything...even my own consciousness...lord almighty...
I knew, from my studies of the virus, the Program, that as the endgame
approached, this would begin to happen. A mental link will form, soon, between us...she is, already i feel, preternaturally tuned to my feelings and emotions. At some point, though, she will begin to be able to read my thoughts. And then - as i become more dependent on her she will be able to give me thoughts, alter my thoughts, speak to me without words. Finally, she will be in control. In full control of my mind and consciousness. It will be a plaything to her, open and malleable; then, I will be completely hers.
Again, this is too much. What was once a horrifying, unimaginable thought is now - in this moment, at my weakest - unbelievably arousing. I cannot comprehend why but i want it, i want my mind to be hers...oh god, she must never know this...but i can't help myself...
With her words i begin to rut, weakly, up into the big leg she has wrapped over me, her thigh...
oh my god what am i doing..? i think, as shame washes over me again. The humiliation is near crippling, but not strong enough to stop me. I continue to suckle, to feed, feeling as if - it can't be, can it? - that her breast is growing, swelling, even as i lay here below it. The thought of that alone is terrifyingly arousing: that she would grow even now, with me dwindling below her. oh god...
"Such a good boy you are, such a good boy...'
She continues to whisper to me, humming and purring tender encouragements. She talks of my old life, of our new life together. She talks of all the things she can do for me, all she can provide. i don't need to be a man anymore, i barely need to be human....and in this moment, in my this delirium of milk and flesh, i am willing. All the things she can do...
"...And, Mommy will think for you..."
That is too much...it strikes a chord deeper than i knew i had. The though of giving up everything...even my own consciousness...lord almighty...
I knew, from my studies of the virus, the Program, that as the endgame
approached, this would begin to happen. A mental link will form, soon, between us...she is, already i feel, preternaturally tuned to my feelings and emotions. At some point, though, she will begin to be able to read my thoughts. And then - as i become more dependent on her she will be able to give me thoughts, alter my thoughts, speak to me without words. Finally, she will be in control. In full control of my mind and consciousness. It will be a plaything to her, open and malleable; then, I will be completely hers.
Again, this is too much. What was once a horrifying, unimaginable thought is now - in this moment, at my weakest - unbelievably arousing. I cannot comprehend why but i want it, i want my mind to be hers...oh god, she must never know this...but i can't help myself...
"...And, Mommy will think for you..."
With her words i begin to rut, weakly, up into the big leg she has wrapped over me, her thigh...