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Collared by a necklace (Payne/Ookami)

Fen could sense her opposition to the idea faltering, her arms loosening and her body relaxing a bit upon hearing that he wasn’t actually going to sexually mate her. He couldn’t offer anything less, he’d made his terms clear and been more than a bit conceding. “You won’t get sick, and I promise I’ll make it worth your while” he cooed softly brushing a paw over her arm before she finally released her hold on him. The words that followed, causing Fen’s heart to start racing with excitement, though the only visible sign that indicated he’d heard her was the slight grin on his face.

Turning around he looked Lillian over once more before taking a step towards her, leaning in and over her shoulder so that his muzzle was right beside her ear. Hot lustful air exhaling onto her ear and neck. “Thank you Lillian” he whispered lightly nipping her ear and giving it a quick lick before pulling back, golden eyes sparkling with lust and desire. It looked like he wanted to start here and now, but he took another step back, lowering his head a bit before speaking. “Your place is fine, I’ll be there at sundown” he stated, surprising Lillian by saying that they wouldn’t head over and start immediately.

“There’s a few things I want to get done beforehand, and I’m sure you’ll need a bit of time to come to terms with the whole thing.” He paused, fingering the heartshaped piece of metal before looking at her cautiously, knowing he was treading a fine line by saying what he was about to next. “Until then I’ll keep this necklace… don’t worry, I won’t run off, you’re worth more to me than this necklace is, and this necklace is worth more than any amount of money you’ve got to offer”

Taking a step forward he slowly reached a single hand outwards, cupping Lillian’s cheek gently, enjoying the feeling of her skin. “Your lips look delicious, could we?.....” he stopped, flicking his ears a bit before looking her in the eye. “I want a quick taste, no one’s around…. So can I?” he asked leaning into her, but stopping a few inches away. Waiting for permission, or at least some sort of reaction before doing anything else to her.
 
Lillian felt herself softening to the fox as he spoke softly to her. Something about the way he reassured her made her feel cared for in a way she hadn't been sense her parents deaths. He wasn't after her money like everyone else, he was after her and that made her feel wanted and eased the loneliness she was so skillfully hiding. Yes he just wanted her for her body but at least he wanted her. Maybe she should see a therapist...

Lillian couldn't stop the shiver that ran down her spine as she felt his warm breath waft over her neck and ear. Gasping softly at the sudden feel of his tongue licking the sensitive skin of her ear she felt heat pool in her gut taking her by surprise. The warm fluttery feeling making her blush as she looked up from beneath her long lashes at him. She was a little surprised that he wasn't demanding that they both head to the house now but it made her feel a little less nervous now that she had a little time to herself before “it” all happened.

She frowned slightly irritated that he insisted that he keep the necklace till then but the logical part of her mind reasoned with herself. Brushing aside her irritation she figured she really didn't have a choice in the matter anyways so no reason to get her panties in a wad. Besides if he wanted to keep the necklace all he had to do was leave. I mean it wasn't like she could overpower him anyways. “Alright sundown works. Just make sure when you come that no one sees you.” She didn't mean it as an insult, this was just something that needed to be kept low profile for more than one reason. Whether he was an anthro or not simply having a strange man coming into her home could get her in trouble if the people that were after her money found out.

Lillian enjoyed the warmth that spread throughout her as his paw like hand cupped her cheek. Her heart fluttered as he stared down at her with want, his words making her shift slightly but she made no move away from him. Glancing around she double checked that no one was near by before gazing back up at him with her emerald eyes as he leaned in. “Alright...” She whispered softly. Instinctively moistening her lips with the tip of her tongue she swallowed nervously before reaching up and gently cupping his face in her hands. Slowly leaning forward the rest of the way she brought her lips to his kissing him softly. The feeling of his lips against hers was different then that of a humans and she was a little hesitant and unsure of herself but the electricity from such a simple kiss had the tips of her fingers tingling.
 
Golden eyes rolled around on his face a bit as she mentioned that he wasn’t to be seen. He wasn’t stupid, nor sluggish enough to let a common human notice his presence, and he had no desire to be noticed as of yet. He’d determine Lillian’s true value after he’d claimed her body as his own, but until then, he wanted to leave as many options open as he could, and one of those options were to make claiming her a regular thing. And by regular, he meant each and every night until she was holding his child in her stomach. Pleasure was one thing, but sooner or later he’d need to leave offspring in the world, and who better than a girl who could shower his cubs with luxury?

He hadn’t actually been asking for her to kiss her though, merely permission to taste her lips and see if they were to his liking. Though, the inexperienced way she pulled herself up to him and pressed her soft human lips against the tip of his muzzle was actually rather cute, and more than a bit sexy. The hand on her cheek slithering down her cheek, neck and then shoulder before gently sliding around her back, pulling her carefully into him to deepen the kiss as he parted his maw and lapped gently at her lips, his eyes narrowing with affection as he growled possessively from the back of his throat. He wouldn’t slip his tongue inside her just yet though, doing so would make it impossible for him to hold back, and there was no way he’d be able to hold out until they reached Lillian’s room, nevermind sundown if his arousal was turned on fully. Her hands felt so warm and soft against his skin, and in all honesty this was probably the first time someone had kissed him so…. Innocently? Wantingly? He didn’t even know what to call the kiss, but even the brown fox was slightly caught off guard by the way she kissed him. Reluctance and hesitation were nothing new but…. He decided not to dwell too much else he get carried away.

Caressing her back gently, his hold on her softened, and the hungry look in his eyes dimmed a bit. Pulling away from her with obvious reluctance. His tongue running over his muzzle in a nearly carnal fashion as he grinned down at her. “Delicious, can’t wait to taste the rest of you” he teased, leaning in once more and nuzzling his furry cheek against her soft one. His snout rubbing against her ear, before he opened his maw once more, exhaling a warm torrent of breath over her ear as he spoke. “Promise you you won’t regret this” he whispered, pulling his warm furry body away from hers slowly before looking in to her eyes with a faint smile. Soaking up her image in his mind so he would have something to keep his mind occupied for the rest of the day. “Take care of yourself, and try to relax, don’t want to mate a nervous wreck unless I have to” he winked, placing his hand on the top of her head and patting it a few times before turning around. “See you later Lillian” he smiled wolfishly, his mind wondering how long it’d been since he’d said those words and actually meant them. There was no way in hell he was running off after that kiss. He wanted more, and for as long as he had her heart, she belonged to him.
 
The feeling of his tongue caressing her lips left her feeling dizzy and warm all over. Sliding her hands down his neck to rest on his fur covered pecks she leaned into him as he wrapped his arm around her. It was pretty much insane of her to feel this way but she felt safe being wrapped up in his arms and held close. His possessive growl made her feel wanted and protected in a way she hadn't experienced in many years. Even when her parents had been alive she had been so independent at such a young age that they had stopped treating her like the young girl she was. Lillian of course would never admit that she craved to have someone possessive of her who wanted to protect her. Lillian could protect herself..

A deep crimson blush covered her cheeks making her scowl up at him in embarrassment at his comment about her “flavor”. His warm breath whispering into her ear instantly melted her irritation at him. How was it that a complete stranger could manipulate her so well? Was he even really manipulating her or was she just so lonely that it had come to this? She didn't know...

Lillian managed to roll her eyes dramatically at him. “I'm not going to be a wreck.” She argued even though in reality she was quaking inside at the idea of as he put it mating with her. She was good at putting up a front though, had to be working with lawyers all the time considering all the legal stuff about her living on her own at 16. “I'll see you at sundown.” She replied in a confident tone, her chin raised slightly as she turned on her heals heading off back towards her home. As she neared her house the confident stride she had slowly started to falter as everything she had agreed to sank in. By the time she made it in the door she felt absolutely exhausted and wanted nothing more than to collapse. With the warm fuzzy excited feelings she got when Fen was around gone she began to feel frantic about tonight. What in the world was she going to do all day?!

Pacing around the large empty house was was filled most of the time. She attempted to sit down and read but after reading the same paragraph about 20 times unable to concentrate enough to retain anything she gave up. A few hours were spent cleaning and tiding the place, making sure that everything was in order and presentable for when he showed up. Which was absolutely ridiculous considering he was coming over for a good fuck not dinner and a date. When there was nothing left to be done she spent some time on herself. Taking a long shower that should have been much more relaxing then it was she then spent nearly an hour drying and brushing through all that glorious long blonde hair letting it remain down. Ignoring make-up she walked into her closet which practically felt like she had walked into a brick wall. What the hell was she suppose to wear for something like this? It wasn't like she owned any sexy lingerie, not that she would wear that even if she did. Should she dress up? But that just felt silly considering she was staying in her own home. But it wasn't like it was appropriate for her to greet him wearing pajamas. More than a little agitated she yanked one of her simple cotton dresses off the hanger pulling the pale pink clothing on over her head. The dress had long sleeves the neck line wide so that it draped low on one side leaving her right shoulder bare. The fabric was fitting but not so tight as to be restricting and it ended just a little above the middle of her thighs leaving her legs bare. Remaining barefoot she wandered down stairs and into the living room nestling up on the couch to watch some tv while she waited.
 
Fen needed some time to himself after such a progressive exchange, it wouldn’t have been the first time he came across a human female and organized a bedding in the span of a few minutes, but normally the sex would be organized and carried out then and there, whether it be an alley, shabby apartment, or even in the middle of the street. If Lillian hadn’t requested that they mate within the privacy of her home. Normally the fox would have objected to such a roundabout way, but for some reason he couldn’t bring himself to just pounce on Lillian and treat her like the cheap whores that patrolled the streets. There was just something about the look in her eyes that made him hesitant, something that made him feel as if he couldn’t just use and leave her like he’d done with the women he’d been with so far…..

Furrowing his brow and thumping his chest with a closed fist, he snarled moodily at his chest, or rather the heart that was still beating abnormally quickly, he often got like this when he was excited or aroused, though seeing as he’d parted ways with Lillian nearly half an hour ago now, it should have receded. His paws however met with the heart-shaped piece of metal, his expression relaxing a bit as he lifted it up, sniffing at it curiously and tipping his head at the strong scent that remained on it. He could tell the necklace was probably important to Lillian. He hadn’t thought of it much when he’d first found it, but after seeing Lillian willing to give her own body up for the trinket, made him realize just how strong her scent had been imprinted on the necklace, a clear indicator of how she’d probably kept it close to herself for quite a long time.

Arriving at a dirty looking apartment, he casually pushed open the already unlocked door and glanced around inside before shrugging his shoulders, clearly unsurprised that the owner of the apartment wasn’t home. It’d been a good while since Fen had last come here, but he figured he needed to at least shower before turning up. Lillian seemed awfully concerned about hygiene and his fur wasn’t exactly glossy and smooth, infact it was even matted in places, and there were slight smudges of dirt in less noticeable places. Walking into the showers and blasting himself with a torrent of hot water, he let out a soft sigh, closing his eyes and imagining how cute Lillian would look when he arrived, in all honesty he wasn’t that fond of bathing, but it was a small price to pay considering what Lillian had promised him. Grabbing a bar of soap and rubbing it over his broad chest, he began clumsily washing himself, the stench of cheap soap prickling his nose as he worked, he probably hadn’t cleaned himself properly, but he couldn’t put up with the torture anymore, and washed the soap off, shaking his body to get the unpleasant sensation and scent off himself before grabbing a clean towel and drying himself off a bit more. Strolling out a few seconds later as he didn’t have to put on any clothes or anything.

Throwing himself on the bed, he closed his eyes, annoyed at how slowly time seemed to be moving, he didn’t even notice he’d fallen asleep until the sound of someone returning home woke him up. Sleepy eyes drifting over to the scantily clad woman standing by the doorway. “Borrowed shower” she grumbled as if to explain himself. The woman who’d looked hopeful at first was visibly disappointed, but she didn’t argue or say anything further, unpacking her groceries.

Fen glanced at the time, figuring he probably should get going, he kicked his body off the bed, and headed towards the door, stopping a few steps away as he saw a cardboard box nearby, a cardboard box which he kept his own personal belongings in. His eyes seemed to spark for a second with realization before he walked over, rummaging through the box before finding what he’d been looking for. He grinned at the sight of the object he’d pulled out before swiftly making an exit. Returning to the alley he’d last seen Lillian in before tracing her lingering scent to her home. Jumping over the fence, and strolling up to the door, he hadn’t really been careful not to be seen, but he hadn’t sensed anyone watching him anyway. He’d arrived at the front door moments later, pounding his fist against the door as if he were a loan shark coming to collect what he was owed.
 
Lillian had flipped through almost a hundred channels before finally finding something the peaked her interest. Clicking on national geographic an image of a “pack?” of tribal wolf anthros came into view. Was a group of anthros called a pack or a tribe or clan like humans? The unimportant question drifted from her mind as she got wrapped up in the documentary. She wondered if all anthros interact like this or were they just behaving this way because they were a undomesticated tribe? Pack? Loosing herself to her new found obsession of anthros she completely lost track of time.

The sound of aggressive pounding on her front door had her leaping of the couch and nearly jumping out of her own skin her heart racing like that of a filly on the finally stretch at the Kentucky derby. Finally managing to calm down a bit she glanced over at the clock noticing the time and knowing exactly who was threatening to break down her door with his fist. Bristling with anger she hurried to the door yanking it open to scowl up at him.

“I said to be discreet. Banging so loud on my door that my neighbors five houses down could hear is not discreet.” She snapped, clearly agitated but stepped to the side never the less to allow him inside. Once he was inside she closed the door turning to face him her arms crossed over her chest. Her courage slipped a bit now that she was facing him in person with him in her house. Her angered expression quickly faded to a slightly nervous one as all the insecurities she had been fretting about all day flooded her again.

“So umm how should we...” Her voice suddenly drifted off her eyes widening with what appeared to be total panic. “I-I'll be right back.” She stammered quickly as she raced past him and into the living room practically diving over the couch grabbing the remote and quickly changing the channel.
 
Fen only chuckled when Lillian came racing out, looking as if her life depended on it. In some ways it might have seeing as Fen didn’t take kindly to be lied to. Plus, there were so many better ways of punishing a lying female than death. “Didn’t know if you’d hear me” he shrugged simply, looking to either side as if to measure the width of Lillian’s mansion estate, he’d banged his paws against the door pretty loudly, but he doubted it’d been loud enough to reach the house next door, nevermind five houses. “Your fault for living in a needlessly large house” he added, pausing a bit as he heard a faint dull buzzing coming from inside the house. He probably would have remarked how insecure Lillian looked right now had it not been for a faint howling sound coming from inside, a wolfish howl that sounded awfully carnal and possessive. Lillian probably couldn’t hear a thing with her human hearing, but fortunately for her, Fen confusion was quickly abated as a formal… or rather bored sounding man began to explain something about the distribution of women within the pack.

Fen could only smirk at Lillian with amusement for a moment before she zoomed off. Predatory instincts kicking in and causing Fen to chase after her as he partially felt as if she was trying to get away from him, and as she raced into the living room and jumped over the couch, Fen too followed suit, gracefully pouncing ontop of her with both paws grabbing her firmly by the shoulders, his thighs on either side of hers, as he loomed over her with a hungry golden stare. “And what exactly was it that you were watching, sounded awfully interesting to me” he growled, his tone unclear, it was hard to tell if he was upset or just trying to be intimidating. His teeth barred at her, and tail swishing from side to side behind it moodily. The only thing that could be said for sure was that he wanted an answer, and wouldn't settle for a simple 'nothing.' He did hate being lied to after all.
 
Lillian yelped out in surprise when she was suddenly pounced on from out of nowhere. She hadn't even heard Fen chasing after her let alone been expecting him to leap on her like he had. Completely stunned she stared up at him with wide surprised green eyes her expression resembling that of a young doe caught in the headlights of a car. The feeling of his strong grip on her shoulders and his body trapping her beneath him made her more than a little nervous. But the uneasiness she felt was still outweighed by the embarrassment she felt at him finding out about her watching a documentary on a pack...clan...oh what the hell did it matter what they were called! Him finding out that she had spent the better part of the last hour watching a show on anthros felt embarrassing and she didn't want him to find out.

Stiffening her jaw and getting her trademark stubborn expression she stared right into those golden eyes leering down at her. “What I was watching is none of your concern.” She gritted out defiantly. Shifting slightly she managed to slip the remote under her lower back never taking her eyes off Fen showing that she wasn't budging on the subject. “Now would you mind letting me up?” Despite her seemingly calm exterior she was an absolute wreck inside. Here she was pinned beneath a male anthro fox with his teeth bared at her and looking more than a little peeved with her.
 
Fen flinched visibly at her comment, the look on his face turning into one of outright contempt at her remark. His growl getting louder as he leaned his maw done infront of her face, exhaling his heated breath over her lips. “Wrong Lillian” he whispered, trying to stay as calm as he could, for a brief second it almost looked as if her comment had bruised his ego, but the look was gone just as quickly, and it could easily have been her imagination. “Everything you do is of concern to me now” he whispered lowering his head and burying it inbetween her neck and shoulder, nuzzling his maw against her soft flesh. His lips parting just enough to continuously let out a steady stream of his breath against her neck. His throat rumbling against her. Fen made didn’t show any signs of getting off, in fact he didn’t really move much at all after snuggling into his little comfort spot. His breathing calm and steady, if it were for the possessive rumbling of his throat she might have even suspected him of being asleep. His actions, or rather his lack of action indicated clearly that he had no intentions of letting her up, and after a long pause he finally spoke again.

“You do remember why I came here right?” he asked calmly, his expression hidden from her, it was impossible to tell what the fox had been thinking when he said those words as he tone of voice was unreadable. His ears flickered towards her a bit when he didn’t get an immediate response, “Lillian?” he asked a bit more emotion in his query this time. He sounded a bit concerned, but then again, that was completely out of character for him right?
 
Lillian felt honestly fearful of Fen as he growled down at her. Maybe she had pushed him too far this time and he was going to kill her with his seemingly powerful jaw and sharp canines that he seemed to love showing her with his snarls. She waited in fearful anticipation as he leaned closer his warm breath flowing over her slightly parted pink lips. In an instant the contempt and anger completely vanished from his expression. Her heart still thundering in her chest she felt absolutely baffled by his sudden change of mood from anger to affection. He had to be bi-polar or was the most emotionally moody person she had ever encountered.

The feeling of him so close and the fresh reminder of why exactly he was here had her heart racing but for a different reason then fear. How did he manage to make her so hot and flustered by simply breathing on her skin and whispering to her the way he did. By the tone of his voice he almost sounded a little concerned like he was worried about being rejected when he said her name. Then something occurred to her. He hadn't answered her question back in the alley earlier. “What's your name? You still haven't told me yet..” Her voice was softer this time, sounding more gentle like she felt bad for angering him. She was the perfect depiction of sleeping beauty with her long blonde hair splayed out around her. Her natural beauty perfect even without makeup, long full lashes framing her green eyes. She was young and untouched and beneath that aggressive defiant front there was a softer slightly wounded side to her that she refused to show to others.
 
His mood really hadn’t changed that much at all seeing as how he hadn’t actually been too angry with her in the first place. Okay, he might have been a bit jealous at how she was watching other men… even if it was on the discovery channel, but he’d only been playing around with her. And the only thing that had actually annoyed him was the way she said her actions didn’t concern him. The slight snap of hostility being enough to make Fen insecure, it hadn’t occurred to him until now that giving Lillian time had probably been a bad idea. She probably had a whole range of thoughts swirling around in her head right about now, and Fen was pretty sure that a few of them revolved around reluctance and contempt for him. He was blackmailing her into this after all, and even if she did agree to mate with him, she was acting out of want for her necklace, not him.

Being asked his name though, he immediately tensed. His body going rigid, and his tail halting, lifted upright in the air as the fox contemplated what the best course of action would be. The risk of giving her his name wasn’t that big, but saying that there wasn’t any danger in the act would be a lie. He could easily give her a false name, but that too felt wrong. Staying still as a few seconds ticked by, Fen eventually let out a sigh, slightly crestfallen that Lillian had avoided his question and responded with one of her own. He supposed her question was equally important, but even then her actions seemed to indicate that she wanted to delay their joining for as long as she possibly could. “Fen….” He mumbled quiety, looking a bit uneasy as he could probably count the number of times he’d given out his name on one hand.
 
Lillian was slightly puzzled by his reluctance to tell her his name but she waited silently figuring rushing him into it was probably a bad idea. From the few experiences she had, had with the strange fox he didn't seem like the type to be rushed or pressured into things. Far to temperamental for that. But in all honesty she really didn't know if he was truly angry with her half the time. He was simply impossible for her to read and whether that was because he was an anthro or that he was just a confusing man she wasn't sure of either. Thinking back on the documentary she wondered if there had been any clues or tips on how to read an anthro that she had missed but she doubted it. Oh well she would just have to research on it before next time...wait what was she thinking next time. This was a one time deal right? He got to have his way with her and she got her necklace back in return and that was that. The idea of him leaving and her never seeing him again even though the reasons for him being here were more than a little not respectable but the thought made her feel lonely all the same.

“Fen...” She breathed his name softly as though she were testing it out. “It's a nice name.” She said genuinely meaning the compliment. It was nice knowing his name, made her feel a little better about the situation like they were more personally involved instead of this just being some sort of business transaction. “I don't really know what you want me to do...I'm not exactly experienced with this sort of thing.” She mumbled softly, being truly honest with him.
 
The foxes attention immediately snapped towards Lillian when she called her name. His eyes looking at her expectantly for a moment before returning to his senses. He let out another slight growl, though this time it was more at himself than at the girl pinned beneath him. It was undoubtedly the biggest reason contributing to his reluctance. Whenever someone called his name his attention would be grabbed completely and utterly by the caller, one of the other anthro’s he’d known during his childhood had often joked about how the reaction was comparable to that of a household dog, but not wanting to accept such a shameful title, Fen had tried to keep his little habit as secret as possible, opting to keep his name hidden. Turning his head away to avoid the compliment she’d given his name, and hoping she hadn’t realized his actions.

What caught his off guard though was Lillian’s next comment, his head turning towards her with a quizzical look, his ears turning to the side out of habit as it often did when he was curious, or rather, when something caught his interest. “Not experienced?” he repeated suspiciously, thinking back to the kiss she’d given him earlier. There was no way an inexperienced kisser could kiss that well, and Fen had trouble believing she’d so willingly handed over her first kiss. Fen had no idea how experienced or how far she’d gone with her previous boyfriends, but the remark about her not being experienced seemed a bit fake. “You’ve never slept with a male before?” Fen asked bluntly. Not bothering to sugarcoat his words.
 
Lillian was confused by his sudden irritation again when he did a little growl. What had she done to make him upset this time? Figuring that his irritation would pass swiftly like it always did she decided to simply ignore it. She wondered if he always acted like this, I mean who knows she could just bring the crazy out in him, he certainly brought things out in her that others didn't.

Lillians jaw dropped open in utter shock when he asked so bluntly if she was a virgin. Cheeks flaming in embarrassment she scowled up at. How could he just go right out and ask her something like that. Couldn't he have at least put a little more finesse into it so she wouldn't feel so mortified. Snapping her mouth shut she pressed her mouth into a tight line her brows furrowing slightly as she tried to figure out a graceful way to answer this that allowed her to keep her dignity. When she came up with absolutely nothing she decided that the only way to answer such a blunt question was to give and equally blunt reply in return. “No I have not slept with anyone before, so yes to answer your question I am a virgin.” She mumbled, looking away from him and feeling absolutely mortified. Telling people whether you still had your V-card or not was a private matter that she didn't often share. But considering this was the male who planned on taking it she figured he had more of a right then most to know.
 
Fen blinked stupidly at her for a few moments, his ears turning outward once more to gauge her honesty, he couldn’t sense the nervous stench of a liar coming from her, on the contrary she looked a bit embarrassed and cute lying beneath him like that, looking up at him with her lips pursed together in a serious look which Fen thought unfitting. His eyes wandering around the room for a moment as he contemplated his options. Lillian maintaining her virginity certainly hadn’t been something he’d considered. Hesitation flickered in his golden orbs before he loosened his grip on Lillian completely, letting out a soft sigh before releasing his hold on her completely, slipping off her body, and dropping him backside on the carpeted floor, his face intentionally turned away from Lillian so that she wouldn’t see the slight tinge of red on his furry white cheeks. His fur did a good job masking it, but she’d probably notice something if she stared hard enough.

“Didn’t expect that” he mumbled, fidgeting a bit as he thought his options, the thought of being Lillian’s first sexual partner was thrilling and something that aroused him quite a fair bit. But it also meant he’d have to be more careful with her, and while Fen wasn’t a gentleman or romanticist, he wasn’t cruel enough to take her first time on the flow of the moment on a couch in her living room, with some comedic quiz show blaring in the background. It hadn’t even occurred to Fen that someone else might walk in on them at any time. A parent, sibling, relative, or even a household worker or some sort? Seeing as Lillian wanted things to be kept secret, he assumed there wouldn’t be anyone around, but Lillian probably hadn’t expected him to pounce on her in the living, and the girl’s idea of privacy could have easily been exclusive to her bedroom.

“I can wait a few days if you want?” he mumbled uncertainly, scratching his ear nervously. “I mean you probably want your first time to be with someone you care about and all, bet a girl like you would have a prettybo…. Kind fiancé who’d be delighted to take your first time…..” Fen intentionally cut himself off there, not wanting to reveal that he too would be delighted to be her first, and that he was having a hard time not eating his own words in hopes that Lillian wouldn’t consider his offer.
 
Lillian wasn't sure whether Fen would be happy or upset by the fact she was still a virgin. Would he be disappointed by the fact that she lacked experience? Or was he one of those guys that would be pleased by the fact that she was still untouched? She didn't know what kind of guy Fen was and the fact that he was an anthro only furthered the mystery. For all she knew anthros could have a totally different view on the whole virginity thing then humans. The feeling of his grip loosening and then him getting off her completely left her feeling that the fact she was a virgin wasn't exactly a good thing in his eyes, especially when he turned his face away and wouldn't even look at her.

Sitting up on the couch she pulled some of her golden locks into her lap twirling the ends around her fingers in a fidgeting manner. Was he really that upset by the fact that she was a virgin? Glancing at him she tried to look for any clues as to what he was thinking or feeling but came up blank. “I'm sorry...I didn't mean to throw you a curve ball like that...I just don't normally tell people that...” she explained softly, wanting to make sure that he didn't think she had been trying to deceive him.

Wait a few day? How was waiting a few days going to help anything? Lillians brows rose in expressive surprise at the mention of her having a fiance. “I don't have a boyfriend let alone a fiance...How old do you think I am?” She questioned, after all it wasn't exactly common for 16 year old’s to be engaged. Maybe he thought she was older? Her bewilderment was replaced by irritation however when what he was saying sunk in. He didn't want to sleep with a virgin so he wanted her to go out and sleep with someone else before he had his piece of her. “I'm sorry if the fact that I'm a virgin is so displeasing to you but I'm not going out and sleeping with some random person just so you don't have to be the one to break me in.” She snapped standing up and preparing to leave, completely unaware of the fact that she was reading into what he said all wrong.
 
It didn’t really matter how old Lillian was in Fen’s eyes. He didn’t know how it was for humans, but when there was a relationship between two opposing genders of his own kind, it was usually preceded by courtship and followed up with a passionate session of mating. Having dealt with the more unsavory side of human society, Fen had assumed it rung true for Lillian too, and despite her claim of not having a fiancé or boyfriend, there was no way he’d believe that Lillian hadn’t at least dated someone up until her age. That was just as ludicrous as her having a fiancé. And even if she hadn’t, she’d at least have someone she thought fondly of right? Fen couldn’t even remember how old he was when he had his first crush, infact it’d probably be odd for a 16 year old girl to not at least have one boy or man in her life she thought affectionately of. Plus, judging from how attractive the blond before him was, he doubted any man would be dumb enough to let Lillian’s crush end without at least attempting to take advantage of it.

Hearing her snapping at him and about to move away, Fen quickly got up, grabbing her by the wrist before pulling her into him, catching her with his broad chest. His hand immediately wrapping around her waist and holding her in position as he looked hungrily at Lillian. He’d given her a chance, he’d offered to spare her some dignity, and she’d exploded in his face. If that was the way she was going to act, then there was no way he’d give her the option of choosing who her partner would be. “I thought I’d at least give you a chance to choose who you wanted to lose your virginity to, but if that’s the way you’re going to act, then I guess I’ll take it from you whether you like it or not” he growled, he wasn’t upset with her, but he couldn’t help but feel possessive over Lillian now, and growling was a method to assert his dominance over her.

“I am flattered though that you’d prefer me over some random person, last I checked I was pretty sure I was less important to you than a random human” he purred, running his paws through her blonde locks. The action calming him enough for him hesitate one last time. “Last chance, are you sure you’re okay with me being your first? I can nearly guarantee you’ll never be able to forget me unless you make a habit out of sleeping with furries.” He suggested, a first experience was memorable enough as it was, add in the element that Lillian was going to lose her virginity to a creature which wasn’t human, an act considered vile and taboo by society, the combination of two unforgettable moments meant that unless Lillian lost her memory, she’d forever remember him. A pleasant thought for Fen, but an important one for Lillian.
 
Lillian didn't think she'd ever quite get use to how fast Fen could move. One moment he was seated on the ground a couple feet away and the next he had her wrist wrapped up in his strong paw like hand and was practically yanked her into his chest, a small oof escaping her lips at the collision with his chest. Pressing her hands against his pecks she pushed against him but his arms wrapped securely around her didn't budge. What did he think, that she just had a list off men lined up that she wanted to bang? She was alone...completely and utterly alone...she couldn't trust anyone so she never let them close. The thought made that oh so familiar ache in her chest return with a vengeance. She hated being alone in this big house day after day with nothing but the sound of her own footsteps to keep her company.

Less important to her than a random human, he felt like the center of her world right now with her body pressed so closely to his. She couldn't remember how long it had been sense she had been held, probably her parents funeral. Her body slowly relaxed at the feel of his fingers running through her hair, feeling his own tension easy from his body simultaneously. Forget him? Even if they never slept together she was sure she would never forget him. He would forever be engraved in her memory. But the fact that he gave her another chance to change her mind comforted her. She felt sure if she cried and told him to leave that he would but she didn't want him to go. She wasn't sure if she could handle being alone. She had been fine being alone before but having a taste of company again must have stirred something deep inside of her making her realize just how lonely she had been.

Keeping her eyes down she focused on his chest not wanting to meet his hungry gaze yet. Hesitantly she slid her hand up gently wrapping her hand around a gathering of his hair that was draped over his shoulder gliding her hand down letting the silky hair slip through her fingers. “So soft...” she mumbled quietly to herself. His hair felt even silkier than her own, she imagined a regular fox felt similar. Leaning forward she rest her cheek against the soft fur on his peck closing her eyes and listening to his heart beat. Breathing in deeply she focused on his scent, he smelt clean like soap with a slightly musky scent that was all Fen. He was alone like she was, she couldn't explain how she knew but standing there listening to his heart beat she could sense the same loneliness in him that she felt herself. That was why she was drawn to him, she was sure of it. “I'm okay...with it being with you...” she confirmed on a whisper.
 
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