Kieran took a slow deep breath while her back was still to him, she managed to collect herself a little bit before turning around to face him. "I don't want to keep anything from you so I'm going to tell you everything." pausing for a long moment "I started out at the compound, I was raised there since birth, I was trained in healing and such nothing overly powerful, my life was simple and I liked it that way. The king had made a deal with our compound I found out later on that he would not destroy it if they sent a young maiden to him every couple of years. He would grow tired of his women quickly. They sent him me when I was about sixteen, I was bathed and oiled to make sure that I would be perfect to him. They told me I would have to please him. I found this idea to be repulsive, but I would have no choice in the matter. the first night I was there he took me to his chambers and he forced himself on me." she paused again needing a moment so she could remain calm "I was from then on beaten if I could not please him or if he was just angry with the rest of the world. I was given my violin as a pleasure tool to help me do more for him. I resisted the power since I found it to be evil, then I met ...Devon he made me happy for the first time in years. When the king found out he was sharing me with another, he was furious and had him executed in front of me. That is when I used the violin to overpower him and escape." she said softly.
Finally finishing her story she moved over to him she wasn't sure how he would take the news that she had lain with the king, but she hoped it would not ruin things between them. She even found the memories to be disgusting, she hated to have been touched by that monster. She was opening up to him, she was becoming completely open to him, she was falling for him something she had swarn she would never do again but he was so hard to resist. She leaned in and kissed him softly, crawling into his lap nuzzling into his neck, remembering these things always upset her.