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Thomas was completely scared in his mind. He had scars not only on his anus but in his mental mind. She completely screwed himself entirely at his age. The once beautiful woman that he loved working for was nothing but a evil woman in his eyes. As she left him, he stared blankly on the floor as tears pouring down endlessly as his expression was neutral. He didn't want to be with her. Not after what she treated him. He wasn't a slave (illegal) but he felt like he was abused like a sex slave.

(Is this what happens to those that get raped...?) he wondered in pain as he slowly got up and the wastes that she released on to him were pouring off his gentle skin. (This is horrible...) he thought as he heard what she said to him.

He didn't bother to cover himself or sneak around; he just wanted to LEAVE. He didn't want to be in this house after what Lady Margaret did to him. He felt betrayed as he stood up suddering. As he stood there, someone came in.

"What is all this screaming-" the maid who had helped him before looked at what happened to Thomas and the room. Completely stunned. She was speechless but it got worst from there.

"Maria, what happened-" Alex, the highest servant, came in with the same reaction. "Thomas- what happened to you-" he started as he was stunned entirely.

But thomas said nothing; he had a blank expression as he walked passed them.

"Thomas-" Maria started.

"Thomas-" Alex started.

Thomas didn't listen to them. With his clothes ruined, he was basically as he was before: a RAT. He walked to the entrance not caring about the other maids or the other butlers and just walked out the front door. It was snowing slightly but the cold wasn't as bad as what she did to him. He hated her and he didn't dare to look back as he went towards a alley where a couple of hobos saw him stunned as well. But he paid no mind. He continued to walk slightly naked in the snow as he put his pants on and gave no mind to his bleeding anus that dripped behind him. He cared very little for what he wore on his chest nor that his tears were freezing his face.




As Alex and Maria failed to stop him, Alex needed to know what happened. "Maria, clean this MESS." he told her without looking. "I am going to speak to Lady Margaret about this; maybe she knows what happened..." he didn't wait for a response as he headed towards her room...

*5 minutes later*

Alex knocked on the door of her bathroom.
 
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Margaret felt quite good about what just happen, she had a lightness to her step that she was enjoying in the moment. She was the true definition of a Sadist, she like the pain she wrought on others and she did not care who she wrought it against.

while She was getting ready for her bath, there was a Knock at her bath room door. She was Not happy at this, cause she had made her rules very clear, she was never to be disturber while she bathed, she like her alone time and she was quite protective of her secret of her body and that she was not a Normal woman.

She put on a heavy bathrobe that covered her entire body and went to the door, who ever it was, better be willing to get an ear full.

She open the Door to see her head butler Alex there waiting for her. He of all people knew better then to bother her in this place. What was he there for and why was he risking his station just to talk to her?
 
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"My Lady." he said calmly. "What happened to Thomas?" he asked with the tone of knowing that she had something to do with it. "WHY was he covered in wastes and dripping blood between his legs? Do not tell me that you ACTUALLY took advantage of young Thomas!" Alex was offended by the thought. Alex looked to where her penis was behind her robe. Oh yes Alex wasn't the top servant for nothing; he's been in long service since the day she was born and worked for her parents. He even knew about her little 'secret' whenever he cared for her as a young girl. It was mutual that she knew that he knew about what made her different from other women in this city.
 
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"Yes I did have my way with him, what does it matter to you any ways, he was just a poor boy I pick up of the street, it's not like his life was worth any value." she said in a cold and uncaring manner.

She did not care for people and lest of all men, she was very calluses and did not care what Alex thought or what he would do, she was tired of men at their treatment of her. All because of how she was born, when she was clothed people would treat her like the upper class lady that she was, but if they ever learned of the truth, the way she was treated suddenly changed, she was no longer the well respected Lady of the land, but some sort of amusing oddity that was to be gossip about.

Hell , her own father would have little to do with her after she was born, cause in his eyes, he could never marry off a freak like her to into another influential and affluential family, there by raising his own status.

To Him she was a black mar that he would spend the rest of his life trying to distance him self from.

She grew to resent most to all people, she was better off using them, then being use by them. So she grew to become a lady that she was by being this cold person that she was, she wore a mask of being warm and friendly, but underneath she was ice. An this got her very far, farther then her father ever had, an she did not have to marry to get to where she was. her father must look like such a fool now.
 
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Alex gave a look of disgust.

"Not worth a single value? What talk is that coming from the 'Margaret' that I've watched grown in this very same house? The sweet little girl that I've taken cared of for all of these years..." he walked towards a bathroom vase that stood some feet away facing away from her. "There was a reason why you took Thomas in...surely it wasn't just so you could violate his young body was it?" he turned his head slightly but that was it. "Surely 'little Margaret' would never harm a human being. Not after what 'she' experienced' would she?" he remained the same.
 
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" Little Margaret was just that, she was little and young and she was most of all, she was nieve. She did not grow up in my world, see the ugly truth of this existence, she did not see how cruel that people are and can be, she did not live my life, so don't tell me what Little Margaret would do or would not do, cause she is not me." Lady Margaret said to Alex, Not much caring for his posturing and how who the little girl she was in her past should be the person that she should be now.

"I am Lady Margaret now, I live in a cruel world and if I have an wish to live in this world, I will be just as cruel as this world demands of me, even crueler if that has to be the case. Only the Cruel survive in this life, all others well, I don't much care for them." she said as she took off her robe, she was going to have her bath before the water grew cold.

"Now leave me, I have a guest to host, a bath to take and you Alex had duties to perform." she ordered as she slid into the hot water of her tub.
 
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However as Alex turned and she slid into the water, he refused to leave.

"That be may be Margaret." he spoke informal naturally because of their mutual relationship. "But that is all led to a 'chain' of cruelty. Yes you were affected by it and look at you: bringing harm to a little boy not only physically but mentally..." he stood there continuing to speak to her despite her facing away from him. Alex then added, "You betrayed Thomas' trust. And now he's GONE. Gone from this place since he left without word." Alex turned his head. "How could you...knowing that you continued the chain of cruelty to a sweet little boy who cared that much for you only to throw it all away...how could YOU?"
 
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Margaret to a cloth and began to bath her self all the while still listening to Alex drone on about what she had done.

" How Could I you ask, well to tell the truth, I did it because it felt good and I did it because I could do it and if Thomas was here right now, I be more then happy to do do it again, because I can." she said as she stretched out her leg out of the water to scrub it.

"An beside's You speak of this chain of cruelty, well you do know that each and every chain is made up of links, an well I'm sorry to tell you, but I'm no weak link." she said as if she was proud of herself and her actions, she was indeed sick an twisted, but she did have a small soft spot for the boy, sure she was not going to change, but Thomas was an attentive servant and he did look after her need's better then any other person she had in her staff, including Alex. So she did feel a bit remiss now that he was gone.
 
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"Margaret..." Alex said in a sad tone. "Surely you don't really want to be ALONE throughout your life do you? No I am not suggesting that Thomas could have been your husband- he's too young- but if he was special. We all cared for him and surely you do not become aroused knowing that he no longer wants to work under you correct?" Alex asked.

He turned away for a few moments of silence. "I suggest that you consider thinking of others before yourself my lady. Otherwise you will end up alone." And with that, he left.
 
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Alex did make a good point about her not wanting to be alone in her life, but again finding companionship was not easy for a person such as her self, not with her secret, but she did thing about how Thomas was accepting of her before she reviled her true nature to the young boy, maybe he could have even accepted her as she was if she did not act so hastily, an on her own impulses to violate the boy to satisfy her urges.

Alex had given her something to dwell upon, as she never had to worry about her future in many area's, but she never did have and sort of meaningful relationship, at lest not till Thomas cam around. It was not in anyway traditional, it was so far from that, she did not know what type of relationship it was, but it was a genuine relationship, with the exception that Thomas did not know the whole truth about Margaret.

She had to think about what had happen, and what was said and done, maybe she was wrong about something, but was not sure what it was. again she had to think upon this.
 
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Alex returned to where Maria was finishing cleaning up the mess.

She looked up at him. "Who did this-"

Alex held a hand. "That doesn't matter now. What does matter is finding Thomas." Alex looked out the window seeing the snow. "I must find him. If Lady Margaret asks, tell her what I've set to do now..." He walked out of the room as Maria nodded.


The snow was quite strong on Thomas. He barely cared that he finally stopped bleeding. Thank god he didn't have any wastes in his bowels otherwise it would have been worst. He leaned against a stone wall barely covering himself with his ripped clothing. He felt cold but it was nothing compared to what Lady- or just 'Margaret'. did to him. A few homeless chaps held up some rum offering to the young boy and his future adult rat life. He simply paid no mind and they did the same.


Thomas' insides hurt and felt as if everything was going to be worst from this point in his life. He didn't care that he was STILL covered in the wastes that Margaret did to him.


Alex had no trouble spotting Thomas in the alley. The trail of blood on the snow led him perfectly to the young boy. "Thomas-" he started as he came and held up a thick blanket and wrapped it around Thomas who gave no acknowledgement. "We must get you home-" he started.
 
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Margaret was now feeling a little regret for what she had done, not a lot, but it was just enough the she felt that maybe Thomas could fill a void the she has been feeling in her life, but she was not going to change over night for just one boy, she was still going to the cruel woman that she was, but maybe for some one like Thomas, she could turn down the level of cruelty that she was so used to inflicting upon other for that sake of this one boy.

Other then that she did not know what to do, a simple apology was not going to do, an she was not sure what to do afterwards, but she did think her life was a bit better with him in it.
 
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However as Alex reached for Thomas, he pulled and turned his head away. He didn't shake in the cold but he did stay alert to what came near him.

Alex knew. "Thomas, we must come back-"

"I am not coming with you."

"Thomas-"

"I AM NOT!" he screamed as he moved as much as away from him as possible. He didn't trust anyone by this point. Naturally because anyone could hurt him. "I am not going with you!"

"Thomas-" Alex tried to speak as Thomas stood.

"I am not going to work for her ever again! She's a MONSTER!" he screamed louder. A few passing by the alley looked as they walked by but continued on. "She's terrible, I don't want to be anywhere near someone like her!" he continued to scream as he went against the wall actually holding the blanket. He held it close.

Alex wasn't going to let this go. "Thomas- I am sorry for what she did to you-"

"Oh you're SORRY? That's all you can say?" he looked at Alex with tears of anger.

Alex didn't stop speaking.

"I know what she did to you is beyond morally wrong but you can't stay here in the cold...You need to be CLEANED and properly cared for..." This time, Thomas didn't try to move away from him as he touched his shoulders. Please come with me and let me tend to what happened to you.." he looked to where his legs stood and didn't need to look anymore.

"I am not going into the same house as HER..." Thomas said sharply.

"She won't know." Alex assured him...
 
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Margaret was going to be distracted for the rest of the night, as she said before, she was hosting a guest and she had to make sure he was entertained for the evening, but since what happen with Thomas and her words with Alex, she was not able to give her full attention to her guest and it was staring to show.

"My lady may I ask what is on your mind?" a handsome man ask her that was sitting across the table from her. He was her Guest and most likely another one of her victims, as she had a way of breaking men's minds that when they woke up from what happen to them, it was like it was some sort of nightmare they had be it did not really happen, they would just dissolute themselves into thinking that it was nightmare and they spend the rest of their lives in denial.

But not tonight, she was not going to break this poor mans soul and mind, even though he would deserve it, from all the thing that she had heard of what this man has done, he was a most fitting candidate for being broken into a babbling fool.

"Oh nothing that I care to speak of, just a problem with a servant." she said in reply, be she did want to speak of it, just not with this pompous ass.
 
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As promised, Thomas was hidden from Lady Margaret. Alex did informed the other servants and maids but they knew that it was at a time that they should tell Lady Margaret. Eventually, they spoke to her of him being back but he was 'hidden'; her property was large and Thomas was in a part that she wouldn't think easily. Maria the kind maid helped Thomas get clean, bathing him in a bath and tending to his wombs. While Thomas did feel much better, he didn't speak much. His anus was more loose by this point but he retain its natural 'tightness' allowing him to control his bowels. Eventually, he felt fine enough to use to the restroom and lay on a bed from another room. He was clean again and was comfortable.

She made sure that he ate well before he went to sleep. Maria closed the door and met with Alex after telling him that Thomas was much better by this point. Alex nodded and returned to where Lady Margaret was with her 'guest'.
 
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Margaret was just finishing up with her guest in her bedchamber, the poor man was all disheveled and he looking like he was put threw a wringer more then once. Clearly Margaret did to this man what she did to Thomas but where his young body and mind would heal from the trauma that she put him threw, this older gentleman would was broken and he would take more time to heal then the young boy. it was often in these weaken states that Margaret would manipulate these men to further her own goals.

This was how she was able to become as powerful as she was as a woman in this time and era, gaining the influence she did by raping braking men's minds and bodies.

"Alex Good of you to arrive just in time to see my Guest off, will you make sure that he get's home safely an make sure that these paper he signed are mailed to the right people letting them know he has give his support and Funds to my project." she said as she saw off the man who looked like he just fought in a battle an was still traumatised by what he went threw, as well as passing a set of envelope that were sealed with wax.
 
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Alex looked at her 'guest' and sighed. "Of course my Lady." he bowed. "Anything else?" he asked as another servant led the guest out of the building. "Will you retire to your bed for the rest of the night? Or do you require more service from your servants before then?" he asked as he looked to see the others tightening everything up for tomorrow.
 
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"No Alex, I thing that will be all tonight, but have a night cap sent up to my room, I think I'll be needing one tonight." she said as she dismissed Alex and the rest of the for the rest of the evening.

She then went back to her Chamber to wait for her drink and she would thing about what had happen today. It was at lest very clear that she was not going to change her was when it came to her doing business, she was still going to manipulate her guest as she saw fit to manipulate them, but Thomas was not one of those ruthless nobles that she prayed upon, he was just a simple boy and maybe that was where she went astray, she saw all men as pawns to sacrifice in her Goal to stay one step ahead of all the others like her.He was not from her world and he was innocent and had no place being use like that, she gained nothing from manipulating him, other then a brief moment of pleasure.

But as she thought about it, she got more pleasure from him as a servant for 4 years, then as a sex slave for less then an hour.
 
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The night ended pretty well for Thomas. He felt SOOOOO cozy and felt much better. The best feeling he had in a while. Was it because he was recovering from that bad experience? He didn't know as he nuzzled against the pillow not wanting to let go. However,

"Thomas?"

It was Maria.

Thomas gently groaned against the pillow.

"I brought you something to eat..." she said as he placed the tray on the bed for him. He stood up straight, and happily started to eat.

Alex on the other hand was tending to Lady Margaret's needs. Naturally bringing her her morning meal instead of Thomas as usual. He made no obvious mention of Thomas as he took over his roles this morning. "The day looks to be filled with nothing but snow again my lady." Alex told her as she ate in her bed.
 
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" I see, another cold day a head then. Just to ask, is the pantry full and do we have enough wood and oil to last a couple of night if the weather get's worst?" she asked Alex know as the Head of the Staff that he would know such thing.


It was also a good reason to stay inside, as she wanted to just have a moment to her self and reflect of what happen yesterday.

"Alex, I must ask you, what do you know of my business dealing?" she ask him, she wanted to know what he knew and what he thought of what it was she did.
 
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Alex had nodded in response to their question about their 'heated home'. As for her second question,

"Well I cannot protect older men who are old enough to take care of themselves..." he responded honestly. "But yet something keeps them coming and still meeting with your requests no? I say that that part is no one's business but your own with whoever you made a deal with." he added more tea into her cup before dropping a few sugar cubes and gently mixed it with the spoon. "Why do you ask?"
 
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" I ask cause when I ask you escort my guest from the grounds last night, you sighed, an I want you to know that it is because of the thing I do with these men that allow me to keep you in my employment." she said as she took the cup of tea to have a sip of the sweeten liquid.

" I know I should have not have done what I did to Thomas, I let my urges get away from me in the moment, but it is because of those same urges that I have made this a home for my self and at one time Thomas as well, with my Father and mother gone, I am the only one left to take care of our home, an because of what I am, I can not marry into a wealthy family with out creating a scandal once I reveal my true self on my wedding night."
she said before taking another sip of her tea.

"So my options are limited, either manipulate those men or lose my home I have know all my life." she finished saying as she took her last sip of tea. the cup was empty now and she turn it to Alex to fill it once again.
 
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As he tended to so, he responded.

"Of course. I am well aware of your limited options." Alex continued with the sweetening. "However that does not mean that I enjoy seeing you have to use some methods. I actually do feel sad for what you have to do, whether you enjoy to do it or not." He finished using the spoon.

"Hopefully before my age takes me, you will never have to resort to such things." he said with a small smile at his old age.
 
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" Well the truth is I do enjoy it, I feel powerful over those men, who act like their my better when out in public, but in my Chambers I am the powerful one." she said as she took her tea cup back.

" Well as long as I have the means to keep you in my employ, I will make sure that you will not have to resort to such things either." she said showing just a hint of her humanity.
 
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He smiled. "Then be sure to do that to those that you MUST do it to." With that, he took everything after she finished.

Thomas continued to rest in his room as Maria talked to him.


"So we had to talk to Lady Margaret." Maria explained.

Thomas froze as he tried to finish his drink.

"Don't worry, she doesn't know that you're physically inside her home." Maria assured him.

"Good... Soon I can leave afterwards." he responded sourly.

"Thomas..." Maria frowned. "WHERE would you go? You cannot leave during winter."

Thomas didn't know what to answer. "Well I can't STAY HERE." he said to her obviously. "Not with HER here..." he looked at the wall. He got chills from the thought.

"What if we promised to convince her NOT to abuse you like that?" Maria asked. But Thomas was far from convinced. "I mean, we can speak with her about how much it bothered you." Maria told him. Of course, he didn't know that Alex had already did.

"If you're able to, I-I..." he sighed. "...I suppose I can work for her again..." In truth Thomas didn't want to but Maria had a point; where would he go? he had to make it easier for him to survive.

Maria smiled as she took her tray and met Alex in the kitchen. After a exchange of information, Alex nodded and returned to Lady Margaret.
 
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