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Seeing the sights (With_out_Strings& Loneiysong)

"Of course." She shook her head. "I don't know. The image of you still naked arching beautifully over my own naked body by firelight is probably clouding my memory." She leaned back adn then bit her lip. She moved between Jay's legs. Crawling so she could still reach the pedals if she wanted, she looked up and began to pull at Jay's pants. She unzipped her pants and slipped her fingers in and kissed her navel and shut her eyes. "I sure hope you are as good a driver as you are a lover." She whispered adn dragged her tongue along her aunts hot pussy.
 
Woah, this was way new to Jay, well maybe not totally new as she once was the one that was where Rose was right now.

Now this was going to be tricky, cause there was not going to be a rest stop for a few miles and she had to make sure she did not cause an accident, that she did not loose her focus and speed up or slow down an get caught by a highway patrol for breaking the speed limit, an there were an other number of thing that could happen.

Oh when she got off the highway and to the rest stop, she was going to either jump rose of punish her, most likely both.

"Rose your so going to not like what I'm going to do to you when I stop this RV!" she said as she let out a little moan and bit her lip to try to not let the RV get out of her control.

She just had to focus and on the road and not what was happening between her legs, but it was not easy as she was getting that euphoric feeling that happens when some one played with her pussy.
 
Rose laughed adn looked up as Jay said that to her. Reaching in, she slipped two fingers into her pussy and looked at Jay. "You will have to catch me first old lady." SHe smiled adn looked at her. Moving forward, she wrapped her lips around her clit and curled her tongue into her clit teasing and sucking softly. Shutting her eyes, she groaned and panted and shook her head. Oh, she was going to have to run so fast and hard. But then again, she could not wait for the punishment.

She smiled wide up at her and continued to lick and suck and groaned softly vibrating that clit.
 
Jay saw the off ramp sigh and she was sure the Rose was as go as toast, but she had to get off the highway, then park the RV first and the meant fining a spot then she had to pull up her pants of chance her with no pant of panties on, an while she could get away with that at night it was day now and some one could see and she might get a ticket for indecent exposure.

as the sensation on her clit got more intense, she felt her foot push on the gas petal an the Rv pick up a little speed, not enough to get in trouble, but enough that you could feel the Rv was moving faster.

"Okay you are asking for this." Jay said as she use her other foot that was not controlling the gas or breaks to give Rose a swift kick in her thigh. maybe she get the idea now. Still she had a while to go before she could stop the RV.
 
"Ouch what the fuck!" She gasped as the kick landed. She frowned and got up and then sat up and frowned folding her arms. Reaching beside her, she pulled on a seatbelt and crossed her arms and looked out the window and then slowly got up and moved to the back and laid on the bed and read a book. She leaned back and thought that maybe Jay could not take a joke. She continued to read and frowned. She looked at her thigh and rubbed it a bit and shook her head and sighed.
 
Okay with Rose gone it was easy to focus on the road and find a spot to pull over and park.

"You little brat, I'm going to Tan your ass that you not going to be able to sit for a week" she said as she got up and moved towards Rose, she did not even bother to pull up her pants but she did grab her belt.

She move quickly to the back an playfully tackled Rose as she would wrestle with her for dominance. Now while Rose was young, Jay was not lazy and she worked out regularly, so she was quite fit, she might not be able to get dancing work any more, well then did not include her taking off her clothing, but she was ripped and had abs that sort of looking like a sixpack.
 
But by he time that Jay got back to Rose she was not in a mood to play. Her mood had shifted again and she looked up at Jay as she came close. She didn't even get up and run, she kept reading her book. She growled adn pushed Jay off and snarled. 'Stop I am not in the mood." SHe tried to push her off and struggled underneath Jay. She pushed her off. Rose didn't tell her mother, but now adays she suffered from severe bipolar. One moment she could be happy but the next she was crying. There was no medium between happy and sunshine and leave me alone mood.

She struggled and and looked at her and frowned deeper. "Get off..."
 
Jay was not sure what was wrong, this was a real fast switch in the way she was acting, Jay was not sure what was happening but she was going to ask some hard questions, right as soon as she got off of Rose.

"Rose dear, okay you do know that was dangerous back there what you did. an second, are you okay, you can tell me I won't judge?" Jay said in a tone that was both stern and showed concern. she was not sure what was going on, but she had to know if they were going to continue this trip.

She then though back to when she saw rose take that pill before she left.

"Rose are you on some sort of anti-anxiety medication or antidepressants?" she was trying to put two and two together and she hope she would get a four, but it was up to her niece to come out with the truth.

She sat to the side of the bed and waited for Rose to answer her in her own time, but till she got a straight answer the Rv was not going to move one more inch.
 
"Yea, I know it was fucking dangerous but you didn't have to kick me." Se didn't look at her and then snapped her book closed and then held it close. She didn't look at her aunt. She shook her head and swallowed. "I am on medication for my bi-polar disorder." She said and then ran her thumb down the spine of her book. She swallowed harder feeling so far from home from her mother. Sure her mother was a bitch, but at least her mother didn't kick her, and at least her mother knew her. Much as she was loathe to admit it. She did not want to look at her aunt.

Standing up, she got up and put the book to the side. She walked down the stairs and then walked outside and then fought the strong urge to cry. She then began to walk towards a restroom.
 
"Your right I did not have to Kick you and I'm sorry that I did but I was trying not to show up on the 5 O'clock news, I was trying to keep us from getting into an accidents." she said as she went to her own purse to pull out a small box.

"I know what it like a little, I'm on Cipralex for anxiety and ADHD, so I know a little of what you may be going threw, but I can't know it all."
Jay was trying to relate to Rose now and she held out her box of med so she could see for her self.

"Why do you think I was such a wild child in my youth, it was partly because of the ADHD, I was just so all over the place that I could not focus on one thing at any give time."

Jay hope she was getting threw to Rose, she was not sure if she should go and hug her of just keep giving her space.
 
Rose sighed adn leaned against the RV. Sitting down she curled her knees to her chest and broke down sobbing. She shut her eyes adn gripped her hair and shut her eyes and continued to sob and shut her eyes trembling softly and shook her head and just thought.

She thought about how much she loved aunt Jay. About how much she was probably being used. She swallowed and stood up and walked to the passenger door and opened it pulling out a cigarette and a lighter and lit a cigarette and began to smoke.
 
Jay was not sure what to do, she had some idea of what it was like to live with a mental illness, but she that did not mean she knew what was going on in her head.

she when after her and hope that she would talk to her, to shear what was bother her.

"Rose, I don't know what your thinking, so your going to have to tell me what's wrong, did I do some thing wrong, did I kick you too hard, are you afraid of something, please open up to me, you know that you can trust me like you did last night." Jay said hoping that some thing might get threw to her.

" and if your not going to talk to me, can I at lest join you in a smoke?" she said and she was trying her last ditch effort to get threw to the young girl, hoping that Rose would spot her a cigarette and a light.
 
Rose looked down and then blew out her smoke. Looking up at her aunt, she held up the cigarette box where one cigarette was open to her. She was not sure what was wrong with her. But she was just down right now. She flicked the lighter open and held it up. She canted her head and looked at Jay and down.

"I just don't like to be kicked or abused. I know why you did it, but tell me to stop, I will. You don't have to kick me." She looekd down and away. Tears filled her eyes as a ghost from her past came up and haunted her. Sshe didn't want to talk about it and she looekd down putting the cigarette back.
 
"Oh daring I did not think, if I was not so freak out at the moment I would have thought maybe to tell you to stop" she said as she took a cigarette from the pack and lit it with Rose's lighter.

" Is it okay if I hug you dear, I don't know what okay to do right now, so I'm just going to ask till you tell me to shut up" she said as she open up her arm hoping that Rose would take the offer of a hug.

but this thing about abuse, was her mother doing thing to her all these years, or was it her dad, she could not know and this question was going to kill her but it was not like she could ask Rose, she was just opening up to her again and she was not sure what was going to cause her to close down again, out side of some sort of abusive attack.

" do you want to go for a walk, I feel like a walk." she ask Rose, sure hey were in the middle of nowhere and there was nothing in the area the was worth looking at, but some times a walk was all that was needed.
 
"I am fine. I just..." She put out her cigarette. It was hard to be physical with someone after she took a negative body action as her counselor once called it. Last time she was slapped, her mother came in and saw that she had cut herself. A kick as small to someone, sent her into a domino effect and it was hard to pull out. "I want to go eat breakfast I am hungry. I do not want to go for a walk." She climbd inside the RV. She put on her earplugs and looked out the window looking like a lost and lonely little girl.

She hated to shut down Jay so much, but, she had a problem with trusting. She loved aunt Jay sure, but now seh was reverting back to kicked puppy syndrome.
 
Jay put out her smoke and went back inside the RV, she had a lot to think about, she was worried about her niece and she was not sure if she should continue on with this trip in light of what she just learned. if she had know earlier about Rose's bi-polar would she have act the way she did, would she had sex with her, would she even agreed to take her on this trip.

No jay you have to stop thinking of the what if's and just deal with what was happening now.

So she started the RV bake up again and drove to the nearest dinner she could fine, hopefully she open up over a cup of coffee and pancakes or Waffles.

But the drive was made in silence, Jay not know what to say and Rose just not saying anything at all.
 
The ride was quiet. But Rose was glad that she was quiet. She didn't want to say anything. She knew the look on Jay's face. The same face that her poential boyfriends got when she just flipped. She looked out and then began to tap on the knee that was exposed on her shorts. When they arked, she walked in and sat down and then looked at the menu. SHe ordered an ice coffee. She also brought the map just in case if Jay wanted to talk about it.

She looked up at Jay and then down and put down the menu when she knew what she wanted. She ordered waffles and ran a hand through her hair.

"Aunt Jay, have you ever....been hit?" She asked softly and looked at her aunt.
 
Jay finish a sip of her coffee before she answer the question.

" Yes I have been hit, it happen when I was in Vegas, I was working at a strip club an some guy was flirting with me and I did not like it so I told him to fuck off and he did not like tone so he hit me, but I was lucky as a bouncer was close by and heard me call out for help." she said said trying to keep her thoughts in check, as she had worse stories then that one but this was not the time or the place to tell them.

Jay wanted to say she was sorry again but was not sure if saying over and over again was worth her effort, but she was going to ask Rose if she Trusted her

"Rose, will you tell me what is wrong, has some one been beating you?" she ask trying to keep her voice low so that not one else could hear her ask the question.
 
"Have you ever been hit by someone you loved?" She looked into her iced coffee and took a long drink as if it were to bring her strength. Getting hit by a stranger was a lot different than getting hit by someone that you loved. She swallowed and ran her thumb up and down the cold glass and frowned. She did not want to tell Jay. Not now. She was still hurting from the kick. She was just like the boys who had done horrible things with her. She was past the point of tears.

Then their food was brought and she began to eat looking at the map. She didn't want to talk about her poor girl stories. Didn't even want to speak of it. She ran her thumb along the routs and frowned.
 
" Not in hate or anger, but I'm guessing that's not what your asking about." Jay said as she took a breath to think, it's not like she was not hit by a person she loved or thought she was in love with, but it was one of those kinky relationships that she was in at the time and not a normal vanilla one.

"Honey you know that I was not thinking and I was scared when I did that, I did not do it out of any sort of anger, I just was afraid of causing an accident. an you know what I'm not going to lie to you, if we got into an accident and you got hurt, I would never have forgive my self and your mother would never let me near you again in her life time." she said trying to get threw to the girl, she did not want to make her feel worse then she already was feeling by scolding her for her action of giving her head while she was driving, hell driving a normal car was a cake walk next to driving the beast that was the the Rv they had.
 
"No that is not what I am talking about. I am not talking about spankings in bed, I am talking about." She sighed adn then took another drink of her coffee and canted her head and looked at him and smiled wider. She blushed and reached out and took her hand. It was a sign of trust that Jay was slowly regaining. Rose looked at her and smiled wider. "Jay, I love you. I think I am falling in love with you." She whispered softly and looked at him.

"I know. I forgive you aunt Jay. It was just..." She looked down and blushe dadn swallowed and held her hands tighter and looked at her. "When you did that, it was like being crushed by a wave. It sent me to a bad place." She looked down and then the food was brought and she began to eat.
 
"Rose, I hope that you will tell me what happen to you, but I know I have to earn that trust from you, cause I have not been a part of you life for a long time." Jay said taking her hand and holding on to it tightly. Rose open the door a crack, but it was enough she just have to wait till she let her fully into her life before asking the tough questions.

Then Jay was hit by the bus that was the I love you, she was not sure how to react to it, Jay loved her niece and she was even okay with the taboo love that was happening between the two of them, but getting hit with those words were a lot to take on. was this real love, young love that teenagers happen to fall in and out off all the time, or was it some thing else.

Jay was at a lost for words, she just did not know what to say or do, luckily she was saved by the waiter with the food.
 
"I will tell you later." She ran a hand along her arm and looekd down and away as if ashamed that she was abused. Always, late at night, there was a part of Rose that was convinced it was totally her fault. Late at night, she dreamed about him tieing her spread eagled and just cutting. She felt it she couldn't see it. She knew also that Jay was not ready for i love you. So she bit her lip and looked down.

Rose ate her food in silence keeping to herself.
 
Jay had this whole after noon planed of taking Rose to a sex shop and buying her a few sexy thing, but now that idea seem like it should be the last thing the the two of them should do together, cause clearly Rose was not in that sort of mood.

"So Rose dear, what would you like to do after were done eating, it is your road trip after all, maybe a movie or the beach, hey we could even maybe visit a zoo and watch the monkeys." she said trying to think up fun things they could do that normal people do on road trips.

If only Jay knew what was going threw her head, maybe she could help her, but she had her own problem, like how Rose said she love her and Jay was not sure what to say back, cause she Love Rose as well, but was it the same sort of love that Rose was feeling. Maybe it would be best to talk about that away from prying eyes and ears, not that any one around here knew the two of them.
 
"I don't know. Did you have any ideas?" SHe sat back as she finished. SHe looked at him and grinned softly. Reaching out, she took her hand and smiled and kissed her knuckles. She stood up and walked up and paid for their meal and walked out the the RV. She was going to pick her mood up. It wasn't going to be down. She waited patiently and looked at Jay. When she came out she canted her head.

"Jay, don't let what I said effect you. I am feeling better. Must have been a low blood sugar or something."
 
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