ForeverMischievous
Star
- Joined
- Jul 29, 2011
The shock she felt, was clear to him, and he had to avert his eyes. He gazed down to his side, unable to meet her eyes, for more then seconds. His eyes closed lightly, as his hand moved towards his heart, rather then where it was sore, his fingers pressing against the left side of his chest, as his lips ticked at a painful frown. But he contained it. He contained his sorrow. His anger. But that wasn't the worst to contain. The love that still flourished and beat for Aria, was the hardest thing to ignore. But how could he ever gaze in her eyes again? How could he ever redeem, what he'd done? Redeem the murder and slaughter, of innocent men and women, who just fought for a better tomorrow. The better day, that he'd always thought he was trying to reach. No. He couldn't look into her eyes, and live with what he was now. A pathetic puppet. He had to redeem himself. He had to find more proof. And should he find this. He would ensure, the truth was revealed, to the rest of his army. Kenneth. Clementine. Arkon. All names of decent men and women, who believed they fought for the right side. Could their truth, truly be a lie?
And as she asked him why, he pinched his eyes, and shook his head a few times, turning lightly to the side, to not face her. "Yes.. I need to see this, for myself. I need to find proof, that I can hold in my hand. And.. If I find this. I.. I have to redeem what I've done. And i would do so, by breaking the King's reputation, and wrestle the bulk of his forces, off his hands."
And as she asked him why, he pinched his eyes, and shook his head a few times, turning lightly to the side, to not face her. "Yes.. I need to see this, for myself. I need to find proof, that I can hold in my hand. And.. If I find this. I.. I have to redeem what I've done. And i would do so, by breaking the King's reputation, and wrestle the bulk of his forces, off his hands."