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Chaos is a lonely road( communistfluffy and I)

Anona looked her in the eyes, her eyes began to become less beast and more human, she looked over into the girls eyes, as her grips slowly loosened releasing the girl. She slowly turned away keeping her back to the girl as she cried out in pain though this time it was more human sounding. She rolled her shoulders until the wings began to fold and reenter her shoulder blades, as the shoulder blades quivered and folded back down against her back a small trail of blood rolled down her back. She slumped to her knees and fell forward resting on her hands, beads of sweat started to form on her skin as it regained normal color, her arms bubbled slightly as the armor absorbed into her skin. She stayed down breathing heavily as the pain began to subside. She just stared down at the ground as her jaw ached, the canines shrinking back into her skull, this right here was the worst part of full shift.

Anona rolled over so she laid on her back on the ground, she was in so much pain right now and she felt so weak, that level of shift drained her energy greatly. She didn't like to admit it but right now she was so weak that she was no more than a normal human. She looked up at the sky panting heavily, she couldn't believe that Alicia was still alive, normally she would have killed every human within reach.
 
Alicia fell to the ground coughing some on her tears and just in general from being choked. The thought went through her mind is that she survived something that Anona even said at one point that she kills everybody she is around, maybe she go through to Anona and stopped her. Though there was multiple reasons for doing this she was quite happy to help her out as she stood up coughing a little more. When she looked around she noticed Anona on her back as she quickly moved toward her getting onto her knees.

Without even asking Alicia put a hand under Anona's head as she looked down at her, "Are-are you going to be ok?! Do you need help?! I'll help you back to the camp!!" she said offering help to her and if Anona passed out at the moment Alicia would do all she could to get her back to the camp luckily the attack didn't happen to far from their camping area as she kept her eyes trained on Anona's face, Alicia's face full of concern and worry for her. She admitted how she felt about the girl and now it seemed like her heart couldn't calm down when she was around her, whatever she said which was her feelings affected Anona to quell the best within so that meant was mutual to some end.
 
Anona laid they quivering slightly, she was in so much pain, it was slowly beginning to fade but it would take time for things to feel better "don't....worry....about....me" she whispered weakly. She looked over at Alicia, she reached up she lightly touched her cheek before her hand fell down to the ground, she looked up at her she felt so tired. Her body it seemed couldn't take much more, she slowly started to sit up, she was not used to being open like this with anyone. She crawled towards their camp, her entire body ached and burned from what she had been through. She laid down once she was inside the camp, she was barely made inside before she collapsed from pain and exhaustion, she passed out. She laid there in a deep sleep, she had never wanted to hurt anyone, not even when she was forced to do so. She had been defending herself the first time it had happened.

In her sleep she dreamt of a fight, she was fighting her true and wild form, until she was grabbed by the throat and pinned "don't fight this is who you are just let me out and keep me that way then you won't have to suffer anymore" was all the beast said before it vanished. Anona squirmed in her sleep groaning as she dreamed of these things.
 
Alicia did what she could for the woman that crawled back to the site helping whenever she limped a little as she noticed her pass out once reaching her destination. When Alicia then looked back around her she quietly chanted creating once again another torrent of energy, wind, in fact around them for defense. The sounds were roaring outside of the shield if you stood close by but inside it was clam and quiet despite the wild images of wing flowing around them. When she had secured a defense with her magic she sat down at the fire, Alicia would try her hand at cooking. She remembered seeing Anona cook a couple times before and she tried to recreate the same situation making sure to feed it to her when Anona woke up from the ordeal that she had been through.

While the stew was bubbling she looked back at her, noticing that she was squirming she walked over sitting next to her putting a hand on her cheek caressing her some. Alicia couldn't deny it anymore she was slowly falling for this woman despite only have met her the other day, her master would often say to her during studies that it is conflict that often brings people together. Alicia completely understood that now however if she meant what she said to growing romantic interest she needed to master intermediate magics. They were the hardest to master as there is such a wider range of magical abilities when you go toward the middle tier, even the harder tiers often get easier with each spell a magician masters. The thought crossed her mind as she lowered her head down and put a small peck on Anona's cheek sitting back up, standing walking back over to the stew she cooked it while she studied her book again chanting softly getting some more memorized.
 
Anona squirmed more in her sleep but she seemed to almost move into Alicia's every touch, It was as if her mind wanted more, but Anona's hardened soul would not give in easily to such things. She had often craved the touch of another yet at the same time she deeply feared it, not for the feeling but what it would mean. She feared surrendering completely to some one, to be completely vulnerable to that one person, to hold nothing back. That was what truly scared her, but after what she had felt during her shift she didn't know what to feel right now. She had felt this strong release of emotions, but she wasn't scared of them, Alicia made her feel differently, she made her feel like she could do this. Like she wasn't just caught under the beasts power like she had a choice in this, she did enjoy that feeling greatly it made her feel like she could be what she wanted to be.

Anona slowly opened her eyes just in time to watch Alicia walk away, she felt saddened in a way as she watched her leave. Anona slowly sat up and got to her feet. She was careful not to make a sound, she slowly approached Alicia and gently rested her hand on the girls shoulder. She turned her and lightly kissed her cheek, she was not very familiar with how you treated a loved one, but then again she was still unsure of how she felt. She hesitated a moment then lightly kissed Alicia on the lips then moved away, she was not entirely comfortable with human contact yet but she was trying. She hoped that this would be enough to show her that she did have feeling for her but just wasn't sure how to show them just yet.
 
Alicia put her book down just in time to feel the touch of Anona's hand at least she hoped as she was answered with a kiss to the cheek. Alicia's face flared up to a beat red as she panted very softly but what came next made her even pant harder when she felt the lips of Anona against her's. Alicia hesitated her face now completely beat red as she looked Anona straight in the eyes her face showing only dumbfounded she leaned in quickly and kissed her back. Though she drew it out a little more but pulled back quickly, her face was completely red as she flushed out a little in her body.

"I-I...see you woke up....I-I took the liberty of getting some food ready so you can get some to help re-cooperate I hope I followed what you did to the T..." She glanced at Anona and the pot speaking about that part then looked at her with a big smile, "I am glad...you are good!" She said though affection was strong in her tone as she kept her eyes locked on Anona completely her book in its pouch as her full attention was brought to Anona and the stew.
 
Anona took a few steps back after Alicia kissed her, she wasn't sure how to feel, to be honest physical contact of any kind truly made her uneasy. She nodded in response to her words "I'm sure it will be fine...I'm ...sorry for..." she paused for a long moment obviously struggling with what she needed to say, she turned away from her keeping her back to the her "I'm sorry I attacked you" she finally was able to say with great difficulty. She didn't know what to do right now, love and affection was something she was not accustomed to, it was something she hadn't even really experienced as a child. She walked away "I'll be back in a bit. I'm going to see if i can find us some extra supplies on..." she stopped herself not wanting to finish what she was thinking. She made her way over to the corpses of the men she'd killed, she went through their belongings finding a few weapons that were still in good shape. She managed to find some jerky and some trinkets they could trade for supplies later on.

Anona sighed and slowly made her way back to their camp once she had managed to find what she wanted, she sat down on the dge of their campsite trying to think. "I found some stuff to trade when we reach another town" she said softly, she was trying to change the subject now as she grew more uneasy. She took a slow deep breath, she wasn't even really sure how to interact with people anymore, she liked the idea of being close to someone but it still terrified her.
 
Alicia watched her nodding, "...I forgive you Anona.." She spoke softly though she made sure her companion could hear it but she also realized that Anona hadn't had that much affection addressed to her as it made Alicia kinda giggle softly at how awkward Anona was acting due to processing or she assumed that was Anona was doing as she finally made the stew, taking some bowls she poured some for herself and Anona. She had prepared their bowls just as Anona was back from getting some extra supplies as she sat down Alicia was right there putting a bowl down next to her smiling, "That's good! We could use some extra gold for more ingredients, as well as some herbs for other things like medicine and whatnot." Alicia commented as she sat down by her though not too close as she realized that Anona was still trying to handle the affection she had been given.

Alicia had taken a sip as she finally looked at her, Alicia's eyes were full of concern and caring if Anona glanced up she could see the amount pouring from them. "Hey, Anona...whats wrong? Did the kiss bother you?..." Alicia said with concern as she took gentle sips out of the soup while keeping her eyes on Anona, now with attraction rising she was occasionally looking the female warrior over though it was discretely as she awaited an answer.
 
Anona attempted a brief smile at Alicia "no this kiss was fine it's just...it's complicated" she said softly, she had strong feelings for her, but she just wasn't sure how to express them. She moved close to Alicia once she'd finished her soup "the soup was very good" she said softly. She leaned in closer pressing her lips firmly against Alicia's, she wasn't sure what this feeling was just yet but it was strong enough to break through her beast side and strong enough to get through her barbed wall of emotional defense. She deepened the kiss slipping one of her hands to rest at the back of Alicia's head and the other to grip her back, she held her close. Anona hesitated for a moment then slipped her tongue curiously into Alicia's mouth, in a way Anona was letting her instincts take over and guide her. She slowly broke the kiss releasing Alicia from her hold looking for some sign of approval, she wanted to make sure that this was alright. She had never been this close to some one and it scared her, but she wasn't going to shut her out not now after all that had happened.
 
Alicia blushed as Anona went ahead to make her just feel all kinds of warm feelings, her body flowing in a mixture of pleasure or wanting off and her feelings flaring up inside her heart like a wildfire. When she felt Anona pull back her eyes were left in a daze as she looked at Anona with a pleading look inside her eyes. The feeling of being wanted, the feeling of closeness she had felt with this woman didn't match anything she had felt in her life. When Anona gave her a brief moment she did the same actions to Anona this time however she didn't pull back. Instead of pulling back she gently tugged her down on the the ground kissing Anona with her over Alicia herself. Alicia's hand was on the back of Anona's head caressing gently while her hand moved about her back gently like a cloud gliding over the surface of her skin. Alicia's moans were softly as she slipped her tongue in after being curiously probed by her companion so she thought that she'd repay the favor as her eyes looked into hers occasionally showing only want for the woman that was hovering over her.
 
Anona caught herself so she didn't lay on her completely, she ran her hand up Alicia's arm lightly caressing the soft flesh, she lightly pressed her thigh between Alicia's legs. She deepened the kiss, toying with her tongue, she allowed herself to lay down against her partner, she started to explore her body seeking to feel flesh against flesh. She pressed more against the woman looking for some kind of reaction, she was trying to understand all of this. She started to peel away Alicia's clothes away layer by layer, Anona soon started to remove her own. She tossed the clothes away and broke the kiss, slowly making her way down her neck, lightly caressing the flesh with her lips, she lightly trailed her fingers up Alicia's sides. She slid a hand down finding her mound, slowly slipping a finger inside exploring a bit, she wanted to pleasure Alicia. She slipped a second finger inside pressing her palm against her clit, she started to nip and kiss her neck trying to see what she could do, she wanted to give her pleasure.
 
Alicia let out soft pants at first, then they became louder moans as her body pressed against her partner's. The touching made her tremble as she was extremely sensitive as she suddenly felt Anona penetrate her with her fingers. The first finger going in made Alicia cry out in a moan as her back was already arching from the kissing and nipping from her lover. Alicia's hips responded to the fingers and Anona's palm by riding into it, her body became extremely hot and she already was showing sweat all over her body. Alicia could moan and tremble as time went on her moans go more passionate and loud as she had a big smile on her face enjoying being pleasured by Anona. While Alicia was enjoying herself she slid her hands up and down Anona's back while she did the same thing to Anona, slowly pealing whatever garments she had on slowly exposing her flesh despite what scars or injuries she had. Though where there was a cut Alicia was gentle, and where there was soft supple flesh Alicia's hand touched with an angel's touch. When she managed she gripped Anona's breasts softly giving them soft tugs and touches as she also Kissed her neck, wanting reaction out of Anona herself. While Anona wanted to pleasure Alicia, she wanted to pleasure Anona as well.
 
Anona slipped down Alicia's body moving out of her reach, she did not feel she deserved any pleasure, she lightly kissed down Alicia's stomach. She started to mover her fingers in and out of her, she lightly kissed her clit, then began to gently suck on the sensitive area. She was still getting used to the idea of being close to some one, but that would take time. She slid a third finger inside and kept moving in and out pointing her fingers more down ward as she pushed inside and then upward as she pulled them out. She started to lightly toy with the clit with her the tip of her tongue, she wanted to just pleasure Alicia, nothing else mattered to her right now. She wanted to make up in a way for what she'd done, she felt horrible about how she had hurt this woman, this woman that she was feeling things for. She focused some of her energy to warm her fingers hoping it would bring her more pleasure.
 
Alicia gasped as she arched her back more grabbing some of the ground, though one hand managed to caress the back of Anona's head as it gently petted her. Despite the amount of pleasure she was feeling which was like a tingly bath as it flowed over with tingles all over though pressure began to build inside her head and crotch. Her moans were getting louder as her panting increased her body flushed as she let out louder moans from the insert of another finger. "Ahhnn...mmmm AHHH!!!! Yes...mmmmhn! AHn!", Her frenzied moans showed she was getting close from all the stimulation that her lover was giving her as her cute betting was getting slightly forceful as she wanted to shove Anona into her crotch as her hips began to grind into her mouth. Alicia's body was beginning to tremble and twitch from her orgasm coming close her eyes closed completely as her moans were increasing in volume from the amount of pleasuring Anona was giving her.
 
Anona loved how the woman was responding, she began to hum as she flicked her tongue over the sensitive clit, she started to mover her fingers more and more quickly inside her. She wanted bring her to release to give her pure ecstasy, she wanted to make sure she was able to at least show her some of the things she felt. Anona was like a small child first learning to use their legs when it came to affection, she had an idea of what to do but as far as all out expressing she always seemed to fumble things. She slid a hand up to play with her breast hoping to push her over the edge, she wanted to make her release to bring her to the ultimate point of pleasure. She clawed down Alicia's stomach she wanted to pleasure her more than anything, she did not need to feel pleasure to be happy, she just wanted to please her partner it was all that mattered to her right now. She could tell she was close it was just a matter of time now, then she would be able to bring her to climax.
 
Alicia's body was trembling even more as her love tunnel was twitching and tensing. Her body was sweating heavily and she was on fire as Anona could feel her heat as her body continued to twitch like her love tunnel. "Ahn...ahhhhnnnn! Mmmm!!! YES YES...ANONA....hhhaannnn! Mmmm....AH!", Alicia was moaning very loudly as her body just continued to melt as she let out a loud moan just from Anona touching her breast. The rest of her moans were very loud with Anona's name mixed in with her moans as her body continued to grind into Anona's face as finally her body couldn't take it anymore her eyes rolled up as Anona Suddenly felt her juices just splash onto Anona's face her body arched all the way trembling hard as her hands gripped the ground digging in deeply. Alicia's tongue was loyllied as her body continued to tremble hard finally after about 30 seconds she collapsed onto the ground panting hard.
 
Anona smiled when she was able to finish her off, she licked up her juices swallowing them, she slowly got up after Alicia had collapsed, she redressed herself not before the dark red scars over her shoulder blades were in full view. She quickly got dressed she found herself to be nothing more than a monster but that was just part of who she was. She was uncomfortable with physical contact but she was trying so hard, she picked up Alicia carrying her to a blanket laying it out then gently setting her on top of it. She pulled another blanket up over her and snuggled under the blanket with her, she slipped her arms to wrap around her waist holding her close, nuzzling into her neck. "we should sleep" she said softly. She then nuzzled slightly into the back of her neck before falling into a light sleep, she just wanted to be close to her right now that was all she could do right now. She wished she could do better with her feelings but they scared her.
 
Alicia looked over at her kissing her lips softly smiling as she cuddled with her, "I agree Anona...hm...I..." She was going to say softly though before she could she passed out laying next to her falling pretty deep into a sleep due to the amount of pleasure that coarse through her from Anona's excellent ability to play around. Alicia's body was rubbing up against Anona's cuddling very close with her like she loved her more than anything her body speaking for her rather than her mouth.
 
Anona held her close through the night, she woke early the next morning with Alicia still in her arms. She lightly kissed the woman's neck and got up looking around for any indication of danger being nearby, she had a strong instinct to protect even more so now than before. She now saw Alicia as her mate, though other words were normally used she was not sure how to express them now. Anona woke her with a gentle kiss to the lips "good morning" she whispered softly. She was not sure how things would be between them after last night but she would indeed treasure what they'd shared. "We should get ready to move we have much distance to cover between now and when we will have to stop for the night" she said trying to remain focused on hers and now their goal.
 
Alicia cooed as she felt the kiss on the neck though she didn't wake up originally let out a cute yawn though her eyes were still closed. She didn't even notice Anona move but then felt the kiss on her lips as she let them spread to a warm smile looking at her, "Good Morning..." she replied softly as she let another soft yawn escape her lips as she sat up remembering last night as she gave Anona a salutary smile. "I...really enjoyed last night...thank you,....Anona. I....am glad we were able to connect like that." She said with a blush as she gathered her clothing getting dressed rather quickly looking refreshed. Alicia nodded when she heard Anona though rather respond she went up to her and gave her kiss on the lips with another smile flashed after. "Alright then we better get going if we have a lot of ground to cover.", She said sweetly as she picked up her things already to head out.
 
Anona shook her head "no we have one more thing before we leave" she said and grabbed Alicia by the arm pulling her into a deep and passionate kiss. While she normally was very reserved and stand offish she was trying to do better for Alicia, she cared for her deeply though right now she wasn't entirely ready to deal with those feelings head on. With that expression out of the way she moved away heading out of the cam, they had so much ground to cover and she needed to keep her head clear. She started to walk at a very brisk pace with everything she owned on her, which would make her trek harder "if you need to me to I can take some of your things I can carry things easier than you can" she said softly. She was trying in her own way to be a bit softer towards her, she did not want to be abrasive to some one she cared about, she deserved better than that.
 
Alicia blushed deeply as she kissed back quickly in response before they lost the moment. It was the first time that she had been in a romantic relationship with somebody, and it was a very hot girl! She had appreciated the female form more than any male that her master would comment that liked her beauty. This was way more favorable than anything that anybody else could even come close even if there was a lot of danger, that allowed Alicia to grow as a young woman anyways. When they did take off and walking or almost running though Alicia didn't mind, "Thanks for the kiss back there...Anona....Uh...do you mind if I ...call you 'honey' or...'sweetie?'" She asked gently as she gripped one of her carrying packs straps tightly when she heard Anona ask to take some more of her burden in senses her belongings that she had on her she smiled.

"Uh...sure! I don't mind Anona...I didn't...never mind thank you!" She said gently reserving her comment though it wasn't really that important at least to her at the moment anyway. Slowly Alicia took one of her second heaviest things which was one of her packs and handed it to her lover, though she hoped she could call Anona 'sweetie' or 'honey' it almost made Anona feel like she was Alicia's and nobody else's. Alicia didn't mind that others would be staring at them cause she was already feeling the warm sensation and touch upon her bosom as it made her upper chest flush a little thinking that she could even achieve this kind of thing with somebody was a special thing to Alicia, herself.
 
Anona was still barely comfortable with the idea of being in any kind of physical contact with some one so when she asked if she could call her honey or sweetie. Looking over at her a bit coldly "No" was all she said. Cold was how she was, it was just her way of being, Alicia was lucky that she would even get close to her. Taking her pack to help them move along more quickly, even before all this nonsense began she had never been very open to emotions. Moving along more quickly "we need to move faster we have ground to cover" she said softly as she tried to refocus herself.

As they climbed higher into the mountains, she looked up seeing that storm would be upon them soon, it would not be too strong a storm but she did not want them to be caught out in it. Increasing their pace, she knew she would be fine in a storm she was not so certain about her companion. She started looking for a shelter, they would need protection from the weather, the heavy winds would cut through their clothing and freeze them. Finding an over hang she made her way there quickly, "we need to get some fire wood a storm is starting" she said softly. Setting down the packs she rushed off to find some wood, she was able to find a few old branches which she broke down and brought them over to the over hang.
 
Alicia nodded, "Fair enough Anona." she said calmly though she was slightly crestfallen at the response. Though she suspected it was cause Anona had to be very cold and reclusive due to how things had gone down in her past. Alicia had kept her cool and made sure that she listened to her new lover/companion as they climbed the mountains. The cold, powerful wind at times was quite difficult to deal with though she would deal with it for Anona and the fact she was learning about the real world in senses. The storm they were trying to outrun seemed to loom over them with each passing second they climbed.

When the storm was on them Anona had found a clearing though it was an overhang to make sure they had protection from the storm. When Anona had gone after what she could find for wood Alicia had built a pretty good makeshift fire pit for them to put the sticks into, and what Alicia could find for sticks for the wood fire she tossed into the pit. While she waited for Anona she had took one of the fire spells she had learned from her book which she practiced when Anona came back. Instead of using a flint and tinder she would just use her magic to conjure up a nice sizable flame to burn the branches and other twigs they managed to find on this surface of the mountain. Alicia couldn't believe she was so high up, it seemed like a day ago that she was standing on the flat ground now she was up in the air on a mountain looking down. The air was also harder to breath which she suspect it was due to being so high up.
 
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