After she spoke the smoke slowly began to finally disapate, his form still the same, and clear from around him. He still kept his back to her but from behind she could see tears falling from him and down onto the ground "...Basiclly...what I hold inside me could described as a demon. Since the day I could first remember...I always felt something inside me that I feared...but not for my safety...for the safety of anyone around me. Most of my childhood everything was normal...but...when I was of the age of sixteen...it finally took over me. I was still able to see what it was doing...but...I had no control."
Body looking as it was becoming limp, his head hanged as his hands shook. "It...k-killed everyone in the village I live in...strangers, m-my friends...m-my family. It spared no one and when I regained control, there was no one left...and I was in the middle of town, surrounded by bodies. The next ones to find me were a band of wizards and witches, one of them who turn out to be my teacher and...new father. When they found me, they asked what had happened and, thinking I would not live much long after what had happened, told them exactly. For the first few moment they stared at me with a mixture of shock and sorrow...however, to my surprise, they discussed amongst themselves and then offered to train me in the arts of magic and to help control this 'demon' inside of me. So while I was there, they put an enchantment on me that would not allow the insident to happen again. Once I graduated and left...I continued putting the enchantment on myself but it was not a permanent salution to the problem. That is why I wandered for so long...why I worry for your safety. That...thing...is still inside of me."