Sarah
Star
- Joined
- Nov 4, 2011
- Location
- United States of Awesome
The words Gabriella spoke were better than Sarah could have hoped for, the attraction was not only mutual but the love for her daughter seemed to be as well. The woman made it clear that no matter what was decided that she would be there to continue helping, to make Hannah happy. More than anything Sarah wanted her daughter to be happy, and hearing that she had a chance to make herself happy while still doing what would make Hannah happy, well that was just icing on the cake. The mention of the date wasn't as comforting though, having to think about going on a date with a man while she had such feelings for Gabriella was unfair, to herself and to the man she would be going out with. At the same time she felt like Gabriella had a valid point, sexual tension made things much harder and for the single mother it was about as bad as sexual tension could get, being without for so long and then finding herself attracted to a person of the same gender, it caused her mind to be filled with sexual thoughts, wonderful thoughts. On top of all the other things there were her past experiences as well and while they were not at the forefront of her mind they were always there, the abuse and degradation, it had left her emotionally scarred. She knew Gabriella wasn't that type of person but it still didn't remove her past, it did however make it easier to believe the woman when she reassured her.
The smile on Sarah's face was rather pathetic as she was pulled towards the door, she was so thankful and she wanted to let go of all her worries and go for it but she couldn't, instead she simply nodded and followed Gabriella. When asked if their was anything else she wanted to get out in the open she finally said something else, "All I want to say is thank you... I know it isn't fair to expect you to wait, to do what I please... But thank you." Sarah was glad for the extra time, even if she thought she knew what she wanted. So she decided to do what Gabriella suggested and go on the date which was already set up, then she would reevaluate all of it. She hoped it wasn't just sexual tension, wasn't simply an illusion bred by loneliness, but she wanted to be sure before entering into anything. With that she left the room, bringing Gabriella with her, this time pulling her out before letting go, her hand sliding away slowly, a small bit of intimacy before she went ahead and downstairs to find Hannah, much more confident that everything would work out like it was supposed to, ready to focus on having fun with Gabriella and her daughter until she was completely sure what to do on a personal level with her nanny.
The smile on Sarah's face was rather pathetic as she was pulled towards the door, she was so thankful and she wanted to let go of all her worries and go for it but she couldn't, instead she simply nodded and followed Gabriella. When asked if their was anything else she wanted to get out in the open she finally said something else, "All I want to say is thank you... I know it isn't fair to expect you to wait, to do what I please... But thank you." Sarah was glad for the extra time, even if she thought she knew what she wanted. So she decided to do what Gabriella suggested and go on the date which was already set up, then she would reevaluate all of it. She hoped it wasn't just sexual tension, wasn't simply an illusion bred by loneliness, but she wanted to be sure before entering into anything. With that she left the room, bringing Gabriella with her, this time pulling her out before letting go, her hand sliding away slowly, a small bit of intimacy before she went ahead and downstairs to find Hannah, much more confident that everything would work out like it was supposed to, ready to focus on having fun with Gabriella and her daughter until she was completely sure what to do on a personal level with her nanny.