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Alive.
Not with any goals or end-game plan.
Hanging by a thread with a thoughtful soul curious of who I can take care of.

No aim, rhyme, reason or even bulls-eye to focus on.
Imagine being a machine with no production line or a worker around men who simply expect money for nothing.

Embarrassed for the failings and short comings of others I thought I could influence and help. Only to have myself focus on getting the next foot in front of myself... simply to carry on.

Craving productivity with the world on my shoulders and everyone expecting the answers from me, when they should be looking to themselves for what they ask.

I am alive but I simply exist. I don't feel alive.
Haven't for a long time.
 
hiddenvet said:
Alive.
Not with any goals or end-game plan.
Hanging by a thread with a thoughtful soul curious of who I can take care of.

No aim, rhyme, reason or even bulls-eye to focus on.
Imagine being a machine with no production line or a worker around men who simply expect money for nothing.

Embarrassed for the failings and short comings of others I thought I could influence and help. Only to have myself focus on getting the next foot in front of myself... simply to carry on.

Craving productivity with the world on my shoulders and everyone expecting the answers from me, when they should be looking to themselves for what they ask.

I am alive but I simply exist. I don't feel alive.
Haven't for a long time.


*Gives Hidden a huge hug and a warm smile*

Please don't give up. Keep the faith and never lose hope. Today is a new day. Try to focus on the positive and not the negative. Sometimes it is how we think that determines the outcomes in our life. This has worked for me in the past. Praying for you.

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Camille said:
hiddenvet said:
Alive.
Not with any goals or end-game plan.
Hanging by a thread with a thoughtful soul curious of who I can take care of.

No aim, rhyme, reason or even bulls-eye to focus on.
Imagine being a machine with no production line or a worker around men who simply expect money for nothing.

Embarrassed for the failings and short comings of others I thought I could influence and help. Only to have myself focus on getting the next foot in front of myself... simply to carry on.

Craving productivity with the world on my shoulders and everyone expecting the answers from me, when they should be looking to themselves for what they ask.

I am alive but I simply exist. I don't feel alive.
Haven't for a long time.


*Gives Hidden a huge hug and a warm smile*

Please don't give up. Keep the faith and never lose hope. Today is a new day. Try to focus on the positive and not the negative. Sometimes it is how we think that determines the outcomes in our life. This has worked for me in the past. Praying for you.

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Aaaawh...
So kind.
Was burnt out when post was made anyways.
Nice of you... but no worries.

I know what work I have to do and who I have to put up with.

Speaking of which... I should actually be getting ready for work... lol
 
^^ No worries, my friend. Hope your day went well!

Just finished making a tray of delicious deviled eggs! Of course, being as "I" made them, they should be called "angelic eggs", yes? :angel:
 
^ That's fitting. I've been told more than once that I'm a little bent. :p


Back from the gym, showered and now relaxing in my leopard PJ's. Rawr!!!!
 
A little sad. :( Just read that country singer/icon George Jones died. I grew up listening to his music.

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Yeah, I think George may have been the only celebrity to receive a DUI on a riding lawnmower. *Laughs!*
 
^ Lol...haven't seen that video in a while.

It's cold outside, wet, dreary. :( Went ahead and put my PJ's on and now I'm making a cup of hot chocolate. Hurry up, Summer!!!
 
Cranky.
My brother in law and his girlfriend fucking live in the shower and since we only have the one bathroom you're fucking screwed if you need to use the toilet.
URGH!
Other people need to have a shower too, but it's no fucking good if you two use all the fucking hot water!
-Broods-
 
Impatient/apprehensive/anticipating!!!

Poised on the edge of anticipating my first rp post on here but can't until we come up with a plot!!! Twitchy fingers and a giant want/need/crave to rp for the very first time here on BMR!!!!! :D
 
Woke up to an inch and a half of snow this morning....on MAY 3?? Really? It was nearly 90 degrees Wednesday, May 1. The following pretty much sums up our weather here in Oklahoma:

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That's funny Camille, because that was exactly how it was in Colorado! Haha.

We had a blizzard, and the snow was gone the next day, round 9 am. Which was hilarious, because it had only stopped snowing at 5 am that day.

Anyways, bored and sleepy. And thinking about PMing Dogged, to see if we can do a werewolf roleplay.... hmmmm.... :D
 
^^ *Grins* Yep, I have kinfolk that live in Colorado Springs, CO and they said the same thing. :) (Also have some kin in Montrose...I LOVE Colorado!)


This has been my sentiment in the last few days. Can anyone else relate?



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Nearing the end of what was officially Hell Week. And with a far better outcome than originally expected. Phew!
 
Get some rest then Kia!

Currently snuffling, drowning in snot, head's bursting open when I'm coughing, hacking and my throat hurts. *sneezes into a tissue*
 
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