"I don't WANT your desire." Garold took Ren's jaw in his hand, forcing him look at him face to face. "You are my brother. You were supposed to be SAFE here." He looked down at him exasperated before releasing him. "It is not about paying for life. It is about gaining a bit of experience from those who have gained it through a long life. What am I supposed to do with you?" He really could not understand the boy, who he saw as being inconsistent in every manner possible, only wishing to compalin and bemoan his place in life. "You wish to go away from the Centre, and you do so, having your own home and a village with which to socialize with and to be lord of the manor to. You grow bored of that and try to escape constantly, ignoring the dangers and possible food shortages both to the locals and yourself, importing tea from far off and pawning jewels for prices that none can resist, leaving them with no ready gold for food. You come out here, then try to lure your pursuers into a cave with a man-skinning monster, then threaten the one who was trying to track it down." He looked out the door to the mountains around the valley and the waterfalls from the rains. "Then you suggest suicide or that I would want your body when I bring up what your actions could mean for yourself and others. Most importantly for others." He turned back to him with a look of pity one would give to someone who constantly bullied other kids, set their pets alight, then cried when caught. "I don't even see why I offered to let you fake your death. You don't really want to go out into the world, do you? The rocks in the mountains stand tall with beards of moss, giving direction for generation upon generation of those who grow lost in their lands. A stone in the stream falls and bashes with hundreds of others as they go down into a river, scraping and eating away at each other until they shrink to nothing. And love..." He didn't even want to get into this, as the boy had no idea what it truelly was by his actions. "Fine. Have your life." He walked over and took the bodiy, wrapping the sheet closer around it. He took a bag with the jewels collected and dropped them on the ground as he took the clothes Ren stripped off. "Follow us back if you want, I think I had enough of the rain for now. Go to the Centre, your palace, the border, wherever. It is not my problem. Despite how you feel I will always love you, brat that you are. I was trapped in the Centre until I proved to myself and others that I was ready to leave. Go. Do as you wish." He took off the chain tight around his neck with a bag meant to keep it from snagging the armor then tossed it down, wedding ring inside, before also adding a bag from his hip. "You have your chance. Pay your way if you wish, steal your way, work your way, it doesn't matter. You have enough for a hundred lifetimes. You can afford to fail a few times. Just don't prove that you should have been kept behind locked doors." And he left.