Findarato
Star
- Joined
- Jan 31, 2010
He was pulling on some new clothes, a loose pair of grey sweat pants, and a white wife beater that kept his arms exposed, and was tight onto his chest. Sasha had never seen him dress casually, unless if they were in disguises. His suit seemed like a piece of his body, he wore it constantly whenever he wasn't forced to dressed up to fool someone. He looked up as she moved towards the bathroom. He hoped she wouldn't say anything, yet he also hoped she did. Maybe he should apologize. He shook his head at the thought, and looked out the window, then began to change the sheets of the bed, there were damp spots, and the sheets had been distorted as they had both grabbed at them in their sex.
It was her fault, he decided, she had been the one to offer him her body as a means to relieve himself, and he had taken full advantage of it, and even told her they would only do it once. She willingly did it, knowing that once it was over, it would be over, and he would return to his normal self. His thinking justified how he treated her after, it wasn't like she should have been surprised. He treated her like that all the time. Even so, there was an empty, sunken feeling in his stomach that he could not ignore, and he found himself wishing they had showered together, so he could touch her more, kiss her, whisper sweet nothings in her ear and call her baby.
They had gone at longer than he had realized, and it was late already. It left him feeling exhausted. He looked out the window one last time, before he closed the blinds, and shut the lights off. He slipped under the covers, listening to the spray of water inside of the bathroom, placing his hands upon his chest. Maybe he should give her the bed, and sleep elsewhere to make her feel more comfortable. He made a move to get up, but he found that the bed was too comfortable, and laid back in resignation. It was large enough for the two of them, anyway. Scott turned his back to the middle, looking out over the edge. He did not trust himself to look at her and not feel anything, and if they touched, he didn't know what would happen.
It was her fault, he decided, she had been the one to offer him her body as a means to relieve himself, and he had taken full advantage of it, and even told her they would only do it once. She willingly did it, knowing that once it was over, it would be over, and he would return to his normal self. His thinking justified how he treated her after, it wasn't like she should have been surprised. He treated her like that all the time. Even so, there was an empty, sunken feeling in his stomach that he could not ignore, and he found himself wishing they had showered together, so he could touch her more, kiss her, whisper sweet nothings in her ear and call her baby.
They had gone at longer than he had realized, and it was late already. It left him feeling exhausted. He looked out the window one last time, before he closed the blinds, and shut the lights off. He slipped under the covers, listening to the spray of water inside of the bathroom, placing his hands upon his chest. Maybe he should give her the bed, and sleep elsewhere to make her feel more comfortable. He made a move to get up, but he found that the bed was too comfortable, and laid back in resignation. It was large enough for the two of them, anyway. Scott turned his back to the middle, looking out over the edge. He did not trust himself to look at her and not feel anything, and if they touched, he didn't know what would happen.