Her heart broke, she had done the wrong thing, it wasn’t right. It felt wrong and she knew it. Soiling his bed with… what was that? Her tears fell all the harder when she realized his fingers were gone from her. “I’m sorry Janus, I’m sorry.” She sat up on her elbows, her green eyes searching his for anger. She felt his lips on her sex and his calming words; it was supposed to be like that. Her tongue snaked out and wrapped around his offered fingers. Her taste was delicious and she smiled sheepishly at him. Wiping her eyes she squirmed and pulled his face up to hers. “I-I didn’t know, I thought… well I don’t know what I thought happened. It felt wrong and I was worried.”
She ran her fingers down his chest and kissed his neck. She was sure then he’d been with a woman before and realized they had been pledged since they were children, the facts came flying at her and green eyes went wide. Hurt, anger, foolishness all of it hitting her then as she closed her legs and pulled them back from him. He knew she would be his in the end and yet he still strayed while she waited, she wanted it to be something more, something special. Something like what that just was. Though, if he hadn’t neither of them would have been able to figure this out, and that would have been worse. Although figuring out what felt good together would have been enjoyable, more so than the hurt she felt now. she wrapped her arms around her legs unsure of what to do, of mainly what she wanted to do of how to proceed. Or even if she could. Her eyes couldn’t meet his.
She ran her fingers down his chest and kissed his neck. She was sure then he’d been with a woman before and realized they had been pledged since they were children, the facts came flying at her and green eyes went wide. Hurt, anger, foolishness all of it hitting her then as she closed her legs and pulled them back from him. He knew she would be his in the end and yet he still strayed while she waited, she wanted it to be something more, something special. Something like what that just was. Though, if he hadn’t neither of them would have been able to figure this out, and that would have been worse. Although figuring out what felt good together would have been enjoyable, more so than the hurt she felt now. she wrapped her arms around her legs unsure of what to do, of mainly what she wanted to do of how to proceed. Or even if she could. Her eyes couldn’t meet his.