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A Filthy World

His curiosity piqued he couldn't help but ask while keeping one eye on Anna "Why is your relationship with your mother and brother so bad? Why do you hate eachother, and why does Anna seem to get some of the animosity between you as well?"
 
Armolda sighed, "when i was 16 my mum hated the fact I had bigger tits then she did. So she used to pick fights with me about it, and how i was just trying to put her down or something. We had a really big fight, for once i sanpped at her she said I got breat inplans to to to better then she was and i lsot it called her names and everything so she told me to leave. My brother tried to talk me out of it, and told me to just say sorry and beg when i told him no and that i was leaveing he said if i left he would hate me i never really knwo why but i left my dad give me money to get a place and i moved. anna had not been born then, but the day she was born i came to see her, pissed my mum right off but for once my dad told her to shut it and handed me anna i fell for the cutie at once and made sure i was a part of her life even if my mum and brother tried to put me down alot lucky anna never beilieve it when she could talk she told them to shut up and so there hated for me grow beocuse i had both dad and anna on my side, when my mum died and couple of years ago i never went to her buriy or her wake so it pissed my brother off even more," she said shurgging lightly.
 
"That's sad, but I may be able to tell you why your brother hates you, and why he also hates your sister. He loved you greatly, and he also cared for your mother. You left and maybe in his eyes you didn't just leave your mother, you left him. Then you came back, but not for him, no instead you came back for your sister. That probably wounded him quite a bit, that you would come back and stay in touch for somone you didn't even know, but not for the brother who had been with you for years. Being mean to Anna is his way of getting back at you, although petty, it's the only way he is able to get your attention."
 
Armolda sighed softly, "i dont understand him, before I life he acted like I was not even there. I went away a lot to get away from mu, before I elarned to fight she beat me alot, to show me who was boss my dad or brother never know about it, for i never let anyone know and she never told anyone. So for weeks at a time i would leave stay with family or freinds, so why care when i left for full not like we was ever close." she said softly, she did still love her brother but she did not understand him one bit.
 
"Unfortunately that's not too rare, in the entire world it's generally expected of men to hide their feelings. If they express their emotions too much they are ridiculed. So the only emotions that they can show are happiness, and anger. As a result if a guy likes you most times he will be a bit mean. However, the tell is that they actively seek you out, if they don't then they really don't care or like you. If they do, then they do like you. I don't have such a problem, I just don't really care what others think of me anymore. As to when you would leave, the difference is that you always came back."
 
Armolda thought this over as anna came back, she sat in droy lap and kissed his cheek. she then nuzzed into his arms she was about to fell asleep, when armdoal spoke 2anna do you have your med" armolds said softly, "no zuko forgot to give them to me" anna said softly. she then nodded off, armolda got her phone and sent a text to her brother to bring anna meds to her at mac D woundin how if droy was right about him really liking her would he react to her being with droy.
 
Draykon watched her dial up her brother and settled himself to make Anna more comfortable. "I think that this reunion will go better if I were to dissapear for a short bit. You're brother will probably be a little bit upset that his sister is with another man when she calls him for help. He might feel as though you're mocking him, after all I probably seem at least a little bit well off. He might feel threatened by me, I will stay near by if anything happens, but try to remember, you weren't the only one in that house, and I know how it can sometimes feel to be cought in the middle between those you love's fights." He got up, cleared away his food, and set Anna back down on the seat, and went to a corner table where he could easily observe the interaction between brother and sister without appearing to be staring.

(Should I play the brother or will you?)
 
(can you please, then I am not talking to my self :p)

Armolda sighed she moved to make sure anna was confry "ok" she said and sighed this would turn out great she was sure. She rubbed her head softy, already feeling a headpains comeing on, would he be in a good mood or bad mood today she thought softly. She looked at her cell and saw he was coming, well even he could not just leave anna with out her med they both know what happened when she went with out at first she seemed great then she dropped and it was a bad thing to see all round.
 
It wasn't long before her brother showed up. He was tall, moderately handsome, but with piercing blue eyes. Looking around he found Armolda, made sure that she saw him, and then walked away to grab something to eat before sitting down with his food in front of her. He kept a bland expression on his face as he pulled out Anna's medicine, acting as though it was a huge hassle to even pull it out of his pocket. Then he set it on the table and stared almost coldly at her waiting for the outburst that he was sure to come. Then taking a deep breath he breezily said "Hey Armolda, what's up?"
 
"not alot" was all armolda said, lightly picking up her hand bag she pulled out a painkiller, taken her coke she took it down. she then opened her mouth to get her brother the telling off of a life tiome when someone stopped by the table, "o look if it is not the slut, is this your new boyfreind slut" he asked grinning "no this is my brother, now piss off loser2 armolda said used to being called slut by now from guys "o so your single" the guy said smiling more, "want to go out slut2 he asked armolda just smiled at him "no i am not dsinglw and if my boyfreind find you talking to m,e he will rip out your balls and feed them to you, and i will feed you your dick remaber who your talking to asshole" armolda said in a so sweet vioce he paled and walked away. "now then as for you" she turned on her brother, "A, how could you leave anna outside my aprtment with out even checking i was in, B, how coudl you forget her med and C, are you just born dumb or is it a gift where i live in not safe for a child by her self" she said all in her sweet tone so no one would look at them, but you know she was yelling inside.
 
The stranger was making him angry and he closed his fists, and was prepared to get up and slug the guy when Armolda spoke up. When she was done with the stranger she turned on him. Then in a moking voice of her said "Hi John, glad to see you, its been a while, is there anything new going on with no?" Then returning to his regular voice "Glad to see you to sis, I knew that you were there, and were talking to some guy, I didn't want to interupt. Thought it would be inpolite, second she was out of medicine, and I had to stop at the pharmacy to refill her prescription, and I had to run an errand for work. I don't see you working your ass off, and I don't see you taking much care of Anna either. No you're the perfect sister, while I'm the ever screwing up brother who can't do anything right. Finally, I should expect to be a comlete dumb ass considering that dad pays for everything for you, including your own living expenses. Did you ever cosider where that money was coming from, it was like having to pay for two different families, he's been using my money which I had to save on my own for college, since everything else went to you, mom, or eventually Anna. Besides, the only time he doesn't is when you pick loser boyfriends who use you for sex and then dump you out on the street again. And who do you think cleans up the mess you leave behind when you break up with some jerk? I'm tired of taking your shit, you left us, oh wait, sorry you left ME, and I've been the one dealing with your fucked up life, ever since. I'm tired of dealing with everything, with your high and mighty more righteous than thou personality." Finally he had snapped, he was tired of everything, and he was tired of being the one taking care of her, and being yelled at later. He slumped into his chair exhausted from his little tirade, and dejectedly pushed his food away no longer hungry. He had also hoped this meeting was going to go better as well, he missed her, and in full honesty didn't mind helping her out. He was just tired at being blamed and yelled at for everything that went wrong in their lives. It didn't help that their father had taken up drinking again.

Suddenly a figure pulled up a chair, spun it around and sat down with them. It was Draykon "It seems you two are having some kind of argument, that frankly neither one is communicating very well with the other and explaining. Maybe I can help, I have been around the block a few times with family squables."
Suddenly his anger returned and John turned to him and said "who the fuck are you, and get the hell out of here, this isn't any of your buisness."
 
Armolds was shocked then got mad she paid little attention to dray and slammed her hands down hard on the table. Normal armolda never yelled in front of anyone, she liked to keep that for private times but now she was mad "i don't know what the fuck dad told you, but the only money I took from his was the first lot, then i did not take any more, i work 5 fucking 5 days to keep my rent up, i have to up up with low life ass holes who think of me as nothing but a slut just because i happen to have a hihg sex drive, well sorry to you what the fuck you every do for me hmmm nothing that want you and dad just left me with that fucking cow of a mother to get beat and raped by her fucking friends when you was away at school, having a life i was stuck at home being used over and over but did i tell you no, for would you of done anything no you could of just said sorry sis and went on with your life leaving me to deal with mine. I left for if I did not she would so fucking sold me after the last fight, your heard me right sold me to one of her friends and you and dad would of done nothing like you always did and would of left me to my life" she was crying by now anther thing she did not do often, "and as for my ex sorry i did not think that the charming guy who help and smiled nice and tracked me ass could be a jerk no silly me to stupid to see throw a guy and end up being used or maybe you think i like being a fucking slut hhmmmm." she snapped breathing then moved away "you know what fuck you, john take care of anna i am out of here" she said and walked out. feeling sick with her self, his anger had set her off and she had said way to much, she know her dad and brother never know what happened once they left the house, never know armolda had never gone to school, but had been used so there mum could get more money, she had never told them never saw the point she got passed it. She felt bad leaving anna, but she could not stand to see the look of his face or dray for that matted, she would hate for him to think of her as used goods which was how she thought of her self, she would have to get her things back miss lee would let her stay still lucky.
 
Draykon sighed and looked to John "I'll be right back, it seems I will need to play referee for this little exchange." Then walked out and grabed Armolda by the arm and firmly held her so she couldn't escape. "So that's it? When the going gets tough your run? Did you honestly think that you would bothe hug make up, that there would be teers, and that everything would be all right? You have more in common than you realize, can you even see that, or are you so blinded that you can't."
 
"I dont care, he was never meant to know all that now it just proves i am the slut he thinks am on. Plus why would you even want to touch me now, I am just used goods" she said not even looking at him. All the thing she held away showing her hate for her self, he self lothing and all the other thing whihc was darker armolda did not have a good think on her self at all.
 
He pulled her in and wrapped her in his arms, squeezing her gently, reassuring her. "Shhh, it's ok, don't worry, you're not used goods. I care for you, I opened my home not for sex, but because you brought me joy, happiness. That my dear Armolda is the reason I care for you, why I want you at my side. I don't care about all of your various affiliations, I just want you happy with me. However, we still need to go inside and talk to your brother, what you bothe said was painfull, and long in coming. You need to make amends with your brother, he's family, you need to try to understand each other." Then he kissed her on her head, and waited for her response.
 
Armolda leaned into him, her body shock softly she was not used to people careing so much. She sighed "ok dray" she said holding on to him, "but this time you sit next to me so I can hold on to you" she said lightly. she felt stronger next to him, and braver to she wanted to make thing right with her brother but she just did not knwo how. Taken his hand she walked back inside and sat down, she made sure dray sat beside her and nuzzed into his side lightly watching her brother. looking for the horror and sickness she thought would be there he had to hate her now even if he did not before she was sure.
 
Draykon decided to take the lead before things went out of hand again. "All right, tell me if I get anything wrong. So the story we have here is that you two are brother and sister. Armolda here was abused by your mother, and became sexually abused by her various affiliations. She in doing so cheated on your father, over time things get worse till eventually she leaves and only returns when Anna is born, and thus only visits to see Anna. At first she takes money from your father, but eventually she stops, has various relationships that end steadily worse and worse."

Through all of this John glared at this man who his sister kept close, probably just another ass hole looking to stick his member up his sister. As he spoke John became flushed with anger, ready to either walk out, or knock this mans teeth out.

"Now it's time to delve into your history John, my name is Draykon, an unusual name I know, just shut up stay seated and listen. You had a better relationship with your mother, I don't know why, but you did. However, your life seemed to have gone down the crapper right when your mother started abusing your sister. The relationship with the two women you loved most became strained and were forced to play peace maker in a situation you were feeling completly inadequite in. Thus you probably felt like when Armoulda left it was your fault, how you didn't notice your sister being abused seems to sudjest that you are an idiot, unless Armoulda tried to hide it from you that is. Then when she left you probably offered your dad to pay for her expenses, and he accepted. Though he never stopped, even when she didn't need the money. Eventually Armoulda shows up, and you feel you can make things better, only to find out she isn't there for you, but only for your new born sister. Then you probably keep tabs on your sister to try and stay in her life, finding her sleeping with a great deal of men. This probably made you feel even more inadequit since your sister was staying with men who you felt didn't deserve her and abused her. She gets her head on straight and dumps a few, but they don't back off, and before they hert her you take care of them. Thus being forced to stand in the background acting as her protector, never able to be in her life, and becoming ever more resentfull being forced to watch men use her and dump her. The only way you know how to release that frustration is to take it out on Anna. Which incidentally gets Armoulda back in your life, though pissed, and a bit sick and twisted, it's still attention from her. So you do everything you can to piss her off, without actually puting her life in danger. This is a terrible way to keep a relationship and as expected things deteriorate even further as your experiences with each other poisons it till you actually hate/love each other." Taking a deep breath he relaxed, sat back and waited for the comments on how he did. Meanwhile John could only sit with his mouth agape from surprise.
 
Armolda looked open mouthed at dray now blinking, if that was true then she had made a way big mess of things. "no wait that can not be right, he hates me always has. I tried being nice to him when we was kids i ether got his back or his fist for it. Then I would get hit from mum for dear annoying her golden boy" armolda said not understanding this one bit, "your wrong on all of it, i have kept my self safe all this time not him guys are scared of me not him" she said something in her voice said she had to beilive that, for really that was the only think that let her sleep at night thinking her exs was scared of her so they would not come back to hurt her. If they was not scared of her but scared of her brother then they would come back when they thought her brother was out of the way not good.
 
Draykon turned to Armolda now "Guys, or really boys are always mean to their sisters. When I was younger I tortured mine all the time, sometimes hitting her, poking her, finding the things that bug her and doing them. That doesn't mean I didn't love her, when it really mattered I was there for her."

Suddenly John piped up finally getting over his surprise "mom never told me she hit you, she only said she talked to you, and a few times admitted she punished you. But that she only did it when it was absolutely neccissary."
 
To dray armolda blinked "that just stuipd" she then looked to john, "and to you ha i got punished everyday for something i did wrong to you or something you did wrong but she blamed me for, how it is my doing you watch porn i will never know but sitll she find it and i was the one to get hit and throw in the basement" she said sighing a reason armolda had a small fear of the dark, but h had gotten weaker over time.
 
"I never saw it, I was looking for City Slickers and found a video that was marked it, I poped it in and I'm 5 minutes into watching it when mom walks in and starts yelling! How was I supposed to know that the video had been taped over with a porno!?" He yelled.

Draykon just sat back, the flood gates were open and everything was coming out. There were quite a few skeletons in this closet, but it wasn't like he hadn't heard something like it before. Sounded more like bothe kids had been screwed either literally or metaphorically my the opposites favored parent. No reason to step in, and so he let the shouting match continue.
 
"ok then that was a reason one, what about the time i got in torblw for you baken your arm. If i remaber right mum said" she coughted then in a very scaried good vioce of her mum, "john said you pushed him out of the tree, and went to hid to watch him now you will reget being born you hell hound" she said waitting for john to reply to that one.
 
"I'm sorry, I didn't want mom to get mad at me, and told her you did it. If it makes you feel any better that's why dad broke it again, he couldn't get back at mom, but decided I needed to be punished in order to also punish her." he said softly.

This was getting interesting, bother the parents seemed to hate each other and used their children to get back at each other thought Draykon.
 
"wait what?" armolda asked confressed now, "when did dad broke you arm?" she asked really not getting that. O wait mayeb it was when she was teapped in the basement, she normal jus blacked out down there easyer that way just pass out and the time went faster. She shock ehr ehad sitting down, it seemed they both had pained for what the other did and eahc never knowing about it. this made her head hurt, "my head hurts2 she wimped and leaned into dray more the warth fro him helped her head abit.
 
He held her for a moment and then gently passed her over to John "I appreciate your desire to come to me for comfort, but this is a family matter, and I think you should seek comfort from your brother."

John was surprised as well, he was horrified for how he had defended their mother after what she put Armoulda through. Then he became gratefull for Draykon letting him try to comfort her. So for the first time in years he held his sister with love, and held her tightly. Crying now he said "I am so sorry Armoulda, I'm so sorry, I didn't know."
 
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