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can we forget the past and move on to our future? (closed demonik13)

Tyeler pulled the tape back as she reached for it. He shook his head. "That's not good enough..." He said, looking away, obviously hurt. "... I... I just... Explain this... Please... Tell me it's not what it looks like..."
 
Nicole looked at him confused and sighed ''What does it look like Tyeler? Honestly I can't tell you it's not what it looks like if I don't know what it looks like to you"
She was angry now. She was also afraid. Her past was haunting her and this was proof of that. She was not being allowed to move on.
Annoyed she ran a hand through her hair and said "Your holding a piece of my past Tyeler. A past I thought I had left WAY behind me. I didn't know that video was here I thought I got rid of them all Months ago"
 
Tyeler shook his head, standing slowly and letting the tape fall to the ground. "... Just... Why?... After everything you said to me, I need to know why you would make something like... like this..." He said, looking up at her, hoping it wasn't the answer most women would give in this situation. 'I wanted to be an actress' 'It was something I was good at and decided I could make some money off of it'... Please, anything but that, he thought to himself.
 
Nicole shook her head at him and said "I... I needed money. I had no other options"
She sat on the chair next to her and sighed "I didn't even know what I was signing up for until it was too late and I had signed a year contract. I couldn't get out of it and so I...I had to go through with it. I needed the money for college" She ran a hand through her hair and stood up again trying not to pace and trying to keep her eyes locked on Tyeler's but it was hard. She was angry and nervous and scared. She was scared he'd walk out on her like every other decent guy did.
"I'm not proud of it Tyeler! I tried to get rid of it. Put it in my past. You KNOW me! You KNOW I'm not that kinda girl! Do you think I'd avoid those creeps in the club if I was that girl? If I truly was Diamond do you think I would be ONLY a waitress?" She shook her head and sighed glancing at the tape on the floor and clenching her hands into fists. "I have not lied to you Tyeler. I have not tried to trick you and I have not been hiding either. I didn't tell you because it was not something I thought of. I put it in my past I didn't think it would ever turn up. i had the movies taken off the air and everything I really... I didn't ...I'm sorry"
She sank back into the chair her head in her hands. She couldn't believe this was happening.
 
Tyeler's face slowly began to soften as Nicole explained everything. The more she spoke, the more he began to slowly look away and shrink back. The one decent woman he'd ever met... and he basically accused her of being a whore because of something she'd been tricked into doing back in collage. He sighed softly, glancing back at Nicole and stood slowly. "I... I'm sorry... I shouldn't... I... I should just go... I'm sorry... I... If you still want to talk to me after this you know where to find me... I..." He sighed softly and shook his head, slowly heading to the door.
 
Nicole grabbed his hand as he passed her and said "Don't go. I.... I guess I should have told you I just....didn't think I would have to and I was afraid I'd scare you away I just...... I didn't want to mess things up with you"
She looked up at him her eyes clear bright and certain.
 
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