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Poems from Wonderland

Hahvoc The Decepticon

Singularity
Joined
Mar 4, 2009
This is where I'll be stashing my poems [When I can remember] so each poem will have its own post and whatnot. Comment as you please. Tadah~
 
[Remember When]

Watch the tall grass float amongst the silence.
This place is something else entirely.
Remember when we sat out on the pasture?
Remember when we spoke about our dreams?

The sky out there is always the most beautiful.
The sounds can't be found anywhere but here.
And when we get into all the laughter.
We find just where we belong.

Oh, how endless the fields are.
Just like our memories from long ago.
I still remember when it was make believe
Till I closed my eyes and you walked on in.

The sky out here just isn't the same.
The people here don't know our name.
But we can still go back to those days,
In the dead of night when we still play.

Horses don't run around free here,
But darling we still run around just the same.
And when our little ones grow up just like we did,
You can show them just what it all means.

Oh, how endless the fields are.
Just like our memories from long ago.
I still remember when it was make believe
Till I closed my eyes and you walked on in.
Till I closed my eyes and you walked on in.

Watch the tall grass float amongst the silence.
This place is something else entirely.
Remember when we sat out on the pasture?
Remember when we spoke about our dreams?

Remember when we spoke about our...dreams?

[The Mask and The Mirror]

Let me set the record straight.
Turn the tables, and close the gate.
Pretty little lies turn into false alibis.
So cry those tears, ugly girl,
You can't win here - you're in my world.

Nothing is what it seems,
So open your throat; let out those screams.
The sound is so delightful,
When you're feeling spiteful,
So go ahead and blame me.
Before you see the worst of me.

End game today,
There's no button for replay.
The curtain is closing on this charade,
Time is up - no more games.
None will remember your name.
You should have just let it be.
But now it's through.
I told you not to fuck with me.

Wrap yourself up tight in your delusion,
Let yourself think you've kept this illusion.
Curtain call has long since gone,
But your mask is still in place.
Lets remove it.
Show your real face.
Oh, jester, show us a trick.

Hurry now, you're much too sick.
Lets get rid of this infection,
Time to destroy this deception.
Take the pill one more time,
Lets show everyone your dirty crime.
Stand up on stage for all to see,
Now you'll get the worse of me.
 
[Sense of Calm]

Light whispers on the sound waves
Float on over with lighted tunes
Play a little more for me,
Heavenly melody.

Bring the music to life
With barely a thought
Or breath.
Work your gentle magic.

Sing me to sleep without words
Soothe away the troubles
With just a soft sound
The tones are enchanting

So play a little tune for me,
Let me hear your words
In the form of something softer
Whisper endlessly
So I may dream a better dream.
 
Twirl down, down, up and around
Breathe in and out,
Look up, and fall down.
Tangled up in the cold ground.

Make day into night,
Dark into light,
Swallow the feeling
Of being unfeeling.

Stretched wide,
Closed off eyes,
Shuttered and stuttered,
Reaching so high.

Tune out the world.
Tune out the dark.
Embrace the memory
Of leaving a mark.
 
Tinkling firelight down your skin
Captured moonlight from within
Settle the silence with a sigh
Open your heart to the sky
Let the madness come back in
Tell the dreamer to start again
Close your mind to the lies
And listen for sweet alibis
 
Press nails into the skin
Leave a mark
Give into sin

Teeth so white
They leave behind red
Beg me, darling,
Let me in

Tie up those wrists
So fragile but strong
Loving your body
Kissing away wrong

Sounds escape
From swollen lips
Screams erupt
Beg me, lover
Give in to me

Take every inch
With rapture
Cry out for more
Give in to disaster

Sin for me, darling
Give into pleasure
Give to me, darling
Make me your Master
 
Hand me your heart
Right from the start
And I'll keep it safe
As long as you let me

Traveling in this cold
My love can't be sold
I have the will
To carry us forward

Come back to me someday
We can make it all okay
It's not the same
Without us being who we are

The scars will fade in time
As long as you stay
It's not the same
If you're not mine

Take me for everything
I'll take you for who you are
We'll be our perfect again
If you can try for me
 
[Fall]

Colors litter the ground and glisten from trees with skeletal fingers,
Bony, misshapen, beautiful.
They wave away the cold and shiver away their protective coats.
They taunt the chilling winds and welcome the waning sun.
They prepare for a war they always win.

The colors are their casualties.
The leaves like empty shell casings easily crunched underfoot.
The night is the only sign of peace.
The quiet of the stars the only form of salvation.
Smoke appears with every breath.

Time is endless with no sun in the sky.
The moon so bright eternity is just an arm's length away.
Stop time and freeze the minute, the hour, the night.
Rain down the used up dead,
Breathe life into a deathless air.
[Invisible] (Bury Me)

The skies have opened up.
They are shedding the tears I cannot.
You are fading away from me
To a place I cannot follow.

How I want to be with you,
And hold you in my arms.
To take in your breath,
And keep you safe and warm.

You are unbelievably invisible,
I cannot touch you.
My heart no longer beats.
Bury me.

There are things I still need to hear,
Things I still need to say.
But I can no longer see you.
You are invisible.

Fate stole you away,
And I cannot escape.
I'm trying to find a way
To cope with this existence.

Bury me beside you,
Where you lay so still.
You are invisible,
For you no longer breathe.
 
[Twilight]

Crystals wink from the blackness within the dark abyss that breathes Night.
There is a silence here, unbreakable and comfortable and right.
No worries to consume and drive mad.
There is only the good and nothing that belongs to the bad.

The pavement reflects the pale sliver of tides.
The orb that was once full now resides
Within a state of incompleteness.
It's beauty brings about no resistance.

A heavy sigh releases from the wind,
The earth is held within rapture; pinned.
The stones add their heavy but dreamy songs.
It is in the twilight that there are no wrongs.
[Distance]

I wish to see you.
Face to face.
Nothing amiss,
Nothing misplaced.

Separate the strands of distance,
Find a place in this instance,
And pull yourself to me.
And be where you were meant to be.

Savor the placement,
Murmur passions like a statement.
Get enveloped in sweet agony,
And get lost in pleasurable misery.

Vanish into my heart,
And make a new start,
We're in this together,
Two souls flying forever.

Erase the sadness,
Embrace the madness,
Bathe in the laughter,
And smile at our disaster.

It is peaceful here,
Quiet here,
We'll simply disappear,
Only to reappear,
As one split in two.
Me and you.
 
[Moment]

Take the fingers held out toward you,
Entwine them like the vows that bind you.
Look up towards the cosmos above,
And pray to heaven to always be in love.
It's a cycle, a chase, and a pursuit.
You win.
You lose.
It's endless and breathless,
Motionless and timeless.
It's beauty and despair,
It's kindness and misery,
A fight, a struggle,
A battle and junction.
And you win each time you look in those eyes.
Take that deep breath,
Hold it in,
Make sure to let it out,
Just to draw it back in.
Over and over,
Eternity won't plunder.
Hold it forever,
But don't ever smother.
Cherish and embrace,
That beautiful face,
And remember,
Don't forget.
You live for these moments.

[Up In Arms] -This was actually put on a facebook page for an RP group.

Slick daggers and blood covered souls
That evil can't claim and good won't let go.
The darkness surrounds in a loving embrace;
...The past that haunts and the present that forsakes.
We are up in arms,
Soldiers unseen,
Like rogues in the night,
We are distant memories.
They wait for us
With love and forgiveness,
Knowing that we must
Keep on fighting
Until there is nothing but dust.
We won't give up
And won't back down,
We thrive on this danger,
And protect the Crown.
We're legends
And myths,
Stories and dreams.
We destroy and rebuild,
Even when torn at the seams.
We're invisible,
Invincible,
Mortal and mist.
We're protectors,
Lovers,
And family.
We're darkness and light,
And do nothing but good.
We're proud and brave.
We're The Brotherhood.
 
[Wingless Addiction]

Shallow swallows and blood-shot eyes,
This is the reason not to die.
Another hit, another round,
Can't keep going,
Can't fall down.
Pulled back up,
Shoved to the ground.
We can't keep following,
This merry-go-round.
Kiss me good night,
Please stall the fight,
We can't keep swallowing,
This endless addiction.
Suck back another shot,
Give me another trip.
All I want is that taste of your lips.
It's a craving I can't deny
And all I want is to say good bye.
I want to leave you
And it's so plain to see,
But baby, it's not that easy.
The feathers keep falling,
And I keep on slipping,
And now I'm tripping,
On the feeling I crave.
I want to go so high,
Just give me another hit.
I want the sting in my eyes
From trying not to cry.
Tear off my wings,
And beg me to stay.
I just can't do it.
I have to walk away.
This wingless addiction,
It's killing me inside,
But I need you.
I need you.
 
[Night Club Goth]

Music blares across the sound waves
Marking the dance floor like air waves
Lights stream all around
As everyone drowns
Gripped in a tight hold
Sweat covered clothes
Tongues and lips collide
Begging for more
Receiving in stride
Nails press in hard
While teeth take charge
Moans slip free
As he takes over she
The purple siren
Aiming to set her free
As he marks her skin
And she marks him
In a dance of temptation
That beautifully erases
All outside stimulation
 
These tears are like crystalline shards,
Carving away at the soul,
Until the blood runs cold,
And suffering is all we know.

Reaching out a hand towards light,
Knowing that we have to fight,
We need to stay alive,
We can't let go of this drive.

We strive to be stronger,
To keep staying together,
No matter the distance,
Or the pain of "never."

Voices straining with agony,
As we try to avoid the tragedy,
Of giving up eternity,
And keeping our sanity.
 
[My Beloved Freak]

Scream my darling,
As I tear you apart.
You're mine now.
I just don't know where to start.

Lips opened by pleas,
You get what you deserve.
And, my darling dear,
You are stuck with me.

Ripped up clothes,
Torn pantyhose,
Tear-streaked cheeks,
My beloved freak.

Cry more for me,
My broken doll,
Come crawling to me,
You are enthralled.

Your sobs are beautiful,
Your cries like angel songs,
Your screams echo lovingly,
As I take what I want.
 
They always said we were too young to die,
But not too young for a rifle.
They always said we were too young to know,
But not too young for a fight.

They told us to hold our heads up,
Even when it felt like our necks would break.
They told us to stand up straighter,
And be proud for our country's sake.

They never told us about the horror,
About how the bombs would go off.
They never told us about the torture,
About knowing a heart had stopped.

They never said we'd be changed men,
Or how we might never make it.
They never said we might lose ourselves,
Or how we might never shake it.

They said to be good soldiers.
They said to be good men.
They said to be good fighters.
We did it till the end.
 
[Wonderland]

I am your Nightmare.
Come and find me,
Here in this hellish dark,
Where blood runs like water.

Laughter echoes down these halls,
Resonating through your chest.
Your heart beats so fast,
Can you survive this Nightmare?

Rip apart your soul to find sanity,
Grip your eyes shut against reality,
Where did all the gravity go?
Can you withstand it?

Twisted thoughts replace morality,
As you drift further towards insanity,
This is where your dreams truly lie,
Where the strong truly survive.

Mind slowly slipping away,
You look so beautiful in your pain,
I just want to see your tears,
As you hold onto me.

Your body shakes with fear,
Your blood pulses faster
As you grip my bloody hand.
Welcome to my Wonderland.
 
[Ash]

We still can't believe you're gone,
It hasn't even been that long.
Or has it been forever?
I can't keep track of never

Again, can we start it all up?
When we were young
And not messed up?
Why does this song go unsung?

Your voice is among the silent,
And I find I'm not so vigilant,
I'm not the way I was before,
After you shut your car door

For the final time,
I can't keep believing this,
That we all end up like this,
And find we're losing hope

Because you left us without a word,
The tears pour down inside,
Because I can't seem to find the will to cry,
It seems every day I'm losing my mind

Without you by your momma's side,
I know she'd want you back,
If only time could be taken back,
It feels like we're all starting to slide

Apart from where we were,
You were our hope,
Our whole world,
How can you not be here

To cherish every lasting moment,
You were too young, dammit,
Too fucking young
To be buried six feet below

The earth so cold it can't be home,
So come back,
Hell, just give us a sign,
That we'll be better in time.
 
[Slipping]

I'm losing pieces of you,
Like a marionette cut from its strings,
You lose control of yourself,
And slowly lose your mind.

It's like your falling apart,
Like the puppet torn down,
From its moorings,
You can't be put back together.

We try with tape and glue,
And hope and love,
To put you back into place,
But it's going to waste.

I can't hear you anymore,
Your voice isn't yours,
It's been taken from us,
Just like you are.

Gripping these hands so tightly,
I pray to the sky above,
Looking for anything,
That might save the one I love.

Can you be saved?
As you lay in your sterilized bed?
I'm trying to believe in miracles,
But your body has its own manacles.

I wish I could take away your shackles,
And free you from this existence,
And give you back yourself.
I can only love you now.
 
[ Tear ]

Glistening line of pale-colored mourning,
Redness of suffering and puffy agony,
A sharp inhale here,
A shut eye there,
The sadness is all-consuming,
Like a cancer it grows,
Before turning into quicksand,
And dragging you under.
 
I like it. It's short but to the point and doesn't try to cheer a person up. You describe it in a desolate, barren way, which is usually how a person feels when they are crying - at least for bad reasons.
 
Ignorance is the falsity of bliss
Like a knife to a wrist
Hoping to miss
Refusing to quit
Yet feeling the slit
Of the razor blade
The skin now made
Into a paper thin cover
Like a barely there lover
Pulling away into the abyss
Finding that you didn't miss
As the blood pools from the slit
Of your forlorn and war-torn wrist
And the ignorance has lost its bliss.
 
[ Head State ]

Swirling, spinning, reeling,
Changing, evolving, delving,
Wandering, sliding, dissolving,
Depraved, enraged, enslaved,
Engaged, confused, abused,
Misused, misplaced, erased,
We forget what we love,
Remember what we hate,
We're all stuck
In this wretched head state.
 
Close off the mind to reality,
Live a life in fantasy,
Let the tears run hastily,
And try to breathe silently,
Take in the burden readily,
Let go of the soul happily,
Drown yourself in morality,
And sell yourself to tragedy.
 
[ Flutter ]

Hold it gently in your hand,
Feel it pulse with emotion,
It's a precious thing that you keep,
Remember to guard it well.

It weighs heavy in your chest,
But lightly in your hands,
Keep it safe,
It's a gift to protect.

It's beat is soft,
And flutters like a bird,
It's necessary and painful,
Beautiful and wicked.

Sacred heart of a lover,
Precious gift of a friend,
Cherished by one another,
Until those feelings end.
 
[ Engulfed In The Dark ]

Twirling the marionette into a beautiful pose,
Challenging the design with tugs and pulls,
Bending and breaking, rebuilding and shaking,
Before finally throwing the ruined doll down.

Break this life into pieces to hold,
Shuffle them into something bold,
Merge this life into something to grasp,
Or shatter it like mirror glass.

The world is on the edge of darkness,
Constantly turning into it and back,
It says to be light and purity,
But you'd rather have chaos and agony.

Bend the soul into a shocking delight,
Make the onlooker shriek with fright,
Let the world know about the Carnival,
Corpses will rain down thick as blood.
 
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