Smiling a little she nodded her head, "Yes, I know you are, and I did not tell you because I wanted to see if I was more to you than what you said, more than a pet or if I had angered you so much that you would not care, however when I saw you crying I knew the answer and that is why I asked for the collar to be removed, I did not tell you why because if I had it would not have helped me heal myself, I needed to know you trusted me, however if this were to repeat itself it might not be so easy next time to reverse the effects of it and I might not be so sure what is causing it either, and I will wither away faster. And it does not need to be something like last time, if any type of emotion effects us so much like losing a lover, uncertainty about a love, or our lover's loyalty to us, it can have the same effect, the one in your book he let her see him betray her with another woman, she was betrayed and so hurt and she died because he was careless and did not really love her and so she let it happen, she did not tell him ow to cure her, as I did not tell you how to cure me, not fully, I asked for something that would either prove your trust in me, or you would have left it on by not trusting me and I would have died by today, probably by the afternoon. But lets not linger on this, I am fine now, and you know what to look for if something like this happens again, but I don't think it will happen again, I know you care for me and love me. So please finish your meal and maybe we can go outside together today, I would like to sit in the sun." She said softly, explaining everything she knew about it to him hoping things would be better between them.