DareToDream
Pulsar
- Joined
- Dec 26, 2009
- Location
- East Coast of U.S.
His body trembled where he stood, emotion gripping his soul with a gut wrenching tightness. Marcus was weakened by his injuries, barely standing on two feet, and not completely of sane mind yet he absorbed her continued words with each blink of his eyes and flutter of his heart. The mere inches that separated them felt like an ocean of vastness but it was space he had put there with the sureness of his step, needing the gap to help him reign in his thoughts and gain control of his heart. Staring at her, his gaze searched her face, tracing over her beautiful skin, cataloging her injuries and filing them away in the vengeance vault inside his chest. She had been badly injured in the attack, which he suspected had been ordered by his Lord and carried out by his comrades, and he would make the perpetrators pay for their efforts when he found them. He had not a single doubt that he would find them one day; no, that was as sure in his mind as the blood that pumped life through his body and breath that inflated his lungs. Marcus was nothing if not relentless when he set his mind to a task and he knew, deep down inside, that her attackers would not survive. He told none of this to Illayna though, for fear that she would be repulsed by the warrior-like thoughts flowing through his mind right then, so he simply focused on her, letting his gaze trace her cheeks and glide over her lips, his mind slowly replacing his anger with love.
As he listened and studied her, he felt air brush across his hair and heard a small blessing whispered in his ear. The two actions stunned him where he stood and he almost stumbled, his body rocking slightly in shock. He regained his equilibrium slowly and his lips curved into a small smile then as he realized that this thing between them, this blooming love and this complicated future, had been blessed by the Goddess herself. Then, and only then, did he fully realize that the path he walked was the right one, the one he was meant to be on, and that knowledge infused his broken body with the strength to move forward and pull her from her seat, engulfing the Princess in his arms the minute her words had stopped. Wrapping his arms around her waist, he cradled her lithe and vulnerable body against his, resting his face against the side of her head. The alluring smell of flowers filtered through his nose, which scrunched up at the tickling touch of her hair, and he breathed deeply and evenly, simply enjoying the closeness that they shared. He’d long for this moment when he could hold her in his arms and the knight was in no hurry to see it end. “Illayna” he whispered, “my sweet Illayna. I’ve wanted this moment since the day I met you, to feel your body cradled against mine and your hair tangled in my fingers.” His hands moved then, slowly gliding up the back of her dress until his fingers slid into her hair, caressing its strands with love and care. Taking a few more deep breaths to tamp down his emotions just a bit, he finally turned his head and placed a gentle kiss against her neck then slowly let her go, stepping back.
Dragging his weary body back to the cot, he sat and schooled his face then, clearing the love from it, and looked at her, his gaze that of a knight and not a man with overflowing emotions. “Your words mean so much to me, Illayna, more than you could possibly know. I have never loved another like I love you and I want what you want, in every way we can imagine. These next few weeks will be tricky ones for us but I will walk by your side in our efforts for peace and I will steal kisses from your lips in the darkness of the night. For you, for us, I will do almost anything.” He paused, closing his eyes briefly and steeling himself for what he had to say next. “We are man and woman, in love with each other, but we are also High Knight and Princess, with duties to our countries and our people. I will be with you every chance I get but we must not lose focus on what’s even more important than us – the success and safety of our kingdoms, a feat that will only be accomplished through peace.” He lay back down then, stretching his body out but turning his head so he could look at her as he continued, the words flowing from his lips. “Tomorrow, when I am back in my camp, I will begin investigating your attack, learning what I can while also laying the seeds for our future. Two kingdoms united in peace…it’s a lofty goal but perhaps, just perhaps, the guidance of the Goddess, our love, and our talents will be enough.” He sighed then, closing his eyes for a moment as waves of pain rolled over his body, causing his legs and arms to twitch. With a groan, he forced more words from his lips. “Please….be careful...keep Sir Richard with you at all times. I…I could not bear to lose you now that I’ve found you. It would be my death.” Another wave of pain crashed over him and he groaned again, his back arching a little, fist clenching at his side. He fought the fatigue that gripped him, gazing into her eyes. “The competitions start..t-tomorrow” he said, his voice trembling a little. “Do well..beat Narvashal if you can…beware Cedric though…he’s wicked with a bow…” His arm flopped next to his side then and he felt his eyes droop. “Meet me…at the Grey Goose….when the moon is at its peak…I will be there….my love….” Those were the last words he managed before he passed out, his body falling into a fitful slumber.
As he listened and studied her, he felt air brush across his hair and heard a small blessing whispered in his ear. The two actions stunned him where he stood and he almost stumbled, his body rocking slightly in shock. He regained his equilibrium slowly and his lips curved into a small smile then as he realized that this thing between them, this blooming love and this complicated future, had been blessed by the Goddess herself. Then, and only then, did he fully realize that the path he walked was the right one, the one he was meant to be on, and that knowledge infused his broken body with the strength to move forward and pull her from her seat, engulfing the Princess in his arms the minute her words had stopped. Wrapping his arms around her waist, he cradled her lithe and vulnerable body against his, resting his face against the side of her head. The alluring smell of flowers filtered through his nose, which scrunched up at the tickling touch of her hair, and he breathed deeply and evenly, simply enjoying the closeness that they shared. He’d long for this moment when he could hold her in his arms and the knight was in no hurry to see it end. “Illayna” he whispered, “my sweet Illayna. I’ve wanted this moment since the day I met you, to feel your body cradled against mine and your hair tangled in my fingers.” His hands moved then, slowly gliding up the back of her dress until his fingers slid into her hair, caressing its strands with love and care. Taking a few more deep breaths to tamp down his emotions just a bit, he finally turned his head and placed a gentle kiss against her neck then slowly let her go, stepping back.
Dragging his weary body back to the cot, he sat and schooled his face then, clearing the love from it, and looked at her, his gaze that of a knight and not a man with overflowing emotions. “Your words mean so much to me, Illayna, more than you could possibly know. I have never loved another like I love you and I want what you want, in every way we can imagine. These next few weeks will be tricky ones for us but I will walk by your side in our efforts for peace and I will steal kisses from your lips in the darkness of the night. For you, for us, I will do almost anything.” He paused, closing his eyes briefly and steeling himself for what he had to say next. “We are man and woman, in love with each other, but we are also High Knight and Princess, with duties to our countries and our people. I will be with you every chance I get but we must not lose focus on what’s even more important than us – the success and safety of our kingdoms, a feat that will only be accomplished through peace.” He lay back down then, stretching his body out but turning his head so he could look at her as he continued, the words flowing from his lips. “Tomorrow, when I am back in my camp, I will begin investigating your attack, learning what I can while also laying the seeds for our future. Two kingdoms united in peace…it’s a lofty goal but perhaps, just perhaps, the guidance of the Goddess, our love, and our talents will be enough.” He sighed then, closing his eyes for a moment as waves of pain rolled over his body, causing his legs and arms to twitch. With a groan, he forced more words from his lips. “Please….be careful...keep Sir Richard with you at all times. I…I could not bear to lose you now that I’ve found you. It would be my death.” Another wave of pain crashed over him and he groaned again, his back arching a little, fist clenching at his side. He fought the fatigue that gripped him, gazing into her eyes. “The competitions start..t-tomorrow” he said, his voice trembling a little. “Do well..beat Narvashal if you can…beware Cedric though…he’s wicked with a bow…” His arm flopped next to his side then and he felt his eyes droop. “Meet me…at the Grey Goose….when the moon is at its peak…I will be there….my love….” Those were the last words he managed before he passed out, his body falling into a fitful slumber.