The old woman worked all the areas of damage by the girl’s recent encounters with Telgar. Her wrinkled hand skillfully applies the gel to each area, working it in. The girl’s questions weren’t a surprise, many of the young girls that were captured were alone, afraid, and unsure of what was happening to them. She tried to help, because she like them had felt the same way when she was first captured.
Escaped at some point, sure it was possible. However, to do so is unlikely and what they would do to one so foolish is very unpleasant.
The girl asked if anyone actually had made it, the old woman carefully choosing her words.
I don’t know if anyone has made it, but it doesn’t matter, because in the end this is home. The children at your mother’s teat will be members of this clan, as will the whelps you will throw. I know this is hard to believe, but you will in time come to desire his touch, to feel his manly caress, to have his spear buried deep in you.
The elderly woman stopped, she seemed to be thinking about something, reflecting on a memory, and though the girl couldn’t see it a dampness was growing between her legs.
I know it seems horrible and you want to flee, but take this knowledge, I would do it all again. I miss him, I miss laying between his legs and feeding, I miss being thrown into his furs and being taken, I miss serving at his feet. Just know that girl.
How could she explain the pleasures of serving a man, of truly being owned by another, and how she'd found her true calling.