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justablondie
Meteorite
- Joined
- Jul 8, 2025
I just randomly showed up to church one day. I may have been introduced to you by another member, drawn into the cult in the hopes of being perfect and proper. I may have just showed up by myself, running away from everything wrong and trying to start fresh and proper. What did you notice first? My posture? My hair - without a single knot or imperfection? The fancy dress that catches your attention? The way I'm quiet yet attentive?
I didn't squirm when you sat next to me, so close our knees or shoulders touched. And I don't break free when your arm wraps around me as you guide me down the hallway for a deeper discussion about our life focus, our purpose, our roles. The books say that men are leaders and women are obedient. It's open to interpretation isn't it, and it isn't obvious at first that you're taking advantage. You encourage me to go out and meet you for dinner, or other members of the church. You encourage me to attend classes Sunday nights to learn and deepen my understanding.
You'll flip between disciplining me for not learning fast enough or replying with the wrong answer - and telling me to come with you to an underground gathering of special church leaders. Do you enjoy me displaying the marks on my skin, or the fact that I'll actively hide them and cover up the assault? What about when others in the underground gathering do the same? Convince me that I'm not perfect and that your punishments are necessary. Convince me that I should be obedient, and get on my knees when you feel the need. You'll encourage me to keep it up and how to do it correctly. You'll persuade me to wear my makeup a certain way. My need for approval and to be good conflicts with any kind of thought that says - something isn't right. I just let it continue as you and your church peers all tighten their grip around me.
One Sunday afternoon I might find my wrists strapped to the arms of an uncomfortable wooden chair, in a back room, behind closed doors from most of the congregation. I'll be sure to keep my tears hidden and mouth shut about it - that is except for when you force it open yourself.
There's a lot of options to play with me.
Choking
Hair pulling
Tickle torture
Groping
Cuddling
Impact play or beatings
Electric shock
Forced oral/sex
Drugs
Stress position
Bondage
Breath play
Anything else?
I didn't squirm when you sat next to me, so close our knees or shoulders touched. And I don't break free when your arm wraps around me as you guide me down the hallway for a deeper discussion about our life focus, our purpose, our roles. The books say that men are leaders and women are obedient. It's open to interpretation isn't it, and it isn't obvious at first that you're taking advantage. You encourage me to go out and meet you for dinner, or other members of the church. You encourage me to attend classes Sunday nights to learn and deepen my understanding.
You'll flip between disciplining me for not learning fast enough or replying with the wrong answer - and telling me to come with you to an underground gathering of special church leaders. Do you enjoy me displaying the marks on my skin, or the fact that I'll actively hide them and cover up the assault? What about when others in the underground gathering do the same? Convince me that I'm not perfect and that your punishments are necessary. Convince me that I should be obedient, and get on my knees when you feel the need. You'll encourage me to keep it up and how to do it correctly. You'll persuade me to wear my makeup a certain way. My need for approval and to be good conflicts with any kind of thought that says - something isn't right. I just let it continue as you and your church peers all tighten their grip around me.
One Sunday afternoon I might find my wrists strapped to the arms of an uncomfortable wooden chair, in a back room, behind closed doors from most of the congregation. I'll be sure to keep my tears hidden and mouth shut about it - that is except for when you force it open yourself.
There's a lot of options to play with me.
Choking
Hair pulling
Tickle torture
Groping
Cuddling
Impact play or beatings
Electric shock
Forced oral/sex
Drugs
Stress position
Bondage
Breath play
Anything else?
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