Phaedra was just looking at him before she was speaking, "Because I feel like if I do that I'm going to lose my freedom. I'll have to go and live with my husband, deal with everything that needs to be done with his household. And I don't want to. I would rather stay here and it isn't because this is my home but.... I want to continue to stay with the circus. To continue to run what Sylvan and I created so long ago, the entainment that everybody around the world loves with a passion."