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The Lives We Didn't Choose (AJS Roleplaying x Kita-san)

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The Lives We Didn't Choose
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Adrian 'AJ' Carlson Jr.
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Verena "Rena" Bristol
written by Kita-san


 
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Verena's lips curled into a warm smile as AJ extended his hand toward her. There was something steady and unspoken in the way he offered it—not demanding, not formal, just open. She slipped her fingers into his, their palms meeting with a softness that made her heart flutter unexpectedly. His grip was firm but gentle, and she returned the gesture with a light squeeze, letting him know without words that she was there—present and willing to be part of whatever this was.

"You look good," she said, her voice quiet but sincere. And he really did. The suit he wore looked as though it had been tailored just for him, accentuating his height, the sharp lines of his shoulders, the confidence in his stride. She couldn't help but admire how effortlessly he carried himself. AJ cleaned up better than she had imagined, and yet it wasn't just the clothes. He exuded certainty, a kind of quiet command that drew her in.

He was walking into something he clearly understood, something that mattered to him—and Verena felt a flicker of excitement watching him prepare to step into his world. For once, she wasn't leading. She wasn't navigating or smoothing things over. She was following, willingly, and it felt strangely freeing.

Hand in hand, they exited the suite and moved toward the elevator at the end of the hallway. The plush carpet muffled their steps, and the silence between them was companionable, charged with anticipation but not tension. When the elevator doors slid open, they stepped inside together. Verena stood close to him, comforted by his presence.

As the elevator descended, she pulled out her phone to check the time. 8:47 a.m. She noticed, too, the blank screen—no messages, no missed calls. Nothing from James. Of course not. She hadn't expected any different. If anything, she had braced for it.

James always needed distance. Always claimed space was his version of love, that not calling meant he trusted her. But it had never felt like love. It felt like avoidance. Detachment. Like she was optional. And yet, to her own surprise, the silence didn't sting today. Not even a little.

She tucked her phone away.

This weekend wasn't about James. It wasn't about being missed or chosen. It was about AJ—about stepping into his life, on his terms. She was here, fully present, and the shift in her focus was like a breath of clean air. AJ wanted her there. He had said it directly, but she could also see it in the way he looked at her, the way he reached for her hand, the way he made room for her beside him.

She glanced up at him, wondering. I wonder what the conference will be like. Does he have any friends attending or people he’s worked with before? She tried to picture him shaking hands, laughing with colleagues, discussing things she didn't understand. Does he socialize at this thing?

The elevator chimed, breaking her train of thought as the doors slid open to the hotel lobby. Verena inhaled quietly, steadying herself. She didn't need to have all the answers. She was happy just being next to AJ, following his lead into whatever came next.
 
They walked together down the quiet city street, fingers interlaced in a simple but meaningful gesture that felt as natural as breathing. The morning was crisp but pleasant, the kind of day that offered promise without demanding anything in return. Their destination was a modest café tucked into a corner near the downtown district - nothing fancy, but charming enough to feel personal, like a place they could call their own, if only for an hour.

Time was limited. AJ was due on stage in just under sixty minutes, and the convention centre was only a ten-minute cab ride away. That gave them just enough time to share a relaxed breakfast, a quiet moment before the whirlwind of speeches, networking, and professional obligations swept him away.

They placed their orders at the counter - two coffees and a couple of savoury pastries. AJ chose an Italian sausage roll wrapped in delicate filo pastry. It wasn't his usual morning fare, but after the exertions of the previous night - and again this morning - he figured he'd earned something a bit more indulgent. It was rich, flaky, and surprisingly satisfying, not unlike the sense of contentment warming his chest as he sat beside her. He glanced her way with a smile that said more than the casual words that accompanied it: "I could get used to this."

He wasn't just talking about the breakfast. There was something about being next to Verena that felt remarkably... easy. Not simple, because she wasn't simple - she was layered, nuanced, endlessly intriguing - but easy, in that unforced, right-place, right-time kind of way. She fit beside him like a puzzle piece he hadn't known was missing. There was no strain, no second-guessing. Her presence didn't distract him, it grounded him.

He was genuinely thrilled to have her here with him. It wasn't a matter of flaunting her, or making a statement. It just felt right to share this experience with her. He had brought someone once before, years ago. Serena. That had been a mistake, though he hadn't known it at the time. She had spent nearly the entire weekend on her phone, disengaged and visibly bored. That particular conference had been a big one - his first major presentation. A milestone. But instead of celebrating it, they had ended up arguing well into the night. Harsh words, sharp silences. Looking back now, that weekend felt like a turning point. The beginning of the end.

And yet here he was, a decade later, preparing for another defining moment in his career - but this time, with someone entirely different by his side. Was this the beginning of something real? Something lasting?

Thirty minutes later, they were stepping into the grand glass atrium of the convention centre. Light filtered down from the vaulted ceiling, casting geometric patterns across the marble floors. AJ made his way to the registration table, collecting his speaker badge and arranging a visitor pass for Verena. He always had one ready, just in case. In years past, it had been intended for Serena, though she hadn't accompanied him since that long-ago conference in Charlotte. That had been ten years ago, yet somehow the memory still lingered, the way disappointment tends to cling longer than it should.

With badges in hand, they entered the main auditorium. The room was much larger than AJ had remembered - more cavernous, more imposing. He had sat among these rows countless times over the last five years, watching keynote speakers and panel discussions with a mix of admiration and envy. Now, for the first time, he would be standing on the other side of the spotlight. He would be the one behind the microphone, addressing the crowd on the future of sustainable architecture.

He exhaled slowly, letting his eyes travel across the rows of empty seats that would soon be filled with colleagues, competitors, and curious minds. The weight of it all began to settle on his shoulders - not anxiety, exactly, but awareness. This was a moment that mattered.

"AJ!"

A bright, enthusiastic voice cut through the stillness. He turned to see Carolina Santos approaching, her energy as unmistakable as ever. As the head organiser of the event and a respected figure in the world of architecture, Carolina's presence always carried a certain gravity. Her smile was warm and genuine, and AJ returned it with one of his own.

She greeted him with the ease of old friends and launched straight into praise. She spoke of how grateful they were to have him speak, how the industry needed more voices like his - especially on the subject of sustainable development. What he and his firm had accomplished in the past few years was, in her words, "nothing short of ground breaking."

AJ felt a flush of pride, tinged with humility. Compliments like that still made him uncomfortable, no matter how hard he had worked to earn them. Eager to deflect some of the attention, he turned slightly, gesturing to Verena at his side.

"Verena, I'd like you to meet Carolina Santos," he said, introducing the organiser with a tone of genuine respect. "She's one of the leading figures in West Coast architecture. Carolina, this is Verena Bristol - an incredibly gifted artist from back home. She just wrapped up her most successful show yet and has been a passionate advocate for underrepresented voices in the art world."

Carolina's smile widened as she turned to greet Verena, and AJ watched the two women acknowledge one another. In that moment, he felt something shift - not dramatically, but meaningfully. He wasn't just stepping onto a stage today. He was stepping into something new, something hopeful. And Verena was right there with him.

Maybe, just maybe, this was their beginning.​
 
Inside the cafe, they placed their orders—AJ chose an Italian sausage roll, layered in buttery filo that flaked apart when he bit into it. She went with a warm spinach and goat cheese tart that reminded her of something she used to make when she had the time to cook for herself. Her coffee was black with a splash of oat milk.

Across the table, his eyes met hers mid-bite, and he smiled—lazy and charming, like the weight of the day hadn't found him yet.

I could get used to this.

He wasn't just talking about breakfast. And she knew that. She didn't respond right away. She just held his gaze for a second too long, then looked down at her plate, a quiet flutter moving behind her ribs.

What is this becoming? And why does it feel so easy…

She liked him. More than she'd planned to. But AJ wasn't a casual kind of man, and this didn't feel casual. That realization brought both warmth and warning. Because she had been here before. Or somewhere like it. Not with someone like him, though. Never like this.

Thirty minutes later, they stepped into the grand glass atrium of the San Francisco Convention Center, and the energy shifted. It was immediate. From calm and intimate to professional and high-stakes. Light poured in from skylights above, scattering across the marble floors in fractured beams. Everything about the space screamed ambition, innovation, forward motion. Verena felt the tempo of AJ's pulse change just slightly beside her—more focused, but not nervous. Just ready. He moved with purpose now.

They moved into the auditorium next. It was massive. Vaulted ceilings, rows upon rows of pristine white chairs, a polished stage that gleamed beneath the recessed lighting. She imagined what it would look like in an hour—full of people, eyes watching, notebooks open, phones recording.

She looked at AJ and saw the weight settle over him—not fear, but something heavier: significance. He wasn't just speaking. He was stepping into something defining.

A voice was smooth, confident, and unmistakably familiar called out for AJ.

Verena turned with him and saw the woman approaching—elegant, stylish, with that polished kind of authority that only came from years of being excellent at what you do. The kind of woman who didn't ask for the room's attention—she just had it.

Verena took her in quickly: a tailored emerald blazer, sleek bob, gold necklace layered over a silk blouse. She looked like someone who lived and breathed this world. And clearly, she knew AJ well. She stood tall beside him, listening as Carolina heaped praise on his work—on how essential his voice was to the conversation about sustainability, how grateful they were to have him. Verena watched as AJ accepted the compliments with his usual modesty. This made Verena smile. She loved this for him, she could see the pride he felt.

Then he turned, pulling her gently into the spotlight. The introduction AJ gave for her caught her off guard. It was quite sweet and it carried some weight of course. Verena smiled softly at the woman and extended her hand.

"Hello, it’s nice to meet you Carolina.” Verena found herself connecting with Carolina in more ways than one. The two couldn’t seem to stop talking but the start time was growing closer. Carolina reluctantly excused herself, she had to check on a few more things before the conference could start.

Verena said her goodbye and then turned to AJ. “She’s great.” Verena said with a smile. Being here with him was already feeling like home. She felt at ease. She didn't feel like a plus-one. She didn't feel like a distraction from his real life. She felt like she belonged.

“Where will we be sitting or where should I sit. I want a good view of you.” She said with a playful smile. Verena didn’t know if there was specific seating for certain people, she figured there were some big profile people and that they would have designated tables.

“This is so exciting. I can’t wait for you to give your speech.” She looked at AJ. “It’s it weird for me to feel a little bit proud? Like I totally had not part in this at all but I’m proud of you.”
 
AJ smiled at her question, his hand lifting in a light, easy gesture toward the seats directly in front of them.

"Right here in the front row," he said, his voice warm with anticipation. "All the speakers and their guests are seated at the front for easier access to the stage."

In the next few moments, Carolina reappeared, calling him away with the brisk efficiency of someone juggling a dozen priorities at once. AJ gave Verena a final glance as he turned to follow, the kind of look that didn't need words - just the lift of his brow and the curve of his lips that said thank you for coming, thank you for caring.

He hadn't admitted to anyone how much her presence today meant to him. This wasn't just another industry event. It was the kind of moment he had envisioned in the quiet hours of long workdays and even longer nights - where possibility felt distant, and recognition was still a fantasy. To have her here, seeing him not just as a man but as a professional standing in his element, validated something deeper than pride.

Backstage, the energy was focused and electric. He was introduced to the other speakers, each a recognized expert in their own sector. A woman from the tech industry, a clean-energy startup founder from Oslo, a logistics executive focusing on low-emissions transport. Each had carved a path of innovation in their own field. They were all here for one reason: to speak on sustainable development from a diversity of perspectives. AJ was last on the agenda, delivering the keynote to close the session. The position wasn't just symbolic; it was significant. The keynote wasn't given. It was earned. And yet, even as he stood there shaking hands and exchanging brief pleasantries, part of him still found it hard to believe he'd made it here.

He had spent years refining his voice in rooms where his presence had once felt like an afterthought. But he had stayed, learned, built, and pushed forward with stubborn resilience. He had done the work. He had designed buildings, not just with form and function in mind, but with responsibility. He had spent his twenties sketching blueprints and his thirties fighting to prove why those blueprints mattered. He wasn't just a man with a vision now - he was a man people listened to.

From the wings, he watched the other speakers take their turn. The audience was engaged, responsive, leaning forward in their seats and asking thoughtful questions. He felt the rhythm of the event in his chest—each voice adding a new layer to the narrative of sustainability.

And then it was his turn.

Carolina's voice rang out with the crisp professionalism of a practiced MC, her words warm and succinct: "And to close out today's panel, please welcome our keynote speaker, AJ Carlson - architect, innovator, and advocate for sustainable urban development."

He stepped onto the stage, greeted by a wave of applause that filled the room with its sincerity. For a moment, he let the hum of it settle in his ears, grounding him. Then he stepped up to the podium, adjusted the microphone, and began.

"Good afternoon. I'm honored to be here today, closing out what has already been a rich and thought-provoking series of talks.

I want to speak to you today about buildings. Not just as structures of steel and concrete, but as living, breathing ecosystems. As architects, we are often tasked with shaping the environments people will live, work, and grow in. That responsibility doesn't just stop at the aesthetics or the practicality of a floor plan. It extends to how our choices affect the planet, today and for generations to come.

Sustainable development in architecture is more than installing solar panels or green roofs. It's about designing with purpose, considering the life cycle of a building from the materials we choose to the way we allow natural light to cut energy consumption, to how we treat water runoff and incorporate native vegetation. It's about recognizing that every decision we make contributes to a broader environmental narrative.

We have to stop treating sustainability as an add-on. It must be embedded from the start, in every stage of design and construction. Too often, environmental considerations are brought in at the eleventh hour - token gestures to tick a box. But truly sustainable architecture asks us to interrogate our assumptions about space, value, and permanence.

There's a myth that green buildings are inherently more expensive or less feasible. That's simply not true. With advances in technology, smarter material sourcing, and integrated design strategies, we can build structures that are both economically and environmentally efficient. We just have to prioritize it.

But more than materials and methods, we need a shift in mindset. We need to stop asking, 'Can we afford to build sustainably?' and start asking, 'Can we afford not to?'

We are the stewards of the built environment. What we design today becomes the inheritance of tomorrow. Let's make it one we're proud to pass on."

He stepped back from the microphone to a silence that held for half a second longer than expected. Then the applause came - louder, fuller, stretching out. The applause faded gradually, giving way to a low hum of anticipation. AJ remained at the podium, his hand lightly resting against its edge. Carolina reappeared briefly on stage, offering a few words of thanks before turning to the audience.

"We now have time for a few questions," she announced. "If you'd like to raise your hand, a mic will be brought to you."

A few arms went up immediately. The first mic was handed to a middle-aged man in a navy suit near the centre.

"Thank you, AJ. Really compelling talk. You mentioned embedding sustainability from the very beginning of a project - how do you convince stakeholders, especially investors, to prioritize those long-term gains when they're so often focused on short-term returns?"

AJ nodded, welcoming the question.

"It's a common challenge," he began. "The key is to reframe the conversation. I present sustainability not as a cost, but as a value multiplier. Reduced energy costs, increased tenant retention, higher resale value - these are quantifiable benefits that speak to a stakeholder's bottom line. But more than that, I show them how buildings that anticipate future regulation and climate volatility are inherently lower-risk investments. It's about proving that sustainability isn't just ethical - it's strategic."

The man gave a thoughtful nod, clearly satisfied. Another hand shot up from the left side. The mic went next to a younger woman in a crisp black dress, likely an architecture student or early-career designer based on her lanyard.

"Hi AJ, thank you for your insights. I'm curious - how do you balance sustainability with local cultural identity, especially in urban developments? How do you make something green without it feeling sterile or out of place in its environment?"

AJ smiled, appreciating the nuance.

"That's a fantastic question. Sustainability should never come at the expense of character or community. In fact, it should enhance it. I always begin with place-based research - understanding the climate, the materials historically used in that region, and the way communities have interacted with their environment over time. For example, in coastal cities I've worked in, we've drawn on vernacular architecture - courtyards, deep eaves, ventilated facades - and reinterpreted those ideas with modern methods and sustainable materials. You can design responsibly without erasing identity. In fact, sustainability that ignores culture is incomplete."

There was a brief murmur of agreement among those nearby. More hands went up now. AJ had clearly struck a chord.

The third question came from a man toward the back, with a journalist's badge and a notepad already half-filled with scribbles.

"AJ, do you think the current educational pipeline in architecture is doing enough to prepare new graduates for the sustainability challenges ahead?"

AJ didn't hesitate.

"Honestly? Not yet. While things are changing, many programs still treat sustainability as an elective 0 an optional extra rather than a core principle. That has to shift. Climate literacy needs to be foundational. We need to train architects to think systemically - from material sourcing and embodied carbon, to how buildings affect biodiversity, public health, and social equity. The problems we face require integrated thinking. Academia has to catch up, and fast."

He paused, then added, "That said, I'm optimistic. I'm seeing more students pushing for this change than institutions. The next generation isn't waiting for permission to care."

A quiet laugh moved through the room.

Carolina glanced at the clock and signalled that there was time for one final question. The mic was passed to an older woman with silver hair tied back in a low knot. She wore a linen blazer and had the presence of someone who'd spent a career in policy or urban planning.

"My question is a practical one. In cities where legislation still lags behind green innovation, how do you push sustainable design forward without running afoul of outdated codes?"

AJ gave a small chuckle, though the topic was far from amusing.

"That's the constant dance, isn't it? In those cases, I work closely with city officials from the beginning. You don't present them with a finished concept and expect them to bend rules - you bring them in early, explain your vision, and show how it aligns with the spirit, if not the letter, of the code. And when needed, I've leaned on third-party certifications to build credibility. Also, having pilot projects and data from other regions helps. It's a lot of advocacy, frankly. But as more municipalities start prioritizing climate goals, I find those doors are slowly opening."

The woman nodded appreciatively, her expression thoughtful.

Carolina returned to the stage, microphone in hand.

"Thank you all for your excellent questions - and thank you again to AJ for closing today's session with such insight and energy."

The audience rose in another round of applause, warm and sustained. AJ offered a small bow of acknowledgment before stepping away from the podium. As he made his way offstage, the sense of accomplishment didn't hit him all at once, but in quiet waves. Each question had reminded him that this - this conversation, this connection between idea and audience - was what the work had been building toward. Years of quiet effort had led to this moment: not a conclusion, but a beginning, and a powerful one.

And in the front row, he knew Verena had been there to see it all.​
 
Verena had never seen AJ like this.

She had known he was passionate about his work — had seen the spark in his eyes when he talked about sustainable materials or urban integration over late-night dinners or quiet Sunday mornings. But this was something else entirely. This was AJ in his element. And it took her breath away.

From the moment Carolina called him away, Verena had felt a shift — like something important was about to unfold. He had given her a look, subtle but full of meaning, and then he was gone, swallowed up by the backstage current. She had taken her seat in the front row as instructed, heart beating a little faster than she expected. Maybe it was anticipation. Maybe it was pride. Maybe it was both, tangled in a knot she hadn't even realized was there.

And then he walked out onto the stage.

The applause that met him felt deserved, not just polite. He stood under the lights with a calm self-assurance that made her blink twice. There was a stillness to him, not stiffness, but poise — like he belonged there, like he had always belonged there. AJ had always been attractive to her — his mind, his warmth, the way he thought deeply before speaking. But this? This was something magnetic. He didn't just speak — he commanded. The room didn't just listen — it leaned in.

His voice was steady, confident, but not rehearsed. It had the ease of someone who wasn't just reading a script, but living it. Verena felt herself hang onto every word, pulled in not just by the content, but by the way he told it. His words weren't lofty or abstract; they were grounded, impactful. She had expected intelligence — of course she had — but what caught her off guard was how charming he was. Witty, articulate, completely at ease. He spoke like he was offering people a door to walk through, and they were eager to follow.

Her eyes didn't leave him once.

She noticed the subtle things: the way he rested one hand on the edge of the podium, fingers tapping lightly when he made a particularly important point. The slight smile he gave when someone asked a thoughtful question. The sparkle in his eyes when he referenced innovation or the next generation — like he truly believed in the future he was fighting for.

Verena had sat through dozens of panels before — polished talks with buzzwords and surface-level passion. But this was different. He was different. His conviction wasn't just professional — it was personal. He wasn't trying to impress anyone; he was trying to wake them up.

And when the questions began, he didn't falter. Each answer was like another facet of him she hadn't seen before — the strategist, the advocate, the teacher. He didn't deflect or dilute. He engaged. And the audience responded in kind — leaning forward, nodding, asking more.

Verena found herself smiling softly as he answered the student's question about culture. Of course he would say that sustainability should enhance identity, not erase it. Of course he'd value place-based knowledge. It was exactly what had drawn her to him in the first place — that ability to see not just what could be done, but what should be done.

By the time he fielded the final question, she wasn't just impressed — she was in awe.

She felt something shift inside her — a deeper recognition of who he was. Not just the man she cared about, but the man the world was beginning to see, beginning to listen to. This was the same AJ who was horrible at tying his tie, who walked with her through markets pointing out design quirks in old buildings. And yet, he was also this — this figure of influence, this force of vision and precision and hope.

As the final applause rang out and he stepped off the stage, her hands were already in motion, clapping hard enough to sting. Her heart was full. Not just with pride — though that was part of it — but with something even more intimate. Admiration. A quiet reverence for everything he had built, not just in his career, but in himself.

And when his eyes scanned the front row again, finding hers, she knew without needing to speak: He had let her see him. All of him. And she would never forget it.

The moment the session ended, the room buzzed with energy — applause still echoing faintly, people rising from their seats, voices overlapping in conversation. Verena stood slowly, as if the weight of what she'd just witnessed needed a moment to settle in her bones. She was still holding her breath in a way — heart lifted, soul stirred. Her fingers smoothed the front of her dress, not out of self-consciousness but to give her hands something to do while she waited for him.

AJ had disappeared backstage again, caught in the undertow of people — organizers, speakers, a few eager attendees angling for a quick handshake or a word of thanks. She saw glimpses of him — the curve of his shoulder, the shape of his silhouette in the wing — and every time her gaze found him, something inside her tightened. Not in anxiety. In anticipation.

And then, finally, he reappeared. He stepped out from a side corridor near the edge of the stage, loosened slightly now — the formal tension that had held his shoulders tight during the talk had relaxed. He looked like himself again, but also… more. Brighter, somehow. Like something inside him had been affirmed.

Verena stepped forward without hesitation. She couldn't wait any longer. "You," she said quietly, her voice low but brimming. "That was—" She stopped, at a loss for a word big enough. She shook her head, eyes locked on his. Her voice dropped into a kind of reverence. "AJ… I've never seen you like that before." She stepped a little closer. "You were… electric. I mean, I always knew you were good at what you do, but up there?" Her hand lifted, almost like she was painting his presence on stage in the air. "You weren't just good. You were extraordinary. You owned that room."

There was a pause between them — charged, quiet, full.

"I couldn't take my eyes off you," she admitted, voice softer now. "Not for a second. You were powerful and thoughtful and funny and—God, AJ, you were so in your element. You made everything feel alive."
 
Verena's words lingered in his mind long after they were spoken, as though they had been carved into the very air around him. You weren't just good. You were extraordinary. A simple sentiment on the surface, yet it struck him with unexpected force, lodging itself in his chest like a splinter too deep to remove. He had been praised before, by peers, by mentors, by collaborators. But there was something profoundly different about hearing it from her. Something unguarded, sincere, and devoid of the perfunctory polish that usually wrapped such compliments. It made him think. More specifically, it made him compare.

He couldn't help but be pulled back into memory - years ago now - standing under the harsh, artificial lighting of another conference venue, not so different from this one. He had been younger then, more eager to impress, still driven by the hunger to prove himself not just professionally, but personally. He had been accompanied that time by Serena. He could still recall the way she smiled politely through the dinner events, nodded at the right moments during his speech, offered a few choice words to his colleagues. But when it came to him - his ideas, his passion, the way he lit up when speaking about his work - she had remained coolly silent. If she had ever been moved, she had never said so. Her admiration, if it existed, had remained buried beneath the polished veneer of strategic alignment.

That had been the nature of things between him and Serena. Their relationship had always been defined by precision, calculation, mutual advantage. A merging of reputations as much as lives. The power couple - he with his rising influence in sustainable urbanism, she with her clout in the finance sector. On paper, they had been perfect. They had even believed it for a time, convincing themselves that love could be constructed like a well-designed project, all angles and numbers, charts and timelines. But the architecture of their relationship, though elegant, had always lacked warmth. Somewhere along the way, the transaction had become the foundation. And when the foundation is transactional, eventually the structure starts to crack.

It hadn't been obvious at first. They had played the roles so well - brilliant, composed, admired. But he had begun to notice the gaps. The way her eyes glazed over when he spoke of ideas that didn't involve quarterly projections. The way their conversations grew shorter, shallower, until they were little more than executive summaries of each other's lives. He had begun to sense it during quiet moments, especially after events like this - when the applause faded, and they returned to the hotel room not as lovers, but as cohabitants of the same spreadsheet.

It was only in knowing Verena that he had come to fully grasp the depth of that flaw. Verena, who asked questions not just to appear interested, but because she was interested. Verena, who made him feel like the work he did mattered - not just on a global scale, but to her, personally. It was an unspoken kind of reverence, something soft and steady that wrapped itself around the edges of his ambition and gave it a new kind of resonance.

And so, when she looked at him now - with a kind of awed pride that felt both grounding and elevating - he felt a shift within himself, subtle but seismic. He hadn't just performed well up there. He hadn't just delivered a polished talk. He had connected. And not just with the audience, but with her. Somehow, that mattered more.

"Thank you. That felt great, and it seems the audience was in tune with what we want to achieve in sustainable development. That's inspiring."

Still, the day moved forward. He could hear Carolina now, calling to him from just beyond the edge of the moment, reminding him of his next commitment. A closed-door panel on sustainable material selection - technical, focused, inward-facing. No public applause, no grand declarations. Just experts around a table, debating the future of responsible architecture.

It was time to go. "I think this is your chance to escape and start shopping for that dress. I'll see you back at the hotel."

He offered her a parting touch - a kiss, a squeeze of the hand, a silent acknowledgment of the shift she had helped trigger - and then turned toward his next obligation. His steps were purposeful, his expression composed. But somewhere behind that composed exterior, something profound was quietly unfolding.

The contrast between what he had just felt and what he was walking toward sharpened something inside him. The professional and the personal, once so tightly interwoven, now felt like layers he could shed or adopt as needed. And yet, for the first time in a long while, he was aware of which part of himself felt more real.

And for the first time in years, he didn't feel the need to justify how or why he had arrived at this place. He just felt certain that he was no longer lost.​
 
Verena stepped into the sunlight, leaving behind the cool shadows of the conference center and the lingering electricity of AJ's voice in her ears. The sound of his final words still rang gently in her head — "I think this is your chance to escape." It was said lightly, with a smile. But it felt heavier than it sounded. A door opening. Or maybe closing.

She walked slowly at first, letting the rhythm of the city absorb her thoughts. She should've been scrolling through dress options, checking store hours, making a plan. But instead, she found herself drifting — physically, emotionally — replaying the last few hours with a growing ache she didn't quite know how to name.

AJ had been brilliant. And not just professionally. The way he spoke on stage, the way he lit up discussing things that mattered, the way his energy rippled into the audience and then landed squarely on her — it had done something. Stirred something.

She turned a corner, finally beginning the walk toward the upscale boutiques near the heart of the city. She needed to focus. The gala was tonight. But even as she passed sparkling window displays, her mind tugged her elsewhere.

James.

She inhaled slowly. There had been a time — not long ago — when just thinking of him brought comfort. Familiarity. Warmth, even. He was good. Steady. The kind of man who planned things down to the minute and who had asked her to marry him not in a moment of wild passion, but over a carefully prepared dinner, with a presentation and a spreadsheet forecasting their future. She had said yes, not because it swept her off her feet, but because it didn't have to. It was logical. Safe. Sensible and she loved him. But now… now the box that was too neatly packed became a mess filled with lies and heartbreak.

And AJ… AJ wasn't in the box.

He was the part of her she hadn't realized was starving. The part that wanted to be seen — not just supported. Celebrated, not just accommodated. He made her laugh without trying. He listened with his whole self. And when he looked at her after the panel, like he truly saw her — not just the version she curated — something deep in her shifted.

She paused outside a boutique with floor-to-ceiling windows. The mannequins wore sleek silhouettes and gowns that seemed to shimmer like they had secrets. One dress caught her eye immediately — deep emerald satin, with an open back, delicate halter neckline, and a thigh-high slit that whispered elegance but hinted at fire. It was bold. Sophisticated. Sexy.

Unexpected. Just like this entire trip.

Verena stepped inside. The boutique was quiet, the kind of place where each garment hung like a work of art and the sales associate's smile was soft but discerning. She pointed to the emerald gown with a quiet confidence she didn't even fully recognize in herself.

In the dressing room, she slipped it on. The fabric hugged her like it already knew her curves. It didn't need embellishment. It was the statement. And as she stood before the mirror, she didn't see someone trying to impress a room. She saw someone stepping fully into herself.

She would wear this tonight. For the gala. For the version of her that had been quietly evolving since stepping off the plane. She didn't know what would happen. With AJ. With James. With everything.

But one thing was becoming clear. When she returned from this trip, she would have to tell James the truth. That something had shifted. That she had shifted. And that maybe — just maybe — she no longer fit the life that he now controlled. Not because she was broken. But because something more honest had begun to take root. And once you've tasted that kind of truth, you can't go back to pretending.

After purchasing the dress Verena made her way back to the hotel suite. She had picked up and quick bite to eat, she needed something in her stomach for she got ready for the evening event. Once she finished eating she slowly began to get ready.

Verena stepped out of the bathroom with steam curling behind her like mist in the wake of something new. The room was quiet, still holding the energy of the day and the promise of the night. On the bed, the emerald dress waited like a secret she was finally ready to share.

She moved to the vanity, a towel wrapped loosely around her, skin warm and flushed from the shower. With careful, practiced fingers, she opened her makeup bag. Not the full arsenal — not tonight. Tonight wasn't about armor.

She chose softness.

A dewy foundation that let her freckles peek through. Just a touch of peach on her cheeks, like a whisper of sunlight. Her brows were brushed up, full and natural, nothing sculpted. On her eyes, she swept a pale shimmer across the lids — not glitter, not drama, just light — and pressed a muted taupe into the crease, just enough to create dimension. No wing, no bold liner. Only a soft brown pencil along her lash line, smudged with her fingertip to blur the edge. Her lashes were touched with mascara, just one coat, for depth without flash. And on her lips — a rosewood balm, tinted just enough to draw attention, but not to steal it.

When she stepped into the dress — the deep emerald catching the fading light — she let her hair down in loose waves, still damp at the ends, falling around her shoulders with unstudied ease.

She looked in the mirror. There was no mask. No façade. Only Verena. Composed. Quietly radiant. Certain, even in her uncertainty.
 
AJ wrapped up with the panel in the early afternoon, though "wrapped up" might have been too neat a phrase for what had actually taken place. What was meant to be a structured, hour-long discussion had quickly spiraled into something far more combustible. The conversation had grown animated, at times heated, as panelists challenged each other on everything from creative ethics to industry gatekeeping. Audience participation had only added fuel to the fire. Questions turned into passionate monologues, and even the moderator had at one point surrendered to the current of debate. It was the kind of session people would be talking about long after the gala ended, and AJ had the sinking suspicion that half the room had recorded parts of it on their phones.

Lunch hadn't been part of the schedule, but someone had called it in out of necessity. No one was going anywhere until the energy had burned out naturally. By the time the last argument had been made, the last slice of lukewarm pizza eaten, and the final handshake exchanged, it was already creeping into the later hours of the day. The sky outside had taken on that soft golden hue that hinted at dusk. AJ, exhausted but still buzzing from the adrenaline of the discussion, made his way back to the hotel. The gala loomed ahead now, less as a chore and more as the inevitable next act of an already full day.

As he stepped into the lobby and made his way to the elevator, he allowed his thoughts to drift to Verena. They had split up earlier that morning - he to the panel, she to embark on what she half-jokingly called a mission: to find a dress that felt right. She had been cagey about what exactly she was looking for. "Not safe," she'd told him. "Not boring." AJ had smiled at that. Whatever she chose, he had no doubt it would be anything but boring. Still, he couldn't help but wonder what she'd settled on. Verena had a way of inhabiting clothes like they were born from her, not the other way around. There was an effortless glamour to her, even on her worst days. But this evening, for an event like this—he was curious. Maybe even a little anxious to see what she would walk out in.

He didn't have to wait long.

The moment he pushed open the door to their suite, her image greeted him. She stood in front of the full-length mirror in the main room, her silhouette framed in the muted natural light filtering in from the windows. The dress - the dress - stopped him in his tracks. There were no words, not immediately. Not because he didn't have any, but because language suddenly seemed inadequate. The way it clung to her curves without clinging too tightly, the way it moved with her rather than against her - it wasn't just a good dress. It was right. It didn't scream for attention, didn't beg for validation. It simply existed in perfect harmony with her, amplifying everything he already loved about the way she carried herself.

"Wow."

The word slipped from his mouth before he could filter it, and he wasn't even sure if she'd heard it. It wasn't for her, really. It was for himself. A whispered prayer of appreciation. He walked across the room and came to stand behind her, catching their shared reflection in the mirror. His hand settled on her hip, not in possession but in quiet reverence, as if the gesture might keep him grounded. There was a pull, primal and undeniable, but he reined it in. There would be time for that later. Tonight had other demands.

"I'll be as quick as I can," he said, before stepping away.

He disappeared into the bathroom, where the contrast of fluorescent light and cold tile jolted him back into motion. He shaved with practiced efficiency, letting muscle memory do most of the work. The water from the shower was hot and bracing, enough to wash away the afternoon's tension. Steam fogged the mirror, and by the time he emerged with a towel slung around his waist, the day had been reset. He dried off, dressed, and finally reached for the garment bag he'd packed days ago in anticipation.

Inside was his tuxedo - classic in its construction, understated but sharp. A crisp white shirt, a satin lapel, polished black shoes, and a bowtie. No flash, no flamboyance. Just quiet elegance. He liked it that way. It let him stand in contrast to the noise of a room, not compete with it. Tonight wasn't about showing off. It was about presence.

When he stepped back into the main room, fully dressed and adjusting his cufflinks, he saw her still at the mirror. She hadn't moved much, still assessing herself, or maybe just enjoying the rare feeling of knowing she had nailed it. He allowed himself one more glance - lingering, deliberate - before checking the time.

They were going to be late if they didn't leave soon. But for once, he didn't care.​
 
Verena turned a bit slowly when she heard the door open, her posture instinctively elongating, chin tilting ever so slightly, breath pausing as she waited to see his reaction—not because she needed approval, but because his opinion always landed differently. He wasn't a man of empty compliments. If he said something, it meant something.

Then she heard it—"Wow."

Just one word. But it pulled a warmth into her chest that she hadn't expected. It was soft. Unfiltered. And real. A smile crept to her lips, faint and private, like it was meant for no one else. She didn't turn around yet. She liked the way his presence filled the room slowly, deliberately, like water climbing the sides of a glass.

His hand at her hip made her exhale—quiet and almost imperceptible—but her body leaned into it, even just a little. It wasn't possessive. It was grounding. He sees me, she thought. Not just the dress. Not the makeup. Me.

And when he slipped away toward the bathroom, she let out a breath she hadn't realized she'd been holding.

She turned back to the mirror, adjusting the earring dangling from her left lobe, and caught her own gaze. There was something there she hadn't seen in a while. Not confidence exactly—but stillness. A sense that, maybe, for once, everything didn't have to be so tightly held together.

A few minutes passed. Then she heard him again. When AJ emerged, fully dressed, adjusting his cufflinks with the quiet self-assuredness that always lived in the space just behind his words, her breath caught this time. She turned fully now. No more mirror between them. Her gaze traveled from his polished shoes up the pressed line of his trousers, the perfect cut of the tuxedo jacket, the bowtie that somehow made him look more like himself, not less. But it wasn't just the suit. It was him in it. His posture. The way he moved like he had nothing to prove, yet still somehow turned gravity itself in his direction.

“Nice.” she said under her breath. Verena tried to play it off with a small smile, stepping toward him slowly, deliberately, as if trying to test whether the moment between them was actually real. "Again you clean up dangerously well," she said, stopping just in front of him, her eyes lingering at his collar before meeting his.

Then her voice dipped lower, more intimate.
"If you weren't already sharing a hotel with me, I'd be trying to figure out how to make you leave with me tonight." She teased with a soft chuckle.

There was a beat between them. Electricity without noise. He hadn't even touched her again, but her skin already felt the memory of his hand on her hip.

They really should leave. The gala was waiting. But in that moment, with his scent still fresh from the shower, the crisp edge of his tuxedo brushing against the air between them, and the way his eyes looked at her—not at the dress, not at the polish, but through it all—Verena could think of a hundred reasons not to rush.

Still, she reached for her clutch and spoke softly as she passed him. “Let’s get going.”

The hotel lobby was quiet, dimly lit in warm golds and soft shadows, the kind of curated ambiance meant to hush the world rather than greet it. AJ and Verena stepped into the elevator without speaking, the silence between them comfortable now—thick with mutual awareness, like the hum beneath a favorite song.

She stood beside him, their hands brushing briefly, the spark of contact small but electric. Her perfume clung to the air between them—something subtle and citrus-laced, sharp at the edges and soft at the heart.

The elevator chimed softly at the lobby floor, and when the doors slid open, a black car was already waiting outside the hotel's private entrance. The driver stepped out, a polished professional in a dark suit and hat, and opened the door with an air of discreet efficiency. Verena slid into the backseat of the sleek black sedan, her dress whispering over the leather upholstery as she moved. She crossed her legs carefully, placing her clutch in her lap, and looked out the window for a moment—just long enough to collect her thoughts. AJ followed, settling in beside her with an effortless grace that didn't require theatrics.

The door clicked shut.

City lights poured through the windows in slanted lines, casting fleeting patterns across their faces as the car pulled away. The interior was quiet, muffled from the outside world. Verena glanced sideways at him.

"You okay?" she asked, voice low, not because she expected trouble—but because it felt like the kind of question she hadn't asked enough. She knew that he was ok though. The day had been such a big deal for him. She figured he was feeling good.

She glanced down at his hands and gently took it with her. Her eyes stayed on their hands, her thumb gently moved over the top of his so instinctively. It was the kind of intimacy you don't realize you're missing until it's right in front of you.

The car slowed as they neared the gala venue—a grand, historic museum now lit like a stage set. The steps were lined with torches and flower arrangements, guests already beginning to flow through the grand entrance, all glitter and anticipation.

Verena took one last glance at AJ, adjusting the collar of his tux lightly with her free hand. "Let's get in there.” She smiled softly at him before opening the door to exit the car.
 
AJ glanced at her with a warmth that lingered just beneath the surface, his gaze steady, open. There was a softness to the way he looked at Verena, an unspoken appreciation that didn't need to be spelled out. As she asked if he was all right, his smile deepened, a slow, genuine curve of his lips that conveyed far more than simple contentment. "More than OK," he replied, letting the words settle between them like a quiet promise. His fingers closed around hers with a tenderness that didn't seek to possess, only to reassure, to affirm something quietly shared in the stillness of that moment. The car moved forward, but inside it, time seemed to pause just long enough to give space for the connection between them to breathe. Between the clamour of the day's obligations and the unfolding possibilities of the evening ahead, this brief moment was a reprieve. A still pocket of time to be savoured - fragile, fleeting, and precious.

When the vehicle finally rolled to a stop in front of the venue, the tempo of the evening changed. AJ stepped out first, not only out of habit or chivalry, but because he wanted to be the one at her side when they entered. Not behind. Not in front. Together. Side by side, equal in presence and purpose. It was symbolic as much as it was instinctual. As they approached the entrance, flashbulbs burst into light from a knot of local press who had stationed themselves at the curbside. There was no pause for the cameras, no deliberate posing, and yet, inevitably, they were captured. The visual of the two of them arriving together would ripple outward. AJ didn't mind. He wasn't trying to make a statement - but perhaps a statement was making itself anyway.

Inside the venue, the ambience was immediately more relaxed but no less impressive. The reception was already in motion, with guests scattered across the polished floor, conversation floating upward like champagne bubbles. Waitstaff glided between small clusters of people, offering flutes of sparkling wine and delicate hors d'oeuvres arranged with artistic precision. AJ exchanged greetings with industry peers, his manner confident, affable. Each time he was drawn into conversation, he made sure to introduce Verena - never as an afterthought, but as someone whose presence mattered, someone who belonged there just as much as he did.

Their path eventually led into the heart of the evening: the grand dining hall. Ornate chandeliers cast a golden light over the elegantly dressed crowd now settling into their seats for the banquet. It was a four-course affair, timed to allow the evening to unfold slowly, deliberately. Each course was a culinary performance, artfully plated, rich in flavour and flair. Around their table, conversation ebbed and flowed naturally, a mix of light chatter, shared laughs, and more thoughtful exchanges about the projects and partnerships that defined their world.

Over the course of those two hours, AJ found himself watching Verena more than he intended. Not in the way of someone mesmerised, but rather with a kind of measured awe. She navigated the room with a quiet assurance, her intelligence woven seamlessly into her ease of conversation. She listened attentively, spoke eloquently, laughed when the moment called for it, and offered insight that made people lean in. It wasn't just that she fit into his world; she elevated it. AJ could remember too well the subtle tension that used to shadow nights like these when Serena accompanied him. The awkward silences, the sidelong glances, the mental strain of managing two conflicting energies under one roof. Tonight felt… simple. Not dull or flat, but smooth, unforced.

He told himself he wasn't comparing. But the truth crept in at the edges of his thoughts anyway. How many more comparisons would he need to make before he accepted what had already become obvious? There was a decision ahead—perhaps not tonight, perhaps not tomorrow, but inevitable all the same. And the longer he delayed it, the more dishonest it would feel to everyone involved.

As dessert was cleared and wine glasses began to empty, the night shifted gears once more. A full orchestra assembled at the far end of the hall, filling the space with a lush, immersive sound that brought a hush over the tables. It wasn't long before couples began drifting onto the dance floor, the strains of a classical waltz drawing them forward. AJ watched them for a moment, then turned back with a quiet certainty. The night had already unfolded beautifully, but he knew there was still one more perfect note to strike. He rose from his seat and turned toward Verena, extending his hand with a glint of playfulness in his eye, though his voice was rich with sincerity.

"May I have this dance?"

There it was— - seal on the evening, offered not as a performance for anyone watching, but as a shared invitation. A gesture made in the moment, for the moment, and everything it might promise beyond it.​
 
From the moment they'd stepped out of the car, Verena had felt it—that quiet hum of rightness, of being exactly where she was meant to be. The click of her heels on the polished floor, the warmth of AJ's hand at the small of her back, the way the space opened up around them like it had been waiting for them to arrive. She didn't need the flash of cameras or the glances they drew as they entered to know they made an impression. But she felt it all the same, like the ripple of music you can't hear but somehow still feel in your bones.

She glowed—genuinely, effortlessly. Not from the lights or the praise, but from the joy of simply being here. No weight dragging behind her. No fear of missteps. AJ moved through the gala with ease, and so did she—not clinging, not following, but walking beside him as his equal, her own conversations blooming just as naturally. When AJ introduced her to someone whose name clearly carried weight, she offered a warm smile and a sharp insight that made the man pause, reconsider, and then nod with visible respect.

She didn't try to impress. She didn't need to. Her presence made AJ look better without effort—like she belonged in his world, but also reminded everyone it wasn't the only world she could belong to. There was a natural rhythm between them—an ease that others noticed but couldn't name. He let her shine. She let him rest.

And all through the meal, the soft curve of her smile never left her face. She delighted in the courses—each bite an experience, every note of flavor met with an unfiltered hum of enjoyment. She made those around her laugh, her joy catching like light refracted through a prism. With AJ beside her, the air felt lighter. He didn't have to hold the room alone. He didn't need to.

By the time the orchestra began to play, Verena was already swaying ever so slightly in her seat, fingers resting on the base of her empty wine glass, head tilted just enough to let the music seep in. And when AJ stood, when he extended his hand with that quiet charm in his voice—her response came not with hesitation, but with pure, unguarded happiness.

She looked up at him, a smile blooming fully across her face, eyes bright with affection. Then came the softest giggle, like the laughter of someone completely seen.

"Of course you may," she said, placing her hand in his without pause.

As she rose, the fabric of her dress shimmered beneath the chandelier's golden light. She didn't glance around to see who was watching. She didn't need the audience. This was for them.

For the moment.
For what it was becoming.
And for everything still unfolding between each beat of the music.

Verena's fingers curled gently into AJ's as they left the table, her other hand gathering a bit of her dress so it wouldn't trail. There was a grace to her movements, not rehearsed or overly poised—just natural, fluid, like she trusted the moment to carry her. And it did.

As they walked side by side to the dance floor, she glanced up at him briefly, catching the look in his eyes—the steadiness, the warmth, the way his expression softened around her. It made her heart ache in a quiet, good way. Not the painful kind of ache. The real kind. The kind that made you aware of your own happiness.

"I hope no one is watching," she murmured softly, not with nerves, but amusement. Her smile curved as she added, "But I know that’s wishful thinking.” She teased.

When they reached the floor, AJ turned to face her, and she let go of the hem of her dress, placing her hand in his with full trust. Her other hand came to rest lightly on his shoulder, fingertips grazing the fabric of his jacket. The music swelled around them, full and golden, the kind of song that wrapped itself around your body before you even started moving.

Verena met his eyes—really looked at him—and the corners of her mouth turned up again.
"You know, I haven't done or felt like this in a long time," she whispered, almost like a confession.
Not just dancing. This. Being fully relaxed with the person she was with, being an equal and not a burden. This was beyond anything and everything she could ever imagine.
 
The moment her hand slipped into his, and he felt the gentle weight of her presence beneath his other hand as it settled at her waist, the world seemed to narrow itself down to the space they occupied together. The ambient hum of conversation, the clinking of glasses, the muted laughter from nearby tables - everything receded into the background. The only sound that remained clear was the music that poured from the speakers overhead, soft and rhythmic, weaving itself around them like a spell. It coaxed their bodies into movement, guiding their steps in time with the melody. Each turn, each shift, each breath was attuned to something that felt larger than the dance itself. It was not just choreography - it was connection.

He could feel the attention of others around them. A few heads turned. A couple whispered behind champagne flutes. A curious gaze or two lingered longer than was polite. And yet, he felt no trace of self-consciousness. No anxiety. No need to hide. If anything, there was a quiet pride stirring in his chest. Let them watch, his thoughts whispered with quiet conviction. Let them see this. "This matters." There was no embarrassment in being seen when the moment was this pure, this honest. For the first time in a long while, he felt no need to explain himself or overthink the implications of public attention. This wasn't performance - it was presence. It was real.

Clarity settled over him like the hush before dawn. He knew. Without doubt, without hesitation. Verena was the woman he was meant to be with. That certainty didn't come crashing in like a bolt of lightning - it had been building, steady and unwavering, over time. But now, under the glow of the chandeliers and the hush of music and murmured conversations, that truth crystallized into something undeniable.

He thought back to how it all began - an unexpected encounter on the muddy trail of a local hiking group, where the air was filled with pine needles and the sharp scent of damp earth. She had been laughing at something someone else had said, her voice drifting toward him before he even saw her face. There had been something about the way she moved - assured, at ease with the world around her - that caught his attention long before they exchanged words. It was a casual meeting, ordinary on the surface, but it had left a faint imprint on him even then.

And then came the gallery night - the kind of event he would have normally avoided, full of curated conversations and self-conscious small talk. But he'd gone, and so had James. That evening had become a blur of pointed comments and thinly veiled tension between the two men. He'd held his own, even surprised himself with the sharpness of his tongue, but his attention had always stayed trained on her. Verena, standing amidst her work, surrounded by critics and collectors, looked utterly in her element. And he, in contrast, had felt like the odd piece in the puzzle - until she looked at him and smiled. That smile had anchored him.

Then there was last night - something so intimate, so essential, it defied simple description. It wasn't just about touch or desire; it was about understanding. That quiet electricity that sparked between them had been growing steadily, and last night it had found its release. Not in haste or impulse, but in recognition. In answer. He had seen it in her eyes, and he had felt it in the way she let herself rest against him after.

Now, here they were - moving together in a room full of people, yet existing in a world entirely their own. Each step on the dancefloor, each beat of the music, pulled him further away from everything else and deeper into the calm certainty of her. No words were needed. No validation from the outside world was required. This was more than chemistry. It was more than attraction. It was alignment.

He wasn't naïve. Life was not going to give them uninterrupted bliss. Chaos was waiting, as it always did. Responsibilities. Arguments that hadn't yet happened. Conversations postponed for the sake of good moods and late nights. All of that would be waiting for them when they got back. The threads of their respective lives - messy, busy, overlapping - would once again pull at the fabric they were trying to weave together.

But that was two days away. Seventy-two hours, give or take. That chaos could wait.

For now, all that mattered was this - this soft symphony of movement, this moment of shared gravity between them. The way the world muted itself and made space for the two of them to simply be. He wasn't going to rush it, wasn't going to dilute it by trying to explain or label it. For the first time in what felt like forever, he allowed himself the rare and fragile gift of being present. And in that presence, he found peace.

There was only the music, the steady beat of his heart, and Verena.​
 
Verena felt the moment he touched her—not just the contact of skin to skin, but something deeper. Something that reverberated through her chest in a low, quiet hum. AJ's hand at her waist was warm and steady, and his other, wrapped gently around hers, anchored her in a way she hadn't expected to need. It wasn't just a dance. It was this dance. And it felt like stepping into a shared breath they hadn't realized they'd been holding.

She allowed herself to close the distance between them, her body attuning to his almost instinctively. The music was soft, tender, but it filled her bones like water filling a glass—every movement, every pause between steps, felt like it had been choreographed not by practice, but by recognition. As if her body had always known his. As if her rhythm had always waited for his to join it.

She wasn't one to believe in "meant to be." She had too much history under her skin, too much caution built into her spine for that kind of simplicity. But in this moment, her doubts quieted. Her usual armor—cool glances, sharp wit, the practiced ease of someone used to reading a room before ever offering her full self—slipped slightly at the edges. Not gone, but softened. AJ didn't ask for performance. He didn't demand a role. He just held her. Moved with her. And something in her leaned in without permission.

She felt it in the way her hand curled around his shoulder—not a grip for balance, but trust. Not need, but want. A deliberate choice to be close. The hem of her dress whispered around her ankles as they turned, the satin sliding over skin, but she barely noticed. She was aware only of the space between their bodies, that electric closeness where touch met restraint. They weren't pressed together, but they didn't need to be. The awareness was enough. The restraint was intimate.

She looked up at him once, just to see. To really see. And then there was the attention.

She saw the glances. She caught the whispers. The subtle tilts of heads from the tables at the edge of the room. It would've once made her flinch—made her self-conscious, wary, calculating. But not tonight. Not with AJ. He didn't pull her closer as a show of claim. He didn't put on a possessive air for the audience. His touch was confident, but it was for her, not for them. And that, perhaps more than anything else, made her feel known.

She leaned in, just slightly, as they slowed with the final notes of the song. Her lips close enough to his ear that her breath kissed his skin when she murmured, almost like a secret, "I don't want this to end."

And what she meant—what she really meant—was not just the dance.

The last note lingered in the air like a sigh, soft and reluctant to let go. The hush of it felt almost sacred, and for a moment, Verena stayed exactly where she was—her cheek just inches from his, her breath steady, but slower now, like the end of a dream she didn't want to wake from.

Then, with a slowness that felt almost ceremonial, she stepped back. Just half a step. Just enough for the space between them to acknowledge that the music had stopped. Her hand slipped from his shoulder, fingertips trailing down the fabric of his jacket like the last notes of the melody they'd moved to. But she didn't turn away.

“Well that was fun no wasn’t?” She asked and looked into his eyes. A soft smile on her face as she waited for his answer.
 
"I don't want this to end."

Her voice was soft, but the weight of those words hit AJ with the force of a confession. Not loud. Not needy. Just... true. And truer still was how much it echoed something inside him that he hadn't dared put into words himself. As they moved slowly in sync, a slow dance amidst the clinking of glasses and polite conversation, everything else receded. The ambient music, the flash of gowns, the subtle nods of recognition from colleagues - it all dulled into insignificance.

Verena had spoken the only thing that mattered in that moment. He hadn't replied, not verbally. He hadn't needed to. There was an understanding between them that had deepened over months, one he'd tried not to analyse too closely. But now, with those six words, she had exposed it to the air, and he couldn't pretend it wasn't there anymore. Their evening would come to a close, as all stolen moments do. Their lives, responsibilities, and the unspoken rules of social expectation waited for them just beyond the ballroom doors. But while the music played, and while she was in his arms, he wasn't going to let reality intrude. Not yet.

The final notes drifted to silence. They stepped apart, though not abruptly. As if letting go too quickly might shatter something fragile. Back at the table, the illusion of formality resumed. He leaned in slightly, just enough to hear her over the low murmur of dinner conversations.

"I need to use the restroom. Will I get us a drink on my way back?"

After she shared her preference, he gave a small, quiet smile and nodded. It was an ordinary thing to say, but there was something oddly intimate about it. The way she aid us. The way it assumed continuity. The moment hadn't ended, not really. Not yet. He made his way out and down the corridor to the restroom. Inside, the room was quiet, the kind of sterile calm that always felt faintly surreal at a formal event. He turned on the tap, letting the warm water run over his hands as he stared into the mirror. Her voice still rang in his ears. Then came the interruption.

"Does Serena know you're here, not alone?"

AJ closed his eyes briefly before turning. That voice had the same calculated smugness it always had - Scott Carter. The bastard hadn't changed a bit. Dressed in something expensive and just loud enough to draw attention, Scott leaned casually against the tiled wall like he owned the place.

AJ dried his hands slowly, keeping his expression neutral. "Good to see you, Scott. Serena's in Europe - ignoring our marriage about as much as I am. How are you? Still the elusive bachelor?"

Scott chuckled. "Ouch. That sounds... bleak. What is it they say? 'Separate continents, separate beds?'"

AJ met his gaze in the mirror. "More like separate lives. Has been for years."

"Hmm." Scott's tone was thick with mock sympathy. "And yet, still married. That old-fashioned Catholic guilt, or is it just for the optics?"

He turned then, facing him fully. "Is there a point to this, or are you just here to stir shit?"

Scott held up his hands in faux innocence. "Relax. I'm just making conversation. It's been a while. Thought I'd say hello. Didn't expect to find you with... new company. She's… not exactly the kind of woman you bring to these things without making a statement. Very poised. Beautiful. But she's not your wife."

"No, she's not," AJ said evenly. "And what she is or isn't to me is none of your business."

"Touchy," Scott said with a smile. "Look, don't take it personally. You know how these events are. People talk. Especially when the golden boy of Barrow & Langford shows up arm-in-arm with someone half the room doesn't recognize."

AJ folded his arms. "Let them talk. I'm not here for them."

Scott tilted his head, suddenly curious. "So what are you here for?"

AJ took a breath, then shrugged. "Something real. Something that feels like it matters. You wouldn't understand."

The smug expression faltered, just for a moment, and AJ walked past him, heading for the door. But Scott wasn't finished.

"Just be careful, man," he called after him. "People like us don't get to live in fairytales. There's always a price."

AJ stopped at the threshold and glanced back over his shoulder.

"I stopped believing in fairytales a long time ago, Scott. But I still believe in choosing something good when you find it."

Scott didn't respond. He didn't need to. The silence said enough.

AJ stepped back into the hallway, the noise of the ballroom washing over him again. Whatever Scott thought he knew about his life, he could keep it. Verena was waiting. Her drink, and more importantly, her presence - anchored him far better than any title, any marriage license, or any whispered reputation ever could. And for as long as he had this, even if it was fleeting, even if it was fragile, he was going to hold onto it.​
 
It was subtle. A kind of charge in the air. A shift in temperature that didn't touch the skin but sent a tremor through the gut. Scott Carter had walked past, his eyes lingering on her—not in the way men sometimes did when they saw something they wanted, but in that cool, clinical way people look when they're trying to place you. Like she was a variable in an equation that didn't balance.

She didn't flinch. Didn't return the stare. But something in her spine straightened, instinctively.

By the time AJ returned with their drinks, his face was composed, practiced even—but something beneath it was pulled taut. Like a man who had just walked through fire but didn't smell of smoke.

She smiled anyway, softly, as he handed her the glass. "Thank you." Then she sipped. Said nothing. But her mind was moving.

She knew that look from Scott. She'd seen it before in other rooms, other cities. That tilt of power, the way men sized her up like they were calculating what kind of threat she might be—not because of what she did or said, but because of who she was to the man beside her. Verena made her way back to the table she was sitting at with AJ. She didn’t speak just yet. She was starting to lose herself in her own thoughts.

Serena.

The name landed with its usual weight. Cold and sharp and inconvenient.

Verena had never met her. Didn't need to. The image was enough: elegant, polished, bred into money and mirrors. The kind of woman people didn't question because her presence had already answered for her. Serena had been born into the world AJ lived in. She belonged to it even though she seemed like she didn’t care for it. Verena had stepped into it like a borrowed dress. She didn't envy her—but she couldn't ignore her either.

Serena wasn't just a person. She was a complication. A question mark at the end of every sentence that started with what if. What if AJ changed his mind. What if he couldn't cut loose. What if this—them—was just a rebellion with an expiration date.

She wasn't foolish. She knew marriages didn't always mean love, or loyalty, or even companionship. But they still meant something. Especially in rooms like this one, where appearances carried more weight than truth.

If she and AJ wanted to be together—really be together—they'd have to cross that line eventually. The one between possibility and decision. And that kind of leap… wasn't done lightly.

It would be messy. Public. Complicated.

She was a woman who knew how to stand alone, how to walk away when things got twisted beyond repair. She wasn't here to be a secret. She wasn't built to wait in the wings while a man figured out whether or not he had the courage to live honestly. But when she looked at AJ now, sitting across from her with that quiet gravity of his, something softened. He wasn't playing a game. He wasn't trying to keep her as an escape route. He meant something by being here. Still, that didn't make the path easier. It just made it harder to turn away from.

She reached across the table, fingers brushing lightly over his—not quite touching, but close enough to feel the warmth of him there. “Enjoying yourself?” She asked with a smile. “I have a feelings this isn’t really your cup of tea.” She wasn’t sure if attending galas was his thing but he sure did look the part when he needed to. “Do you usually stay for the entire thing?” She asked. Just wanted to lighten up the atmosphere.
 
"Enjoying yourself? I have a feeling this isn't really your cup of tea."

Verena's words pulled him back into the moment, cutting through the lingering haze of his earlier encounter with Scott. It had taken more of a toll on him than he'd anticipated - too much tension, too many words that carried weight beneath their surface civility. But now, with her voice laced with perceptiveness and that ever-present hint of mischief, AJ found himself smiling, the tension slipping just slightly from his shoulders as he looked at her.

She had that effect on him. Somehow, in just a handful of weeks, Verena had managed to understand the contours of his personality in ways that Serena - God bless her predictability - had never even come close to. More than ten years of going through the motions with someone who never really saw him, who only engaged with the version of him that fit into her curated world, her schedules, her milestones. But Verena? She saw past all that. She didn't just listen - she observed, she noticed, she questioned. It was disarming, and at the same time, liberating.

"With you, how can I not?" he said, his smile broadening. It wasn't just a line; it was the closest approximation of truth he could offer. "Normally, I don't even attend these things. But tonight... tonight I couldn't pass up the opportunity for us to get dressed up and have a wonderful evening."

He meant it. Every word. If the night had been hosted in a back alley with lukewarm beer and plastic chairs, he'd still have wanted her there beside him. It wasn't about the event - it was about her. The way she lit up a room without even trying. The way her presence made him want to linger in moments he would normally rush through. There was something about the way she carried herself - confidence without arrogance, elegance without pretension. She made everything feel a little less heavy, a little more bearable.

"Do you usually stay for the entire thing?"

The question lingered in the air, and for a brief second, he wondered if it was her subtle way of saying she was ready to leave. Or was it genuine curiosity? Knowing her as he was beginning to, he was almost certain it was the latter. Verena wasn't the type to feign interest - if she was bored, she'd say it. If she wanted to leave, she'd stand and offer him her hand without preamble. That directness was another thing he admired about her. No games. No theatre. Just clarity.

"Not usually," he replied, allowing his gaze to linger on her, admiration threaded through it. "In fact, I think we're almost at the end of the evening now."

He paused, watching the way the candlelight played along her neckline, how the fabric of her dress clung to her like it had been tailored by someone who knew his exact fantasies. There was something dangerous in how effortlessly she wore allure - not a performance, but a simple, unshakeable truth. And he was absolutely, irrevocably spellbound.

"Would you like to head back?" he added, voice lower now, more intimate—just for her. Then he leaned in, so close only she could hear the words that followed. There was a slight curve at the edge of his lips, something between a promise and a provocation.

"Because I would very much like to see you out of that dress."

The words were as much a confession as they were an invitation. He didn't dress them up in metaphor or soften them with pretence. There was no need to. Not with her. With anyone else, it might have felt like a risk - an overstep. But with Verena, he didn't second-guess the urge to speak exactly what was on his mind. She could handle it. She thrived in that space where desire met honesty. And so did he, though he hadn't realized it until she came into his life like a spark thrown into dry brush, illuminating every part of him he'd quietly buried under years of habit and resignation.

Tonight had only confirmed what he already knew: she didn't just turn him on - she woke him up. And there wasn't a doubt in his mind that once they stepped out of this glossy, overdressed charade of a benefit and found themselves alone again, he'd show her exactly how grateful he was that she'd walked into his world and dismantled every preconception he'd held about what he wanted, what he needed, and what it meant to feel alive again.

Yes. He was enjoying himself. But not because of the event. Because of her. Always, because of her.​
 
As AJ leaned in, his words soft and unapologetically bold, Verena felt something shift. Something settle. Not in the room—in her. For the last hour, her mind had spiraled in quiet little loops, brushing against the edges of things she didn't want to name. That man—Scott, whoever he was—his stare had lingered too long, too deliberately. She'd caught it. Felt it. Not just on her skin, but in her gut, like a thread being tugged where it shouldn't be. It had made her think of her. Of Serena. Of what it meant to be the woman across the table from a man who still had a wife, even if that wife hadn't touched his world in years.

But then AJ looked at her like that—just looked—and every anxious echo vanished like mist in sunlight. Not because she was being naive, or foolish. Verena was neither. But because he meant it. Every word, every glance. There was no duplicity hiding behind his eyes. Just a clarity that struck her right in the chest. And God, did that calm her.

She didn't have to about Serena. She didn't have to ask if this was real. She just had to meet his gaze and know.

Her lips curled slightly, the corner of her mouth catching the dim light, but she didn't smile in full—not yet. She wanted to enjoy the moment. Stretch it out. Because it had been a long time since she'd felt this: wanted, seen, safe… desired—all at once. A warm, aching knot of gratitude formed low in her stomach, because for all the ways she'd been underestimated, overlooked, or mistaken for someone simpler than she was—AJ saw her. Not just her body. Not just her beauty. Her.

"Hmm," she murmured, letting the sound linger as she took another slow sip of her drink, holding his gaze over the rim. Her tone was playful, yes, but edged with something warmer. Realer. "That was a bold line, Mr. Carlson." She leaned in, just enough to blur the space between them, her voice dropping an octave to match his.

"Lucky for you," she said, tilting her head, "I happen to like bold."

Her heart was hammering. But outwardly, she was composed, effortless. She let her fingers trace the stem of her glass while her mind did somersaults at the thought of returning to the hotel with him. Of what it would feel like to be undressed by those hands—not just touched, but unwrapped like something rare, cherished, devoured. She was trying not to rush the moment, but the truth was, she was already halfway out the door in her head.

"I'd say we've made our required appearances," she added, coolly. "Besides, I think I've had enough of overpriced wine and polite small talk." Verena and AJ definitely spent more than enough time at the gala, she didn’t enjoy herself but any alone time with AJ was better than being here at the gala. Slowly she pushed her chair back with just enough grace to be deliberate. She didn’t stand just yet. She wanted him to have the final say so.

“Shall we go?” She asked.

She didn't need him to pull her chair. Didn't need the polite arm at her back. What she needed—what she wanted—was already promised in the look they'd exchanged across the flicker of candlelight. Something private. Something honest.
 
AJ smiled at her question, the curve of his lips revealing both amusement and intent. His teasing remark had landed precisely the way he'd hoped, like a lit match in a room already thick with gasoline. He hadn't needed to say more - she understood him, always had. "Let's go." The words were simple, but they pulsed with something heavier beneath them—promise, anticipation, inevitability.

They rose from the ornately set table, leaving behind the grandeur of the banquet hall, where the last of the evening's laughter was softening into background murmur. Crystal clinked gently, scattered conversations drifting like smoke across the marble floors. The event was winding down, the buzz of diplomacy and legacy now fading into a blur that neither of them had any further interest in. AJ exchanged brief nods and handshakes with familiar faces on the way out - but even those rituals were cursory, carried out with a politeness that barely masked his distraction.

The valet brought the town car around, and within moments, they were gliding away from the convention centre, swallowed up by the quiet night. The interior of the car was dark, save for the occasional flash of city lights through the tinted windows. There was almost no conversation, no need for it. The silence between them wasn't awkward - it was thick, electric. Charged. AJ sat with a straight back and clasped hands for the first few minutes, trying to maintain the illusion of patience, but it was quickly unravelling. The tension in his chest was tight, not anxious but raw. He could feel the pull between them like gravity. It wasn't just want - it was more than that. Something older, something cellular. Last night had been exploration: cautious, tentative, necessary. It had been about discovering boundaries, then tearing them down. That first night together had changed everything. Not just because of the physicality, although that had been undeniably powerful. It was the emotional terrain they'd crossed. Once traversed, there was no going back.

But tonight was different. Tonight was about connection. Not curiosity, not experimentation, but the intertwining of two souls that had found their reflection in each other. It was terrifying in its depth. He'd told himself for years that he wasn't meant for this - that men like him didn't get the real thing, didn't get permanence. That his world was too calculated, too stained with responsibility and legacy. But here she was, and every wall he had so carefully constructed was now trembling, beginning to crack. It should have unnerved him more than it did. Instead, it turned him on in a way that was visceral, almost primal.

He turned slightly in his seat, the soft hum of the car a distant backdrop. Slowly, deliberately, he placed his hand on her thigh. Not aggressive, not rushed - just enough to close the space that had been building between them since dinner. His fingers moved in slow, deliberate circles through the fabric of her dress, each rotation a whisper of intention. The silk was smooth under his touch, but not nearly as inviting as the heat he could feel just beneath it. He didn't look at her. He didn't need to. He could feel her awareness of him, feel the subtle shift in her breathing, the way her body slightly adjusted in response. He kept tracing those small, perfect circles, gradually applying more pressure - not enough to be obvious, but enough to let her know he was thinking about her. About the curve of her hips. About the way she had looked beneath him last night, breathless and undone, her skin glowing in the half-light of the hotel suite. The memory stirred a low ache in him.

And yet, this wasn't just about arousal. That was the easy part. This was about surrender - mutual, exquisite surrender. He wanted to give her more than his body. He wanted to give her everything he'd never thought he could offer someone. It scared him, how much he wanted to be seen by her, not just touched. To be known. Not just undressed, but unravelled. There were still miles of caution in him, ingrained from years of shielding himself behind status, expectation, and strategy. But with her, those defences weakened. She didn't ask him to be anything other than what he already was. And that, somehow, was more dangerous than any demand.

The car turned, slowing as they approached the hotel. The glowing name above the entrance flickered like a beacon in the dark, but AJ didn't rush. His hand remained where it was, still gently circling, now higher, inching closer to where he knew her skin would be burning. His thumb traced the inside of her thigh, dipping closer to the hemline, a silent promise of what was to come.

He could already imagine it: the moment the door closed behind them, the quiet click of privacy returned. The dim lights, the press of her body against his, the taste of her mouth, the feel of her nails in his back. But more than that, he could feel the emotional current threatening to tear him wide open. Because tonight wasn't about performance or dominance or indulgence.

Tonight was about two people who had stopped pretending. Tonight was about need - and the terrifying, thrilling truth of being needed in return.​
 
Verena sat silently, her posture composed but her mind anything but. The quiet of the car didn't lull her — it electrified her, wrapped itself around her ribs like silk-threaded tension. AJ was beside her, his presence impossibly loud in the hush, even though he hadn't said a word. He didn't need to. His energy filled the space between them, pressed into her skin more surely than his hand ever could. She could feel him — his restraint, his need, the storm he was holding just barely in check

She turned slightly, angling her body just enough toward him to feel closer without making it obvious. The heat of him was magnetic. She wasn't sure when it had started — this gravitational pull between them — but now it felt unstoppable. Irrevocable. The space between their bodies felt like a fuse, burning slow and certain, daring them both to light the match. Her thighs were crossed, tension wound tight in her calves, her breath measured with effort. Every inhale tasted like anticipation.

When his hand landed on her thigh, she didn't flinch. She didn't look over. She didn't need to. His touch was slow, sure, purposeful — the kind of touch that didn't ask permission because it already knew the answer. The circles he drew into the fabric of her dress made her stomach clench, not just with arousal, but with recognition.

He knew what he was doing. He knew her. And somehow that knowledge wasn't rooted in time — it was something ancient, cellular, as though her body had been waiting for this particular man in this particular moment for far too long.

She shifted slightly under his hand, letting him feel that she felt it too. Her breathing shallowed, her pulse skipping against her throat, and she tilted her head back just enough to close her eyes against the dim flashes of streetlight. She wasn't retreating. She was surrendering — not to him, not entirely, but to this. To whatever had been building between them with quiet inevitability. To whatever future their bodies had already agreed upon, even if their minds hadn't caught up.

Her thoughts tangled like silk threads in a storm.

The car turned, nearing the hotel, and her pulse surged with it. Not because she was impatient. Because she knew. She knew what was coming the moment the door clicked shut behind them. The car eased to a stop under the awning of the hotel entrance, the soft glow of the marquee sign casting warm gold across the sleek black paint of the town car. Neither of them moved at first. The city breathed around them — distant traffic murmurs, the hush of luxury, the promise of privacy just beyond the glass doors.

AJ's hand lingered on her thigh for a beat longer than necessary, Verena's fingers were had curled lightly over his wrist, the pads of her fingertips mapping the line of his veins, memorizing him in silence. Then, slowly, she released him, her touch sliding away with a deliberate softness that spoke of unfinished sentences.

When it was time to exit the car Verena waited a heartbeat longer — not for drama, but because her legs felt like they needed that extra second to remember how to hold her up under the weight of everything she was feeling.

She stepped out into the soft night air, the heels of her shoes clicking against the polished stone as she straightened to her full height. The silk of her dress whispered around her thighs, still marked by the ghost of his hand. When she was close enough to AJ she reached for his hand.

They walked through the revolving doors together, side by side but fused at the seams. The marble floors gleamed under the soft light of the chandeliers, reflecting their steps, their pace matched in instinctive unison. There was no need to speak.

The concierge nodded discreetly as AJ passed, already familiar with him. The elevator was waiting, its doors opening like a quiet invitation to something neither of them was pretending to control anymore.
 
The elevator's slow ascent to the suite was almost unbearable. They stood side by side, fingers intertwined, the silence between them speaking volumes. It wasn't urgency in the traditional sense - AJ wasn't desperate in a way that demanded immediate gratification. Rather, it was something subtler, deeper. He wanted the moment to begin so completely, so irreversibly, that time itself might forget how to move forward. He didn't crave a singular high but a stretch of hours strung together like silk, soaked in the gravity of what they both knew was waiting. There was no need for words between them. The tension pulsed and shimmered in the small space, not awkward or hesitant but electric - an intimate hum that lived in the spaces their bodies hadn't yet filled. Every second felt deliberate, weighty with anticipation.

When the elevator finally chimed and the doors opened, AJ stepped out beside her, his hand still in hers. The short walk down the corridor was a blur. The muted hallway lighting, the plush carpeting beneath their feet, the faint sound of distant laughter from another floor - all of it was background noise to the cadence of his heart and the way hers seemed to sync with it. At the suite, he slid the keycard into the reader and opened the door with a quiet assurance. She stepped inside first, and he followed, closing the door behind them with a heavy, final-sounding click. The sound echoed with more than just its physical weight - it felt like a seal, like crossing a threshold that couldn't, and wouldn't, be undone.

The suite greeted them in warm, quiet elegance. One side held the sitting area, untouched since that morning, shadows pooling under the low furniture. Opposite, the bedroom beckoned. Two beds, now redundant. They'd used them both only that first night, when caution and self-control had been their companions. But the borders between them had long since dissolved, not with recklessness, but with the slow burn of something earned. AJ turned toward her, taking her into his arms, his eyes searching hers for a reflection of everything he felt - and there it was. No hesitation. No retreat. Just a mirror of want, and trust, and a flicker of something sweeter still.

He let his hand rest at the curve of her jaw, his voice low and weighted with sincerity. "Having you with me tonight was a revelation. This - being with you like this - this is what it's supposed to feel like. To be supported. To be seen. Thank you."

And then he kissed her. It began soft, slow. A question, not a demand. His lips moved with care, with reverence, tasting the words he hadn't spoken, breathing in the silence they'd shared. There was no need to rush - not tonight. The city outside would spin on without them. He had no obligations pulling him away. No early calls. No meetings or flights or faceless obligations. Thirty-six hours stretched ahead of them, a gift wrapped in quiet luxury and unspoken promise.

His hands traced her sides, palms sliding upwards in gentle exploration until they found the back of her neck, fingers threading through her hair. The kiss deepened, became more certain. His tongue found hers, a slow and practiced dance, his desire blooming like ink in water - visible, undeniable, but still graceful.

He pulled back only slightly, letting his lips wander from hers to the gentle slope of her jaw. From there, his mouth made its slow pilgrimage along the elegant line of her neck. Her skin responded under his touch, heat rising with each breath. When he reached her shoulder, where the delicate strap of her dress rested, he paused. There was reverence in the way he moved, a sense of ceremony. He brushed his lips against her skin, just where fabric met flesh, then carefully drew the strap down, exposing more of her to the dim light. His lips followed the path of unveiled skin, each kiss deliberate, each touch a question met with wordless assent. He was in no hurry. This wasn't about the finish. It was about everything in between - the ache of anticipation, the slow unravelling of restraint, the building of something they'd both longed for in quiet, private corners of themselves.

He wanted to strip her of more than just her clothing. He wanted to peel back the hours, the distance, the time spent pretending the connection between them was anything less than inevitable. He wanted to worship every inch of her until she forgot how to be composed, until her hands in his hair meant stay and her breath on his neck meant now. And yet he was patient. They had time. Time to let the night unfurl without urgency, to let desire stretch and soften before it consumed. He wanted to draw out every moment, every whisper of contact, until there was nothing left between them but skin, sweat, and the silence that lovers earn when nothing more needs to be said.

This wasn't about conquest. It wasn't about performance or proving anything. This was about surrendering to something that had been building for far too long, letting go of restraint in favour of truth - raw, unfiltered, and fiercely tender. He didn't need to ask her if this was what she wanted. He already knew. It was there in every glance she gave him, in the way her body leaned toward his, in the quiet invitation of her presence. Whatever came next, whatever sounds filled the night or silences filled the morning, it would be shared. It would be theirs. And neither of them would come back from it unchanged.​
 
Verena felt everything. She wasn't just reacting to AJ—she was feeling him, fully, entirely, without apology. The moment the door clicked shut behind them, the world outside ceased to matter. The gala, the glitter, the shallow conversations and manufactured smiles—all of it evaporated like steam from a cooling glass. What lingered was him.

He moved toward her with that slow, deliberate confidence that always made her heart beat just a little faster. Not arrogance. Never that. It was deeper—earned. A man who knew the gravity of his own presence, and who never wielded it carelessly. When he touched her—when his hand rose to her face and settled at her jaw—Verena didn't flinch or look away. She let herself be seen. It wasn't a look she gave easily, not to anyone. But AJ had a way of drawing it out, of asking nothing and yet receiving everything she didn't even realize she'd kept hidden.

And when he spoke… damn, that voice. Low. Sincere. Steady. His words didn't just reach her ears—they settled into her. Like warmth blooming through her chest. Like being pulled toward a gravity she no longer wanted to resist. His kiss undid her slowly. It wasn't lust—not yet. It was reverence, that rare kind that said: I know what I'm holding. I won't drop it. Her lips parted beneath his not out of reflex, but invitation. Every movement of his mouth felt like a vow spoken in a language only the two of them knew. Her hands found his waist, steadying herself not because she was weak, but because she wanted to feel his solidity beneath her fingertips. She needed to be grounded in him.

When his fingers slid into her hair and the kiss deepened, Verena melted—not into helplessness, but into presence. She could taste the patience in him. The restraint. The hunger that was there, yes, but simmering, waiting, deliberately unrushed. She wasn't used to being given this much space. She had thought, in the beginning, James idolized her. He rushed. Didn’t really show any care. Fumbled in his eagerness. AJ… waited. Not out of hesitation, but out of respect. As if he knew she needed time to unravel, to soften, to trust that this wasn't just a moment—it was theirs.

As his lips moved along her neck, Verena's eyes fluttered shut, her breath catching in her throat—not from shock, but from recognition. As if every press of his mouth echoed a truth she'd known in her bones since the beginning: that no one had ever touched her like this, not really. Not with this kind of intention. Not like he meant it. When he reached the strap of her dress and paused, she didn't speak. She didn't need to. She simply tilted her head slightly, offering herself with quiet certainty. Yes, her body said. Take your time. I want this too.

And as he peeled the fabric away, lips following in slow, sacred descent, Verena felt something shift inside her. Not a crack, not a collapse—but a surrender. Not to him, but to the truth of them. The heat, the ache, the slow rhythm of his breath against her skin—all of it wove into something heady and sacred. Not lust. Not need. Something more dangerous, more intimate.

Something real.

Her fingers moved through his hair, not to direct, but to feel. To claim. Her touch said I'm still here, even as the rest of the world fell away. And as his mouth moved lower, as their bodies began to speak in glances and contact and the sacred language of slowness, Verena realized something startling in its simplicity:

She didn't want to be anywhere else. She wasn't thinking about the headlines, or the people downstairs still clinking glasses, or what came next. She wasn't calculating. She wasn't protecting. She was here. With him.

She brought her hand to the knot of his bow tie, fingers brushing against his collarbone as she loosened it with practiced ease. The silk gave way like it had been waiting for her. She didn't pull it off all at once. Instead, she held the ends lightly between her fingers, letting the tie slip through her grasp like water. She watched him as she did it—watched the way his eyes followed her hands, dark and burning with patience. Wanting, but not demanding.

It made something bloom low in her belly.

When the tie finally fell away, she draped it over the back of a nearby chair without taking her eyes off him. Then her fingers returned to the open space at his collar, brushing gently against the warm skin just beneath it. She toyed with the top button—not opening it right away, just feeling the shape of it, the tension beneath the fabric, the hum of anticipation. Her thumb moved slowly over the button once more before she undid it. Then the next. And the next. Each button undone was a breath shared, a moment claimed. She wasn't just undressing him—she was learning him, one inch of skin at a time. Her touch deliberate. Her rhythm unbroken.
 
AJ watched her. Not just her form - though that alone could unmake a man - but the way her hands moved with quiet purpose, the way her fingers found the small buttons of his shirt and worked them free one by one. Each click of the fabric yielding to her touch was like a soft drumbeat in his chest, louder than it had any right to be. There was something reverent in the way she touched him, but also something deeply carnal. When the last button fell undone, he shrugged the shirt from his shoulders, letting it slip from his arms like a final surrender. The cool air of the room whispered over his bare skin, but the only thing he felt was heat - rising from within, stoked by the fire in her eyes.

He didn't look away from her, not even for a second. His gaze remained locked to hers, like a tether - like if he looked away, the gravity between them might break. There was something in her expression, something unspoken but deeply understood. It wasn't just desire, though that was certainly there. It was something richer. Familiar. A kind of hunger that had a history, that remembered every touch, every word that had led them here.

Then he moved again. With one graceful motion, he slipped the other strap of her dress from her shoulder, his fingertips brushing her skin as he guided it down. The dress seemed to obey gravity like it, too, had been waiting - waiting for this moment to fall. And it did, gathering at her ankles in a soft, defeated heap. She stood before him in nothing but a small, black strip of fabric clinging to her hips, barely concealing the final inch of modesty. The rest of her - every curve, every line - was his to behold.

And he did. He let his gaze trace her, slowly, deliberately. Her breasts - full, natural, proud - rose and fell with each breath she took. His eyes moved lower, drinking in the soft flare of her hips, the sensual dip of her waist, the elegant arch of her thighs. And between them, that final, maddening veil that shielded her from him. She was breathtaking - unreal in the way goddesses might be - but to him, she wasn't untouchable. She was divine and human all at once. She bled mystery and memory, flesh and fire.

"Goddamn," he murmured under his breath, though not for her to hear - it was an exhale, a confession to himself more than anything. There were moments in life when time seemed to slow, when the body buzzed with something that wasn't quite adrenaline and wasn't quite peace, but some perfect in-between. This was one of those moments. She was one of those moments.

He guided her down gently, motioning her to sit at the edge of the bed. And when she did, he dropped to his knees in front of her, nestled between her parted thighs like a man before an altar. The carpet pressed into his knees, but he didn't care. Not with her there. Not with her skin so close, her scent already invading his lungs, triggering some deep, primal response that clawed at the edges of his composure.

He kissed her again, and this time it wasn't patient. It wasn't gentle. It was hungry. Starved. It tasted like all the things he hadn't said, all the moments they'd both imagined but never voiced. His hands slid up her thighs, reverent but aching, thumbs brushing along the soft inner skin as he pulled her closer. The kiss deepened as his tongue claimed hers, matched her rhythm, her heat. The air between them had thickened into something tangible, something molten.

His lips broke from hers only so he could travel lower. His mouth moved along the line of her neck, her collarbone, tracing the path his fingers had dreamed of for too long. When he reached her breasts, he paused - not because he needed to, but because he wanted to savour her. The swell of them was perfect, full and firm and begging for his touch. He took one into his mouth, slowly, his lips parting around the delicate peak as his tongue teased it with soft, languid strokes. His other hand cupped her other breast, his thumb brushing over the nipple in circles that matched the rhythm of his tongue. Her skin was warm, her breath hitching above him as he gave her his full attention.

He didn't rush it. This wasn't about getting there. It was about being here. About tasting every inch of her, about hearing the way her breath caught in her throat, about the quiet tension of her body surrendering, inch by inch, to his mouth and his hands. His fingers squeezed gently, tracing the weight of her breast in his palm while he switched sides, lavishing the other nipple with equal care and reverence.

The sounds that filled the room now weren't words - they were sighs, gasps, the quiet thud of heartbeat against ribcage. His name hadn't been spoken yet, but he felt it in the way her thighs tensed against him, the way her fingers brushed his shoulders like they couldn't decide whether to pull him closer or hold on for balance.

He was worshipping her. And in that moment, there was no past or future. There was only her body, his need, and the magnetic pull between them that refused to let go.​
 
Verena's fingers moved without thought, threading gently through AJ's hair as if drawn by instinct—slow, steady, quiet. Her touch was barely more than a brush at first, but it lingered, deepening into something more intentional. The strands were soft beneath her fingertips, warm, familiar. She let her hand trail over his scalp, her nails lightly grazing the surface, and the sensation grounded her. Or maybe it unmoored her—she couldn't tell.

He was kneeling before her, and something about that made her heart stutter. Not because of the position, but because of the way he looked at her. Like she was something sacred. Not fragile—no, he didn't see her that way—but worthy. Worth stopping for. Worth revering. It undid something inside her. His lips found hers again but this time the kiss was hot, passionate, needy. She couldn’t help but lose herself for moment in the heated kiss. Every inch of her body was on fire with need for AJ but she didn’t give in, she wanted him to continue to do wha the wanted. Of course she enjoyed the suspense of it all.

She tilted her head slightly, studying him from beneath her lashes, and let her thumb sweep along the curve of his temple. Her breath trembled on the way out. It wasn't nerves—it was more like presence. Like her body knew something important was happening and it didn't want to miss a second of it. There was heat, yes. A deep, aching pulse between her hips, an awareness of his hands on her skin, of his mouth mapping the lines of her body with quiet purpose. But that wasn't all she felt.

No—this was more.

This was the kind of closeness that left fingerprints on your soul.

Her eyes fluttered closed for a moment as his mouth closed around her breast, and the sensation pulled a breath from her lungs that she hadn't realized she was holding. Her hand tightened slightly in his hair, her fingertips anchoring themselves in him. Not to control, not to guide—just to connect. To hold on to something real in a moment that felt almost unreal.

He wasn't rushing. Every touch, every kiss, every sigh was deliberate—earned. And Verena felt that. Not just on her skin, but in the space between her ribs, in the part of her that hadn't been touched in a long time. Maybe ever. There was something so careful in the way he held her, like he understood exactly who she was without her needing to say it. Like he had seen the walls she'd spent years building—and had decided not to tear them down, but to be patient until she let him in.

Her other hand came up to his cheek, her thumb brushing the edge of his jaw, feeling the strength there. She could feel his breath, hot and uneven against her skin. She didn't speak. She didn't need to. The words would have sounded too small anyway, too clumsy for what this was. Instead, she just stayed there, fingers in his hair, heart in her throat, letting him see her this way again.

Verena resisted the urge to fall back on the bed, to wrap her legs tightly around him. The pleasure was building already but again she didn’t give into it. Not yet. There was still so much to experience between them. This intimate moment was exactly what she needed and she was ready to surrender herself completely to AJ again.
 
AJ took his time. Every movement was slow, intentional, reverent. There was no rush, no desire to fast-forward through any part of the experience. When it came to Verena, time itself seemed to bend - slowing to accommodate the moments he wanted to sink into, to savour as if they were rare and precious. And they were.

His mouth moved over her breasts with measured care, alternating between soft kisses and the more intimate pressure of his lips as he drew each nipple into his mouth. He lingered, letting the warmth of his breath tease her skin before closing his lips around her again, his tongue circling slowly, deliberately, as though writing invisible letters meant only for her body to understand. The texture of her skin, the subtle shifts beneath his touch, were endlessly fascinating. He used his hands in tandem, cupping her fully, fingers spreading to support and caress her, thumbs occasionally brushing against the stiff peaks his mouth left behind. The way her breasts filled his palms - weighty, supple, real - reminded him just how human desire was, and yet somehow how utterly transcendent it could feel in the right arms, with the right person.

She made soft, breathy sounds, the kind of sounds that weren't meant to seduce but did all the same. They were involuntary offerings, and he drank in each one like a reward. They filled the space between them with something deeper than words. AJ felt each moan echo somewhere deep inside his chest, resonating with a part of him that had been quiet for too long. And in that warm, flickering space between desire and connection, he made a vow to himself - not in grand, performative fashion, but quiet and deep, like a prayer whispered into the night: he would never take this for granted. Not her. Not the way her body trusted his touch. Not the intimacy of being allowed this close, this unguarded. Not the way time seemed to dissolve whenever they were together like this, skin to skin, heart to heart.

Eventually, his lips left the curves of her chest behind and began their slow, downward journey. He mapped a path across the planes of her abdomen, kissing and tasting her as though every inch of her deserved its own kind of worship. Her skin was soft beneath his lips, the slight tension of her belly beneath each kiss only spurring him to take his time. His hands moved to her hips, his fingers finding the delicate fabric of her thong. With the same patience that had guided every touch thus far, he eased the garment down, peeling it gently from her body as though uncovering something sacred. He helped it slide past the curve of her hips, down the length of her thighs, then lower still, until she lay before him - completely bare, wholly unhidden.

He paused, not to hesitate but to admire. To honour. To appreciate the unspoken trust in her willingness to be seen this way. Vulnerable. Strong. Beautiful in ways that had nothing to do with magazine covers or shallow praise. He knew - knew with a certainty that surprised him even now - that this view, this moment, would never lose its power over him. The way her body revealed itself to him was not something he could ever grow tired of. It was a gift he'd never stop unwrapping.

AJ lifted one of her legs slowly, guiding it up just enough so he could press his lips to the soft flesh of her inner thigh. He kissed the inside of her knee, then trailed his mouth downward, letting his stubble scrape gently against the sensitive skin as he went. Each kiss grew warmer, deeper, the closer he got to the centre of her. Millimetres from where her heat radiated strongest, he stopped, switching to her other leg. This time he moved more directly. From her calf to her thigh, his mouth made a trail of slow-burning anticipation. And when he reached the top—when there was nowhere else to go, no more preamble left to offer - he kissed her there. There was no hesitation, no teasing delay. He pressed his lips directly to her pussy, parting her with his mouth in a gesture more reverent than raw. He didn't dive in greedily; he honoured her first with that single, intentional kiss. A kiss that said: I see you. I want you. I worship you.

There was something sacred about that contact, something beyond just lust. This wasn't just a man tasting his lover. This was a man offering devotion the only way he knew how - with his lips, his tongue, his breath, his heart. AJ's desire didn't just burn; it adored. And in this quiet moment between the heartbeat and the moan, between the slow trail of kisses and the eventual surrender of both body and soul, AJ knew with certainty: this wasn't just about pleasure. It was about presence. About reverence. About making sure Verena felt how deeply she was desired, not just in body, but in the deepest places of him.

And that, more than anything, was the promise he kept.​
 
She wasn't prepared—not for the way AJ moved, not for the way he looked at her like she was something rare, something worth slowing down for. Every kiss, every touch, was deliberate. Not performative. Not rushed. Not about conquest. It was care. Attention. Reverence. Her heart beat steadily beneath her ribs, but her thoughts spiraled in quiet disbelief: He's really doing this—for me. Not out of obligation, not just for his own desire, but because he wanted to know her. Wanted to learn her—like the curves of her body were a language only he could read if he listened closely enough.

The way his lips trailed across her abdomen sent soft shivers through her, not just from sensation but from the feeling of being seen. Not just looked at. Seen. AJ didn't skip past anything. He didn't go straight for what he wanted. He worshipped her. Her belly, her hips, the space between ribs and waist and thighs—places that too many lovers had ignored, had rushed through like they were just terrain to get across. But AJ paused. He paid tribute with his mouth, with his hands, like every inch of her was worthy of attention.

God, how long had it been since someone made her feel like that? Like she was more than just a body beneath them, more than a moment to fill?

Verena had to ground herself. She placed her hands on the bed, her fingers twitched slightly on the sheets, her breath trembling as he peeled her thong away with reverence. She felt something flicker inside her—a mix of emotion and arousal, both impossibly deep. Vulnerability danced just beneath her ribs, fragile and electric. There she was, bare before him, fully exposed—and instead of shame, she felt honored.

She saw the pause in him. The way he looked at her like she was art. As if her body was not just something to devour but something to appreciate. Verena would never have her walls up again around AJ. She trusted him fully with her.

His kiss on her thigh made her eyes flutter shut, her lips parting in a soundless gasp. She could feel the warmth of his breath, the scratch of his stubble, the tender pressure of his mouth. But more than that, she felt his intention. He wasn't here just to pleasure her—he was here to worship her. To learn her pulse, her rhythms, her silences. Every time he didn't rush, every time he chose slowness, it told her he wasn't just paying attention—he was present. She opened her eyes again when he switched legs, the heat inside her growing, pulsing with every inch he kissed. Her hand drifted to his hair on instinct, not to guide him, but to feel him—to anchor herself in the reality that this was real. That he was here. That this was happening.

And when he finally kissed her—really kissed her, there where she burned for him—Verena's breath hitched, not just from pleasure but from the sudden, aching emotion that surged inside her. It wasn't just that he touched her body—it was that he honored her soul through it.

Verena tried—really tried—to hold herself together. The more seconds that went by the more intense the pleasure she felt got. Her hands were curled tight into the sheets, knuckles pale with the effort of grounding herself. Every time AJ's tongue moved, slow and sure, a new fire kindled under her skin. His mouth was relentless but not harsh, tender but unyielding. Each flick, each kiss, each press of his lips sent tremors through her—like her body was an instrument he knew exactly how to play.

She gasped, biting back the sound, but it still slipped out—his name, soft and breathless, "AJ…" like a prayer she hadn't meant to speak aloud. Her legs trembled, her thighs twitching against the pressure of his hands holding her in place. He didn't stop. If anything, her reaction encouraged him, and it made her pulse stutter in her throat. She had always been the composed one, the woman in control, the one who never gave too much away. But now? Now she was melting.

Her spine arched against the slow, building tension coursing through her, trying to keep her propped up to watch him—to witness the way he poured his entire focus into her pleasure. But her body betrayed her. The heat was too much. The trembling too deep.
 
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